This is a long drawn out multi day/week work in progress for my non existent readership to avoid at their leisure.
"When WE take over, we'll kill ALL the faggots and dykes first..."
that's actually a quote.
A sentiment voiced in multiple
congregations
Fat white men in rooms with their special rings pronounce it
Brown men in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too
Black men in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too
women in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too
All the christians and muslims together
hating
and silently wishing
the death
of all the queers
Groups of interests
like minded people
working together
to rid the world
of queer people
and anyone else who doesn't conform
and obey
anyone too strange
good slave material or not
is all they see
The Great 21st Century Crusade of Monotheist Monogamous Sects
I don't care if the Christian God or Allah wins,
or the secret sects of businessmen
They are killers and oppressors of humanity
They want their own particular
Holy Law
or "right way"
enshrined in
their "ancient books"
holy rules
all the reasons to take from
or kill
infidels/atheists/queers/
women who don't obey
men who don't obey
convert or die
obey
slave
pay
little groups of power haters
with agendas of genocide
and religious/legal "purity"
their fucking purity
not mine
their god is not mine
their way is not mine
I will hand you the first stone to cast
then smash you with the other once you have thrown it.
But I'll take a little longer to expand that, because its really messed up
and true life.
Hey.
"WE"
We got a "parade"
another organized festival of fakery
to make us think that we actually have
Freedom/equality/safety/justice/truth
So,
Why did I have a crappy day
on this great festival day
of gay celebrations
It felt vacuous to me.
empty of substance
a herd of slaves rejoicing
praising the kindness of their masters
I look back
over a few years
and I don't see freedom
or equality
or any kind of cohesive
community
queer or otherwise
fractured factions of bitchy backstabbers
mind fuck head games
and heinous cackles
when we look at what the spectacle
is really about
is it us
or some other marketable image
The fat assed union cunt sits across from me
She's one of the dumbest redneck bitches I've ever known
Funny but dumb
I've known her a few years
This is a couple years ago
less than a quarter of my brainpower
and she's gloating about her truck and vacations
her fucking house
her unemployed boyfriend in his red coat
laughing she says
"I'd never tell anyone I was a bisexual,
leave yourself open to all that public ridicule"
a chorus of snickers around the coffee shop patio
Ignorant redneck shithead union bitch
cottage cheese arms jiggling in mocking idiocy
The stupidest get paid the most
because they make better slaves
The fucking slave is mocking me
She knows her union pals
in another union
have ripped me off
But its ok,
I might have had a hundred semi-intelligent conversations with her
on this patio, over the years
right now
I'm just a ripped off faggot for her to laugh at
Anything good about me
gets shoveled under
the "faggot" shit
gotta love East Van
Safe beneath the christian east van gangsta cross they raise to the sky
an aluminum prayer to their "god"
presented as if it were art
paid for
by
community
to "represent"
us
They should place a brazier beneath it
so we can burn books of law and psychology
and science
We could burn books written by fags
who died with nothing
while some rich fuck
gets richer by the day
printing their works
That's a lot of fucking books.
Maybe we could just strap fags right to the base of the east van cross
a warning
choke on your fucking equality and justice
they're just media sound bites
memes for parrots with roses coloured glasses
You will have only the equality you make
I swear
With your fist or your business alliances
form your queer gangs smaller and meaner
you're halfway there
but realize
there is no backup
Law, Medicine, Databases, Government
Your "Churches"
will wipe you out slowly and quietly
after sucking you in with little bobbles beads
parties and parades
and Stars
glittering aluminum crosses
representing
mixed metaphors
of bullshit and purity
the fat fucking drug dealer
is leaning into my face in Victoria Park
"We don't have any faggots in OUR park" he says
Now there's crackheads trying to kill the faggot or his dog
I've lived 20 years here
and come to this park almost daily with my dog
everyone knows me
no ones ever called me a fag here
I know quite a few lesbians and queers
that come to this park
with their dogs and kids
But this brown redneck fat shithead
who just decided
it was his park,
because he moved his business here
I've never been racist to him
yet
He can threaten me
here
in a park full of kids
and some fucking queers he hasn't got to yet
where I've walked so long
years
slept on this grass
waiting for
justice
I suppose
so keep out of Victoria Park
You hear that?
Faggots?
Get your drugs somewhere else
I do
I don't even really self identify with it
This "fag" shit
I really don't
I never have
what I see rarely represents me,
definitely not
the parade of cheering slaves
who've forgotten
where their inverted pink triangle came from
the flaming baby talk, the drag queens with their sarcasm
Always the flashy loud peacocks in the spotlight
at every one of these queer events
Why would I support that?
Fill your fuckingboots with it sister
but it really just makes me
walk
away
I feel mocked
after an hour of watching a drag queen MC
mocked
NOT enthusiastic
I sit in a park
where I've slept for 2 years
after being ripped off
The circle of dykes in the darkness
is mocking me
singing their song
making fun of the story
of the ripped off writer
union dyke cunts making fun of the ripped off fag writer
iatse cunts
the herpes bitch who runs them
walks up in the dark
"yo my bitches"
half the circle is subservient to her
I guess I shouldn't say "cunt"
but that's what their being
the dykes hate the fags
and round it goes
rip off anyone you like
because its the
wild west
pirateland
I got ripped off by IATSE, Robert Cooper, and Andy Mikita,
Because of this. This "fag" shit.
Which I've never really been into.
But I might as well say what I think about it
now
Really. That's the lame ass reason
at the end of it all
and everything else follows forward
Watch the Stargate episode "The Other Side"
one more time
and swap the concept of clones
for queers
think metaphorically
Think about reality
a movie lot with a dozen
haggard and harassed
overworked, underpaid, mocked and jeered and laughed at queers
that's what I observed
personally
quietly
Because hey
"He'll never DO anything about it, fucking faggot..."
That's what they said to me
and they're saying it to you everyday
Cheer and shout for your freedom to fuck each other your way
then walk home talking about how "their way" is wrong
or dirty
the fags hating the dykes and vice versa
the both of them hating the "breeders"
everyone hating the bisexuals
and all the well paid married people
laughing at the dancing cavorting
carnival of queers
happy with their spectacle
ignorant of their powerlessness
so rip em all off... eh?
You backstabbing IATSE fucks
make a big party
to pretend they're your friends
I have more to say on this,
lots more
but I can barely get an hour on the net
When Harper gains control of the net
you won't be able to read free speech
so look around for it while you can
so
so stay tuned out
