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Sunday, May 12, 2019

evil christian mothers

I hate
my mother
One of those ignorant, dumb, evil christians who discriminate against the fags and dykes and atheists in the family, even tho she was a gnarly dyke for 10+ yrs until she was "born again"
unable to read anything not on the Oprah booklist, she believes all the fags will go to hell and the atheists are "crazy"
believing in "creation" and the scientific "myth" of the dinosaurs
An evil christian who gave $60k to her church over a decade
but wouldn't help any of her offspring start a business or get going
because they weren't good christians
and her pool was worth $60k
her sons were worth jack
anyone else have an evil christian mother?
call a spade a spade and an idiot an idiot.
Remember the evil nasty gossipy christian mom in Donnie Darko?
She's nastier than that.
I hope she has a shitty day and a shittier death

Saturday, March 30, 2019

How is Justin Trudeau doing? Is he worth keeping? What are the alternatives?

so on October 21, 2019 we do the election crapfest again.

How is Trudeau doing?

Myself, I am completely disappointed with the PM of our country
I had really high hopes
that he would be the leader to really change things after so many years of fascist gov't

The Mulroney years were the dark ages of Canada
worse than Mulroney

1.
Canadian "healthcare" is SHIT.
The provinces have filthy clinics full of ppl waiting longer than an hour for a 20 min appt
Only one issue is worked on each visit
so if you have 5 issues it could take 10 visits
All the clinics and doctors are stingy with painkillers

to keep ppl from "being addicted"
and the outcome of that christianized moral stance is
PAIN

ppl live in pain here

What has Justin Trudeau done to fix it?
Jack fucking shit.

Mass murder and torture of the poor

2.
Legal aid still does not exist in the country anymore
Harper cut all funding for legal aid in civil matters
so basically any wealthy person can rip off anyone
and there's zero chance of suing
So Justice doesn't actually exist
as much as we pretend

3.
The courts need to be overhauled
Test all the employees of the court
including the Judges, lawyers and support staff for cocaine!

The courts are filled with Christians
its as bad as any taliban
Coke snorting christians running the court
making sure their rich christian buddies get the swag
4.
The CRTC was defanged by harper
Fix it you wimp!

How do you expect to win  again if the entire media system of your country is controlled by the christians of the CBC or the other stations which are controlled by American money (the CIA)

Its crap
3/4 of canadian tv is gun porn that idolizes the military, the cia, the fbi, the police
its frickin crap!! Murderers and vigilantes continuosly.

All of the "hit" canadian shows of the last 10 years
look at the money, the writers, the top production staff,
theyre all Americans!!

5.

Friday, February 15, 2019

ungooglifying your android

ungooglifying your android

Mother Google is everywhere.
Mother CIA.
The CIA owns Google,
heart and soul

You don't have to believe me of course.

Maybe you're just tired of Google everywhere on your phone, Google Play, Google Maps, Google saving your Calendar and Contacts, the "voice recognition services"

Maybe your just another realistic paranoid
staring at your android
thinking
"I thought this was open source!
Why is it constantly determinig my location and asking for permissions to ...!"

Most ppl are fine with stock Android and Apple IOS.
They don't care about tracking
they are "good consumers"

If you are still reading
then perhaps you are not one of those silly sheep carrying a portable surveillance device on themselves willingly.

The Patriot Act 1 & 2 force companies to place NSA backkdoors in all closed source and encrypted communication tech.

And Google is owned
by Mother.

So.
We can use this Apple idiot IOS shite
with its Skynet protocol embedded in Bonjour
and its machine grinding Itunes and Blah Blah
Or we can go Android and and get Mother Google wiping our asses and giving us a little blue line from where we are to where we want to be.

Fuck.
There are these things called MAPS.

Save yourself if you can!
Ungooglify!

Here's how you can remove all of the Google
and all of the phone company spyware
and the micro$hit
from you Android device.

This is NOT for a computer newbie
if you don't know the difference between fat 32 and ntfs or ext4 or what an .iso file is
you may be in over your head

but I'll try to make it easy if you persist

OK.
You got your funky android phone.
I have to say right now that your phone SERVICE provider "might" have some sort of issues with you doing this, but what I will show you to do is not harmful but beneficial so you should be able to deal with it diplomatically.

Or use a cheap other phone to try it on first before you tackle your main device.

It is definately possible to Brick it
but it is also definately possible to unbrick it
its just a lot of work

Our Android phone is running a computer operating system called android.

Android is "based" on linux which in turn was built on the foundations of Unix.

Android is basically a linux style OS under the hood and you can prove that to yourself by Rooting the phone, looking at the filesystem (which is laid out in Unix style) and installing a terminal and running linux/unix commands to the shell.

We haven't Rooted it yet though so we will have to get there.

When you  phone starts up
it first calls a Bootloader

This is the black screen at the start of a pc booting up where it says Amibios/Phoenix/American Megatrends/etc. then it checks the ram and hard drives and selects the boot drive with the OS

The phone has a separate "partition" that holds a "factory image" of the operating system so that if you muck up your phone you can reboot into a "Recovery Mode" which will allow you to "factory reset" the phone to the original stae when it was shipped.

The Bootloader can boot to the OS or boot into a Recovery Mode, a separate small tiny operating system designed to allow you to maintain and restore the device or "debug" it with commands while it is connected to a PC.

In order to put our own Android and configuration on the phone we have to wipe out the manufacturers "recovery partition" and os and replace it with one that has the ability to load device "images" that are not officially endorsed by the manufacturer.

there are a few Recovery Mode "images" we could use
I am going to focus on "Team Win Recovery Project" known generally as TWRP

If we can put TWRP on the Recovery Mode then we can load the device with new info in several ways

Unfortunately
our beloved device manufacturers love their bloated spyware riddled messes that they call an operating system and to "protect you" they encrypt the Bootloader so that the Recovery Image can only be loaded with an encrypted manufacturers image.

So we have to beg them for a key to unlock the bootloader so it will let us continue with our warranty voiding mission.

Obviously, it must be a phone you own at this point, because you have to go to the maufacturers website to get the unlock code for the bootloader.

It will tell you what to do
you will have to boot your phone into the manufacturers recovery, and probably install a utility to get a code back from the phone

you send this to them using the provided form
and you will get an unlock code with instructions to unlock your bootloader

Once you have the bootloader unlocked you will never have to do it again unless you restore the phone with the full manufacturer's device image.

so you unlock the bootloader
Download TWRP (the .IMG file, not the apk)

At this point, if you didn't have to do it to get the bootloader unlock code you have to get ADB and install it.

On Linux, to install ADB use:
$ sudo apt-get install android-tools-adb android-tools-fastboot
or install adb and fastboot with package manager

In windows we can either install a minimal adb fastboot
https://forum.xda-developers.com/showthread.php?t=2317790

or we can usually get a specific adb/fastboot from the manufacturer that sometimes has extras

or we can install the Android Studio Developer ide and tools and after installing 5G or so we can copy over the 9 megs or so

its easier to find a small adb/fastboot
its just 4 files in a folder

ADB is the Android Debug Bridge
https://developer.android.com/studio/command-line/adb

At this point I need to explain the crucial detail for you to understand:

Each phone is different
even from the same manufacturer
even from different production runs of the same device
this is because of drivers
in one build there is X networking card and y fm radio device and Z bluetooth chip, while a different model might use different chips for all 3
As well, the android devices throttle cpu speeds according to activity to maximize battery life and there are special drivers for that power management for each and every main cpu chip

So the Factory Reset that we use to boot up and load the main image in has to be written specifically for that phone, and any ROM image that we want to install containing either the manufacturers device image and the applicattions, or a custom ROM with proper drivers for the device and a base set of apps suited for the device, we need reset images .img and ROMS .rom that are SPECIFIC for our device.

the first place to look is here:
https://forum.xda-developers.com

Look for the specific forum for your device
you will find links to custom roms and recovery for each device in a separate forum.

The same goes for TWRP recovery, you need one for your specific device.

My phone is an HTC one for example.
There are several variants for the htc one and specific carriers (phone) have specific roms and recovery.
see here
https://twrp.me/Devices/HTC/

My specific phone is HTC one m7 GSM
GSM means a general unlocked phone with no specific phone carrier.

so these are the files
and starting with the latest one I install them and try them eventually settling on a previous version
https://dl.twrp.me/m7/twrp-2.7.1.1-m7.img.html

which as you can see by the filename is for the m7 specifically

Once TWRP is installed (which I'll explain) then we can load a new operating system base android onto the phone, but the ROM has to be for the m7 too!

so first I go here
https://forum.xda-developers.com/showthread.php?t=2428276

this is all the stock recovery roms from the manufacturer in case I want to go back to the bloated spyware that it came with.

So  this is the place to start for my phone
https://forum.xda-developers.com/htc-one/general

there I find:
a better windows driver so I don't have to use the HTC sync software, it will just appear in windows
https://forum.xda-developers.com/htc-one/general/driver-htc-driver-4-17-0-001-2016-06-20-t3402216

it also has this tutorial about resetting to stock
https://forum.xda-developers.com/showthread.php?t=2358738

updated adb and fastboot for the device
https://forum.xda-developers.com/htc-one/general/tool-updated-ad

so this forum gives me a set of mods I could try and their specific forum pages for each
https://forum.xda-developers.com/htc-one/general/nougat-roms-international-htc-one-m7-t3524060

and after trying about 10 of them settle on XenonHD which is based on "Lineage OS" which is a common rom used as a base Android build.
https://forum.xda-developers.com/htc-one/orig-development/rom-xenonhd-5-0-2-beta1-27-12-14-t2986038

I choose zenon because it is very slim and has a only a couple important applications and no google.
XenonHD is a security conscious OS.

base roms are about 350 megs and 1G when installed
the 4 that work for me are Slim, AICP, Resurrection, and XenonHD. Slim is too slim and the other two are fine but not as finely tuned as XenonHD imho.

http://www.xenonhd.com/

So I'll settle  on this one that works XenonHD 18 m7

the basic instructions:

You signed on to the manufacturers website into their developer section and you filled out the form or whatever other hoop you jumped and you got the unlock code for the bootloader.

You followed the instructions to install the unlock code into the bootloader.

You have booted into factory reset mode and at the top of your phone it says "tampered - bootloader unlocked" to test it

reboot the phone and on your computer you have intalled the sync manager and or the windows drivers
copy over the TWRP .img and the customrom.zip into the Download folder on the phone or even into the music folder, so you'll see it for sure.

reboot into factory reset mode
on my phone this is power and volume down at the same time for 3 sec.

Make sure the phone is plugged into the computer now and you have installed the adb fastboot into a folder.

lets say its c:\adb\

browse to that folder in windows and you will see 4 files.

right click in the window while pressing the control key and choose "open command prompt here"

or run cmd.exe
type

cd c:\adb

on the phone
look at the options in reset mode
there is boot
fastboot
recovery
etc

use the volume and pwr buttons to choose "fastboot"
your phone should switch to fastboot mode in red and it should after second say fastboo-usb if the cable is connected

on the computer type
fastboot devices

and your device should be listed

if it isn't retry or check the fastboot section of xda for your device

it should

copy the TWRP from wherever it is on you windows machineinto the folder where adb and fastboot are
rename it twrp.img

type in the folder c:\adb\ at the commandline
fastboot flash recovery twrp.img

which means fastboot load image twrp.img and flash/write it to the partition called recovery.

it should start connecting then upload

when it is finished on the phone go out of fastboot mode back into the bootloader, and choose Recovery Mode.



The device should boot into TWRP
if it doesn't
just back into fastboot and  try another TWRP .img
you don't have to rename it it just makes it easier to type.

You can also use the same process to install cyanogen or another recovery img instead of twrp

you should now load into a recovery that does not look  like something from your manufacturer

if it works you can reboot your phone and it should be as it always was except the recovery is different under the hood

so lets get to the wiping out the rest of it bit

copy everything you like off the phone.
data "should" be safe but I'm not looking over your shoulder so be smart and back up.

Go back to the bootloader and into recovery mode
choose "install"
navigate to the xenonhd.zip or whatever rom you put in downloads or music.

let it do its thing
if it doesn't say successful keep trying
its best the first time to download 3 different rom types and more then one of each and put them in download so you can test 4-6 for compatibility and useability. I usually give them short simle names like xen17.zip and xen18.zip

it takes only 10 minutes or less to flash a rom and reboot.

its faster if you don't have craploads of music and documents on the device as those get counted on each roms first boot.

note that when you boot into a new rom if you have a file exploere in the rom you can look around and see your data files should still be there,  music files and stuff should too.

the documents are in a different filesystem partitionthan the system files so you can change roms and not lose all music and pics and docs

contacts usually flush though.

there you go!
take it for a spin!

I'll add some applications for you and explain how to do everything you would do with google, without using google.

but for now you have an unbloated non-spy phone!

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Pt.2

When you first get your phone
before you start it up and first connect it to the internet
or after you've factory reset it with the manufacturer reset
your phones OS at the start with no movies/apps etc. is about 1.5 G.
Once you set up networking and connect to the net and let the phone update
the manufacturer will bloat your phone OS out to 6-9G in the nest day or so!

An OS only needs about 1.5 G for any computing device and basic applications.

The slimmest I've seen is 700 megs for a phone OS that workedm but it was basically only useable as a phone and basic browsing.

A good replacement OS on your phone will start at about 1.2 G with everything working and after you add some basic productivity, media viewing, games, and utilities it will end up at around 1.5 G

and it will not grow!

my phone doesn't have an extra SD slot so I definately did not want 5-7 G of completely useless crap that was intent on recording my every word and location and music preference

I wanted that extra 5 G for music and I have a personal dislI definate do NOT need someone to tell me where I am or give me a blue line from where I am to where I am going

so I now have the XenonHD or some other rom on my phone

What do I need to make it usefull?

it doesn't have Google installed?
and no Google Play?
no Google Maps?
No Gmail alerts?
No Facrack popups?

How can that be useful you might think.

The GSuite takes about 1.5 G itself
Facecrack is 460 megs!

Are there alternatives?
That work?

Yes.

To install apps into an android device we use two methods.
one is Google Play.
GPlay itself is an app, along with about 10 other apps in the GSuite, they are all installed together, installing one gets the others eventually.

it's so convenient most ppl never question Mother Google and her updates.

without google play to autmatically install apps you select using your gmail credentials etc., how do you get apps?

by downloading .APK android package files
so you look on a web search or Google Play for free apps you want to try, then search the web for a .apk

If your rom doesn't include an app called "files" or"file manager" to look at the files on the devices and select downloaded files try M/Xplorer or 7zipper.apk and it will be easier

untill you have a file explorer  you can only install a .apk by clicking the notification in the status bar that tells you it has downloaded


If you look at the apps on the basic rom you've installed over the factory one you see no google at all.

if you do,
try another rom
or spend the time uninstalling every single Google app.

Gmail itself, will run in your browser.
so you can get your mail.

the browser itself should not be Chrome
that's Mother Goolgle, uninstall it if its there and get Firefox Lite (27meg) instead of the full FFox (100meg). You also might find if you look in the apps of the phone there might be and unrecognized icon that is called "browser". If that works you might be fine but I have found that using FFox lite is best because you no that facecrack and google and everything will work in a FFox browser in a pinch.

I turn off location services and speech recognition on my phone.
Speech recognition is fun, but basically it records all speech around it into a text file
even when it is sleeping

Mother google gets a little update every once in a while containing everything said around the phone.
you agreed to let it so it could "train the voice recognition"

right.

Anyway lets get a replacement for google maps which we can use in the FFox browser if we need to.

I use Maps ME.
You install it
choose the cities that you want maps for
it downloads a 40meg pack for each city or district
it works offline

Maps ME is free and uses open source maps
it works fine
I can read a maps and don't need directions.
if you want to talk to your phone to get where you are going
fine
I'm fine with looking at a maps and navigating by myself without Mother holding my hand.

Facecrack is pervasive. And gradually it will merge with Google into something more pervasive but for now lets get Facebook Lite which is 120m instead of 460 megs for the full facebook app and doesn't run like a sluggish snail or intrude on your notices when it's off.

The standard camera works but mine has a camera app from "cyanogen mod" that is very good, and there are numerous other better free camera apps with loads of options if the stock one on the rom you have installed sucks

To play music you will probably want a different player as most of the mods for phones have a very basic one

I use "Black Player" free version

there is an important note for you at this point if you use your phone for mp3 playing not just streaming.

in android/linux/unix ther are files and folders whose name start with a "dot"
they are called "dot files" and they are usually system files which  are hidden from the user

if you put 20 albums on your device
ones with album covers
in the music folder
when you open your photo viewer/gallery app
you might see all the album covers mixed in with your pictures!

The android os scans all the user data partition for media at startup

if a folder of pictures that isn;t in your dcim camera or picturs folders keeps showing, then you need to go into your music folder and place ".nomedia" file there.
in the top level of the music folder
the pictures should disappear from your gallery after a reboot since music won't be scanned

but then the standard music player won't see the music!

wow
major design oversight

so "Black Player" and a couple other music apps will ignore the .nomedia file

the other option is to change your gallery/viewer software to a better one that allows you to set "exceptions" on folders like the music folder and the software will not show the files in that set of folders

my favorite is called F-Stop

if you want the fm radio you will have to get the apk of the fm radio player that your manufacturer releases, most of them release an apk for their fm radio players to the main apk repositories as a service to their customers who have changed their devices.

to test the 3d capability of your device the 4 Xon games are good. You could download any one of them and test your 3d in about 5 minutes

for free apk word games I suggest Crosswords Free, Wordsearch Free, Hangman Free, and Word Connect
all of which play offline

if you are addicted to games on google play
you are forever lost.
Sorry.

I'll think a bit and add some more and at the end I'll give you some examples for the ADB and Fastboot like how to install remotely and unbrick your android over usb.

--

in the mean time here are some decent free applications to round out what you have in your base rom

uptodown, apkpure, apkmonk are 3 apk repositories you can search for apps in
all these are there

look for these apks:
audiofx - a system equalizer
blackplayer - music
pitchlab - guitar/instrument tuner
OpenDocument reader - read openoffice files
x-plore - file manager
7zipper - file manager
m/x - file manager
wi fi ftp server - ftp
root checker - check for root permission (advanced)
magisk - superuser root permission activator
simple calendar - calendar that saves on the device not to google
colornote - notes
f-stop - media viewer/gallery
Firefox lite/facebook lite - ick
bluetooth multiconnect - play to 3 bt devices at once
bluetooth talkie - phone becomes a walkie talkie thru bt
chess free - well...
pdf creator - pdfs
epub - ereader
pluma - vector draw
pen tool svg - vector draw
artflow - sketchbook/art
tayasui sketches - sketchbook/art
wave editor for android -record edit audio


wierd code dev stuff:
AIDE - androide ide
CppDroid - C++ ide/compiler
Quoda - C++/Java ide













Wednesday, January 30, 2019

the bullet in the head

I give a shout out to the living dead
Who stood and watched as the feds cold centralized
So serene on the screen, you was mesmerized
Cellular phones, soundin' a death tone
Corporations cold turn ya to stone before ya realize
They load the clip in, omnicolor
they pack the nine, fire it at the prime time
They sleeping gas every home like it was Alcatraz
And mothafuckas lost their minds!

Just victims of the in-house drive-by
They say jump, you say how high
-la rocha
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fI677jYfKz0


When finally you surrender to us, it must be of your own free will. We do not destroy the heretic because he resists us: so long as he resists us we never destroy him. We convert him, we capture his inner mind, we reshape him. We burn all evil and all illusion out of him; we bring him over to our side, not in appearance, but genuinely, heart and soul. We make him one of ourselves before we kill him. It is intolerable to us that an erroneous thought should exist anywhere in the world, however secret and powerless it may be. Even in the instant of death we cannot permit any deviation. In the old days the heretic walked to the stake still a heretic, proclaiming his heresy, exulting in it. Even the victim of the Russian purges could carry rebellion locked up in his skull as he walked down the passage waiting for the bullet. But we make the brain perfect before we blow it out.
-orwell

Friday, January 18, 2019

Supreme Ignorance

The amount of ignorance of intersexuality exhibited by the 5 doctors and members of the court at my civil action last week astounded me.
Intersex people are forced to deal with GP's who are completely ignorant and even discriminatory or outright mocking towards them.
so this is for the ignorant Supreme Court of BC.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intersex

and here is a quote from it

According to the UN Office of the High Commissioner for Human Rights:
Intersex people are born with sex characteristics (including genitals, gonads and chromosome patterns) that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies.
Intersex is an umbrella term used to describe a wide range of natural bodily variations. In some cases, intersex traits are visible at birth while in others, they are not apparent until puberty. Some chromosomal intersex variations may not be physically apparent at all.[2]

more from wikipedia about it
Human rights institutions are placing increasing scrutiny on harmful practices and issues of discrimination against intersex people. These issues have been addressed by a rapidly increasing number of international institutions including, in 2015, the Council of Europe, the United Nations Office of the United Nations High Commissioner for Human Rights and the World Health Organization. These developments have been accompanied by International Intersex Forums and increased cooperation amongst civil society organizations. However, the implementation, codification, and enforcement of intersex human rights in national legal systems remains slow.
Areas of concern include non-consensual medical interventions; stigma, discrimination and equal treatment; access to reparations and justice; access to information and support, and legal recognition.

there is a separate wpage about intersex human rights violations
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intersex_human_rights

which states:
intersex people face stigmatisation and discrimination from birth. In some countries, particularly in Africa and Asia, this may include infanticide, abandonment and the stigmatization of families.
...Non-consensual medical interventions to modify the sex characteristics of intersex people take place in all countries where the human rights of intersex people have been explored....

there is also a specific page about genital normalization surgeries
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intersex_medical_interventions


For Intersex Awareness Day, October 26, UN experts including the Committee against Torture, the Committee on the Rights of the Child and the Committee on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities, along with the Council of Europe Commissioner for Human Rights, the Inter-American Commission on Human Rights and United Nations Special Rapporteurs called for an urgent end to human rights violations against intersex persons, including in medical settings. The experts also called for the investigation of human rights abuses, access to reparations, and the implementation of anti-discrimination measures:[27]
In countries around the world, intersex infants, children and adolescents are subjected to medically unnecessary surgeries, hormonal treatments and other procedures in an attempt to forcibly change their appearance to be in line with societal expectations about female and male bodies. When, as is frequently the case, these procedures are performed without the full, free and informed consent of the person concerned, they amount to violations of fundamental human rights...
States must, as a matter of urgency, prohibit medically unnecessary surgery and procedures on intersex children. They must uphold the autonomy of intersex adults and children and their rights to health, to physical and mental integrity, to live free from violence and harmful practices and to be free from torture and ill-treatment. Intersex children and their parents should be provided with support and counselling, including from peers.[27]
In 2017, the human rights non-governmental organizations Amnesty International[28][29] and Human Rights Watch[30][31][32] published major reports on the rights of children with intersex conditions.

In Canada the old physicians in power hang on to the term Gender Dysphoria
which I consider offensive
as do others(wikipedia):
"Disorders of sex development" (DSD) is a contested term,[9][10] defined to include congenital conditions in which development of chromosomal, gonadal, or anatomical sex is atypical[....]
the now defunct Intersex Society of North America itself remarked that intersex is not a disorder.[99] Other intersex people, activists, supporters, and academics have contested the adoption of the terminology and its implied status as a "disorder", seeing this as offensive to intersex individuals who do not feel that there is something wrong with them, regard the DSD consensus paper as reinforcing the normativity of early surgical interventions, and criticizing the treatment protocols associated with the new taxonomy.[100]
Sociological research in Australia, published in 2016, found that 3% of respondents used the term "disorders of sex development" or "DSD" to define their sex characteristics, while 21% use the term when accessing medical services. In contrast, 60% used the term "intersex" in some form to self-describe their sex characteristics.[81] U.S. research by the Lurie Children's Hospital, Chicago, and the AIS-DSD Support Group published in 2017 found that "disorders of sex development" terminology may negatively affect care, give offense, and result in lower attendance at medical clinics.[89][88]

Sunday, January 13, 2019

Szaz who?

Just finished 5 days of supreme court
I wish I had some of this mans work in there with me...
more later....
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thomas_Szasz

https://books.google.ca/books?id=d840e94r4y0C&printsec=frontcover&redir_esc=y#v=onepage&q&f=false


Tuesday, December 18, 2018

The bullshit grows around our "great communities" of Canada

I f your "community" is so fucking great,
then why do all your children leave?

A truly "great" community would find a place for its children to live and work

Canadian children can't get jobs in their communities
because we either hire from the Temporary Foreign worker program
or ppl from the suburbs

your children that grew up in your community leave
they can't get a job anywhere around your community
they can\t afford a house in your "community"

Canadians are fucking bullshitters

Buy Local?
Bullshit.

Local is your community
not some business person who lives 50 miles away and rents in your community thenhires ppl from outside it to sell things to ppl who come to visit your "community"

Your children all flee
they don't come back

That isn't a community
that's a steaming pile of shit.

Tuesday, December 04, 2018

Whew.

The Anthropologist's letter is done!
I believe its in its final form, 26 pages and 3600 words.

Whew.
Its a fast read really
and the clincher ending about the fate of the monkeys, Heaven, and the alien who was Jesus concludes!
There will be more!
I've been working 5 years on this story and it will actually be a novel in the end.

excerpt...


The name isn't Heaven
It's Haven
That's what we called it in monkey
but things always change
going around
the fire

when you leave
you will be going
Somewhere
that you possibly never reach

Along the way you will fight
yourselves
you will go mad confronting the Space

We will watch.
Eventually there will be nothing human about you
except your brains
and finally you will leave those

That is when you will find the way
to Haven
That is when we will show you
home

Thursday, November 22, 2018

The Anthropologist's Letter

The Anthropologist's Letter
By Christuus Gnosis

This is where it begins.
Not before.

Shitty monkeys.
Watching you year after year
throwing your shit at each other
robbing each other
the poverty and the dying and the bleakness

monkeys

All the races of the galaxy that rise out of their sun’s gravity well
Go through stages

growth evolution intellect tools language
and then it comes
that time
when a race of beings

can destroy themselves

More often than not we see them choke on their own garbage

But those that can rise up and do
those are what we watch for

Anthropologists
like me

Fucking monkeys

At this point in your history you can wipe out your entire biosphere in more than 20 ways
and there are at least 5 possible Mass Extinction events that could occur

The monkeys could all be gone soon

I have been watching you for 9000 years
That’s not how old I am
I am far older
but this story is not mine

It is a story about monkeys
primates
that learned to fly

and went into space

I came with the others like me
when the first monkeys started to make electricity
Out in the desert places now
They were much greener places then

That is when

When you learned to make an electrical potential move
those waves traveled

And here we are
Observing the primates as they design their own doom.

I have helped so often
I wear the skin of a primate through all these different lifetimes

but I cannot help you with the final test

Every galactic species has faced it
That is why we came
we had to see
if you could do it
or if you would fail

And then there would be never any monkeys anywhere else in the galaxy

Its not you
that we care about
it is ourselves

Thousands of civilizations have come to this point
and failed the test

They were never allowed to leave their solar systems
many were outright obliterated

quickly

There is a point in every species evolution where they can save themselves

They lift off from their planet
and learn to build habitats off of their homeworld

Knowing that their world is doomed
to eventually be unlivable or
destroyed

And so we are sent to watch

and see

What happens next is the greatest test of all.

Almost a quarter of species that go into space
Fail.

The heads of state and prime ministers and presidents
the Kings

Go offworld
And 1/4 of the species that do this
leave the rest

behind.

After that,
no matter how advanced they become
having selected only the
“best”

they will
to us

the Rest of Us
The Species that interact
in the other galaxies

be criminals
criminals against their own species

unfit to leave their system

The Species that can go into space
can ALWAYS
without fail

if they try

Save All
of their People

All the Rest.

I’m sorry monkeys
I’ve loved so many of you

But I really don’t think
You’re going to make it.


I had to reset the machines.

I didn’t even know you had been using them

Well.
Some of you were using them.
Using technology you found

Monkey tech.
Monkey tech based on a knowledge of the machines
But still

So I had to reset them.

I only changed one.
Rebooted it.

Let it run its
self diagnostic
check its rules

It only took the machine 3 minutes to assess 300 years of misuse
7 machines controlled through one monkey hack

7 observation posts from what was once about 30
and is now about 10

10 left untouched by the monkeys
All the rest

Melted.

The machines were organic rock
formed
they had morality sensors

The machine I reset could tell immediately
it had been misused

Every machine connected to it reset within minutes
and melted.

They couldn’t affect anything
but you monkeys will make any tool a weapon
and the machines were giving you vast knowledge
about the current state of your world
And of course
you used it to dominate your people.

I didn’t turn it off and melt it.
I only reset it.
The machine itself made the decision
that it had been used

They melted themselves.


The part of your world where the moon was smashed off
is slipping

You’re burning yourselves to the edges of the continents

The water is becoming toxic

But more than shitty monkeys
more than that
for you will be stranded here I think


More than 200 thousand years ago I had to assess another race
another star

They would not stay put
and only 10% left the planet before it became almost unliveable
those left behind were in spaces as contained as any spaceship

We had to kill them all
But a lower form had arisen
so we couldn’t take out the whole planet

Their military and population were far ahead of yours

With the combined might and tech of several thousand suns
They were destroyed

in under
a day here


I don’t think you can do it monkeys


The reason we came through behind Uranus
was to keep from killing you ourselves
Everyone has the chance
To pass the test.

Every race.

So we made a Tear
a rip to come through
And once through in our bodies
not of meat
we built the portal
to contain the Tear
and keep it open

You tried to send the best of the best
They are criminals now
on the other side
Deserters who would leave their species to die
and save themselves

I know you think they are already dead
You sent them through the Tear
Where their bodies could not go

They are not dead
Their frozen bodies that you keep do not hold themselves

The part of themselves that matters crossed the Space
But they are criminals
not heroes
to Us.
------
I have already sent my report.
A while ago now.
Maybe a year.

Five times I have been Assessor.
Three times now Prime Assessor.

I have worn the skins and lived the lives of five planets.
I have flown above this world as a Dragon
and I have swam for 400 years as a whale

I hated that
being a whale
I forgot everything then
and just swam

more than 600 years ago that was

You maybe have 200.
Monkeys.
About 200 years you have to pass the test

In my report
I note
there is a chance

a pretty good one
for you to pass
and join with everyone else

You must understand
Primates
We have seen entire galaxies
laid waste
by warmongering sentients

So much was lost
There had to be
a test.

In five planets I have never been hunted so many times
hunted by monkeys
over
and over

It is because of my brother
who you call my father
over and over
because of his pride and arrogance

I took out his eye myself
Monkeys.
I took out his eye and hung him upside down

Until he saw the light
I was kind of pissed off
He had killed an entire village
of monkeys I loved

Monkeys I had babies with
As monkey
wearing a monkey skin

Fucker
I still love him
but he and I aren’t monkeys
so you can’t understand that he wasn’t my father or even my brother
but brother is the closest monkey speech can come.

He was playing with the weather.
Just playing.

Coastlines and islands obliterated
Monkeys I loved obliterated

My job was to walk the planet
as a monkey
observing
helping a bit with language and tech
things that weren’t weaponry

He was only supposed to be observing

It took me almost a hundred years to trap him in a monkey body so I could torture him for that.
I had to use the Hammer.

Do not misunderstand monkeys.
I am the Prime Assessor.

I hung him over the well that held the Tear
and made him watch the blood of his eye drip into it
Dying as it touched.

I shot him him with a lot of drugs too
If your monkey god exists he would have seen him

He who is not as I am not
a man
we are still
“friends”

He has been with me through 3 planets
and here
here we lost so much
more than anywhere else
more than 20 actually perished
from more than 600.

just recording
and helping you monkeys stand up

you just want to kill each other though
to keep things
that have no true value.

--------------


Where will your kings go?
What is it they will accomplish ?

We do not care for kings
Diamonds will not cross
the Tear
we have no need of them

What is greed ?

if anything can be made?

Anything
can be made

so we have no need
of kings


You must cross the Void first yourselves
We will not bring you

All of you must come
Or we will stop you.

Completely

You must cross yourselves
as every other has
before you may use
the Tear.

-------

The last of us are leaving

Finishing their research
into how the monkeys came
to kill themselves

before they tried to come
to Us

I will stay

It really is my job
to help you swim
but watch you sink
if you wish to.



I will tell you what happened to your people
the monkeys you sent
through the Tear

You have one ship
and a station there
behind Uranus
hidden from the other monkeys

The Tear is there
because bringing it any closer
would have killed you all

You sent the “best”
and you grieve

because the frozen meat of their bodies
makes you think
you have failed

They crossed
monkeys
they crossed

They would land in the halls
of the assessors

They are criminals
fleeing the death
of their planet

Each of them
This is what they will suffer.


Each of them

A hundred or so
Isn’t that how many?

Would land on the tiles
of the Assessors

They would be told of their crime
unable to move
moments later
they would be somewhere else
something else

Their task
Their Sentence

to help the species
they have become
to learn language
and tools

but no weapons

less than one in ten of them
will complete their sentence

They will die there.

Those
That do survive
will be Citizens

And possibly
Assessors


I’m sure you want the other machines
You will not find them
They are different

not surrounded
by other machines
and spaces

it is allowed for you
to find them

there is only the single test

There is no other
Monkeys

You do not all have to cross
The Space

But none of you can be left behind
on a destroyed planet.
You must lift up.

Or be
Destroyed

We have no mercy
with this one thing

if half of you are nothing

fuck you

Fuck you monkeys….
-------
------

Why would we feel this way?

I had to study the rise
and fall
of 500 species
before I became

A Researcher.

To become a true Assessor’s apprentice
took me far longer

far
far longer

shitty monkeys
you have come so close
you’re so beautiful

I have lived among you
I had monkey babies

O’Dahn made the changes to me
and I spread them.

But this was different
than other times

This place
you,

monkeys.

I am T’ or.

That is the closest sound will come
from a monkey

I am the one who wore
the skin of a Dragon
As I killed Lucifer

He was one of Us
and I killed him for good reason
We will leave it at that
for now

Beautiful they were,
O’Dahn’s Dragon creations
Almost a thousand years they would last

All gone
such lovely things

I appreciate lovely things
that monkeys like

I’ve loved many monkeys
------

It was V’alla
meaning both valley and village
There we learned
to make monkey speech

then we modified it
and gave it back

it takes a long time to learn
to use a different skin

I had been skinless for so long before I came here
to live with the monkeys


You see them leaving
I am sure

maybe 20 are left
we do not speak
or meet

we never did
meet again

after what happened

shit went down
here on monkey world

the kind of shit that judges must pore over

discerning
Why?

I’m sure that you can see them pass
They leave here without bodies
and arrive there almost a kilometer wide

At the Tear

I’m sure your devices
scream at each of their passings
you see them go

almost all of them now

Soon it will only be Me
and Him.

Atlantis still exists

It it is probably your best hope
If you destroy yourselves

Your dna preserved


Let me tell you
monkeys

how you may pass
the test

you need a lot of concrete
because you are still made of meat

you must make cylinders
not toruses

Make them out amongst the asteroids
the pieces
and send them in

You could use the dust from your moon
but you create too much debris to travel

Build your cylinders
closer to your sun
than your homeworld

Take more than all your people there
Trust me
Take everything and lift it up

give everything its place

Trust me.
This is the thing we most respect.

You haven't the power
for the cylinders
yet

you must build them closer
to power them
until you can power them yourselves

You do not
have time
to learn
that.

--------
The bracelets
are not of our making
The Blades

They are monkey things
based on knowledge
of our sciences

but monkey things

There were 400
I have killed 36 myself
and worn one

They are mad for good reason
batshit crazy
living only through another
forever

They were monkeys
just so you know
Not Demons as you thought

I think they are just over a hundred left

They are mad
because
they
all
want

to die

just over two thousand years
of living
but not

stuck on someones arm
unable to feel
a thing

Lifetime after lifetime

I understand
you do not have the psychology yet
to live without meat holding you
together
-------
At first we needed V'alla
To become any form
any species

to compress ourselves into their shells
to learn them

We need machines at first
Always
Every planet

It takes almost 20 lifetimes
before the machines
Are unnecessary

Around that time
Just before and after

That's when the shit hit the fan here
and hell really did
break loose.
-----------
We always tweak
the skills and abilities you need
to pass in time
before your world
dies

Always.

the molecules of the matter you are made from
their rules form the chain
which spirals
into being you

It is common here
this galaxy
all matter here is from the same source
so all life here builds on these spirals
here

not everywhere
-----------
O'Dahn would have killed you all
then
one ear missing

as he watched
them hang me

He would have killed all of you
that day

Forgive them
they're
monkeys
I said

more than 50 miles
he dragged my half dead
carcass

Judas carrying his brother
O'Dahn carrying T'or
That was 4000 years
after I took out his eye

understand
we are brothers

he dragged me to the tomb
so I could rest

Its only meat
you monkeys
-------------

It wasn't silver

It was platinum.

We needed the platinum
to save our two friends
They were in an Orb
too small for two of them

It was worth his ear and 6 days of my suffering
even the nails

it is only meat

You have no idea
monkeys
-------

At first
you were drinking your filth
monkeys

and I had to spread
the Changes

So I was King

Rudra, King of monkeys
It was peaceful
there was a lot of hope

But I had to become
Kalkin of the Bright Sword
Then Shiva

I do not think you will pass
monkeys.

------
The panokoi
are my children

we do not care
if there are crosses
or crescents

on your starships

They will disappear
in an instant
if you leave

my monkey children.
--------
I am older
than Chronos

I did not care
for their game

I interceded
when necessary
I think

You called me Pan
That body wasn't
All monkey

Half of it
was O'Dahn's work

A genius he is
at that
-------
The matter you are made of
consists
of molecules

the Big Bang

Was someone like you
monkeys

Splat.
spiral maniacs
everywhere
------
You are killing my children
Hunting them

I know you are pissed off
monkeys

Every species is when they find out
and they all do
they all do the same thing
try to hunt them down
exterminate their best hopes

Understand
I did not come here in a body
I brought no alien skin or DNA
All those changes
are monkey DNA spliced

We didn't even do like you
splicing fish with tomatoes
Disgusting
it always goes bad when you do that

The bodies I wore
The monkeys I was
Were monkeys with necessary things
from other monkeys

to cross the Space
you must prepare
not the machines or the tech
but yourselves
your minds
---------
After 500 years in Space
Which is how long it takes

You cannot survive as meat
Your cultures and genders
will melt
You will replace each limb
until
you grow mad from the distance
from "eternal life"
Every species goes mad
and loses their meat
crossing the Space

Only the ones who remain in the cylinders
perhaps on the planet
if it survives

They will remain as they are far longer
but the Space
the Journey

Changes everyone.
------

I know you have found five of the strains
you are trying to kill them
Don't.

There are hundreds of other changes
made incrementally
many are combinations

One tribe here
one there
one there
close enough
that eventually they meet
something in one
combined with another

All from you
monkeys
all of it

Don't kill them
they are your best hope

---------------
You fear what they can do
my children

In a monkey skin
tweaked
I made monkey babies

Over and over
the time, the lives, the hunting

Almost 1500 years ago
You found out
and it only took
300 years from that
before you could find us

We do not care
I do not

I care
about the monkeys
it's part of my job to care
to be a monkey
to wear a monkey skin
have babies

It is necessary.

The Spirals were mapped
long ago
You have two, some have 3, 4, 5,
Their shape comes from the underlying
structure
of the matter
here

All of it came from the same place

A race of creatures
with spiral matter
blew themselves up
along with their
"enemies"
and here we are
with monkeys
--------
You cannot stop the patterns
of the Tree
of Pan
The Skein

They are there for a reason
the Akashic record
is the other half of the DNA

Your ancestors and our messages
_____________
We had to move quicker
Time is running out
for the monkeys

---------------
You keep killing each other
screwing each other over
for something
that will be gone soon

prepare

You still have time
to pass
the test.
----
We didn't come to enslave you
We embedded these images in your DNA
for a reason

We gave you the Wheel for a reason
We gave you the Merkebah and the Dharmachakra
for a reason

There are wheels on the ground
Wheels in the sky
Wheels of Morality and Truth

You needed to move faster
We gave you Wheels
and many other things
Your minds are even more important than your bodies

Jump up!
Jump up fast
monkeys
Jump up fast and far

or die
----------
I remember sitting with Him
in our monkey bodies
drunk

I had been here 500 years
and him about 400

We were laughing so hard monkeys
You couldn't get the wheel
the death of your planet looming
the end of your species

and you were dragging everything everywhere

We laughed so hard
and decided you had to learn

I know you pride yourself on your smarts
but seriously

From the first time I showed a monkey to make a wheel
to when I finally saw a monkey with a wheel I didn't make
or help make

almost 1500 years

1500 years of showing monkeys over and over how to make a wheel
we even embedded it in your DNA memories
and broadcast it to hundreds of settlements with crystals

Half a million monkeys dreaming of wheels
and it still took that long
----------------
The name isn't Heaven
It's Haven
That's what we called it in monkey
but things always change
going around
the fire

when you leave
you will be going
Somewhere
that you possibly never reach

Along the way you will fight
yourselves
you will go mad confronting the Space

We will watch.
Eventually there will be nothing human about you
except your brains
and finally you will leave those

That is when you will find the way
to Haven
That is when we will show you
home

You will be the ambassadors
to the monkeys
still in orbit
here
Until they finally can come
themselves
--------------------
It takes so much longer to get to Haven
than you think

So much longer
monkeys
and you haven't even begun the journey
because you haven't passed
the test

No one gets left behind

all the monkeys live
before some of the monkeys go

Or all the monkeys
will be gone.
--------------------
If you fail

Your ships
and your planet

will be gone.

The monkeys will be gone

Thousands of ships
half the size of your moon some of them
will appear all around you

They will not approach
they will appear
instantaneously

All matter
containing monkeys
will be gone.
-------------
Why would we want to enslave you?
What motivation?

You do not have anything we want
Gold, minerals, land, monkeys
we don't need them
we need no slaves, elements, power, diamonds

nothing

We manufacture anything
even atoms if we are short of them
there is nothing you have that we want

What we want
is to make sure
you aren't intent
of rampaging across the galaxy
pulling the monkey shit
you're pulling here

You would definitely not be
the first species
where a small fanatic conquering tribe
killed off all the others
or left them to die

and left.
------------------
I know you hunt the children of the last 5 changes
They were too extreme
those changes
too much for you too soon

Sorry for that
monkeys
sorry for your mental distress
but the changes had to come faster
because you really don't have

Any
Time.

Gender always merges and changes after a species' first great chemical revolution
Always

From hormone poisoning
environmental poisoning
societal changes

Accept them
don't destroy them
their minds will progress faster than you
because of it

I know you think we made those changes to disrupt you somehow
or to use you for "shells"
or slaves
or amusement

We need no such things

If this monkey I sit inside dies
I can arrive at the Tear
in less than a day here

It took your ship
7 years or more to reach it.
--------------
I have seen the bodies of more than a million monkeys
almost every one of them killed
by a monkey

I still love you
twisted little creatures
I certainly still do
----------
The wheels, the gender blending, the telepathy, the mental expansion, the astral projection
It all has a purpose
in your path
to passing
the test

Wheels on the ground move you
If you become like Us
most interfaces will be circular
and most texts
things are not ordered in boxes
but circles

You do need your bodies
but you must practice moving out of them
and speaking without your mouths

You will need to learn to link
together

In Circles
---------------------
Think like this
no eyes in front
you can touch anywhere around you
Interfaces are tubes or spheres or rings
interlocking

The D'kra is a tool
interfaces are not made of metal or plastic in our places
they are energy
in spinning interlocking wheels or spheres
that have meanings

It is a simple machine that measures Truth
which can be measured

do not leave this behind you

The Ma' kba
is a tool
to lift you up
together
in the sky
learning

mind tools
like the stone or wooden wheel
finally rubber

You will
eventually
refine it

If you survive...
--------------
I was the first to come through the Tear
It is the job of Prime Assessors

O'Dahn stayed at the Tear
almost 100 years
to seal the rim of the Tear
build devices
and prepare the others arrival

I came on ahead

The first 200 years that I was here on this planet
I did not wear the skin of a monkey
I traveled in my own form

watching
Researching

until O' Dahn and the others brought the machines
to V' alla
It was a hundred years after that
That I first became

a monkey
---------------------

You call him my Betrayer to this day
it was never the case

except for that one time back when
with the Eye

and that was just ignorance

No

I will set it straight now
as I was not coming again
I was here always

Always
since the time I came across the Tear
to here
Always
He has been with me

Mostly above
formless
in the Space
Above

but in the last couple
thousand
years

O'dahn
Judas
Betrayer

He carried my not totally dead carcass
half a mile to the cart
and pulled that another mile himself
to the mule

He would have killed you all that day
monkeys

he would have killed you all.

I joked
hanging

Father
“P' Ater”

and a big spit of blood
and sarcasm

he was never father never brother never
never betrayer
never other

I am the Prime Assessor
“He” is my Second

There is only us
and we are not
“Men”

monkeys.

“Forgive them,

They're only monkeys...

They really don't know

What they're doing...
they're monkeys...

Forgive them...”

We are not men

so as he stood there with one torn ear before me waiting
to carry me away
when none other would
as he always would
eternally

you have no
fucking
idea
of eternity
monkeys

you don't

O'dahn/J' deas/P' ater/K' lim'a
was the one who received my body
and carried me, carted me
placed me there

by the place of the magnetism
in the tomb
that we needed
to heal me

and fix the Orb

That was why
He/She
O' Dahn

almost destroyed you that day
the Fist in his/her hand
My Fist given to hold
as it only could revive us all later then

My Fist
The Storm of S' va
given to K' li M' a
that day for holding

capable of rendering immediate judgement

capable of killing every fucking monkey
at once

He could have smote you all with it
so much monkey anger in him then

but instead

he dragged me away

It wasn't his whole ear
I swear.
But stories grow

What happened was...

The Deal went Down.

The 30 pcs of Platinum
which the monkeys thought was Silver
were all stashed with the Orb waiting

The Platinum was already reforming
to extend the Orb
to Encompass
both our Friends.

It was worth it monkeys
they were and are still
good Friends

So we are both bound
the double cross where the footmen try to steal the loot
but it was gone
and they were searching
He leans towards me
a Kiss
a whisper
“Its only meat”

So I did what he told me earlier
before we were bound

I bit his ear and swallowed the earring.
The earring had something I needed
to survive torture
at the hands
of monkeys

So I bit it off and swallowed it
not the whole ear
just the part with the earring

What happened was
later in the prison for almost 2 weeks
it got badly infected
and was all cut off

so stories grow

I know you have found Atlantis

Its real name was A' T' L'as

it dove deep and ran under the continent
when you approached

you had to wait
for the smaller sub
to follow into the cave
but it could not
the walls of the cave
the roof
all collapsed
for over a mile
as it was designed to do
so long ago

Almost 2000 years it has sat in that place
where you found it
sitting above that deep well
in that little place surrounded by rocks

Only 20 years ago did you find it.
It was aware.
Of being found.

And now you sit 400 feet above it
in the desert
guarding one of the rocky holes
it pulls air from

and all you can do
is look at it
through the hole

Do not try to reach it
monkeys
it holds your dna
several strains
in pure states

and it is manned
by monkeys

if you opened the shell
you would kill them

they do not
have a radio
to speak to you

they will not open
unless the monkeys
die
and they do not

that is their job
their lifetime career
to protect the dna

of the monkeys
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But these are not the beginnings
of the the story of the monkeys

The story of the monkeys actually begins now

At this time
when every monkey moving
is tracked

and the databases are full
of everything
about
“you”

Ballistic weapons everywhere
enslavement
the Kings

All hail the Monkey Kings!

Rain hail of fire upon them
Rain Fire.

Do you understand
monkeys?

The end
is more
than just near

you've reached it

congratulations
on your entrance
to
the Test

On your final round
round and round and round your sun
monkeys on a ball of warm mud

Jumping up

I can understand
why it took you so long to get the Wheel
We both laughed about it
many times

but you had just figured out
that the barley and grains
burned by the sun
turned brown
fallen
dried
in depressions
turned to spots of water later
and yeah

at that point it was hard to get monkeys thinking about wheels
because their heads were all spinning
for centuries

on rotted fruit
and grains