Jacking out of RL and plugging back in...

Been offline for about 7 years now other than the library.

Finally hooked up. Did my big first dl of a whack of tunes and games and can't think of anything I need to get now that its finished.

I'm in a new pad, online, got a lot of time this winter, so there's gonna be a whack of material for my herds of fans....oh.
sorry, delusions of grandeur kicking in there...
I get like, maaaaayaaayaabee 20 hits a week.
I'm going for posterity
That's it
posterior it be...

making a video as well and if I can get the process down for a podcasty thingamabob I might turn some of these previous articles into video content.

like you cared,
but maybe you'll like some of this new stuff I got coming
some of them I've been working on for months

now I got the time to flesh out some of the skimpy articles that I've already written as well.

later!
er
l8r

Delusions of justice in a christian fascist state.

I was forced by the court in my lawsuit against Dr. Malcolm Rondeau to see a psychologist to assess whether or not I was "delusional".

I recorded the entire interview with the christian psychiatrist Dr. Lakresha Hall.

I am waiting for her report to be delivered to me.

It should, in reality, exonerate me of the accusations by BC healthcare workers (nurses and GP's!) who have labeled me with "delusional" after a couple of 15 minute clinic exams.

Its all bullshit.

But Lakresha is a christian,
I wasn't able to determine whether or not she believes in Genesis or the Rapture, but she definately believes in God and Heaven.

I personal believe that no christians/muslims/sikhs/etc. that disbleieve the science of evolution, or have this wierd delusional belief in "heaven", should ever be allowed to become doctors, judges, lawyers or cops.

I've stated this before.

Once I ge5t Lakresha's report I'll write a rebuttal and record the rebuttal to mix in with the footage of her and the footage I will be getting next week of the lawyer Jonathan Meadows as he grills me with his insufferably stupid "discovery" questions.

Its all going to be a shitload of fun.

But, you'll have to look here, this is where I will dissect her report.

----------------------

I'm grumpy and gleeful.
Got a lawyer letter and the "report" of the psych from the guy I'm suing.
This will be tiring and fun.
Off to Youtube I go to make my first humorous documentary clip of the event.
I'm planning for 5 minutes long for the first one.
I recorded the entire 2.5 hr interview!!
grrrrrr,
grumpy and excited,
now I have enough base material...

I actually intend to make a 90 minute vid/film of this before Solstice this year.
But it will be good enough to have a 5 minute one ore maybe two of them before Samhain.

Fascist Christian Gangsigns

Every city has at least one fascist christian gangsign.
This is the basic formula for creating one.

the continuing story of SCBC No. S168471

No. S168471Dr. Malcolm Rondeau demands
further and better particulars of the following :

1. With respect to paragraph 8 of Part 1 of the notice of civil claim,

            That section is explaining the conditions I was going to see the doctor about.
Those are the pre-existing conditions I was seeking treatment for.

2. —
3. provide particulars of

the “Libel of schizo-affective disorder” you have alleged, specifically of all matters
related to the publication, including, but not limited to, the following:

1. The exact words you allege were defamatory of you;

Schizo – Affective
Delusional

1. The alleged defamatory meaning of those words;

Schizo – Affective is not fully accepted by the DSM-4, which is the current standard of psychological definition. It is purposefully not included because of its diagnostic basis which is simply observation and personal description making it a subjective not empirical diagnosis which has the ability to be misused by unscrupulous physicians to commit malice, defamation, or actual crimes against patients. Delusional/Schizotypical diagnosis requires multiple observers in a group assessment setting and still maintains procedural errors based on cultural biases of the participants and possible  communication errors based on social differences between the participants.
Dr. Rondeau is not a psychologist, he is a general practitioner. He is not qualified to make that assumption or diagnosis. Especially using that particular disorder which is specifically in dispute by the psychological profession because of its historical misuse.
He saw me at least 6 times possibly as many as 20. We should determine this. He never saw me for more than 15 minutes and we never discussed anything other than physical health concerns. There was no proper assessment of mental health. I didn’t go there for that.
The Plaintiff claims a Statement of Fact that the Dr. wrote delusional and schizo affective on his notes because of the Plaintiff’s assertion that he was born with congenital intersexuality that is a common family trait. The only way to assess some forms of intersexuality is with ultrasound or CT scanning. No assessment of any kind was given regarding intersexuality the doctor simply giggled and wrote his libelous notes and then had his assistant place them in the medical records and communication system shared by all doctors.

1. Whether the alleged defamatory meaning is the natural and ordinary meaning of the words, or whether there is an inferential meaning;

                         There is additional inferential meaning to to the terms.
They suggest “crazy”/”unreliable thinking”/”cognitive malfunctioning”/etc.

1. Who the recipients of the allegedly defamatory words were;

Other Physicians, Lawyers, Judges, possible employers, employees of the MHSD and social services, and disability plan employees.

1. What the circumstances of the publication of the allegedly defamatory words were, including, but not limited to, the following;

            (i) Whether the allegedly defamatory words were oral or in writing;
            They were in writing but possibly oral as well as other physicians or MHSD employees, etc. might have called the Dr. and received oral misinformation or libel about the client. The phone records were requested, I may request more.
(ii) The date and time of the publication of the words; and
I have to find the document you sent to me with the doctors notes. It is dated. It was obviously during the short period I was his patient.
            (iii) The occasion on which the words were published (i.e. were they published in a police report? in a medical record to be reviewed by other physicians?).
A medical record to be reviewed by other physicians,judges, police, etc.

2. With respect to paragraph 13 of Part 1 of the notice of civil claim… provide particulars of the injuries you say were caused by the alleged negligence or other conduct of Dr. Rondeau.
   Again, these were pre-existing conditions. Dr. Rondeau’s Negligence and libel caused them to exacerbated and the period before their treatment was elongated by several years. Each of those conditions was affecting my life already and they not treated or even properly assessed by Dr. Rondeau.
   I was already in daily pain and in extreme distress living outside, by committing this Assault/Battery, Libel and Negligence Dr. Rondeau caused me to fear other physicians, and rightfully so, as even today we can see in the documents you retrieved from Dr. Szewchuk for us that I was FORCED to accept a mental health designation in the MHSD application process because at the very first interview with her she approaches the client interview with documentation stating “delusion and persecutory beliefs”.
   So beginning each patient – doctor interview, for the last several years, with EVERY DOCTOR, I am faced with this BIAS which colors the diagnostic process, and I find that I am receiving more libel from other physicians as a result of an INTENTIONAL libel committed by Dr. Rondeau.

3. With respect to paragraph 1 of Part 2 of the notice of civil claim, wherein you advise you

are seeking “$300,000-$750,000 in compensation for the damages incurred by these
actionable causes”, provide particulars of the alleged damages sustained, including, but
not limited to, the following:

1. Whether you are pursuing a claim for general damages (pain and suffering);

Yes, I am. Daily pain and suffering. For years. Excruciating pain. With every step.

1. Whether you are pursuing a claim for lost wages;

There are economic costs. I was on simple Welfare at the time, having the Disability form correctly filled would have given me approx. $400 more in subsistence allowance and $400 more for what I could approach a landlord with for rent. By causing every doctor after the defendant to approach me as delusional I  found it impossible to get my MHSD form filled out by anyone else.
There are other benefits as well that I was entitled too such as $2000 .per year more for dental, various educational or devvelopment or career development allowances, etc.
I’m sure we can calculate it and it will reach about $40k over almost 10 years.

1. Whether you are pursuing a claim for past medical care;

Yes. None of the conditions I went to Dr. Rondeau for has been acceptaably solved at this time because every physician after Dr. Rondeau has treated me as if I had a cognitive malfunction. Which I don’t.

1. Whether you are pursuing a claim for future care costs;
   Not necessarily but I reserve the right to alter my opinion later.
2. Whether you are pursuing a claim for any expenses you have incurred; and
   I think you should pay me $500 per time I walked to court, which was 6 times so far.
3. Whether you are pursuing a claim for any other type of damages.

The federal supreme court has already stated that in cases of sexual assault damages are to be assumed.
I will at some point further on discuss the matter with some form of counsel that will help me expand this I am sure.
I do intend to push forward The Tort of Conspiracy and will provide evidence of the Dr.’s family involvement with the Masonic Lodge System of British Columbia and also provide evidence of their specific cult beliefs regarding persons with intersexuality. I do not know what damages in such a matter come to. I brought this requested material up at the case planning conference before Master Scarth and it was summarily refused without explanation. However, this request WAS presented in concise detail to Justice Warren previously and although she did not write an order she verbally instructed Ms. Barnum to produce the requested material and Ms. Barnum verbally gave her acknowledgement of the request from the Court. I will ask for this transcription immediately.
I assert Malice and Intentional Infliction of Emotional Distress, and these factors along with the Sexual Assault/Battery are Aggravated by the Doctor’s position as a Fiduciary Agent (for the MHSD) and the damages to be calculated are further aggravated by the destitute state and homelessness of the plaintiff at the time (as well as extreme winter conditions).

In addition, this could have been resolved in the lower court, and so I would ask for that to be considered by the court, as the Perjury of your client and staff in asserting non service, when in fact the notice of claim was personally served by myself, caused this matter to take far longer and use much more resources than it should have.

I can continue in this regard but this I believe this is what you requested and you will have an expanded and revised claim later.
I don not think it is useful for me to place amounts on these damages, as such things already have established precedent and with such precedent are current valuations in damage calculation.
This should give you enough clarification and understanding of what I am seeking for you to come to approximate calculations yourself.

Attn: Jonathan D. Meadows, JoAnne Barnum,

What Canada REALLY Needs: An Evolution in Basic Education...

I'm really appalled at the ignorance of Canadians.
We have more than 40% of our population believing in concepts and ideas that are complete fucking bullshit.
Stupidity. Actual stupidity is RAMPANT.
Why?
Our educational system is watered down and christianized.
Practically 1/3 schools in Canada are run by a religious organization such as a "Catholic School Board".
WTF?
It is a premeditated and planned brainwashing of children by christians to ensure that they grow up believing in a creation and the innate evilness of assfucking and anything that makes you feel good like booze, drugs or sex.
And of course we havethe ever present alter boys and orphans getting rooed by priests who can't marry.
But
even in public education
50% or more of our teachers are christian
so any course in evolution
or anything important gets shrifted
because of the cultural bias of the instructor and their inherent religion based discriminatory world view where witches, fags, dykes, fornicators, drinkers, and other various  heathens are inherently wrong in their lifestyles,  expressions, and actions.

Why?
Why in a modern world where we understand genetics and anthropology and physics and chemistry....
Why would we allow someone,
degree or not,
to instruct anyone
if they themselves can't pass a basic test in human evolution, world evolution, and the basic tenets of current human rights law.
If they can't pass that test, why are they allowed to teach, judge, police, doctor, interact with the public, etc.?
This is the BASIC REALITY.
Its not discrimination to not hire people for being extremely stupid. It should be a basic practice.
For public institutions, however, it needs to be law.
A grade K-12 teacher who believes that an invisible god created two primary humans "in the beginning" should not have ANY access to children, never mind teaching them.
Because when children learn about dinosaurs, they need to know the pre-simian precursors that humans were 65 million years didn't have rope or clothes or spears.
You would NOT believe how many Canadian adults I have sat beside who have stated loudly and forcefully "I don't believe we came from monkeys..."
WTF.
The science is irrefuteable at this point and time for all evolved hominins to understand it.
Some of the details are fuzzy,
but the basic core truth lies in the strata stones
and can't be ignored.
That plants and animals are from the the same genetic precursor needs to be understood by 5 year olds.
We can eat the carrot and get nutrients from it because it is a cellular organism based on dna like us.

Our need for an evolution in basic education goes much farther than that however.
We need a lot more reality in basic education.
Real information.

Right now most schools are really a babysitting/brainwashing mechanism for stupidity manufacture.

And schools are the core beginning of all our issues with discrimination, social malfunction, and plain ignorance.

Canadians as a whole are proud of their education.
They are fools. Trained to be. Just enough learning to understand the CBC. Nothing more.

Maybe you don't care. Then don't. Apathy is common in fascist societies. You can't change it, so don't waste pleasure time on it.

So this is what I really think is missing in Canada's pathetic "basic education/babysitting" system.

1. Evolution and cultural anthropology pertaining to exact times of stone/blade/stick/rope/clothing/sewing/complex tool behavior.

2. Complete covereage of Mass Extinction events, the death of the dinosaurs, and where was humanity at those crucial times of large scale genetic wipeout.

3. Communication skills. Real ones. Deep stuff about altering attitudes and vocabulary. How to interact in small groups, small group psychology, the methodologies employed by religions and cults, negotiating rather than fighting.

    Students really don't get any of that, because the coherent whole of language and social interaction are separated in school into Language Arts and Social Studies.
   
    Canadians actually can get through all of high school and be completely deficient in social interaction skills and conflict resolution.
   
    When teens are reaching puberty we should be focusinf a lot more on pure human to human or human within a group psychology and interactive language studies. We don't.
   
    So roughly 30% of our population can barely read a novel, calculate anything and are basically ignorant mofos.
   
    But,
    human beings are really very shitty to each other on a fairly regular basis.
   
    We don't really give people tools for that in school
    but we should.
   
    Our high schools are pumping out ignorant violent sociopaths and christian mind-fucked sheep-people because these realities are not researched and assesed in classes by the students.
   
    They're teaching themselves while being bored in long, idiotic, unrelated to reality, classes of bullshit.
   
4. How to grow and brew and the science behind it.
   
    At 15 human beings start to try beer and pot.
    Face it already. That is REALITY.
    Fuck off with the christian schooling bullshit.
   
    Instead of spending money on buying pot and beer from criminals and doctors with canna clinics, we should be showing them in chemistry and biology how to grow pot properly and make really good beer.
   
    It would actually SOLVE most of our problems with teen drinking in public places.
   
    Teens are broke. They have no rights and bulshit all you want about a great economy, most teens can't get a job in a coffee shop for the Temporary Foreign Worker program, or anywhere else, because the "career minded" schooling is really a bunch of crap at high school and they don't really learn enough for anyone to hire them unless they are a big monkey that can carry things.
   
    I remember high school well enough.
    It took all week to save to get enough beer and pot for oneself on the weekends.
   
    WTF???
   
    If we show the how to make their own beer and wine at the beginning of their life, they will never be spending much at all because a standard 500ml of consumer beer at $2.50-$5 each becomes 50 cents when they brew it from malt.
   
    It's a great science project and it makes them understand real world applicable science, the science of the yeast organism and its symbiotic relationship with humans.
   
    All of the young women would learn the details about yeast and if we taught them the science of YOGURT and probiotics they would learn how to wipe out personal yeast infections with the lactobacillus of yogurt instead of spending $40 on Midol over and over.
   
    Most importantly, if you did the pot/beer/winemaking course in the last year of high school our society would have almost 0% dropouts!
   
5. Complete small business accounting, taxes, and credit negotiating.
   
    Everybody. All of them.
    Part of graduating should be your business loan acceptance for your small business.
    For every single student. Graduating should mean a loan or credit on the business that you set up and simulated or operated through the entire 6 years of high school.
   
    I actually think we should start this in grade 3-4.
   
    We shouldn't be wasting time with advanced algebra, calculus, logarithmics, that's bullshit.
   
    Every student should know by grade 7 how to balance the books for a small company. That  is what is actually relevant to our lives. Even if we work for someone, the concepts are vital to all individual Canadians.
   
    Why do so many people need to get someone else to fill out a simple tax form? There are THOUSANDS.
    WTF?
    It is a vital part of actual economic life and students should get more than a passing education in it!
   
6. Complete civil and criminal personal casework.
   
    There ARE NO PRO BONO LAWYERS!!!!
    It's a MYTH!
    The last 20 years of Canadian fascism completely obliterated the representation the boomers enjoyed.
    Everyone ends up with a tired duty counsel or
    SELF REPRESENTATION.
   
    So that's what we should learn in high school.
    The ins and outs of self representation for both civil and criminal charges or statements of claim.
   
    Everyone should know on graduating how to ensure the protection of their own rights without the need to rely on the scumbag legal system.
   
    They should be taught the REALITIES of details, jargon, sequences, forms.
   
    It's more important than a lot of other shit they're being taught, and I think we could squeeze it in.
   
   
7. Basic house construction. We need housing? Students need the experiences that are learned by building a simple decent house. Everybody needs a house, so everyone should learn how to make one.


8. Basic food prearation. Cooking.

    It is unbelievably astounding  how many people cannot cook a basic meal. some can't even make mac n cheese right.
   
    I heard of a class taking 2-3 classes to learn "the 20 or so spatulas". That is crap.
   
    Why not kill 2 birds with one stone and end student hunger and basic cooking ignorance. Why don't we supply the food and make EVERYBODY cook their own lunch each day.
   
    Most students take 5 minutes to eat the salami and cheese slice sandwich they have.
   
    Instead everyone should take part in making lunch and actually cooking and eating together.
   
    At the end of high school everystudent should be able to take any 4 vegetables and make a soup, the should be able to make a hamburger, different sandwiches, pizzas, pastas, stews, roasted meats, etc.
   
These are the real BASIC things that should be covered in detail in school, everything else in school should be built around them.
   

9. Teach people about their ASS.
    I am so serious.
    Want a world free of sexual discrimination?
    Start by teaching people about how their ass works and how to rinse it out.
    Discussing this one taboo subject in a classroom will help people communicate and get over their anti bum hangups that the     christianized fuckwads around them have brainwashed them with since birth.
    Fag & dyke hating starts in high school, and it never stops.

   
    This is a WIP...more is coming
       
   
   
   

Koala.

My wonderful gentle friend and constant companion of 15+ years just passed away.
I love her dearly.

She had a lot of friends and she was better than most people.

 

Goodby lovely friend.

What BC's NDP-Green coalition REALLY needs to do:

This isn't finished, I am fleshing it out...

What BC's NDP-Green coalition REALLY needs to do:
Stop pretending you've won. You only barely scraped by...

1. clear the benches, rinse the chambers, raise the bar, ensure JUSTICE for ALL.
    -remove the politicians, judges, police and lawyers who do illicit or illegal drugs, or who are drunk at work.
    -Check all the above for idiocy(like believing in CREATION), religious intolerance, queer intolerance, gang affiliation by family, etc.
    -allow all of them to be spot-audited for handbag money
2. protect the hippies witches queers and lefties who were your supporters from further displacement
3. give the lower classes free transit
4. the min wage needs to be $15 immediately, let welfare people make more without losing their claim
5. end the rental forms, create min housing, stop house demolitions and renovictions,
6. collect corporate back taxes
7. ensure hiring equality and representation in all/union workplaces
8. force the banks to give loans to welfare/disability ppl that qualify
9. centralize responsibility for medical malpractice and litigation, take back control of the medical services databases from the american companies the fascists contracted
10. make it a serious crime to dispose of edible food in the organics waste system
11. make human rights laws criminal not civil and ensure duty counsel for all human rights claims
12. stop sucking fascist union cock, the unions are not actually NDP, they are full of fascists, force them to clean house and enforce women to men, straight to queer, minority employment ratios
13. remove the american GRUNTS and CIA cunts from our society before they burn rob us all
14. audit and control the BC film industry, end the production of american propoganda with "made in canada" stamped all over it. Ensure that independents and film student work gets airtime in BC.
15. end the Temporary Foreign Worker program in BC
16. Make voting mandatory, or give ppl a tax return of $400 for voting so all the poor will vote
17. give ppl on welfare/disability a fast track into long term schooling.
18. put ALL medical services under healthcare: eyes, teeth, feet, etc.
19. Create specific facilities for Transgender and Intersex healthcare, they are being tortured in the regular clinic system. End genital normalization surgery for non-adults
20. Initiate a full investigation into the BC Eugenics and Sterilization policies which were supposed to be abolished but are still being practiced. You can say you didn't know and it will stick to you if you ignore it.
21. Give the junkies free junk. Then they won't be dying everywhere at $3k per ambulance ride, and they won't be robbing everyone and shooting up in the parks. Give them a place and their junk. It costs $1/ a day to give them junk, or society pays $100/day otherwise.
22. Investigate the corruptions of the last 4 governments, and make everything public.
23. Get out of the liqour business. And the pot business. Just let it be a normal product.
24. Absorb the assets of organized crime and corporate tax evaders

Shadow game design system - based on Idtech 4 - free!

Want to make a video game?
|As I have expounded in previous articles
the Doom 3 engine is GPL
and the Dhewm port which is SDL/ogl based is working good

here is a base stripped down package with everything you need to start, except maybe blender 3d and gimp
https://www.blender.org/

https://www.gimp.org/

there is a shortcut to the built in editor, but I've added Radiant editor, some other tools, some docs, and the src code.

Its basically the doom 3 game stripped from 4.5 G to 200 Megs.

I am in the process of stripping it more, but it's useable

I am sure if you are intelligent enough to use it you know that the mainmenu is still a licensed thing you have to change, but everything you need is there.

it has the pistol, the imp, a vehicle, and a simple box map.

fill yer boots, I'll update it.
The newest version1d has the vehicle source, a good example in the mainmenu of normal mapping, some tools and docs. It has only a pistol, jeep, and one monster, the imp
Just unzip it to your  drive and it will run.

Shadow Game Design System v1d


I'm still in the process of tweeking the Dhewm open source executeable sets.
I will add the linux, windows, and osx Dhewm binaries and update it
right now dhewm wants some dds textures that I stripped.

It works, but the completely open source version is a month or so away.


old version link:
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B_d1PSVLuh-laW54WTNnTXBpVkE

The Conmunity

it's all fake
"community"
your neighbors will wave and say hi
how are you?
they don't give a fuck
if you die
they say
oh that's sad
no one will standup for you
your "conmunity" gets grants to build sports complexes
but your "conmunity" center has no access to legal assistance or medical advocacy
so what good is it?
its only useful if you can play hockey or swim

its not a community
that's a politician marketing word
its a CON
a
"CONMUNITY"

No one get's justice here...

"No one gets justice here"

my uncle used to say...

"that's just what they want you to think

that there's justice and equality

but there isn't any

its all bullshit..."

Back then,

I thought he was just goin off.

Now, I see it...

Sneaky legal weasels

So I am continuing to test how the Supreme Court works or DOESN'T WORK for Intersex people.

I am suing Dr. Malcolm Rondeau for sexual assault and malicious malpractice.

I went there 6 times in a row about my foot, knee, hernia, arthritis, and intersexuality.

Without addressing ANY of those requested things he gave me a proctology exam and was licking his lips with glee as he did it.

The VERY next visit I ask him again about my REAL issues, and could he please fill out my disability form, and he replies that he could only fill it out if I agree that I have Delusional Schizophrenia.

FYI The Rondeau family has over 300 years of history in the genocidal intersex hating masonic cult.

I now have a better doctor, who STILL will not order me a proper scan of my intersexuality, but, I was put on disability right away because I have EXTREME arthritis which was diagnosed 8 YEARS ago. I just FINALLY saw a podiatrist and she says my foot condition is CONGENITAL and no painkillers can help it, and I need permanent orthotics.

More than 10 doctors looked at my foot in these BS "clinics" under Christy Clark, I wasn't given a podiatrist referral by ANY of them!

I walked more than 30 blocks every time I went to the @%^@$%^@#$%@#$%@#$% CLINIC!!!!!!!!!

And now Dr. Rondeau's lawyers have a bunch of "medical information request" forms, and inside each one they sneak this little trap in there:

I HEREBY RELEASE DR. Blah and His Employer

CLINIC, their employees and agents, from any and all claims whatsoever which may arise as a

result of the release of the above information.

sneaky bastards,

every single one of the doctors on their releases is part of the long Statement of Claim I posted here on this Inteersexuality facebook page during the last 2 years.

So if I sign these sneaky forms

everyone gets away with screwing the Intersex freak over.

The Supreme Court knows this crap is going on

I personally consider them RESPONSIBLE for every genocide Canada has comitted. In every case, Indians, Asians, Blacks in Nova Scotia, the poor, the jailing of the Gays, all of those were justified in writing by a member of the Supreme Court.

The Supreme Court of Canada doesn't "protect" your rights, they hold RESPONSBILITY for most of Canada's Genocides !

The Supreme Court is RESPONSIBLE for Canada’s Genocides!

We really are an ignorant people.
I guess it’s understandable,
since 50% of the population is the lower class living und $40k

Canadians are stoic survivors,

but we live in a society programmed and taught by mass market media
the most important media distribution in Canada is all under control by a very small clique of corporations. They are not Canadian.

When Stephen Harper altered the mandate of the CRTC and allowed the continuation of Canadian media owned and designed by Foreign companies to be called Canadian, he had to have Supreme Court approval. The media companies, with big foreign budgets behind them, had to protect their monopoly in courts. They won, or altered their business facade to please...the courts.

The Supreme Court knows how little you have.
It has known for the last 50 years that all human’s are supposedly equal.

Time and again, a Judge has ruled, made an order, written down
the Justification that “justice” makes
allowing something to continue.

The system was designed for this, to do this.

To keep the change slow
To justify the genocide
in the hope it will be successful
before its stopped

and then, make it take 30+ years for the survivors to claim
Justice
but the payout never accounts for the losses
and the perpetrators die free and wealthy
and are never jailed

It’s designed that way

so the rats can bail and the court steps in to delay and delay and wait
attrition is not affordable to the poor
years and years and piles and fax phone printing
the cost of someone to translate
the court’s gangster lingo

They laugh!
Foolish children, they laugh.

It’s funny!

Please keep in mind that until the mid to late ‘70’s

Everyone in the entire court
was a Christian

Law was Christian

most still is...

They were laughing!

we are all offended now about Turin

At the time when it occurred
here in Canada, at least 20 humans had the same thing done!

Ordered
and Justified
in Words

by a Judge.

The shanty town of Black people in nova scotia
was ordered removed
by a Judge.

The Asians detained in B.C.
were ordered there
by a Judge.

The Residential School System was created by politicians and Judges

and protected countless times during its abuses

by Judges

I personally don’t believe that ANYONE working ANYWHERE in ANY courthouse in Canada should keep their job if they can’t answer a good test on EVOLUTION.

Faggots shouldn’t have children says the priest

the Judges upheld it

for decades

laughing in the back
of the Halls

of Justice

Many drunken christian bigots have worn robes of white or black

For decades half the schools in Canada

are run by a christian sect

that doesn’t believe in evolution

or queers, or anthropology

and their educational monopoly and failures to advance proper sciences

was upheld over and over

in the Court.

Faggots were beaten up by cops and went to jail

on the orders of Judges

Potheads were beaten up by cops and went to jail

on the orders of Judges

They laugh like giggling schoolchildren in the Court

I have watched it myself

In horror.

A Bible in front of ME?

Are you FUCKING KIDDING ME?

Like these other “justifications
the justifications for a righteous god are bullshit

and should not be condoned

If a Judge is over 70, then at one time they put a faggot in their place during a civil proceeding

when do we retire them and get new ones

with evolved thoughts?

When?

God has LEFT THE COURTROOM.

He’s not allowed back.

Now can we actually start to get JUSTICE?

When B.C. and Alberta, two of Canada’s Provinces,

create very verbose Eugenics Laws and Forced Sterilization Policies in the ‘70s

Those laws were checked and justified

by Judges

and no Doctor has gone to jail

for performing those sterilizations

because they were protected from that

by Judges.

In the media and the news judges are portrayed as heros
ensuring our “rights”
our “equality”

but really
the purpose of the Court is to ensure that things take so long, cost so much, and are so obtuse and difficult, that for someone without “representation”
the task is near impossible

Hundreds of thousands of Canadians have valid civil law claims against someone,

but they have NO ACCESS to any legal assistance or representation.

Reconcile that Truth.

What Canada REALLY needs: increase the Temporary Foreign Worker Program to include Doctors, Lawyers, Judges even!

The clinics have 2 hour waits, when you see a doctor you get 15 minutes or less, they will only look at one thing at a time, the medical system is apparently "hemorrhaging money" accoding to the politicians, but we all know its actually fraud and greed.

So why don't we import Doctors and nurses from CUBA?
They have thousands of them.

If it is important for all Canadians to get cheap hamburgers and coffee served by imported labor, or cheap IT services from global call centres, then why can't we import Doctors to serve the people who are NOT being served under the present fraudster system.

The Provinces can't "afford" legal representation for the poor?
Allow the importing of mexican, cuban, indian lawyers!

Everyone will benefit...

What Canada REALLY needs: Make Canada's "local" - media truly LOCAL, not CIA!

Canadians are really dumb about culture and media.
We suck up enemy culture and military propoghanda packaged as "local" television and media.
We suck it right up.
We  believe that the CBC will inform us of anything wrong,
and the American way of making television
where its all about the products being sold during the commercials
and the toys or spinoffs

We're fine with that.

Every year 40,000+ university and college students in Canada
get into debt for $30k-$50k
to take film or video production
book and magazine production
fine art

but there is nowhere for them to show their work
they can't get jobs "in the industry"
unless they suck some wealthy producer's cock
or suck up
to "the union"

Why?

Broadcast television is changing
we had 13 channels for 60+ years
soon we will have 500 channels of digital high def broadcast
broadcast, not cable, not wired
no subscription or monthly fees
just pick it up on our new devices
out of the air

So why does the CRTC
allow american "production crews"
to control our "Canadian Productions"?

Stargate Atlantis, Battlestar Galactica, Outer limits, Fringe
yes sir, yes sir,
its
"Canadian"
but its not depicting Canada
it's depicting American soldiers, guns, war, American CIA, cops, the "good guys"

If its not the military
it's organized crime
laundering drug money
and glorifying gangsterism

and meanwhile
while they flood our televisions
with military designed shows and gangster shite
programming our children

our own children's stories
and films
are nowhere to be seen

nowhere.
Why?

Once we finally convert to digital broadcasting
We need to assert our own local cultures
We needto pay attention
because media
and culture
are important

Canada could be exporting a lot of progressive media and culture
not repackaging american shit
and pretending its "canadian"

When we get our new digital broadcast
what we NEED to do,
as a culture
is make sure its ours
and that OUR PEOPLE
can make and show
THEIR STORIES

Instead of Global, City, Shaw, Rogers being at the front of the channels
we need to make the first 20 channels
COMPLETELY LOCAL

100% local

There should be a channel
that every high school and university and college
in every city
can package their own shows and school plays
and have them aired

There should be a news channel
that is every journalism student in an area
every school with its own half hour news show
a multitude of LOCAL canadian views and opinions
the productions of YOUNG CANADIANS

there should be a channel with LOCAL authors
reading their short stories and poems
another channel that LOCAL bands
from each city
can have their songs and videos played

for over a decade the fascists took over our airwaves
consolidating the central control of all voices
saving the world from "the terrorists"
while terrorizing all of us
with singular fascist viewpoints

Christian fascists are as evil as any taliban empire
they hate other viewpoints
if you let people tell their own stories
God will become secondary
and the foolish canadians might come to realize
how badly they are being screwed

when over 40%
of the population
lives in poverty
in a country that exports
oil, wood, uranium, wheat

every city should have 20 channels
of local NON-CORPORATE media
so we can watch the people of OUR cities
we can watch stories of OUR cities
because no one needs another Canadian made show
about police in New York
or gangs in L.A.

The Fentanyl "crisis of addiction" is actually a MASS MURDER for profit and fascism...

The "Fentanyl Health Crisis" is not a "crisis of addiction".

It's a mass murder.

If someone sells something that 20 ppl die of,

that's mass murder.

It's a genocide of the "bad people"

the "drug users"

Bill Hicks : "It’s not a war on drugs, it’s a war on personal freedom is what it is OK."

But another Mass Murder in B.C. is bad publicity

so instead its a "health crisis"

and when they spin it like that

its a reason to beg for more federal money

Make the sale of a fatal drug dose to more than 3 people an intentional murder charge.

give the dealers and distributors of deadly mixes life in prison

or death from a SWAT bullet.

The pictures are always of street addicts dying

the reality is

most of the deaths

are recreational users

just some kids trying to get high

and being murdered

for the little profit they make

from cutting clean good drugs that won't hurt people really

and diluting them with shite

to double their money

but for some reason

the people who are adding the fentanyl

never get caught

because the focus of the christian

Low end game design - The Mac OSX version!

So I just got a used mac laptop that is actually about as fast as my desktop but doesn’t have quite as good of a video card for games.

But, it works.

Macs are a variant of Unix, and they use OpenGL.

Which is why I chose the Idtech 4 Doom 3 GPL engine in the first place.

It can be compiled on linux, windows, mac and ios in both 32 and 64 bit and uses OpenGL instead of the horrendously bloated and proprietary microshit directX.

So my mission at the moment was to set up the mac laptop so I could work in the development environment for the doom 3 engine, which, from this point forward I will call Shadow, because I will be using an open source fork built executeable which has no cdkey or original game assets.

That’s the project I’m working on, stripping off the commercial assets from the game and making a base set that is useable and runs on win/lin/osx with the right binary/exe/app. After I get a base set of simple menus, including the options menu which is my current snag, and a base hud, pair of player hands, player model that can be seen by another player or in a mirror, and a basic room and perhaps a couple of basic items like flashlight and pda I will then endeavor to get a map editor to run on each platform for it, and finally create a simple modular structure for people to add objects where all assets for a monster/moving object/npc/gui are in one single pk4 instead of spread out in different folders.

Whew.

Simple project definition synopsis eh?

So, can I do a big chunk of work on the much more portable mac instead of my faster but monstrous desktop?

 

First I had to test the commercial game on the mac.

I’m not using the steam version because I dev offline, so I basically have a Doom 3 folder that works wherever I put it in a windows environment.

I also managed to snag a dvd version of the ppc mac app of D3. Which was interesting, because I learned that the “Base” folder that holds the textures/models/maps/etc. is the same between all 3 platforms with just a single dll change between them, so every asset works with each platform. The menus, models, intros, maps, etc. stay the same and there is a single program file or app for each 32/64 win/lin/osx/osx ppc/ios you want it to run on. The game engine never really changes, just all of the other assets you build around it.

I knew I wanted to run a windows .exe on my mac so I installed crossover. Wine is just as good though. Using a win7 crossover “bottle” I dropped in my Doom 3 and tested it, then made a second editor shortcut and tested that.

The editor is run by going {“c:/doom3/doom3.exe” -editor }in the shortcut.

Everything ran smoothly with some minor tweaking of the .cfg to get a better display mode. I had to make a file called autoexec.cfg in the base folder and add these lines:

seta r_fullscreen "1"

seta r_customHeight "800"

seta r_customWidth "1280"

seta r_aspectRatio "1"

seta r_mode "-1"

set com_allowConsole "1"

bind "DEL" "quit"

This sets the width and height for the mac screen, sets the aspect to 16:9, enables custom mode and puts the  “allowconsole” in that gives us a command line access from in the game using the tilde (~) key to use development commands and load maps.

The editor runs fine and so does the game for me on a macbook core 2 duo 4g-ram with an intel x3100 vidcard. Options tweaking was necessary but everything runs.

Except the GUI editor.
Erg.

The GUI’s in the engine are a strange beautiful ugly thing. Designed by programmers who like to type coordinate systems to define everything. I am a wysiwyg person, so I am instead going to work with simple menus at first until I can convince someone to help me get an html import library hooked into the binary. Then we can rock.

Until then I apparently have to get something called “QT Designer” which is a linux window manager widget toolkit. Say that while eating peanut butter.

Apparently you can draw out your gui elements and import gui images and create a gui within this “QT Designer” that will work in the Shadow engine, with minor modifications.

This is good.

Unlike the UDK or ValveSource, there is very little documentation and no “wizard” tools, the GUI editor being broken.

And GUI materials make up your Intro to the game, your Main Menu, your Options screen, your game loading screen, your personal in-game HUD, and things like PDA or Objective/Quest/Inventory screens, so a tool to import and place art assets with controls and timing mechanisms is crucial. Flash works, but I am avoiding proprietary formats and tools as I am making a GPL package of this base Shadow engine so all assets in it will be free to use and the basic tools as well.

I try out the PPC version of Doom3 as well and it works, until I need to upgrade into lion in order to get the right Xcode working. Then it doesn’t work, but in the time it was working I managed to see that it was ok, I could work on all menus/huds/etc. and everything else using the base win32 engine that runs in wine/crossover, and later I can get the new final binaries for the other platforms, but I can continue to develop it.

Once I got Snow Leopard up to Lion, I could install Xcode 4.3 which was necessary to compile an Intel OSX version of the “app”. I got the source for OSX intel which was modified and fixed by a programmer named Fabian for xcode 4.3.

He also helped me in an email, with a simple fix:

It should be:                     return [self cglContext];

at the single critical error point, and that simple thing worked. I was able to compile the doom 3 osx source into an app, it didn’t run but it compiles, and that is a very fine start.

I would eventually like to move away from xcode because it is very large and bloated, not as much as visual studio with direct x sdk, but still.

I have Codeblocks running and I believe I can build a set of crosscompiling toolchains (I have them installed but not fully configured)that will allow me to cross compile the binary application (which is about 20 megs for each platform binary)on the mac osx machine.

For now though, I am in contact with different people who can supply me with compiled binaries for each platform and I will continue to build the core asset set.

Before I could really work though, I found I needed a better text editor. “Textedit” on a mac is a putrid thing.

Putrid.

On win I use Notepad++

On mac, for free, I settled on Brackets and Bluefish for editing source or other text files, and Seamonkey for pure HTML.

Brackets is simple and doesn’t have any extras. You can view 2 docs at once and browse the file folder tree on the left, which is what I needed to look at dozens of docs one at a time. Some UTF encodings or file would open funny and that’s why I kept the Bluefish, it’s an html editor, but it opens other text and code files regardless of their extension, while brackets would argue about opening some things.

While getting around and looking at files I found early on that I needed to see the hidden files on the mac, hidden in the finder. A bit sluggish, but otherwise perfect for the job is the free version of MacExplorer. This allowed me to look in Users/CDT(me)/Library/Application Support/crossover/bottles/ which is where the game files have to be in order to run in the wine “bottle” as if in windows.

Once in there you can make an “alias” to the base game folder so you can pop into it and look/mod etc.

I needed a good file browser, and again the mac gives us the disturbingly useless “preview”. Do yourself a favor if you are a mac head or know one. Switch to XnviewMP where I guess the MP stands for “multiplatform”. I have been using this one on windows for years, it has a great browser thumbnail view that’s customizeable and it will do a quick slideshow of a folder. Even better for our purposes with the Shadow game engine is thae fact that it will view and COVERT to and from the .DDS format, which can significantly lower the filesize of your in-game textures, especially the normal maps. And its free.

Of course, being stuck on the mac, I needed to listen to some music. I find ITunes bloated and the new interface sux. I use winamp when I want to get away from it. You can find an OSX version on CNET.

If you work with game design, you will want 3D coat, and maybe Zbrush, Silo and Lightwave, and even Maya are all stable on OSX. Blender OSX works great and the io_scene.py md5 exporter works perfectly.

I had to do a lot of FTP (file transfer protocol) to get stuff off my mac and onto storage on the PC, and of course I used Filezilla like always, I find it easier than filesharing setups, running SimpleFTP on the PC and filezilla to connect from the mac. It’s a lot faster. Utorrent is the king for torrenting.

I have some problems with Safari as well, so I settled on Opera, as firefox is a bit clunky these days, but I keep all 3 on hand, I just pretty much use opera tho.

CCleaner is available for the mac and manages to clean a couple of gigs of cache for me once a month, gimp and openoffice work fine on osx.

A tool I found indispensible for trimming down the core assets of the game was Disk Inventory X. It gives you a visual scan of the files in a folder so you can see what is taking up the most space, and you can delete big chunks from within the app.

The best utility tho, is this Butler thing. It’s a bit tough to figure out at first how to customize it, but it is absolutely great.it lets you use the top finder menubar empty space to put drop down lists of your favorite files and folders. Completely custom drop down lists. You can also assign shortcut keys to any programs or files/folders, so I have two versions of the game engine that I can each load with a two finger keystroke, and I can do the same with brackets and xnview, etc. It is such a time saver, I spent a lot of time setting it up and it really saves me a lot of headaches.

If you use a mac, you can change your icons. I do it fanatically. I browse my downloaded icon packs with xnview and copy – paste into the little icon on a folder or file and suddenly it looks how I decide. It’s such a small thing but it really matters.

I was even able to boot up to Linux Mint live disk off a USB key using a tool called Mac USB Loader. Make sure you format your key to “GUID” in disk util partition options first! It works great.

Of course, I need to test things for each platform, and if you have the cpu power and ram you can run windows and linux build/test environments in Virtualbox (also free).

So using these tools I started to study the layout of the game files and strip it down to a core set of assets necessary to go through an intro screen, a menu and options screen, the standard save/load typre screens, a new game intro, a loading splash for maps, and a basic room with the hands and the player.

The games assets are 4+ gigs. Quickly stripping down the maps/models/textures/etc. I managed to get it down to 102 megs uncompressed, 27 megs compressed for the core “base” folder. That took 5 days. I am in the process of stripping it down more and studying the core assets and guis. I was able to find another guy’s work where he stripped everything out, but he actually went a bit too far I think, and I am trying to make sure people have something that will work out of the box for people. So I am still working on it with a month or two to go at a more cautious pace since I am at the stage where small changes break everything and I have to hack and slash about within the gui scripts.

So.
That’s what I’ve been doing.
With my  “Time”