I haven't been blogging into the void for about a year or so.
Since the trial and the unelievable surrealness of being labeled as deluded by a mercenary christian psych who believes in heaven, creation, and a white human like super being overseeing everything.
fucking crap.
I salvaged a better computer and ram from trash and bought a decent 3 yr old used vid card.
So I dived into my favourite games again, and I have an article about Skyrim, Fallout series, and RPG's in general.
I have an update on the Idtech 4 Doom 3 engine GPL , including an excellent android port
There's a couple wierd poems about to appear, some more biting twisted social commentary from a place far outside normal, and some really deep 3D modelling explorations into Zbrush and Blender 3D including swapping stuff between them.
If that sounds strange you obviously haven't been here long.
I haven't really had a good typing desk.
I could do Skyrim and Fallout 4 on my salvaged junk comp, but it wasn't comfy and actually hurt to write
now I have a 10" android tablet with a small keyboard that fits comfortably on my lap.
It's suddenly easier to write.
I have a tech article about the experience of setting up the tablet and removing google, etc.
I have a short film project (another of many)
and I may put the base narrative here as a poem.
or broken
verse
separated myself from a lot of foolish environments and did some thought assessment
Transvaluation of Values
more sleep
less bad monkeys
I write in splurges anyway, if you look at the post history
it is worth scrolling through it all you know
it's a fantastic work of void screaming if I do say so myself
and its growing again!
I looked.
I was amazed.
I actually get about 430 visits in a month to this sprawling heap of ruminations.
so I'll be a pessimist and say most were bots or mistaken landings and guess that maybe 150 monkeys peer at their screen longer than 5 minutes while on this site and they scratch their head between swipes and scrolls and trying to navigate its chaotic depths of banalaty and wisdom.
I have a new sci-fi sorta story and another magical horror one
which I'll post here as well as on my short fiction site which has a dozen or so things currently.
the last cool thing I posted there was actually The Anthopologist's Letter
a sci fi short story where Jesus is an alien and Judas too.
and there will be more of that kind of thinking coming up
i also many many additions to my series called
What Canada Really Needs
I hear no hands clapping back from the void yet still I tell stories to it.
and speaking of which
I have at least one more Jesus story in me that will arise before the spring
Do you know we all need to eat things from the sea or we get dumb as fuck?
Iodine,
I am going wander around iodine and body chemistry and brain chemistry a bit and talk about natural sources like fish and kelp in another article. That and Beta Glucans in Reishi.
Did you know that each cell gets damaged thousands of times per hour and we have error correction sequences constantly repairing all our cells that can be repaired?
Its such a nice keyboard,
so small and compact.
And a big comfy chair with tea.
Reading
been reading, might write a bit about that.
Fixed my Paypal finally
jeesh it was a chore
but I think I have some 5g, drone, electronic banking stuff for another article.
Of course I will post a slam back at the psychiatrist and the court,
but I will limit it to one or two lengthy intelligent splurges you can NEXT on.
or ignore.
If you are offended in any way you shoulld stop reading.
If you read anything
I am amazed.
I think most are actually surprised and confused at first when they land here.
