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Monday, December 28, 2009

The Death of the "Loser" - Vulture apologetics...

I have written 2 separate articles on the
practice of Ritual Human Sacrifice in Vancouver

Why?

because I was targeted by a group involved in this abominable practice
more than one House of them

They were set on my tail by another organization
the House above them
which has headquarters in Europe
based on a contract from someone here in Vancouver
I got this directly from a couple of their mouths.

So the 2 articles:
http://christuusgnosis.blogspot.com/2008/10/human-sacrifice-in-canada-spooky.html
on Oct 31/2008 (notice the date?)

and this one
http://christuusgnosis.blogspot.com/2009/05/wickerman-neo-pagan-reconstruction-and.html
on May 15 2009 (the end of Beltane)

Were written after I watched them circle me for a couple weeks each time,
 and then settle on an easier prey.
Who, of course, disappeared.
Just another homeless person disappearing, no biggie eh?

Anyway.

I know that many people are trying to say that I am full of shit about this.
Bite me. It's TRUE,
just like a shitload of prostitutes disappeared from the streets of East Van for 10 years
and cries of murder went unheeded until it became a big stink in the media.
Then POOF 50 million bux gets spent to dig up tiny bone fragments from a pig farm.
I bet 50k didn't get spent on that investigation until it finally got the media attention it deserved.

We wish we could make evil go away by not looking,
but it just gets bolder when you feign ignorance.
And that "cover up the shit to save our city's rep"
is the true evil that wears a suit and tie. 

So right after the second article
after Beltane was over, and someone invisible had "gone"

I had just written my article.
My "wake up! Don't you see?"
but no one did

So, late May, 2009
I was in the sauna at Britannia.
Standing there, in the men's sauna
naked, drying off from a shower
I had only been in the facility about 20 minutes
It was about 9 am.

This guy pops into the sauna and sits himself down on the top bench
In his shoes, summer shorts and shades.
It's very dark in the sauna FYI
and no one ever wears their shoes
It's bad manners to wear outdoor footwear
you get the lower bench dirty
and its a sauna, its hot
you leave your shoes outside

But he really wasn't there for a sauna
I heard the outside door
he came right in
sat down in there
he came to see ME.

He made a couple of huge coke sniffs
like he'd just horked a huge line
and kept sniffing like that through the next five minutes
in his shades
all jittery and twitchy
as he spoke directly to me
while looking off and away from me
at the wall

I'd seen him before,
with some of the vultures
playing their game
too drunk to play the guitar as I recall
poorly played blues

So he says to me
out of the blue
a stranger in the sauna

"I like funerals
so what do I care
if some fucking loser dies eh?
One less loser"
sniff...sniff...

I check out his physique
he's obviously a possible enemy
so I assess
with my bare feet against his sneakers
I feel I could reasonably defend myself
or kill him if necessary

He continues
"You go to a funeral
everyone's crying
someone's dead
everyone sees them become a light
they're all upset
they become lights too.
Funeral's can be really good for people"
sniff...sniff

I'm thinking by this point I wish I had some of that coke.
Coke is good if you need to fight.
Remember Scarface?

Anyway.
he continues,
something about losers
how it's good to get rid of them
and how he's got an "ascended master" inside him


which sounds mad to most people
but that's one of the basic beginnings
of Godformng/Aspects/God Masks
and there is much literature about these things
and how we interpret these experiences
I understand what he's saying

"Hmm. "
Is all I can really say.
I'm more interested in observing
hearing his Apologetics

like watching Hannibal
lecture to Clarisse

Still, I consider
that must be one evil fucking "ascended master"
for him to try and justify ritual murder
the big finale
for his coven party
the death of a "loser"

It's the fast food of Enlightenment
that quickly fills you
plugs the empty hole
but in the end
damages you more than nourishes you
hardens the arteries of your soul
attacks your heart
clogs your empathy
poisons your morality
the cancer of the soul

hard to clean yourself up
after that kind of awakening
too much trauma
shaky ontological foundations
twisted reasonings
sacrificial apologetics

he left as quick as he came
sniff...sniff...

I saw him a couple days ago
sitting in Turks
next to an IATSE tech
a guy that I talk to a lot
who keeps telling me to give up trying
to get justice and compensation
for R. Cooper stealing some concepts from me for SGA
because it "happens all the time"
and "no one ever gets caught"

What I find funny
REALLY funny
is that all the people I've met
involved in this shit
they all spew the same apologetics
and they're all poor, broke, scraping by
living in poverty
and defending their rich masters