"fake" Witches vs "fake" Christians: "real" fake relationships

I was reading one of the two every bustop cia "news" rags, when it informed me, in a number of articles nested firmly between santa's bosom, that there were "fake" witches, and that in Ontario, 5 fake witches in ten years have been nabbed.

First of all I wondered how one would be able to tell a fake witch from a real one.
It would be as easy as finding a fake christian I guess. But there isn't a law against that, being a fake christian.

Is there a witchness test?
If Canadian law can't nab fraudsters who can ascertain fakeness of witches?
So there must be a definition of a witch to compare the fake witch to.
Where do I find that definition? That would be interesting.

A big part of the articles were about people spending thousands of dollars on some blessing or something. Timeshares, whether they are in the after life or in a run down condo that the managers have neglected as they spend the fools money, are almost never nabbed as fraud.

Christian priests demand money for their services though.
Donations are usually in tens to hundreds of dollars, and a longer talk with a priest is more money expected or even a monthly tithe of $300 or so.

Why would you bother spending time "blessing" or counseling someone if you weren't getting paid somehow.

If the Christian priest is found to have done something improper, can the authorities then have him arrested for being a fake priest as well?

I have more to say about this of course, but its cold and the dog is cold outside the library.

Spells. Hmm. Christians have rituals and spells. Hmm.

And what about the Sally Ann eh?
Fake. Money laundering organized crime bikers turned to jesus bullllllsheeeet.
Sorry I don't call spades shovels.

My friend says he hates christians because they just assume that everyone believes like them. He was upset about christmas. Not everyone believes in Christmas. So we should be able to take any day like the solstice or hannukah as a "holy" day, but the only one officially marked on the calendars is the christian holiday.
I don't think I really hate christians. I kind of pity them, and I kind of avoid getting too close. Being surrounded by sheep is too disconcerting, I'd rather watch them from a distance.

East Van Genocidal McMedicine - Quack Diagnosticisms for all...

44 minutes
I',m in the waiting area for a McClinic on Commercial at Broadway.
I'm calculating
Time
My time.
My life in a McMedicine line
Thank you Mr. Harper, and you especially, Mr. Martin
For McMedicine
I have lost 44 hours of my life
for less than 2 hours of medical attention
because they get paid by the visit, not the ailment, so I must come and come and come and sit and wait,
because it's better for billing the government.
44 hours of my life.
3 hours at a time for each 5 minute McVisit
a half hour each way
2 hours wait EVERY time plus some longer waits
3 hours per McVisit
5 minutes of face time
per McVisit.
and after all of that
we have:
Jack Shit, really.

The form in my hand must be filled out by a doctor,
he get's paid a hundred dollars to do it
It can't be done in 5 minutes
So I have come here
14 times I've slgged my sore foot held my hernia, waited in the rain for the doors
14 times 3+ hours of crap
so that he would have been able to gather enough visits
to make the time in billing.
For accounting I have come here ad nauseum
while daily I freeze outside without a bus pass
and from the FIRST visit
ALL I have wanted
was for the doctor to fill out this form
ACCURATELY.
Not "make something up so you'll be sure to get visibility"
No.
I have come here 14 times to have it filled out accurately
with no embellishment.

The system thinks it is on the right course, full steam ahead
44 hours for less than 2
sitting
freezing
dog freezing
and now
"just sign up for mental health and it will be fast tracked Mr. Taylor"
railroaded

I came for accuracy,
and am offered a quick road to warmth
for lies

fucking liars.

There's this crucial component of modern medicine.
Its called diagnostic imaging.

Its important to have proper diagnostic imaging for medicine. Very important. Its important for lawsuits regarding malpractice as well, but you have to pay out of pocket for that, since the system will never pay to investigate its own people for wrongdoing.

If you've read some of my blog, you may be familiar with my rants regarding the horrifying and dangerous quality of care I have recieved in British Columbia. I am literally scared shitless of lying murderous doctors. There are so fucking many of them.

So. Short summary.
I have a congenital condition called intersexuality, which is an actual physical genital difference created by genetics and endocrine development factors during gestation. No bullshit.

So after doctor number TEN that I have been to in the last 5 years, we have this. 4 doctors literally LAUGHED. 3 doctors refused to interact with me for treatment, and 4 of the doctors tried to put something on my file regarding delusions or other mental dysfunction - WITHOUT PHYSICALLY ASSESSING me. They didn't even look.

Now we come to medical imaging and its importance.
Doctor or nurse is trying to call me a liar and delusional. If i had a proper DIAGNOSTIC IMAGE I could pull it out and show it, but I don't have one.

Ten doctors, half a dozen nurses, and I have NO DIAGNOSTIC image of the area in question. I have asked EVERY SINGLE doctor for this, over the course of 5 years.

My library time is almost up and I will have to add to this over the weekend.

So. 3 months ago I try a new clinic, like clinic number 7 in 5 years.

Its at broadway and commercial.

For the first time in 5 years a doctor or nurse actually asks me to drop my pants and take a look.
She doesn't understand it but agrees its not what she normally would see.
I ask her to order an ultrasound of my perineaum while I am getting one for my inguinal hernia in the upper groin.
She agrees, and contrary to my wishes and commoon practice writes "hermaphrodite" on the imaging notes. The term is Intersex, there are less than 1% of all intersex people who would be termed actually hermaphrodite. I was a bit offended but she ordered the scan so I was ok. I ask her to use CML, in the new Jim Pattison(ie: Hell's Angels) constructed medical building at broadway and commercial, across the street from her. There is a reason. They destroyed some of my ultrasound images at the beginning of the 5 years at the request of a Dr. Cooper and Dr. Brown, both of whom are mudering genocidal religious fanatics, I SWEAR!

Anyways.

I book my ultrasound.

the story of Jin the genocidal radiologist - goes here! and is still being expanded:
Short summary: Jin is pattronizing. He takes 32 pictures of my 1-1/2 inch balloned out inguinal hernia, then scans my perineum for 5 minutes, after turning the monitor away from me, and he doesn't snap a single frame of my perineum!!!!
I went for a diagnostic image, one that I could show to other doctors...and not one single image was snapped into his digital system!!
That medical building is where they are moving the transgender clinic from downtown. So all of the clients of that "service" can expect to be lied to in that building if they are intersex and not trans.

here's my email to Jin's boss: bidad@cml.ca
Hello Diane.

I am very upset. I will try to be short and clear.

A couple of days ago I was booked for an ultrasound at your broadway commercial location.
The technician was Jin.

Jin was the same technician on duty in the old office 3 years ago. I remember.

I have a congenital condition known as Intersexuality.
It is not a mental disorder, like transgenderism, it is a disorder of sexual development, a physical expression of non standard genitalia  caused by different  factors, some genetic and some endocrinal. Approximately 250, 000 people in canada have some form of one of the 5 kinds of intersexuality.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intersex

I came to your clinic for a scan of my right side anguinal hernia and a second set of my perineum. So I could take the IMAGES, which are the end result of a professional DIAGNOSTIC, to a PROFESSIONAL with SPECIALIZED experience.

You might notice, if you look, that there are 30+ images of my hernia.

and ZERO images of my perineum.

He didn't snap a single image. This isn't the days of $100 film stock. Digital space is almost free.

3.5 years ago I had a scan done, when it was strips of paper and not on file.
I watched as Dr. Cooper (who severely compromised my healthcare) actually TOOK 3 sheets from that set back then, in front of Jin.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Therapeutic_privilege

Therapeutic Privilege should be a CAPITAL crime. IMHO.

There is no SCIENCE without DOCUMENTATION.

Thank you for your time, Diane.
As you can see, I'm kind of pissed off.

--
.............
Christopher Taylor

So after all that. The new doctor tells me that he can't really fill out my disability form without using "schizophrenic" because he really wants me to get on disability and he really doesn't want me to get a CT scan for this:

This is what it is all about.
They will absolutely not give me a CT or ultrasound image of this under any circumstances!

They would rather kill me first, slowly, in front of all of you!

So you tell me, ladies, how many boys have that between their balls and ass?
Honestly. How many? You've seen that lots?
The well-trained Dr. Mah, with no examination whatsoever, called it "probably extruding colon material". I'm pretty in tune with my butt. If I rub a one inch section of one spot of my colon for half an hour I don't curl up into a ball.
Rub that and I do.
I think I deserve better from a scientifically advanced culture.
There are specialists for everything, but we are happy with the techniques of modern genocide here, so clean and quiet.

I am tired of this shit.

updates are slow...

I am really cold, tired, and getting fucked over more by doctors and the Ministry, so I have a couple of recent articles that are small or even just a title.

They are teasers I guess, just check back and re read tehm, they might get very large and interesting!

We only have 1 hr at a time at the library again since we are outside.

Christmas wishes...

What do I want for Christmas/Winter Solstice?
Hmm. I haven't got much spirit of happiness right now.
I have nothing to give out, except sharing a bit with the ground level people around me.
And THIS. For whatever that is worth.

But, if you are a gift giver, these are the things a ripped off freezing-starving writer likes.

1. Justice. I wish that I, personally could get a team of lawyers to make sure I got justice against Robert Cooper and the Stargate crew. Good luck, I know, but a gift card for a hitman would be almost as good.

2. A place for a man - dog - cat that is $450 or less inclusive and preferably doesn't have 6 people sharing the shower. I will do with a covered heated garage and access to a toilet though. Closets are also welcome. If they are in gay-friendly houses. I don't really care about inet, though it's nice, I don't care about cable, but I'll watch a bit if it's there. I care about a plug to plug in my computer and a place to sleep and crap. I can wear sweaters if its an unheated space. Yes I know this is impossible.So what. Its my wish and I can wish for what I want.

3. Tobacco. A pouch of Tobacco. Maybe you disagree with smoking, so go to the next number. For those of you that can maybe understand, consider: it's 3 am, and I'm broke and cold and hungry, sleeping on cement. I get up and have a smoke.
Small pleasures are important when you have nothing.

I like Drum, Players, or Export 50g pouches - premium.
If you give me a "rolls 100% more" bargain pouch I will not complain though.
I like zig zag blue or white papers, and an extra pack of them is so fantastic...
The little things.

4. A Tim Horton's card with some money on it. I like coffee. If you give me more than $10 I'll get a tin of the hot chocolate powder and one of the toffee cappucino, just add hot water and yum. I can drink Shitbucks too.

5. A liquor store card. YES I DRINK. I AM FROM ALBERTA.
Make sense? I'm not a 2 litre cider a day alchoholic, I drink about 10 6 packs in a month. I usually buy 3 tall cans or a six pack in a sunny day, and drink them while I throw the dogs frisbee forever and ever.

5. A really good rain poncho, and some super mitts. Size 36 pants with a belt. Unused longjohns. Wool socks. An israeli sub-bullpup with R. Coopers address in the box with it. Hmm. I feel so warm.

6. A pretty girl. Self explanatory, but she must be warned that she has to shower me off or she will probably gag.

7. Weed. Well. I meditate daily and smoke weed, not always in that order. I keep myself with enough for my daily meditations, but if you have extra of something nice, Thanks!

8. Small change.

9. A computer that doesn't suck. I use the UDK for developing games. Yes I am a homeless person. But 10+ of the best games of all time were made by a small team with one tyrant at the lead. Those are the games I like, and I'm going to make one.
unfortunately the UDK requires shader moder 3, my meshes, landscapes and textures require 4G of ram or better to build properly and test, and a terabyte will only be just enough. I'm a power user with a shopping cart, but when I get into a warm closet with a plugin I continue to work on my games.
So what I would ask that santa dude for would be a 4 processor I7 with a shader model 3 (dx10) video card with 2g+ video ram and a terabyte+ hard drive. I need 4 G fast mobo ram minimum. That's what I need. To work at full speed with maya-zbrush-max-silo-udk and test. I'm limping along on a 4 year old build of udk mounted on a P4-2.8ghz with 1 g of slow ram and only a 350g hd. It sux. Big time. But I can do it if I have to, since I know that there is no santa, or justice, or god, or devil, or fate. Just people who believe you and people who don't. A laptop is obviously more convenient, but if it isn't shader level 3 I'd be happy with a tower. I'll be inside healing after 2 operations and will need something to do.

10. Did I say Justice would be cool? With the VPD in the pocket of Big Red and the Mafia? With Genocidal doctors in every clinic of Least Van and Canadian Human Rights protection at an all time low. Hmmmmm. I am wasting my time I know.

11. A Traditional Tarot deck. A traditional rider-waite/radiant deck. My favourite deck is the Fey deck, but it's a mail-order expensive thing, right now I have this Arthurian deck which is just too weird for most people, and it's too christianized for me. I'm going to write a book about Tarot in a non-mystickal structure one day. Yes, I am an atheist pagan and I read Tarot from a jungian archetypal perspective. It works for some people and I can actually make a couple dollars here and there with it without begging, which is against my spiritual beliefs. Willing to trade this deck for yours if you like it.

12. A job that doesn't require lifting or heavy pushing or running. I am a certified Network Administrator, I can walk a dog, I can repair your computer or show you how to use it. I can make up to $500 a month while on PWD. I can do linux/windows/mac for homes or businesses, but I can't lift things off the ground.

Food: We actually do pretty good for food usually. Sometimes its tight, but we can't store anything really. Hot food though. Or hot coffee, harder to get and welcome when we get it.
Powdered hot chocolate, dark chocolate, tins of survival food like sardines, food cards.
We never trade in gift cards for money, we always use them to get food.

For Koala:
Koala really needs a good visit to the doctor. 

She's 10 and needs her paw looked at and a teeth checkup. If you can donate a bit of money to the SPCA with a note asking them to help your buddy Koala when she's in, they are really nice to her.

1205 East 7th Avenue
Vancouver, B.C. V5T 1R1 
Phone: (604) 879-7721
Emergency Phone (if available): (604) 879-7343
Email: vancouver@spca.bc.ca
http://www.spca.bc.ca/vancouver
Koala likes Tripe. Tripe in a can. And tasty canned dog food. And frozen turkey necks, or chicken legs. The tripe is good in the winter for her coat. And dried liver sometimes. Mr. Pet's or Sophie's both know her and will give her the gift anonymously if you want. She could also use flea stuff of course since B.C. is perfect flea temperature. We really have enough toys.

Koala really wants a place more than tripe tho
she likes couch cuddling while watching something.

My wishes for you this Christmas/Solstice?
Find some small happiness,
and rid your world of some large hypocrisy you've been holding onto.
Maybe clear up some family secrets or decades old lies, clear the air a bit, build Trust.

happy happy, everyone.
I can't do it. Fuck optimism. It's cold. BAH! HUMBUG!!!!

Is this the Christmas that you should finally break entirely with Christianity?

WIP for the next to weeks

The Grandview-Woodlands "Community" Plan: Hard Drugs, Decimated Culture, Genocidal Health Providers, voila! -a "community" is reborn - with fetal idiocy syndrome...

Beyond the Border: Harper sics the FBI and CIA on Canada's left wing, allowing them to operate in Canada against socialist threats!

The nazis were elected with about the same percentage as the conservatives, and with similiar circumstances.
Throughout his career, Mr. Harper has steadily eroded the principles of democracy, equality, justice, and human rights.
It's a right wing dictatorship now.
All the left wing neighborhoods and hangouts in Canada have been effected, and the culprits, when we look at the disruptions of these cultural centres, the culprits are americans in canada, or the organized crime gangs who buy their coke from the CIA and american military.
Mr. Harper believes that our "allies" have our best interests at heart, but americans in canada all say the same thing,
"These stupid Canadians...You can get away with anything here..."

check it out, the bilateral agreement where american law enforcement can operate within canada, and identify targets for canadian extrajudicial harassment by law enforcement here.

and here is a quote for you:
"Integrated Cross-border Law Enforcement
We intend to build on existing bilateral law enforcement programs to develop the next generation of integrated cross-border law enforcement operations that leverage cross-designated officers and resources to jointly identify, assess, and interdict persons and organizations involved in transnational crime.
We intend to seek further opportunities to pursue national security and transnational crime investigations together to maximize our ability to tackle the serious security threats that these organizations and individuals present.
We intend to improve the sharing among our law enforcement agencies of relevant information to better identify serious offenders and violent criminals on both sides of the border."
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Serious offenders would be all you fucking idiot do gooder socialists who believe that full comprehensive healthcare is a right that should be fully covered by taxation, and all you foolish lefties who think in a country that hits -40 degrees sometimes it's essential that everyone get the basics of food and shelter.

The americanization of Canada is an essential component of Mr. Harper's very christian crusade against anyone who believes the rich, and the corporations sucking resources out of our country, should be paying back in to the prosperity of ALL Canadians, not just the rich cronies of Mr. Harper and his genocidal business pals.

There are american teams in Canada right now, "neutralizing" the left wing, before it starts demanding that everyone get free access to post secondary education, healthcare, childcare, eyecare, and LEGAL REPRESENTATION.

Anyone that says things like
9/11 wasn't the Taliban, they just threw the brown people at the building to make it look good. Really, what happened was that Donald rumsfeld announce that $2.1 TRILLION (that's what, 9 zero's?) in DOD money was missing from the Defense budget, and they didn't know where it was. 2 days later the 3 places that held accounting information on the $2.1 trillion dollar heist were gone. It wasn't the Taliban, it was the Italian Mafia and a bunch of American generals skimmming the money and they needed a scapegoat, so a bunch of brown people were elected to make it look good. Don't agree? so what.

Saying that in AmeriKKKa is treason. But in Canada, we like to look reasonably at the FACTS, because we actually think Noam Chomsky is worth listening to, while in the states they would rather hide their head up their ass and believe that their government and military loves them and cares about human rights. Fools.

Good luck Canada, you'll need it.
When Hitler took over,
it took the whole fucking world to stop him.

Wanted: Non - infested private living closet with utilities and toilet for the welfare rate - $375

The title says it all.

I can actually afford to spend $450 if I use my food money, which is of course necessary in Greater Vancouver.

$500 is really pushing it for me.

Looking for something south of broadway and west of main

anywhere.

man- dog- and cat.
Cat kills mice. Dog, doesn't do anything but chase frisbees. She's quiet.

We're quiet. We don't like music anymore. We keep to ourselves.

I "write", and develop video games, which is a good excuse to play them.
I smoke, smoke weed, drink a few fays out of the month.

I mostly keep to myself and can keep a kitchen and bathroom clean.

I would probably have better luck finding a grassy spot on the moon with free cheese flowing out of a lava tube.

Email me with your splendiferous offers.

I don't want to live in the outer burbs. Van/South Van/West/North/fairview/shaughnessy/marpole/dunbar/ubc/jericho would be great.

Willing to live in a garage if I have access to at least a porta-potty.

When did all the science fiction geeks start sucking U.S. Military cock?

When did it happen? They were brilliant geeks, then all that flashy hardware and Operation Mockingbird funded CGI made their minds incapable of reading anything more speculative than a computer generated list of appropriately voiced patriotic sound bites.

Hmmm. Science fiction. Or Speculative Fiction as it is now called.
The mainstream flash gordon dumbing down grew. The grit and bite of speculation and the tales of the lone maverick achieving against all odds replaced with yes sir! yes sir!

Fuck. What happened?

The X-Files geeks suddenly got bored because there was nothing to watch except 7 of 9's fucking tits for 10 years, so they just lapped up every military sci fi that was slopped into their institutional food trays. Moral dilemmas, sacrifices for honor or authority, just fucking blow more shit up and lets holler...

OH GAWD. GAWD MADE THE CYLONS TOO!

oh fuck that is shitty. Lame. SO FUCKING LAME!!!!!
Creationist monotheist militarism wrapped in amygdala squishing action sequences.

Fucking shitty crap. Rules of acquisition and chains of command

mental chains.

The geeks flock in herds to their conventions clutching photos of the agents of their descent into stupidity, drooling for signatures and sticking ten dollars at a time into the pockets of stars and crews that actually despise them.

I read every Heinlen before I was 14, almost every asimov, clarke, bradbury, herbert, varley, bear...

Fuck your endless reboots of your previous successes

Fuck them all to hell.

So many stories, and the actual writers are getting nothing
Dick was broke his whole life until the near end, and so are they all
but the military has geek power filling its bank accounts now

suckers

We should have snow crash and neuromancer, foundations and childhood's end,
instead we have commando in space
and just more of the fucking same
again
and again.

What next?
Lets see

Maybe

Dexter in Space?
Or how about Dexter as a sci fi geek.
He could uncover the truth about all the plastic heros
then wrap them in celluloid and whack them with sharpened DVD pieces.

Fuck.
I'm going to go read a fucking book.

The Evil Pope.

The Pope is an Evil Sith Lord!!!! I knew it!!!!

I dont know who to credit with this great pic from facecrack....

Gently washing the War Penis - Lest we forget why we erected these stone dick-altars...

sports and spectacles
militarization
pacification
genocide
fascism
intolerant atheism
fanaticism
the right of power over the weak

happy faces
triumphantly surround
the burning books

we need no philosophy
new or old beliefs
there is only
The Father

Land

and the bodies
beneath it

the new world order
seems very much like
the old one

These things are not for puffy fat men to stand in front of parroting
"Support our troops!"

They are Stele
to mark the master's boundaries
They mark

The Land
dot the landscape

We remember corpses and intolerance
righteous indignation and sadism unmasked
piles of poor men
not rich men

dying for causes
we supposedly held dear
simply fodder
to feed fat pockets
over and over

Reverently the union boys
power wash the edifice
preparing for the spectacle
its a job that takes all day of course

The quiet park
filled for a day
with motor sounds
people ejected from seats

by spray

Megaphone megaphone pray to me of children
with nothing in their pockets
no other option but to go
to war

It was a solid paycheck

Their bodies do not reside here
beneath this ugly altar
you stand upon
for your prepared Spectacle

rub the holy brass plaque
reverently

in your guileful spectacle of solemn prayer
tell me
to support meat robots with minimal education
and the dictates and inherited beliefs of their masters

I will remember the burning poets
the burning words
the happy sneering faces

the uniforms and troops and guns and sports and
sneering faces

the same look drives the megaphone here
while we bow reverently at the spectacle
not the memory

placing $100 city certified corporate sponsored plastic all-weather
wreaths

holy fucking wreaths
of plastic
that no one dare touch
for months
until they lay in dirty piles

holy things
holy bullshit
holiness

all the right people were there

Play loudly to me in my Land
the hymn of our "ally"
while I watch his footsoldiers

burn
our
poets

and he sends more young men across the world
to repeat the process
we supposedly
are lamenting

I say to you
we do not need these dicks of stone
and corporate spectacles
to remember

ancestors

and history

Reclaiming "Witchcraft" from the Ditzies

Witchcraft is such a stupid term.
It's like "christianity" in one sense, it refers to a huge, wide ranging set of often opposing belief systems.
Neopaganism is the same, and occultist spiritualities even more so.

I don't normally get along with Dianic witches much. Diana hates men. She's a dyke that hates men so she doesn't work for any neopagan group that includes men. She is always at war with the Panokoi. Because Pan keeps stealing her bitches. Time and again. She always claims it was rape, but really, they snuck off happily with him because they were tired of Lady Di's controlling bullshit. And the flute thing was nice too.

Anyway. This Samhain, consider where you hold your spiritual gatherings or "rituals".
Consider the space you are using.

Is it run by a bunch of fat white misogynists who have a permanent problem with queers and other different types of people? Honestly, think about the energy of the space. Who is using it when you aren't having your holy little "ritual".

Are there security cameras in the building? A guest list? A mailing list?

Lots of honeypots out there for little dumb witchies to get sidetracked with.
If the space is really cheap, maybe there is a reason for it.

The hatred against "witchcraft" is so deep, regardless of what your craft consists of.
Your enemies don't care.
They'll gladly offer you something
so that over the next year they can TARGET you.

That's why neopaganism is dispersing, rather than collecting together and growing.

Because the Ditzies are in charge.
They organize well, and make sure everyone is accounted for, manifesting good and light
and all that fucking shit.

The Ditzies are like lemmings
They'll lead you over a cliff
or into a situation where you lose your witchy secrecy and are marked
later to be followed
mocked
bullied

be sure and watch your drinks in the next few weeks little witchies
because your "rituals" are being enacted
in places populated by men
who hire whores off the street twice a month
if they don't run them.

You have to get smarter witchies
most of the Ditzies are too ugly to worry
but YOU should think carefully
about where you gather your energies
and why

The Vancouver Pagan Temple

After years of watching the Neopagan movement in Vancouver (and Canada) dissolve and be dispersed, I decided I would create a Temple for Neopagans in Vancouver (and elsewhere).

The Vancouver Pagan Temple is now actively seeking members.

We intend to offer over the next year:

- Weekly gatherings for members to interact and socialize
- Full Moon gatherings and rituals(13 times a year!)
- Solstice/equinox gatherings

The first 8 gathers will be in various rented spaces until we get a large enough membership to negotiate a long term arrangement for a hall.

Once we get fully up and running and get a permanent space we will be working on a set of curricula for members who wish to learn other aspects of paganism that they are interested in.

At first, however, we intend to focus on the gatherings and full moon events as a place for witches, druids, shamans, eclectics, and other forms of neopaganists to gather and make positive socialization and networking.

An important focus of the Vancouver Pagan Temple is the safety and security of it's long term members. Strength in numbers is what we are about, giving solitaries and small covens a larger group to identify with and interact with.

Check back soon!

our contact email is:

vanpagantemple@gmail.com

It's no charge to contact me. If you want to have a one on one, it's $10 bux so I can buy a coffee. Priests need coffee too.

Gatherings will be approx. $10 per weekly gathering, including music and there will be very cheap food available.
Moon Rituals will be more closed and cost $20.

Why a fee? Halls cost money, spaces cost money, a priest needs some form of compensation, and lastly, I hope to actually pay people who help out with chairs or food or organizing, instead of constantly mooching free volunteers.

- High Priest Christuus Gnosis

The Pervy Girl

I am writing a short story, but it is on the serializednovel.wordpress.com site, because it's just a bit too much for here. A love story with pee and other twisted madness. Ahem.

The Pervy Girl

sort of lightly based on a somewhat true story...
=P

Canada's Falun Gong - The Rape, Robbery, and Murder of the Neo Pagan Movement in North America

In the early nineties we had a "NeoPagan Revolution". There were lots of little witchies running around, having dance circles in the sun.

Now, as Harper and his christian minions fine tune a decade of policies directly designed to scatter, rob, murder, rape and destroy the cohesion of non christian groups, we barely see them. They didn't disappear, they just went back into hiding once they realized that the Canadian government schtick about freedom of religion and protection from discrimination were all just hot air.

If the United States warships and planes full of Christian troops surrounding all of Islam don't convince you of the reality of monotheist christian jihad, I may be wasting my time.
What I find amazing is how many people think of the American Christian Purges as "righteous". Anyone who's not an xtian is obviously the enemy, both here and abroad.
It's not really a question of skin color, but mental beliefs and religious control structures that are at war.
Our TV programming makes us all believe that the puritanical beliefs and self righteousness of fascism are in the past. We have Glee, Brokeback Mountain, Harry Potter. We can buy wizard kits for the kids on Halloween and its fun, but if we talk about what is really happening to "witches" or other neo pagans in Canada, we find ourselves confused.
Elementary school teaches us we're equal, but reality proves we are not.
I really can't stand second world war history, but our great and fearless leader Mr. Harper and his provincial lords have happily followed the footsteps of puritanical supremacy and christian self interest in law and society to the actual point where we can claim genocide and oppression exists here based on religious beliefs. And not just for people with visible things like turbans.
Hiitler was messy. Hegemonies today understand that the softkill must be used. Bodies with wounds in the streets made the previous attempts unpalatable for the remaining slave population.
It is better to whisk people away. Or institutionalize them, criminalize them, denigrate them publicly, entice criminals to harass them with free meals and underhand deals.
Just get rid of THOSE people.
I'm still amazed how much fear the word witch induces in some people.
Personally I don't really use the word on myself, I consider myself more of a shamanic druidic celtic buddhist type of "spiritual practitioner". But that is a lot harder to say than "occult"/"witchcraft" or "Pagan".
Neopaganism is, like most extended branches of spirituality, a loose collection of widely differing belief systems, many of which don't get along or actively oppose each other. But they have to share the same overarching umbrella.
It is very difficult in Canada to start any form of Temple or Coven as a legal business entity with proper protection for religious rights. That's why there aren't any, not because they don't exist, but they are not able to get their business licenses validated in most Canadian jurisdictions.
Early in life, at the time most young witches discover the beginnings of their craft, there are a host of christian designed loopholes and laws to restrict their religious beliefs to that of those caring for them. The number of young witches who get beaten by their own family members is a lot higher than other belief systems, mostly due to irrational fear and ignorance.
There really is a lot of ignorance in Canada. There are a lot of jocks and meatpuppets.
I was reading about some man who's wife wouldn't stop wearing a pentacle, just south of the border. He almost got beat up a dozen times.
I used to see a lot of pentacles on pretty little canadian girls. Most of them got raped at some point with GHB. It is amazing how little interest a redneck police officer will have for a little witch who claims they've been drugged. No, you just drank too much and became a slut. Don't all little witchies love group sex?

That's actually the number one tool used against little green witchy pagans that I've seen. Their own sexuality. Everybody who starts learning reads all these wierd things. They start to believe a lot of it, even though a lot of what witches read is coming from christianized sources.

To be a witch or pagan doesn't mean you need to have group sex with everyone. There are lots of covens/houses/blots where there are family members living together. They don't commit incest. Those are mostly myths or, as I said before, you might be confusing a golden dawn or LaVeyan satanist orgy with one of a couple hundred other forms of nepaganism that aren't totally centered on their crotch. There are a LOT of them. Yes there are particular fertility rights in some beliefs, yes there are festivals, but honestly, 90% of neopaganism is NOT about everybody fucking everybody.
Witches and pagans are often realists. They can make the connection between hypersexuality with multiple partners and STD's.

What most covens or houses or working groups or circles are about, is a group of people who are familiar enough with each other that they can communicate. Most xtian beliefs try to keep people from communicating, and promote lying to each other. Pagans mostly believe that lying about and hiding life, sexuality, spirituality is dumb.

Neopagans are actually targeted through databases. Keep that in mind, that privacy laws have been shredded in the interests of consumerism and "stopping terrorism".
Neopagans are as much terrorists as any muslim to a "good canadian christian."

There was an article about a wiccan priestess being turned down for a corrections clergy position. I would bet if you really looked at the ACTUAL demographics you will see a misrepresentative amount of pagans in the corrections and rehabilitation systems.

I have a lot more to say on this.... but.... no computer or internet.... guess.... you .... have to wait....

Coming in the future as I expand this, an explanation of witch enemies and their methods of attacking neopagans:

In no particular order, the sects and groups that actively rob, murder, rape, and harrass witches and neopagans would be:

- Modern Canadian Masons and their Lodges - masons aren't some fairy tale illuminati conspiracy. They are a bunch of fat rich white men who don't allow women into their club (or intersex people) and who lord it over everyone else since they own more than half the judges, police officers, doctors and lawyers. They manipulate the justice system, politics and healthcare in Canada. Anyone who is not a fat rich white person is their prey and ANY neopagan faith that has more than one singular god is their target, since they use the christian system as part of their rigid control scheme. These fuckers are worse than any gang and the source of more than half of the corruption and fraud in Canada. These are Harper's good buds.
-LaVeyan Satanists
-Christian dominated unions (neopagans are forced to receive services from christians in many public sector services dominated by these christian unions, who have database access).
some specific ones you can look into for yourself: Canadian IATSE/Teamsters, cupe, bcgeu.... These people are mostly Atheists or LaVeyan Satanists, and they'll rip any witch or queer off of their ideas and have impunity before the law. They bring in too much money for the cops to investigate them. If you are a neopagan and these people offer you a job, you will be paid less than any other employee and you will probably suffer a workplace accident. They hate you that much and are that sure of their untouchability. See my article on StargateAtlantis and Robert Cooper and his family. I've had dozens of mocking conversations with these union members. They seek me out in the park to sit and mock me and laugh. What are you gonna do about it faggot witch? We ripped you off and paid the cops and court to look the other way, and NO ONE WILL CARE or help you.
-Gangs with christian or pure atheist/LaVeyan "leadership"- there are so many, but the ones with predominantly older stodgy members are usually more racist and discriminatory towards pagans and littler witch girls. These are the folks who sell the ghb that is used to rape little witch girls with in Canada
-Christian operated poverty services. Poverty services are contracted out now. Mostly to christian organizations that are operated by gangs because of the money laundering capabilities. Christian poverty services discriminate agains t pagans. These organizations have counselling and psychologist services which are all geared toward christian labelling of non-christians. If you don't believe in their god you get less services, and will end up with mental health labels attached to you for the rest of your life. Its designed that way. Oddly enough, they have no problems harassing neopagans in need, yet the criminals, rapist, and murders and wife-beaters get as much as they need. That's the christian way. I watched one church spend about 2 grand on a shitty alchoholic that was one of the crappiest most evuil fuckers I knew. But he said all the right apologetic things. Fuck I hate christians like that. The same church wouldn't spend any time at all helping someone who was a neopagan. Because that person is crazy, whereas the drunk is just a "victim of fetal alchohl syndrome". Fuck off. Fucking crap.
-The Police and the court system. Yes there are a lot of racist, homophobic, witch-o-phobic meatpuppets wearing uniforms. A little witch girl crying about being gang raped gets a good dose of laughter from at leasthalf of the police officers she might interact with. It was obviously her own fault, she should stop being a little witch girl and she wouldn't get raped right? That's the way the mason puppet system works.
-The Conservatives and the liberals - Politicians are predominantly christian in Canada. There is almost zero neopagan representation in Canadian politics.
-Other witch sects. - Catholics hate protestants. Likewise LaVeyans hate all other neopagans, the Golden Dawn(some sects of it at least) actively acttack other neopagan sects and their members. The Masons fall in here too even though they would staunchly pretend theat this is not so. As well, many neopagans are very rigid in their beliefs, espescially wiccans, golden dawn, and dianics. This, in the end is almost as bad as being enemies, and this inability for various sects to put aside differences in the face of rich enemies is probably the greatest weakness of neopaganism.

anyway, there's a lot more going into this article, some personal anecdotes and observations, and a lot more for you to think about, but if you are a neopagan, perhaps you should pull your head out of the sand and stop acting like an Eloi, or you'll end up being devoured.

Vancouver Pride - Another year of cavorting queers happily ignoring their own genocides...

"You'll have to stop asking for an intersex specialist if you want to move forward with your knee and hernia surgeries"
That was Dr. Wilson at the Ravensong.
9 doctors in more than 5 years, there are dozens of specialists for Trannies, women have gynecologists, but intersex people in Canada have to accept Therapeutic Privilege, the moniker behind which genocide hides. There are more than 40,000 people in B.C. that are intersex, but they don't get any specialists. The trans people get specialists, so they're happy to ignore the genocide, even as they get some of the worst surgeries and care in the world for trans people. And they all have mental health labels on their foreheads as a condition of their care here.
Happy fags don't like to hear pessimistic opinions. They want to believe that they actually have equality.
Look closely at the medical care all you happy queers recieve, I bet you'll find you're still suffering and dying at a higher rate.
And you all still get paid less than the married people.
In Christy Clark's B.C. you're second class citizens. She'd kill you all if she could.
The Focus on the Family doesn't include queers. Even if she deigns to attend your parade this year, you know as soon as the fake public appearance is over she's going to a back room somewhere to laugh at the stupid happy - fags who think they are going to still have freedom, equality, and prosperity in the future.
Maybe if you pay for second tier health care. They aren't going to spend public money on queers unless they are happy fags clucking about how great it is to be a slave.

Diagramming for less - yED

I used to do a lot of network diagramming and I used Visio a lot for it.
I was recently looking into "brainstorming" or idea linking software, and I tried about 20 different open source products. I even tried visio with some brainstorming templates.

Not what I was looking for.

In the end, the CLEAR winner, for me and my particular idea diagramming needs, I ended up sticking to yED - which is FREE.

Why I like yED over all the others? It doesn't auto place the nodes! every other piece of software for diagramming has only specific places nodes can be placed. yED doesn't care. And the best of all, you can import your own transparent PNG files for your own custom icons.

It costs a few hundred bux less than visio, and I think it's just as good for 99% of what you are going to do.

it's far less restrictive, and for the database people, you can link fields to tables and mysql

The Horror

I just wrote a horror story. I'm really very proud. I don't think I've written a pure horror yet, although Michael's Right Hand had some horror elements. This one is called The Doula.

If you thought the title of the article was something else, well, you can check out the RJD2 album, or watch Apocalypse Now, or read about the Adventures of Lt. Mandy Smarter.

How to create a multi-faith Pagan Temple or "Eclectic Coven"

No, I'm actually not going to give a course in pre-masonry architecture like adobe or strip and lathe. I might post a couple links to it. No, you can just lease a large open covered space, with your donations gathered for Services rendered to your different clients using the Space for their Rituals or Gatherings.
What I would like to outline, is how you can go about creating spaces to gather and have celebrations with the same level of comfort and security as other more established spiritual belief systems.
I just realized that I have created a new TLA.
An MPT (Multi-faith Pagan Temple). How about ESC (Eclectic Spirituality Coven).
That is so excellent.
Having a good TLA is the first step towards mass penetration of your Temple Marketing Strategies.
They work better than free T-Shirts with Temple branding.
Churches and their Pagan equivalents, the Temples, Covens, Blots, Kindreds, Feast Halls can operate as a non-profit, requiring a board of directors, or as a Single Owner Proprietorship.
I suggest that a Single Owner Proprietership of a Temple or Coven space makes it easier to maintain control over membership, which is necessary to limit and mitigate the damages caused by independent agents of disruption. There are always a few of those. Using the membership and assessment processes of a Temple allows the identification and exclusion of disruptive entities. A limited partnership or society also works, but it is important that a Temple is not defined as a Society, because then it is not considered a Primary Spiritual Space for tax purposes and is then relegated to a sub-set of religious support services. The christian administrations love to tell you that a pagan temple is not a church but a religious support service organization. You may need to give them a letter of self definition prepared by a lawyer or Notary Public. Along with your business fees.
It is, of course, a Business. This business of Spirituality and the the Right to Gather for expressions of it.
Myself, personally, I prefer Temple or Gathering Place as a Title, but really, you can call it anything as long as your Mission Statement clarifies that you and our people refer to your equivalent of a christian church or temple by this particular name. You do not have to use the christian term church, even for tax purposes as long as you are clear in your description of the main gathering place as a place for spiritual gatherings of people engaged in common spiritual practices.
By sub leasing or renting the space to different pagan groups for dances, feasts, and gatherings, you can easily maintain a functioning multi-faith pagan temple in almost any large space, and you can even sub lease from another temple yourselves at first until you have enough donations to get a dedicated space.
Another way to supplement the income of a pagan temple is to offer some form of external service organization sponsored by your temple for poverty or outreach services within your area. It has been very lucrative for the christians.
Keep in mind as you slog away against an unmoveable pyramid of administrative hurdles, that it is your right, your very basic Human Right, to establish a place for you and others you trust to gather and celebrate your beliefs and spirituality.
The very fact that there are no significant multifaith pagan temples is not an indication of an absence of these belief systems, it is an indication of the inherent suppression of these belief systems within the social structure of the country. Otherwise these spaces would already exist, except that equality and human rights are only concepts on paper and television broadcasts. Finding them in the real world is impossible sometimes.
In China, many christian churches and Falun Gong gather in private homes, or you can even consider renting a coffeeshop, yoga space, hall, or community centre for your first gatherings and meetings as you prepare to find a suitable space to lease with enough washrooms a food services facilities to match your membership. Many christian churches exist legally for years while practicing in different spaces that become available.
Services rendered to members can also increase the profitability of the Temple, allowing it to expand much more quickly. Temples that offer childcare can easily supplement the income from member fees.
Keep in mind, you do not have to be free or take donations. You are allowed to have a set fee for services. Every church sells coffee or something downstairs afterwards. Workshops, seminars, T-shirts, books, and other merchandise, can all help build the size of your temple by increasing its solvency.
Keep in mind the general nature of people. They are ignorant and superstitious. It may be better to find some other set of marketable images for your Temple or Coven than the ones you actually use in your Rituals or Gatherings. Seriously. It may be in your interests NOT to put a 20 foot tall pentacle on the front of the building. It also would limit your membership, as people who are not aligned with the pentacle may find it offensive or indicative of a bias toward people that dig pentacles.
Since paganism and eclectic shamanism are quite broad and varied practices that encompass groups from almost every ethnicity, it is probably useful to your organization to discuss amongst its members and create a list of the Gods that your particular Pagan Temple is aligned with. Almost all Pagan Temples have a certain set of Dominant Deities unless they are an APT (Atheist Pagan Temple). Which is common as well. The Deistic pagans will almost always have to create a master list of the Deities whose contemplation is embraced within that Temple.
Many pagan groups do not actually get along very well, and their practices or beliefs may strongly oppose each other. There is a reason you don't see a lot of Celtic imagery mixed with Egyptian. These god sets are opposed to each other for the most part. It is not discriminatory to define the gods who your temple is dedicated to support and exclude those of another faith, unless you have opened your doors to a "public ceremony", and even then your presentation staff or priests/priestesses or Mentors should be direct ceremonies towards your common stated spiritual goals.
APT's have a special problem in Canadian law in that the current christian administration doesn't accept atheist Pagan practice to be considered spiritual. Which is a denial of the basic rights of atheist pagans.
Myself, I am not a Wiccan, but I believe that Dianics are perfectly within their rights to limit their membership to females, and it should be up to individual covens whether they wish to accept queer people, just like the christians. The same with all pagan orders. Although I would prefer people were more inclusive, 2000 years of christian hegemony that methodically controls the human sexual impulse is pretty hard to unravel from our consciousness, and many paths have very set and ordered sexual interactions.
Laws in each province vary, but there are always instances where alchohol might be served in a christian church hall, like at a wedding, so there is no reason that your pagan temple cannot have a Feast night for some spiritual reason, like to simply gather and be together.
By creating a Pagan Temple or Eclectic Coven as a Business entity and keeping books, other group benefits may be able to be passed onto members, such as group insurance, or group healthcare with a trusted set of doctors, group legal aid, childcare, group purchases of bus passes, and many more useful benefits that the organizational and accounting structure of a properly run business is allowed to write off or subsidize.
Probably the most compelling reason that an eclectic witch or pagan might consider joining and becoming a visible Temple, Coven, or Gather Place, is the group protection that these spaces provide. Having a network of like minded people is necessary for survival, and of course, this is the number one reason that there are almost none in existence in our "religiously tolerant" country.
Be warned though. The entrenched hegemony got its power through murder and coercion and robbery. They'll do it to you over and over again. There are a number of high profile scholars in the occult who lived in Canada. They wrote some excellent groundbreaking work in the field. And every one of them died penniless with unbelievable things written about them.
You don't see Covens or Pagan Temple because the people who try to build them don't set out with the concept in their mind that they must be warriors building a fortress for their belief. Get it straight. They'll kill you, so build security, have entrance cameras, be prepared to follow people that follow your members, have an investigative services team once you are big enough.
That's where the Temple and the Coven and the Gathering Place can help you most, is making a refuge where you can't be singled out. Unless the Temple itself becomes infected with politics, which it will if you are not careful. Then you have rival temples of non conducive gods and beliefs, but that's not much different now, just we're gonna add a few thousand more.
Really, it would be bad if we had rival Temple Wars, but with properly designed Temple security and proactive protective services, you congregation can gather and celebrate happily. Especially if everyone has their own ceremonial sword or axe or something.
Divided, you will be conquered.
So Gather.
And keep in mind, there is no specific Pagan Deity or Belief, other than what you define for yourselves in your charter. So you are not bound to any particular bias of peacefulness unless you so define it. It is more important that your charter stress the importance of its members survival and protection, and follow through with that protective service. Dead or bled dry members can't pay membership fees.
It might even help you to clearly define your enemies. Enemy cults, enemy gods, what to do to them. The christians do that to an extreme amount, so it is a perfectly legitimate practice.
If you make your Temples strong enough as a business entity you may be able to use business techniques to absorb a former church that becomes for sale.
(wip)

Threesomes are Queer.

Threesomes are Queer.
Simple concept.
It is impossible to have a non queer threesome. Threesomes are not “hetero”. They’re queer.
one guy – two girls, they’re Queer.
one girl – two guys, they’re Queer.
Immediately and irrevocably until they die and burn in hell for all the rest of eternity.
That’s just the way it is.
If you dabble with that Queer glue you are just plain stuck I tell ya.
Seriously. Its instantaneous and doesn’t come off. Showers won’t work you filthy ppl.
=P
Just an Epiphany or something.
I dig how integral Threes are to Interplanetary Travel in the novel Babel-17.
Written by a cool black queer guy, a pioneer in speculative fiction.
There is another interesting story that you might look up if you like that.
In the back of Vonda McIntyre’s Dreamsnake dell edition from the early 80′s there is a novella called Aztecs, about a space pilot who has to have her heart replaced with a machine one to fly across the void. The sound of other peoples heartbeats and the feeling of their pulse become unbearable to the Pilots. Sometimes I try to imagine what the Man Who Fell To Earth's swan song album would sound like.

Michael's Right Hand

Rituals are plays of meanings for those who cannot improvise to remember with.

They smelled like Christians. They were obviously witches, but they were way too clean. Holy Ones.

Fuck he hated Holy Ones. Not an “I’m going to murder you all” hatred. More of like an “Ewwww”.
They had souls like hair that had been washed in scalding hot water with shitloads of soap made from the fat of rendered cows. Stripped of life and frayed at the ends. Fuck. What did these uptight bitches want with him he really couldn’t fathom.

His room is small, he smokes his spliff. Inhaling he returns there.

He sees his Warder moving behind him, and tells her clearly to stay at the back. They are in a Room.

There are many Rooms in the world, built by many people, for many purposes. With many tricky devices.

He looks at the women. Barbies in robes. Not cool. Barbies like power, not truth. Barbies don't care if people die. Their souls are too greedy for themselves. A steaming pile of shit was about to descend. When shit hits the fan, Barbies always become followers or batshit crazy. Fuck. Or they RUN.

There are 9 of them, which is odd for witches. 9 and a priestess. But it was possible there were more. His vision was murky at the corners of the room. They stood in spots a few feet from a stone table with a longsword lying upon it. Shitty. Blades suck in Rooms with pretty girls in robes. Rooms were unpredictable. He tried to calm his energy. They were fools to bring him here with a Blade. There might be more too, somewhere else in the Room. They might possibly be unaware of its presence.

If they do not stand in the proper spot…or they run...

White robes. Purity. Fuck this was shitty. What did that idiot priestess want. Did she realize one of her charges might die here? Barbies in white. So definitely not good at all. Not a single one of them would be able to hold the Blade strong enough to stop it. They were not warrior Barbies.

He looked. Fuck. Old patterns of magnetism. Shit. Old unused unknown untested unmoved fucking bands of shit. Fuck.

“Don’t fucking move, Priestess.”

He turned to her young charges, he couldn’t see their faces clearly. It must be an old glass, starting to warp.

“Stand in the places as you have learned to stand.” He barked. There wasn’t time to waste. These were starry eyed bookworm girls and they didn’t realize how fucking fast one of them could die here. They were clueless.

He expanded his range. There was one. There.

A small thin dagger like object flew out of a wall hole and through the edge of the priestess’ robe. She wasn’t exactly on her spot.

“Stand on your spot!” They all shifted a couple inches. the dagger was sticking to something on the other side of a pillar, he couldn’t see it. They obviously could.

He didn’t know who the hell they were, but they were playing with fire being in this Room without understanding it.

The priestess was continuing her Ritual as she had learned it, she didn’t break stride at the dagger, but her face registered. She understood the implications. Finally.

There was still the fucking Blade on the table. He could feel at least 7 more small ones in the walls. He’d seen rooms that gyrated serrated walls of blades before. He hated Rooms. Rooms had a habit of activating when he was in them for any length of time. But once they started moving, it could kill everyone inside if it stopped before the sequence was finished.

What would they gain that they would risk this price by calling him here?

He flexed his reddish leathery wings and snorted as he inhaled in Real Life. The Axe was fully engorged with the Fire in his hand. He looked at it. They were calling someone. Stupid bitches. This would be Bad.

A tall beautiful Angel with a slightly cruel smile of benevolence appears. The Fucker of all Fuckers himself. Michael.
This would be REALLY bad.

Michael has his sword out, spitting out the words he thinks will give him power over me in this world. That is what the book has told him the words will do.

The book has set him up.

He reaches the end of the monolog. The witches say their short chant. They believe they are cheering their triumphant Knight of God as he vanquishes the greatest of Demons. That is what the book has told him.

They have spoken the words in their places, they have stood in the proper spaces, they have worn the proper clothes and faces. I have no choice you stupid cunts. Fuck. If you only understood what you had just said you would not have spoken. They had no idea what they were saying. The book had not been translated.

The words spit out of my mouth in 3 languages, only one of which I can partly hear, but I have no time to think.

He strikes with the sword of brilliant blue steel and yellow energy in his Right Hand, cutting a swath of chi across lines of magnetism carefully balanced. Balanced and Charged now with the Key.

Michael, the Right Hand of God. That is the aspect he calls with this Play.

He and his ladies have called me to take part in their Play, without asking.

My Part is Samael.

The Left Hand of God for 2 aeons as Gabriel was still an infant. Redeemer.

The Blade flies from the table, much faster than the dagger flew. On ancient fields of carefully placed magnetic stones it flips, as it was set to do. Waiting for the blue sword to be swung from this spot. The Blade could finally complete the Ritual the book had set in motion.

The young rich wizard who hopes to fill himself with power, falls much slower than his Right Hand holding the sword.

I spit out the remaining words as the Blade stops still for a few moments in the air, where my hand is grasping. I have never spoken them before, and hope to never speak them again. I do not know what they were. I was staring at the women, pissing themselves, too frightened to even budge from standing in their sacred “spot”. The Blade clatters to the ground with a sound much wetter than just metal.

They would not be able to help him anyway.

Tears streaming down my face, I see my Warder hack the cord completely.

I’m staring at the hand, and the bright blue sword, as I disconnect.

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from:
http://serializednovel.wordpress.com/2012/05/04/book-4-michaels-right-hand/

Crazy Shit and the strong smell of Bait

I wanted to clear something up.
You all know that Stephen Colbert guy right?
He's a CHARACTER.
A pseudonym, like Christuus Gnosis.
I have a few pseudonyms. They each have different characters.
In my readings about many of my personal favorite authors, musicians, and visual artists I read a lot of crap.
Especially if they had unpopular ideas, or  they actually had OPINIONS about politics, spirituality, humanity, whatever else the lower classes shouldn't really bother themselves with.
Ad hominem and character assassination.
If you don't like what someone says, start looking for rocks and dirt to bury them with.
If you write it down in all those sneaky little administrative places, you might make people even believe it.
In the end, what other people say about you is where people will form their opinions, and the system is designed to entrench this.
So I'm going to clearly state something here, not because you give a shit. For the future.
I've never been crazy.
Honestly.
Never was schizophrenic, never was a junkie.
Did a few drugs like most normal humans and thought some interesting thoughts, lived through a lot of stress, but never did any serious evil drug habit. Never was paranoid, schizophrenic, delusional. Ever.
Never been diagnosed as such, and have been assessed by a minimum of 3 psychiatrists and given a clean bill of mental health. My memory and recall of events is clear and I have absolutely zero cognitive dysfunctions.
I've never met anyone at any time, even when I was EXTREMELY high, whom I actually thought was more intelligent or sane than myself during our interaction. Zero. Nada. Not a one. I don't care how straight edge of fanatically moral they were, they weren't more sane than I.
All reality is subjective, and my subjective experience and its interpretations take priority over representations being presented to me by another. You can quote me on that.
People who read about my life in the future will, I suspect, be presented with a number of "reports" filed by various "health care service providers" of this or that aspect of my life. They might even say I was part of this or that program and that I signed something for info or to prove enrollment.
Sorry. All bullshit. Honestly.
I know I sometimes LOOK pretty crazy, I got that nick nolte on a bender einstein on glue look sometimes, but other than being tired or a bit stoned, or maybe malnourished, the eyes are not actually indicative of the mental processes behind them.
That's my story, and I'm definitely sticking to it folks.
Please also note that this would apply to people asserting that I had been part of some form of recovery, or other behavioral modification bullshit reprogramming system.
Never. Honestly.
At my worst in my life I consumed 12 beers 5 days a week for about 4 years, my grandfather drank twice that till he croaked. I generally drink about 3-7 beers at a time about 15-20 days of the month. Lately its about 20 beers in the first 3 days of the month and less than 10 thereafter.
In Canada that is actually below normal consumption.
In most civilized countries that is a low consumption.
Never been to any rehab, AA, 12 step, or church sponsored outreach program. Never took part in or agreed to or participated in any "intervention". I still drink, smoke, toke, whatever. I've never stopped. Ever. I do not believe in involuntary behavioral modification, religiously motivated or otherwise. I think it should be illegal to coerce people into living according to clearly assigned societal norms. Regardless of your reasoning or possible "good intentions".
Free will and freedom of personal experiences. Screw your self limiting ideology. I'll mitigate myself as I see fit.
Zero. Other than hanging with some baptists once a month to get coffee and do laundry. No crosses or sermons so I don't think that counts. Just washing machines and muffins. No prayer before loading.
You might get a picture of me lighting incense at a buddhist temple altar. Never praying in a pew. Not since like, 11 years old or something. Atheism took hold at 13 for this cat.
I guarantee I will never convert to christianity. Ever. If anyone tries to sell you that shit about me you'll know for sure they've got some weird agenda going down. I dig jesus but I don't pray for him to hold my hand at night. I think jesus is cooler than the pope is. I honestly think the pope is a bit of a fucker, all of them, and they actually fuck up my buddy J.C.'s good reputation with a lot of their shit. Most people's interpretations of J.C. and his crew are pretty fucked up. Read some of mine. I have a few more coming soon.
Sorry, had to clear that up folks. People don't accept that doctors and "health care providers" can be bribed like other humans into writing shit about someone. Just like lawyers and judges.
So enjoy the frothy rantings and ravings,
it's got far more truthiness than is good for anybody.
And when "documents" that "prove" my madness appear after I'm dead,
perhaps someone will still think
to get it straight from the bastard's mouth himself.
And speaking of my reputation for being a filthy bastard.
There will be pictures of me with Bait. Lots of them.
I've had them send at least 5 obvious ones in the last 3 years.
There's probably more.
Done lots of talking with them.
Even flirting.
That's it. I usually tell them off in a pretty mean way after I spend about a month figuring out their trip.
There's always some fucked up trip involved.
They might have a picture of me sniffing it,
but I haven't eaten any of their Bait up to this point.
I would also add
there are probably a couple dozen young women in my neighborhood who would consider me a safe person to run to for assistance late at night. That would be the facts.

Intersex is NOT "trans" you FUCKING FAKE CUNT.

This is an open letter to Patti Zettel and her employer, the Ravensong Clinic.
(a proud member institution of BC's T4 program)

I was born with a genetic condition called intersexuality.
After having 8 different general physicians with zero knowledge of the condition mock me, and many more nurses as well, I find that there is a doctor who actually knows what I am talking about and is educated in former and current policies of the Canadian government, provincial governments, and assorted medical bodies towards intersex people. He's fully aware of a 50 year history of genocide backed up by policy.
Unfortunately, every time I try to make an appointment with this doctor, I am blocked by a trangender nurse named Patti Zettel.
Trangender means that Patti was born with a dick. She didn't have tits. She was born in Germany I believe. Somewhere in "her" 20's she decided that "she" had been born in the wrong gender and "she" had her dick flipped inside out and tucked up inside to resemble a vagina. She also had a boob job and takes estrogen regularly. She went through a couple of years of psychiatric counseling before she could have her FAKE CUNT constructed from her fucking dick.
Excuse me FAKE CUNT. And my apologies to my friends who are transgender.
But this FAKE FUCKING CUNT keeps calling me a nigger so I'm doing that to her right now.
Yes you heard me right I said nigger, and I'm apologizes to my black friends too.
Because I'm offended when someone calls me transgender. BECAUSE I AM NOT.
And I personally believe that Patti Zettel should have NOTHING to do with anyone's treatment or care.
I DON"T HAVE OR WANT A FAKE CUNT PATTI SO STOP USING THE WORD TRANS WHEN I CALL OR GO TO YOUR FUCKING CLINIC YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE PRICK BASTARD WHO PRETENDS TO BE A WOMAN BECAUSE YOU GET MORE BITCHES THAN YOU DID AS A MAN.
You fuck.
I'm Intersex. I need a specialist and I will not tolerate your institution or its members calling me by a non applicable LABEL you fucking bitch thing.
You've delayed my care for over a year you fucking bitch cunt thing.
I will sue you and your employer for $10,000 every fucking time you or one of your co workers uses the incorrect label of trans on me.
I need a doctor.
KEEP YOUR FUCKING TRANS LABEL SHIT TO YOURSELF YOU FAKE BITCH CUNT THING.
I'd include the College of Physicians and Vancouver Coastal health in my rant.
But I have a separate open letter for each of them.
Vancouver Pride needs to acknowledge Intersex people.
Everyone else gets a letter "LGBTTQ" so add a fucking "I" already.
Intersex is genetic and developmental, trans is mental.
Am I being clear? Is this mike working? Testing testing. Are you getting it?
Fucking bitch.
Call me trans to my face and I will call you cunt to your face out loud with a big smile on. How does that sound? Do YOU like that?

Killer kindness: charities that rob and kill our communities and their members

About a decade ago I remember reading about a huge scam that had become the number one money generating fraud system in the former soviet union. Basically all these ex-commie mafia types had taken their drug money, and needing to launder it the had created a bunch of legitimate businesses. They started using charities since that was the best way to launder money, and through their control of charities they began to take control of institutionalized people, the elderly and mentally ill.
Wow. Kapow. Shazaam. The money pot lands in front of them.
Just like a church they realized that all they had to do was keep these people happy, drugged, fed, and institutionalized, and if they just pretended to be fine upstanding businesses, they would get their charity tax write-offs and an added bonus as well. Power of Attorney over some of the clients in their care.
Of course, once they obtained a will giving the inheritance to the caregiver company, it didn't make sense to keep the people alive more than a few years more. Just enough to make it look good. But that was easy, since they had total control over their clients lives and property by then.
Once they realized how much money they could make while simultaneously making themselves look like wonderful charitable people, they began to actively create targets in their communities. Then they even expanded it, by creating franchises in areas containing certain ethnic or ideological groups.
The scam was worth more than the drug trade! And then the government money started pouring in.
Once the government got involved, it fell apart of course, but it never really disappears since its so lucrative, and the government is always willing to find service providers who can show them an increase in people on the left being institutionalized. Once the organizations themselves became part of the institutionalization process they never had any problem getting clients.
And other organizations began emulating them, seeing how easy it was to legitimately commit identity theft by making the client compliant and docile. Senile crazy puppets sucked dry by vampires.
Then they began to see a another usefulness. They could use the more violent and aggressive of these clients to terrorize the local community. Because they were "helping  people" everyone would allow it to continue. The power of these institutions to affect negative outcomes on surrounding communities creates a useful tool for real estate price fixing and development.
You rob and kill the old ones by driving them crazy then "giving them a helping safe environment" to die peacefully in, and you concentrate and distribute drugs to the dangerous mental patients which then go out after breakfast at your facility and walk down the street begging and creating havoc until they reach teh liquor store, mix some of that with their meds, then proceed to find things to steal and sell for more drugs, get caught, cry "I'm an addict", the intitution steps in, the person is back on the street.
Then there came an even greater benefit.
You see, if you rip someone off, someone who isn't crazy, if you are the owner of several institutions then you have several places where you can enter information to make sure that the non existent fraud investigation team in your country will never take the person seriously.
They learned the techniques from the catholics actually....they used it against any enemy of the church, but also took targets from rich families and government.
If you want an example to look at, try here:
The Kettle "Friendship" Society.
Looks awesome on the surface. Spews 20 jacked up shitheads out on the drive every morning after filling them up with food and caffeine. Their clients have poisoned a number of dogs in the area, terrorize residents, get completely drunk and high on crack in public, beg up and down the street, steal, and then go back for lunch and get their meds. Half of their "clients" are ex-cons being fed for their community destruction efforts, and the other half are nice people that were robbed or are in the process of having their property absorbed by the corporation that feeds them a cafeteria tray of donated slop.
And its owned by the same gangsters that own half of everything else here.
The helping hands of killer charities. And Puppet Minister Harper would throw people in jail for a couple joints if he could, after doing the ribbon cutting ceremony for an evil scam like this.
What a fucking world.

May 1 - Mayday, Bealtane, Walpurgis, and the Christianization/Secularization of the Holiday

Mayday,
Bealtane,
Walpurgis,
For thousands of years humans have celebrated at the end of winter, and everyone comes out in early may for 2 weeks and eats the last food from the cellars. They roast a spring animal or two to feast. The last ofthe winter beer comes out. Young people who are looking for love think of their lover as they twirl their ribbon round the may-pole in a community ritual and those who wish to HANDFAST make their wishes known to the community.
The christians want to tie people together for life, which is a control scheme, christian marriage. Handfasting is one of christianities greatest enemies, because more than two people can handfast together, and they are only bound for until the love lasts. They aren't bound forever and their property is not bound togeter, which is the purpose of christian marriage, the binding and theft of beliefs, rights and property.
So anyway, this is a good time to handfast. And there are far fewer restrictions, because it isn't considered a marriage by any christianized government administration in canada. Handfasting is strictly about LOVE not anything else, so people who love each other make vows in front of their friends, who are generally ok with most partnerships where two (or more) people of freewill can dedicate themselves to each other in a communal situation.
Bindings that pious christians would disapprove of for whatever reason can occur in handfasts as long as the people who are going to tie the mates hands together can accept it and walk up to them and tie them together, then it works. Many people write wishes for the lovers on the ribbons before they tie their hands.
50 ribbons is 50 people acknowledging the binding of the lovers.
The maypole is the absent or wished-for lover as one of its symbolisms. Tying a ribbon to it can be a spell to visualize and project your love.
The full moon nearest to may 1st is the actual important time. Its the christians who like solar dates in stone, pagans are more interested in celebrating while the moon is full.
Why the moon is more important is obviously too big of a topic for here. But consider that you are a bag of water (80%) with a bit of other material in the meat. So when the rock and stone of the earth gets elongated and ovoided by the travel of the moon, so does the water in your body sac. Its also a deep hereditary racial memory common to almost all humans to get goopy about the full moon, so that's reason enough for it.
It is a common time for etheric/astral travel of various humans practicing their succubi routines too.
Later the christians would demonize mayday as a time of "human sacrifice", which it really wasn't, but it was a good story to keep scared parishioners away from the pagan parties where they might get drunk and fuck someone who they weren't married to. Which is fine to a pagan, as long as your mate is cool with it.
This is the time when all the little witchies should be sending their spirit forms about, trying to find their mate through etheric spirit communication before they consumate in body. Or finding lovers in the dark in the woods. Lots of fertility rites. Damn fornicators. 8P
Most people get it wrong, but pagans are a lot less about orgies than people think. They just like fucking their mate or lover in a space where everyone can see their friends fucking each other. Even pagans get the idea that everyone fucking everyone leads to everyone getting herpes or worse.
They are generally an observant group of people, if maybe a little too trusting.
I was always more interested in the barbecue. Mmmm. See that's where the sacrifice stories come from. Really they just had a barbecue, but they all had a big prayer for the cow/goat/chicken first so the christians called it a sacrifice. It was a feast. The killing of the meat was a central part of the event because that's what everyone was going to eat for the next 3 days.
Anyways, this is the two week period of Bealtaine, so work yourself up into a frenzy for the full moon,
and watch out for the Christians, who will always try to jack your party.
If you want to participate in the Wild Hunt
You should get a little drunk and meditate on the full moon
Just so you know, you don't actually go running around, its an etheric travel thing.
Try it!
You might like it.
Any Pretty little kinkster witchies out there who are well off enough to drag the hobo wizard around?
8P
Notice how the two most important Pagan celebrations, Bealtaine and Samhain, don't have public holidays? And their are christian and secular holidays almost immediately before and after?
Its to keep people from celebrating on THEIR special spiritual time.
The administrative burning of the witches.
Watch out for GHB on May Day. Its the number one tool of the christians against pagans right now. No VPD officer will ever investigate the GHB rape of a pagan. Seriously. That's why there is so much of it. It only costs $10 to buy a dose of liquid rape in Vancouver, and there are litres of it ready to be used against you all with impunity. The best thing pagans can do for themselves as a group is by some of those GHB detection strips. Personally I think they should be freely available from the VPD, but they wouldrather turn their heads and pretend there isn't any GHB being used against you. Really, you weren't drugged, you're just a witchy slut right?
Real pagans like to drink, and even use entheogens, but passing around bottles with GHB in it is really rape. IMHO. And if you can't remember your "ritual" there isn't a lot of point in pretending its important to you.
One last warning: where you have your "rituals" can be fatal to you! I've seen a couple of large witch/pagan groups disbanded simply because they rented a hall that was run by christianized gangster rednecks. In less than 3 years their numbers halved. They were identified and targeted after their parties in the hall by gangs using the surveillance footage from the hall's security and the guestbook information. They never realized until it was too late that there was a reason those people offered them the hall so cheap. They were attacked one at a time and never realized that it was their own belief that they would be treated equally in todays society that they were able to be divided.

Johfra Bosschart "sabbath"

from http://visionaryrevue.com/webtext2/jofgall1.html

You might notice I haven't mentioned any specific deity or deities associated with May 1.
Because there are deities from every culture and belief connected with spring rites and festivals, so take your pick or just enjoy the feast without one.

All pagans don't necessarily have deities, and those that do often have wildly differing ones.

Optimistic Responses for Happy-Fags, well off Slaves and fake "Christians"

How are You today?

I'm not so great. But you don't want to hear that.
Its easier to believe I deserve this.

You actually have no interest in talking to me
and your opinions drain me
your mind is actually very small
and I do not have time any longer

to pretend

When you are robbed of what you have
I will not
be able to care
either

divided we were
conquered

So have a good fucking day
and fuck off with your fake shit
keep your plastic smile
to yourself

fucker.

Just fuck right off

and snuffle back to the trough

Conduit

Try this
You have a partner
someone you've made love to before
put another lover between yourselves
and try to touch each other
through
them

Celtic - Gaulish

Here's an interesting question for you to ponder.
Are all threesomes "queer"?
I mean, if you have a threesome, there is automatically 2 people of the same sex in the menage.
So if 2 guys make out with one girl at the same time, how come its not considered homoerotic?
I mean, obviously in 2 hours in bed there is no way that one boys balls are goin to touch the other boys skin.
etc.
That's why pagans focus on the threesomes.
It breaks up the christianized thinking about lovers and bodies and "sin".
It also strengthens and expands our ability to empathize and communicate.
Just choose carefully. There's lot's of herpes in the pagan and witchy communities. It gets used as a weapon back and forth.

serializednovel.wordpress.com - The Fist

I'm really trying to plug my serialized novels blog.
I have 3 novels going at once, and a page for short unsorted stories.
I have only managed to snag 12 homo sapiens to peruse it so far.
Help. Please. I'm getting performance anxiety. I equate web page hits with phallic ego obsession.
=P
24 chapters across 3 books so far. 15 chapters of Space Tunnel to Asslandia.

Here is chapter 2 from book one whose working title is:
The Lo-Tech Hobo Hero and the Mysterious Conspiracy of Evil Killer Shits

The Fist
He could remember when he had found the Fist, yet he could not remember exactly when.

He remembered a time when he did not have it. Even five years ago he couldn’t remember having it.

Drunk, he was meditating. Smoking a spliff. He had the tibetan zim incense he’d splurged four bucks on and four cans of hi test left. He’d already polished off two tall cans of 8% before he’d started the six-pack. Just the way he liked it. Fuck asceticism.

In the other way of seeing he is not in a room smaller than a jail cell with no furniture, sitting on the floor, smoke curling up.

There, he is standing. It is a field. A battlefield. Bodies everywhere. Armour. Shields. Nothing is moving. The blood is dry. There are no carrion feeders or smoke. Two banners across the field hang limply down with no wind to move them. The sun is obscured by a reddish overcast extending to dark grey. His hair is very long, with string intricately woven on the ends of something like thin dreadlocks, dirty blonde.

The Fist is on his right hand. Nothing else moves as he pans his view. Rolling hills. Unfamiliar grass. He doesn’t recognize any markings. He has never been to this place in his real life, but who he is here, standing, has lived his whole life there. There is a hammer made of stone and carved wood leaning against his leg, head on the ground. There is no blood on the Hammer. He clenches the Fist and looks at it. The Fist mourns as much as he does, but he is hard, not weeping. Dry. Like the blood.

Then he is sitting in his room again, reaching for another beer. There are tears on his face, streaming into his mouth.

The Fist remains, invisible

The Christuus Gnosis Tarot Reference

I have a really great tarot reference I created using a number of decks in a massive orphalese tarot torrent. I put my 8 favourite decks in an html table with the rider waite meanings. Its pretty sweet, but I haven't converted it to any other format, like doc or pdf, because it was made for viewing on the laptop. You need to use the browser scrolling and zooming for it to work for you, so I made it in dreamweaver. If you want a copy and your email can take 39 meg attachments let me know and I'll send it to you.

 This link MIGHT work. If it does, let me know.