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Thursday, November 22, 2018

The Anthropologist's Letter

The Anthropologist's Letter
By Christuus Gnosis

This is where it begins.
Not before.

Shitty monkeys.
Watching you year after year
throwing your shit at each other
robbing each other
the poverty and the dying and the bleakness

monkeys

All the races of the galaxy that rise out of their sun’s gravity well
Go through stages

growth evolution intellect tools language
and then it comes
that time
when a race of beings

can destroy themselves

More often than not we see them choke on their own garbage

But those that can rise up and do
those are what we watch for

Anthropologists
like me

Fucking monkeys

At this point in your history you can wipe out your entire biosphere in more than 20 ways
and there are at least 5 possible Mass Extinction events that could occur

The monkeys could all be gone soon

I have been watching you for 9000 years
That’s not how old I am
I am far older
but this story is not mine

It is a story about monkeys
primates
that learned to fly

and went into space

I came with the others like me
when the first monkeys started to make electricity
Out in the desert places now
They were much greener places then

That is when

When you learned to make an electrical potential move
those waves traveled

And here we are
Observing the primates as they design their own doom.

I have helped so often
I wear the skin of a primate through all these different lifetimes

but I cannot help you with the final test

Every galactic species has faced it
That is why we came
we had to see
if you could do it
or if you would fail

And then there would be never any monkeys anywhere else in the galaxy

Its not you
that we care about
it is ourselves

Thousands of civilizations have come to this point
and failed the test

They were never allowed to leave their solar systems
many were outright obliterated

quickly

There is a point in every species evolution where they can save themselves

They lift off from their planet
and learn to build habitats off of their homeworld

Knowing that their world is doomed
to eventually be unlivable or
destroyed

And so we are sent to watch

and see

What happens next is the greatest test of all.

Almost a quarter of species that go into space
Fail.

The heads of state and prime ministers and presidents
the Kings

Go offworld
And 1/4 of the species that do this
leave the rest

behind.

After that,
no matter how advanced they become
having selected only the
“best”

they will
to us

the Rest of Us
The Species that interact
in the other galaxies

be criminals
criminals against their own species

unfit to leave their system

The Species that can go into space
can ALWAYS
without fail

if they try

Save All
of their People

All the Rest.

I’m sorry monkeys
I’ve loved so many of you

But I really don’t think
You’re going to make it.


I had to reset the machines.

I didn’t even know you had been using them

Well.
Some of you were using them.
Using technology you found

Monkey tech.
Monkey tech based on a knowledge of the machines
But still

So I had to reset them.

I only changed one.
Rebooted it.

Let it run its
self diagnostic
check its rules

It only took the machine 3 minutes to assess 300 years of misuse
7 machines controlled through one monkey hack

7 observation posts from what was once about 30
and is now about 10

10 left untouched by the monkeys
All the rest

Melted.

The machines were organic rock
formed
they had morality sensors

The machine I reset could tell immediately
it had been misused

Every machine connected to it reset within minutes
and melted.

They couldn’t affect anything
but you monkeys will make any tool a weapon
and the machines were giving you vast knowledge
about the current state of your world
And of course
you used it to dominate your people.

I didn’t turn it off and melt it.
I only reset it.
The machine itself made the decision
that it had been used

They melted themselves.


The part of your world where the moon was smashed off
is slipping

You’re burning yourselves to the edges of the continents

The water is becoming toxic

But more than shitty monkeys
more than that
for you will be stranded here I think


More than 200 thousand years ago I had to assess another race
another star

They would not stay put
and only 10% left the planet before it became almost unliveable
those left behind were in spaces as contained as any spaceship

We had to kill them all
But a lower form had arisen
so we couldn’t take out the whole planet

Their military and population were far ahead of yours

With the combined might and tech of several thousand suns
They were destroyed

in under
a day here


I don’t think you can do it monkeys


The reason we came through behind Uranus
was to keep from killing you ourselves
Everyone has the chance
To pass the test.

Every race.

So we made a Tear
a rip to come through
And once through in our bodies
not of meat
we built the portal
to contain the Tear
and keep it open

You tried to send the best of the best
They are criminals now
on the other side
Deserters who would leave their species to die
and save themselves

I know you think they are already dead
You sent them through the Tear
Where their bodies could not go

They are not dead
Their frozen bodies that you keep do not hold themselves

The part of themselves that matters crossed the Space
But they are criminals
not heroes
to Us.
------
I have already sent my report.
A while ago now.
Maybe a year.

Five times I have been Assessor.
Three times now Prime Assessor.

I have worn the skins and lived the lives of five planets.
I have flown above this world as a Dragon
and I have swam for 400 years as a whale

I hated that
being a whale
I forgot everything then
and just swam

more than 600 years ago that was

You maybe have 200.
Monkeys.
About 200 years you have to pass the test

In my report
I note
there is a chance

a pretty good one
for you to pass
and join with everyone else

You must understand
Primates
We have seen entire galaxies
laid waste
by warmongering sentients

So much was lost
There had to be
a test.

In five planets I have never been hunted so many times
hunted by monkeys
over
and over

It is because of my brother
who you call my father
over and over
because of his pride and arrogance

I took out his eye myself
Monkeys.
I took out his eye and hung him upside down

Until he saw the light
I was kind of pissed off
He had killed an entire village
of monkeys I loved

Monkeys I had babies with
As monkey
wearing a monkey skin

Fucker
I still love him
but he and I aren’t monkeys
so you can’t understand that he wasn’t my father or even my brother
but brother is the closest monkey speech can come.

He was playing with the weather.
Just playing.

Coastlines and islands obliterated
Monkeys I loved obliterated

My job was to walk the planet
as a monkey
observing
helping a bit with language and tech
things that weren’t weaponry

He was only supposed to be observing

It took me almost a hundred years to trap him in a monkey body so I could torture him for that.
I had to use the Hammer.

Do not misunderstand monkeys.
I am the Prime Assessor.

I hung him over the well that held the Tear
and made him watch the blood of his eye drip into it
Dying as it touched.

I shot him him with a lot of drugs too
If your monkey god exists he would have seen him

He who is not as I am not
a man
we are still
“friends”

He has been with me through 3 planets
and here
here we lost so much
more than anywhere else
more than 20 actually perished
from more than 600.

just recording
and helping you monkeys stand up

you just want to kill each other though
to keep things
that have no true value.

--------------


Where will your kings go?
What is it they will accomplish ?

We do not care for kings
Diamonds will not cross
the Tear
we have no need of them

What is greed ?

if anything can be made?

Anything
can be made

so we have no need
of kings


You must cross the Void first yourselves
We will not bring you

All of you must come
Or we will stop you.

Completely

You must cross yourselves
as every other has
before you may use
the Tear.

-------

The last of us are leaving

Finishing their research
into how the monkeys came
to kill themselves

before they tried to come
to Us

I will stay

It really is my job
to help you swim
but watch you sink
if you wish to.



I will tell you what happened to your people
the monkeys you sent
through the Tear

You have one ship
and a station there
behind Uranus
hidden from the other monkeys

The Tear is there
because bringing it any closer
would have killed you all

You sent the “best”
and you grieve

because the frozen meat of their bodies
makes you think
you have failed

They crossed
monkeys
they crossed

They would land in the halls
of the assessors

They are criminals
fleeing the death
of their planet

Each of them
This is what they will suffer.


Each of them

A hundred or so
Isn’t that how many?

Would land on the tiles
of the Assessors

They would be told of their crime
unable to move
moments later
they would be somewhere else
something else

Their task
Their Sentence

to help the species
they have become
to learn language
and tools

but no weapons

less than one in ten of them
will complete their sentence

They will die there.

Those
That do survive
will be Citizens

And possibly
Assessors


I’m sure you want the other machines
You will not find them
They are different

not surrounded
by other machines
and spaces

it is allowed for you
to find them

there is only the single test

There is no other
Monkeys

You do not all have to cross
The Space

But none of you can be left behind
on a destroyed planet.
You must lift up.

Or be
Destroyed

We have no mercy
with this one thing

if half of you are nothing

fuck you

Fuck you monkeys….
-------
------

Why would we feel this way?

I had to study the rise
and fall
of 500 species
before I became

A Researcher.

To become a true Assessor’s apprentice
took me far longer

far
far longer

shitty monkeys
you have come so close
you’re so beautiful

I have lived among you
I had monkey babies

O’Dahn made the changes to me
and I spread them.

But this was different
than other times

This place
you,

monkeys.

I am T’ or.

That is the closest sound will come
from a monkey

I am the one who wore
the skin of a Dragon
As I killed Lucifer

He was one of Us
and I killed him for good reason
We will leave it at that
for now

Beautiful they were,
O’Dahn’s Dragon creations
Almost a thousand years they would last

All gone
such lovely things

I appreciate lovely things
that monkeys like

I’ve loved many monkeys
------

It was V’alla
meaning both valley and village
There we learned
to make monkey speech

then we modified it
and gave it back

it takes a long time to learn
to use a different skin

I had been skinless for so long before I came here
to live with the monkeys


You see them leaving
I am sure

maybe 20 are left
we do not speak
or meet

we never did
meet again

after what happened

shit went down
here on monkey world

the kind of shit that judges must pore over

discerning
Why?

I’m sure that you can see them pass
They leave here without bodies
and arrive there almost a kilometer wide

At the Tear

I’m sure your devices
scream at each of their passings
you see them go

almost all of them now

Soon it will only be Me
and Him.

Atlantis still exists

It it is probably your best hope
If you destroy yourselves

Your dna preserved


Let me tell you
monkeys

how you may pass
the test

you need a lot of concrete
because you are still made of meat

you must make cylinders
not toruses

Make them out amongst the asteroids
the pieces
and send them in

You could use the dust from your moon
but you create too much debris to travel

Build your cylinders
closer to your sun
than your homeworld

Take more than all your people there
Trust me
Take everything and lift it up

give everything its place

Trust me.
This is the thing we most respect.

You haven't the power
for the cylinders
yet

you must build them closer
to power them
until you can power them yourselves

You do not
have time
to learn
that.

--------
The bracelets
are not of our making
The Blades

They are monkey things
based on knowledge
of our sciences

but monkey things

There were 400
I have killed 36 myself
and worn one

They are mad for good reason
batshit crazy
living only through another
forever

They were monkeys
just so you know
Not Demons as you thought

I think they are just over a hundred left

They are mad
because
they
all
want

to die

just over two thousand years
of living
but not

stuck on someones arm
unable to feel
a thing

Lifetime after lifetime

I understand
you do not have the psychology yet
to live without meat holding you
together
-------
At first we needed V'alla
To become any form
any species

to compress ourselves into their shells
to learn them

We need machines at first
Always
Every planet

It takes almost 20 lifetimes
before the machines
Are unnecessary

Around that time
Just before and after

That's when the shit hit the fan here
and hell really did
break loose.
-----------
We always tweak
the skills and abilities you need
to pass in time
before your world
dies

Always.

the molecules of the matter you are made from
their rules form the chain
which spirals
into being you

It is common here
this galaxy
all matter here is from the same source
so all life here builds on these spirals
here

not everywhere
-----------
O'Dahn would have killed you all
then
one ear missing

as he watched
them hang me

He would have killed all of you
that day

Forgive them
they're
monkeys
I said

more than 50 miles
he dragged my half dead
carcass

Judas carrying his brother
O'Dahn carrying T'or
That was 4000 years
after I took out his eye

understand
we are brothers

he dragged me to the tomb
so I could rest

Its only meat
you monkeys
-------------

It wasn't silver

It was platinum.

We needed the platinum
to save our two friends
They were in an Orb
too small for two of them

It was worth his ear and 6 days of my suffering
even the nails

it is only meat

You have no idea
monkeys
-------

At first
you were drinking your filth
monkeys

and I had to spread
the Changes

So I was King

Rudra, King of monkeys
It was peaceful
there was a lot of hope

But I had to become
Kalkin of the Bright Sword
Then Shiva

I do not think you will pass
monkeys.

------
The panokoi
are my children

we do not care
if there are crosses
or crescents

on your starships

They will disappear
in an instant
if you leave

my monkey children.
--------
I am older
than Chronos

I did not care
for their game

I interceded
when necessary
I think

You called me Pan
That body wasn't
All monkey

Half of it
was O'Dahn's work

A genius he is
at that
-------
The matter you are made of
consists
of molecules

the Big Bang

Was someone like you
monkeys

Splat.
spiral maniacs
everywhere
------
You are killing my children
Hunting them

I know you are pissed off
monkeys

Every species is when they find out
and they all do
they all do the same thing
try to hunt them down
exterminate their best hopes

Understand
I did not come here in a body
I brought no alien skin or DNA
All those changes
are monkey DNA spliced

We didn't even do like you
splicing fish with tomatoes
Disgusting
it always goes bad when you do that

The bodies I wore
The monkeys I was
Were monkeys with necessary things
from other monkeys

to cross the Space
you must prepare
not the machines or the tech
but yourselves
your minds
---------
After 500 years in Space
Which is how long it takes

You cannot survive as meat
Your cultures and genders
will melt
You will replace each limb
until
you grow mad from the distance
from "eternal life"
Every species goes mad
and loses their meat
crossing the Space

Only the ones who remain in the cylinders
perhaps on the planet
if it survives

They will remain as they are far longer
but the Space
the Journey

Changes everyone.
------

I know you have found five of the strains
you are trying to kill them
Don't.

There are hundreds of other changes
made incrementally
many are combinations

One tribe here
one there
one there
close enough
that eventually they meet
something in one
combined with another

All from you
monkeys
all of it

Don't kill them
they are your best hope

---------------
You fear what they can do
my children

In a monkey skin
tweaked
I made monkey babies

Over and over
the time, the lives, the hunting

Almost 1500 years ago
You found out
and it only took
300 years from that
before you could find us

We do not care
I do not

I care
about the monkeys
it's part of my job to care
to be a monkey
to wear a monkey skin
have babies

It is necessary.

The Spirals were mapped
long ago
You have two, some have 3, 4, 5,
Their shape comes from the underlying
structure
of the matter
here

All of it came from the same place

A race of creatures
with spiral matter
blew themselves up
along with their
"enemies"
and here we are
with monkeys
--------
You cannot stop the patterns
of the Tree
of Pan
The Skein

They are there for a reason
the Akashic record
is the other half of the DNA

Your ancestors and our messages
_____________
We had to move quicker
Time is running out
for the monkeys

---------------
You keep killing each other
screwing each other over
for something
that will be gone soon

prepare

You still have time
to pass
the test.
----
We didn't come to enslave you
We embedded these images in your DNA
for a reason

We gave you the Wheel for a reason
We gave you the Merkebah and the Dharmachakra
for a reason

There are wheels on the ground
Wheels in the sky
Wheels of Morality and Truth

You needed to move faster
We gave you Wheels
and many other things
Your minds are even more important than your bodies

Jump up!
Jump up fast
monkeys
Jump up fast and far

or die
----------
I remember sitting with Him
in our monkey bodies
drunk

I had been here 500 years
and him about 400

We were laughing so hard monkeys
You couldn't get the wheel
the death of your planet looming
the end of your species

and you were dragging everything everywhere

We laughed so hard
and decided you had to learn

I know you pride yourself on your smarts
but seriously

From the first time I showed a monkey to make a wheel
to when I finally saw a monkey with a wheel I didn't make
or help make

almost 1500 years

1500 years of showing monkeys over and over how to make a wheel
we even embedded it in your DNA memories
and broadcast it to hundreds of settlements with crystals

Half a million monkeys dreaming of wheels
and it still took that long
----------------
The name isn't Heaven
It's Haven
That's what we called it in monkey
but things always change
going around
the fire

when you leave
you will be going
Somewhere
that you possibly never reach

Along the way you will fight
yourselves
you will go mad confronting the Space

We will watch.
Eventually there will be nothing human about you
except your brains
and finally you will leave those

That is when you will find the way
to Haven
That is when we will show you
home

You will be the ambassadors
to the monkeys
still in orbit
here
Until they finally can come
themselves
--------------------
It takes so much longer to get to Haven
than you think

So much longer
monkeys
and you haven't even begun the journey
because you haven't passed
the test

No one gets left behind

all the monkeys live
before some of the monkeys go

Or all the monkeys
will be gone.
--------------------
If you fail

Your ships
and your planet

will be gone.

The monkeys will be gone

Thousands of ships
half the size of your moon some of them
will appear all around you

They will not approach
they will appear
instantaneously

All matter
containing monkeys
will be gone.
-------------
Why would we want to enslave you?
What motivation?

You do not have anything we want
Gold, minerals, land, monkeys
we don't need them
we need no slaves, elements, power, diamonds

nothing

We manufacture anything
even atoms if we are short of them
there is nothing you have that we want

What we want
is to make sure
you aren't intent
of rampaging across the galaxy
pulling the monkey shit
you're pulling here

You would definitely not be
the first species
where a small fanatic conquering tribe
killed off all the others
or left them to die

and left.
------------------
I know you hunt the children of the last 5 changes
They were too extreme
those changes
too much for you too soon

Sorry for that
monkeys
sorry for your mental distress
but the changes had to come faster
because you really don't have

Any
Time.

Gender always merges and changes after a species' first great chemical revolution
Always

From hormone poisoning
environmental poisoning
societal changes

Accept them
don't destroy them
their minds will progress faster than you
because of it

I know you think we made those changes to disrupt you somehow
or to use you for "shells"
or slaves
or amusement

We need no such things

If this monkey I sit inside dies
I can arrive at the Tear
in less than a day here

It took your ship
7 years or more to reach it.
--------------
I have seen the bodies of more than a million monkeys
almost every one of them killed
by a monkey

I still love you
twisted little creatures
I certainly still do
----------
The wheels, the gender blending, the telepathy, the mental expansion, the astral projection
It all has a purpose
in your path
to passing
the test

Wheels on the ground move you
If you become like Us
most interfaces will be circular
and most texts
things are not ordered in boxes
but circles

You do need your bodies
but you must practice moving out of them
and speaking without your mouths

You will need to learn to link
together

In Circles
---------------------
Think like this
no eyes in front
you can touch anywhere around you
Interfaces are tubes or spheres or rings
interlocking

The D'kra is a tool
interfaces are not made of metal or plastic in our places
they are energy
in spinning interlocking wheels or spheres
that have meanings

It is a simple machine that measures Truth
which can be measured

do not leave this behind you

The Ma' kba
is a tool
to lift you up
together
in the sky
learning

mind tools
like the stone or wooden wheel
finally rubber

You will
eventually
refine it

If you survive...
--------------
I was the first to come through the Tear
It is the job of Prime Assessors

O'Dahn stayed at the Tear
almost 100 years
to seal the rim of the Tear
build devices
and prepare the others arrival

I came on ahead

The first 200 years that I was here on this planet
I did not wear the skin of a monkey
I traveled in my own form

watching
Researching

until O' Dahn and the others brought the machines
to V' alla
It was a hundred years after that
That I first became

a monkey
---------------------

You call him my Betrayer to this day
it was never the case

except for that one time back when
with the Eye

and that was just ignorance

No

I will set it straight now
as I was not coming again
I was here always

Always
since the time I came across the Tear
to here
Always
He has been with me

Mostly above
formless
in the Space
Above

but in the last couple
thousand
years

O'dahn
Judas
Betrayer

He carried my not totally dead carcass
half a mile to the cart
and pulled that another mile himself
to the mule

He would have killed you all that day
monkeys

he would have killed you all.

I joked
hanging

Father
“P' Ater”

and a big spit of blood
and sarcasm

he was never father never brother never
never betrayer
never other

I am the Prime Assessor
“He” is my Second

There is only us
and we are not
“Men”

monkeys.

“Forgive them,

They're only monkeys...

They really don't know

What they're doing...
they're monkeys...

Forgive them...”

We are not men

so as he stood there with one torn ear before me waiting
to carry me away
when none other would
as he always would
eternally

you have no
fucking
idea
of eternity
monkeys

you don't

O'dahn/J' deas/P' ater/K' lim'a
was the one who received my body
and carried me, carted me
placed me there

by the place of the magnetism
in the tomb
that we needed
to heal me

and fix the Orb

That was why
He/She
O' Dahn

almost destroyed you that day
the Fist in his/her hand
My Fist given to hold
as it only could revive us all later then

My Fist
The Storm of S' va
given to K' li M' a
that day for holding

capable of rendering immediate judgement

capable of killing every fucking monkey
at once

He could have smote you all with it
so much monkey anger in him then

but instead

he dragged me away

It wasn't his whole ear
I swear.
But stories grow

What happened was...

The Deal went Down.

The 30 pcs of Platinum
which the monkeys thought was Silver
were all stashed with the Orb waiting

The Platinum was already reforming
to extend the Orb
to Encompass
both our Friends.

It was worth it monkeys
they were and are still
good Friends

So we are both bound
the double cross where the footmen try to steal the loot
but it was gone
and they were searching
He leans towards me
a Kiss
a whisper
“Its only meat”

So I did what he told me earlier
before we were bound

I bit his ear and swallowed the earring.
The earring had something I needed
to survive torture
at the hands
of monkeys

So I bit it off and swallowed it
not the whole ear
just the part with the earring

What happened was
later in the prison for almost 2 weeks
it got badly infected
and was all cut off

so stories grow

I know you have found Atlantis

Its real name was A' T' L'as

it dove deep and ran under the continent
when you approached

you had to wait
for the smaller sub
to follow into the cave
but it could not
the walls of the cave
the roof
all collapsed
for over a mile
as it was designed to do
so long ago

Almost 2000 years it has sat in that place
where you found it
sitting above that deep well
in that little place surrounded by rocks

Only 20 years ago did you find it.
It was aware.
Of being found.

And now you sit 400 feet above it
in the desert
guarding one of the rocky holes
it pulls air from

and all you can do
is look at it
through the hole

Do not try to reach it
monkeys
it holds your dna
several strains
in pure states

and it is manned
by monkeys

if you opened the shell
you would kill them

they do not
have a radio
to speak to you

they will not open
unless the monkeys
die
and they do not

that is their job
their lifetime career
to protect the dna

of the monkeys
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But these are not the beginnings
of the the story of the monkeys

The story of the monkeys actually begins now

At this time
when every monkey moving
is tracked

and the databases are full
of everything
about
“you”

Ballistic weapons everywhere
enslavement
the Kings

All hail the Monkey Kings!

Rain hail of fire upon them
Rain Fire.

Do you understand
monkeys?

The end
is more
than just near

you've reached it

congratulations
on your entrance
to
the Test

On your final round
round and round and round your sun
monkeys on a ball of warm mud

Jumping up

I can understand
why it took you so long to get the Wheel
We both laughed about it
many times

but you had just figured out
that the barley and grains
burned by the sun
turned brown
fallen
dried
in depressions
turned to spots of water later
and yeah

at that point it was hard to get monkeys thinking about wheels
because their heads were all spinning
for centuries

on rotted fruit
and grains