The Moon, Samhain, Christianized Holidays, and the global war against non-christian beliefs

This weekend is the full moon before Samhain/Halloween.
When Ceasar created his calendar of the sun
it was specifically set to break apart the societal rhythm of the moon-cults

People often think Samhain and Beltane are on a specific day
That's not really the way
They really are week to fortnight festivals
and they were really tied to the moon, not a specific day
it would be the full moon closest to the first frost

When all the fields were sown
the livestock in
everything preserved and packed, and salted
all the work for winter is finished
and as the work is finally done
before the snow
we would have a great festival
for everyone

eat the extras we think we do not need to preserve
rest
and connect again
with each other
before we all go inside
for winter

Why isn't Halloween/Samhain a Statutory Holiday?
It's labelled as "entertainment"
and since the christianized  holiday is earlier in the month
neopagans and earth spiritualists
don't get their time to rest and meditate
communicate and connect
while the moon is full
at their time

I see all the people out at Halloween
for most of them
it is a more important event
than the great and holy christian Christmas
They would prefer to eat their meal at Soltice

So why, after all these centuries
when the christians have tried
over and over to ban Samhain
to make Halloween, all hallows eve
completely secular
entertainment
devoid of the reason for its being

when we all rest
eat
take time
to think
together
we make connections with each other

outside of the control structure of Christianity

This is one of the strongest tools
the Taliban of the Cross
wields against us

this ability to label
our gatherings
and circles
tribal dances
and entheogenics

as "entertainment"
not spirituality

There is a reason for the moon
being central to this
its pull on blood
elongating movements of liquid in our soggy bodies

we gather and relate
telepathically
etherically

Talking with shadows
and relating our conversations
in our books

notes to ourselves to remember

what they would enslave
and tire
and harry
us

to forget

My community needs a new LIBRARY not a new pool....

I've lived over 20 years in Grandview woodlands.
They have a big push to update the community centre
architects came by
in a very expensive 8 person limo
and all they would talk about
is the pool
and the great new skyline for their uphill condo investments
but what we need is a new library
not a new pool.
The pool is fine
it just had maintenance.
Every time there is any kind of festival on commercial drive people line up to pee
in the library
because there is only one stall in the brand new park they built
During school, people researching in the library
share the library with talking teenagers
and screaming babies listening to stories
nothing wrong with either
but there is a reason the librarian always said
"shhhhh!!"
A 3 floor library
with ground floor bathrooms for community events held near the community centre
a separate floor for kids activities
4 times as many computer terminals with internet access
make that 10 times as many computers
and computers for viewing media, not just internet
new books on technology that are up to date
college level textbooks on subjects
The point of the library is that someone with no money can access knowledge
an interested person can educate themselves in something
libraries shouldn't be just generalized dummies books
Libraries have become essential for community access to knowledge
the Brittania library serves an area larger than the Downtown library
a one floor shared space is not sufficient for this large of a community
The wi fi access around the library should extend into napier square
there should be washrooms, plugins,
lots of books, lots of computers
and in East Vancouver
I honestly believe a new expanded LIBRARY
will benefit the community
far more, way more, soooo much more
than a new pool to replace the one that already works
when there are 2 more within walking distance
The push is for more sports
and less thinking
could we assess our priorities
as a "community"?

Vancouver Pride - "When WE take over, we'll kill ALL the faggots and dykes first..."

This is a long drawn out multi day/week work in progress for my non existent readership to avoid at their leisure.

"When WE take over, we'll kill ALL the faggots and dykes first..."

that's actually a quote.
A sentiment voiced in multiple
congregations

Fat white men in rooms with their special rings pronounce it
Brown men in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too
Black men in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too
women in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too

All the christians and muslims together
hating
and silently wishing
the death
of all the queers

Groups of interests
like minded people
working together
to rid the world
of queer people

and anyone else who doesn't conform
and obey
anyone too strange

good slave material or not
is all they see

The Great 21st Century Crusade of Monotheist Monogamous Sects
I don't care if the Christian God or Allah wins,
or the secret sects of businessmen
They are killers and oppressors of humanity
They want their own particular
Holy Law
or "right way"
enshrined in
their "ancient books"

holy rules
all the reasons to take from
or kill
infidels/atheists/queers/
women who don't obey
men who don't obey

convert or die
obey
slave

pay

little groups of power haters
with agendas of genocide
and religious/legal "purity"
their fucking purity


not mine
their god is not mine
their way is not mine
I will hand you the first stone to cast

then smash you with the other once you have thrown it.

But I'll take a little longer to expand that, because its really messed up
and true life.

Hey.

"WE"

We got a "parade"
another organized festival of fakery
to make us think that we actually have
Freedom/equality/safety/justice/truth

So,
Why did I have a crappy day
on this great festival day
of gay celebrations

It felt vacuous to me.
empty of substance
a herd of slaves rejoicing
praising the kindness of their masters

I look back
over a few years
and I don't see freedom
or equality
or any kind of cohesive
community
queer or otherwise

fractured factions of bitchy backstabbers
mind fuck head games
and heinous cackles
when we look at what the spectacle
is really about
is it us
or some other marketable image


The fat assed union cunt sits across from me
She's one of the dumbest redneck bitches I've ever known
Funny but dumb
I've known her a few years
This is a couple years ago

less than a quarter of my brainpower
and she's gloating about her truck and vacations
her fucking house
her unemployed boyfriend in his red coat

laughing she says
"I'd never tell anyone I was a bisexual,
leave yourself open to all that public ridicule"
a chorus of snickers around the coffee shop patio

Ignorant redneck shithead union bitch
cottage cheese arms jiggling in mocking idiocy
The stupidest get paid the most
because they make better slaves

The fucking slave is mocking me
She knows her union pals
in another union
have ripped me off

But its ok,
I might have had a hundred semi-intelligent conversations with her
on this patio, over the years
right now
I'm just a ripped off faggot for her to laugh at

Anything good about me
gets shoveled under
the "faggot" shit

gotta love East Van
Safe beneath the christian east van gangsta cross they raise to the sky
an aluminum prayer to their "god"
presented as if it were art

paid for
by
community

to "represent"
us


They should place a brazier beneath it
so we can burn books of law and psychology
and science

We could burn books written by fags
who died with nothing
while some rich fuck
gets richer by the day
printing their works

That's a lot of fucking books.

Maybe we could just strap fags right to the base of the east van cross
a warning

choke on your fucking equality and justice
they're just media sound bites
memes for parrots with roses coloured glasses

You will have only the equality you make
I swear
With your fist or your business alliances
form your queer gangs smaller and meaner


you're halfway there
but realize
there is no backup
Law, Medicine, Databases, Government
Your "Churches"


will wipe you out slowly and quietly

after sucking you in with little bobbles beads
parties and parades
and Stars

glittering aluminum crosses
representing
mixed metaphors
of bullshit and purity


the fat fucking drug dealer
is leaning into my face in Victoria Park
"We don't have any faggots in OUR park" he says
Now there's crackheads trying to kill the faggot or his dog

I've lived 20 years here
and come to this park almost daily with my dog
everyone knows me
no ones ever called me a fag here
I know quite a few lesbians and queers
that come to this park
with their dogs and kids

But this brown redneck fat shithead
who just decided
it was his park,
because he moved his business here

I've never been racist to him
yet

He can threaten me
here
in a park full of kids
and some fucking queers he hasn't got to yet
 
where I've walked so long
years
slept on this grass
waiting for
justice


I suppose

so keep out of Victoria Park
You hear that?
Faggots?
Get your drugs somewhere else

I do




I don't even really self identify with it
This "fag" shit
I really don't
I never have


what I see rarely represents me,

definitely not
the parade of cheering slaves
who've forgotten
where their inverted pink triangle came from

the flaming baby talk, the drag queens with their sarcasm
Always the flashy loud peacocks in the spotlight
at every one of these queer events
Why would I support that?

Fill your fuckingboots with it sister
but it really just makes me
walk
away


I feel mocked
after an hour of watching a drag queen MC
mocked
NOT enthusiastic


I sit in a park
where I've slept for 2 years
after being ripped off

The circle of dykes in the darkness
is mocking me
singing their song
making fun of the story
of the ripped off writer

union dyke cunts making fun of the ripped off fag writer
iatse cunts
the herpes bitch who runs them
walks up in the dark
"yo my bitches"
half the circle is subservient to her

I guess I shouldn't say "cunt"
but that's what their being

the dykes hate the fags
and round it goes
rip off anyone you like
because its the
wild west
pirateland


I got ripped off by IATSE, Robert Cooper, and Andy Mikita,
Because of this. This "fag" shit.
Which I've never really been into.
But I might as well say what I think about it
now

 Really. That's the lame ass reason
at the end of it all
and everything else follows forward

Watch the Stargate episode "The Other Side"
one more time
and swap the concept of clones
for queers
think metaphorically

Think about reality
a movie lot with a dozen
haggard and harassed
overworked, underpaid, mocked and jeered and laughed at queers
that's what I observed
personally
quietly

Because hey
"He'll never DO anything about it, fucking faggot..."
That's what they said to me

and they're saying it to you everyday
Cheer and shout for your freedom to fuck each other your way
then walk home talking about how "their way" is wrong
or dirty

the fags hating the dykes and vice versa
the both of them hating the "breeders"
everyone hating the bisexuals
and all the well paid married people
laughing at the dancing cavorting
carnival of queers

happy with their spectacle
ignorant of their powerlessness



so rip em all off... eh?
You backstabbing IATSE fucks
make a big party
to pretend they're your friends


I have more to say on this,
lots more
but I can barely get an hour on the net

When Harper gains control of the net
you won't be able to read free speech
so look around for it while you can
so
so stay tuned out

Internet surveilance, wire tapping, and net neutrality - watchers, the watched, and the end of information privacy in Canada

The title almost says it all.

my internet is spotty and survival is a grim chore
so wait a bit...

I wrote something 2 months ago and the internet connection I was using suddenly dried up,

I have a lot to say about it under the harperpuppet administration
this great Christian dictatorship of suppression

Where anyone with socially conscious ideas
is a
"terrorist"

Burka

at the request of a Muslim woman I was talking to,
I will write a short piece about
the Burka.

I'm not going to go into all the pros/cons controversy involved
But there is a facet of the Burka that western cultural biases just don't get
and I never hear it mentioned

The original intent of the head covering was a form of spiritual protection
not suppression of rights
However its use has evolved over the centuries in a form of religious "function creep"
in its beginning intent
the burka was meant to keep men not married to the woman or in her family
from using ethereal communication to contact her.

In texts by Islamic scholars these are referred to as "witches", roughly


Its a very complex spiritual protection system
I don't want to go into detail,
too many side issues get pulled in
but I don't think that most western media understand the utility aspect,
because its tied to a spiritual belief
that people can communicate by sitting and picturing each others face.

The burka is a tool
to "screen calls"
That is how they think of it.

Of course,
I am obviously not islamic
and my philosophical view would be reason for incarceration in many islamic jurisdictions,

but I think it is important to explain this aspect of the facial covering,
as a devout muslim woman with this view might feel that the burka is protecting her from unwanted spiritual communications with men.

What Canada REALLY needs - Separation of the Court and Religion, digital court recording NOT stenographers.

I have court date next friday, for which I was not charged with anything but arrested and forced to sign an undertaking under duress.

The duress I experienced made me consider last time I was railroaded through the court system here in Vancouver, with inadequate legal counsel.
Harper had axed all funding to Legal Aid, and Campbell made similiar provincial moves a couple years ago to prepare for the wave of wrongful arrests during the olympic ripoff.
Nobody got "justice", and nobody really does here in British Columbia, not unless you have money. Lots of money.

We can't afford Legal Aid and NON fraternal "DUTY COUNSEL" for anyone who can't afford a PERSONAL lawyer,
yet for some reason it is vital that we purchase $10+ Billion in fighter jets to bomb the fuck out of people with a different religious belief than the Slavemasters of Canada.

During that previous experience I felt my rights as a human being were swept aside numerous times, that my legal rights were infringed or suppressed, that my voice/statement of events was NOT actually heard, and that I was NOT properly compensated for harm done to my person by a member of the VPD acting illegally.
In Court it was stated by the Judge herself that the moment my pack was carried off the property the officer was "no longer acting in his capacity as a peace officer".

We all know the Court is both corrupt and tied to a MONOTHEISTIC RELIGION.
THE BIBLE, a "Christian" text with JEWISH heritage, is still placed on all testimony stands. Every single day.

I protested the inclusion of the "Holy Bible" before I went to court back then, and at least 3 times during court. I actually had to demand that the court clerk remove the bible from in front of me 3 times.

The word "God" was used in court to reference some imaginary spiritual judge of my oppressors no less that twice, possibly as many as 4 times.

There is NO POSSIBILITY of "justice" anywhere that a "god" is invoked as a judge of Truth.

The Bible of the Jews and Christians has NO place within a just and SECULAR system of law. But our legal system is neither just nor secular, regardless of our country's marketing to the world of Canadian "equality"

Equally unjust in the British Columbia bribeable Christian Court System run predominantly by members of British Columbian Lodges (a fraternal RELIGIOUS order) is the fact that courts in BC still use a court recorder sometimes, instead of 100% digital audio and video recording.

Full digital recording of both faces and audio would ensure that future courts can subpoenathe proceedings in a legible format untampered with by the hands of a possibly paid and bought stenographers notes.

Or like my last "judgement" hearing for a crime I didn't commit and was railroaded into by a VPD officer.

Where 3 officers in brown continually squelched their walkie-talkies and made numerous rackets during the judgment so I had to read the judge's lips. No recording of that court judgment is admissible to a civil case against the officer or court because it is illegible due to squelch noise and there is no video of my mouth.

Not that the corrupt Canadian legal system would ever let a poor man actually bring forth adequate evidence that would prove one of the "brothers" of the court fraternities wrong.

We need a full stripping of all religious language and references to this Jewish monotheist "god" removed from the language and Rituals of the Courts throughout Canada.

We also need full abilities to recall and bring forth clear video and audio of ALL interactions before all justices at all times.
Otherwise "justice" is just another bit of lip service paid to us by the Old Boys Network

What Canada REALLY needs 1-27 are here...

American Heritage Dictionary:
rail·road Meaning #3. Informal.
1. To rush or push (something) through quickly in order to prevent careful consideration and possible criticism or obstruction
2. To convict (an accused person) without a fair trial or on trumped-up charges.


Duress has been defined as a "threat of harm made to compel a person to do something against his or her will or judgment; esp., a wrongful threat made by one person to compel a manifestation of seeming assent by another person to a transaction without real volition". - Black's Law Dictionary (8th ed. 2004)

Forced Christian Reprogramming for your measly $260 Vancouver Welfare cheque

I'm shaking my head
thinking about a Jewish worker getting $10,000 for being made to put pointsettas in a window

Instead of real social workers,
that actually know about social work,
Vancouver Social Services has McWorkers
that don't really want to have to do their job

They have a year or 2 of college
as a "SS representative" or "counsellor"
not an actual degree holding social worker
then they get to lord it over us

a rerun
of the vicious Stanford Jail experiment
created into an institution

So they want to force me to walk,now
with a hernia and damaged cartilage in my knee
an additional 40 blocks
to get my little pittance

I have to beg, for what I am entitled to
at the very base, the bottom
I have to beg
at a Christian Reprogramming Centre

Baptist Medical Plaza II, Suite 800
2021 Church Street
Nashville, Tennessee 37203
says the address of their head office

Government religious discrimination
a Faith Based institution now has the right to hold my cheque
if I do not comply with any whim they may have
Me.
An Atheist Pagan.

seems a bit more serious than putting some pointsettas in the window.

I look closely
at the Christian Reprogramming/Brainwashing/Labelling/BURNING
"services"
Behavior Modification Specialists
Christian Psychology seems like an oxymoron in my personal worldview
They have more scientists in this facility than a conference in Apologetics
all written up to make it sound
like forced Deist therapy
is normal in free societies
a "Service" to the poor

Why? Why am I being sent for electroshock?

Because I actually wanted to talk to a real worker
about what's been going on with my disability claim
but they all were having a nice quiet time in the office

So I got bitched out
for daring to want a human
to actually treat me with some respect and dignity

and listen to my concerns, issues, and questions.

Instead I got a snarling, snapping rude cunt

looking at me like I'm a piece of shit
for daring to ask for a an entitled crisis amount
to buy a bag of dog food
and maybe some peanut butter
after the long holiday of increased canadian poverty.

I'm the piece of shit
because she had to move her fat lazy public service employee ass
her unionized "I want to have a splendid day chatting with my friends" job
was being disturbed
by my very presence

she had to move 2 feet
and sit down to talk to me
while I stand on the other side of her "impervious" motorized barricade

dehumanized

The 7 women in the office
make more money in salaries
than the people their office make from their base welfare cheques

and I'm the leeching parasite
one of "Them"
hobbling in

if we're going to have McNonSocial Workers
why don't we just hire sarcastic rude high school students
give them a uniform and minimum wage
we can line up to the take out wicket
to get bitched out

instead of paying CUPE
or the BCGEU

to decide what rude cunts will "serve us"

Like Ken Kesey's protagonist in One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
I'm getting LABELLED, screwed over, fucked
by a power tripping bitch

Do you think its right?
I think, personally, that I should be able to sue them for religious discrimination
and get twice as much as the Jew got for just putting some pointsettas in the window

The lazy union bitch Kate
and equally lazy supervisor
Winnie

can force me to harm my physical body
and require my attendance
at a reprogramming centre

for the base welfare
that anyone should get?
Oddly enough
its worst at the Commercial Drive office

but this is going on all over Vancouver
well off union employees
gloating
and treating their clients

like fucking shit

If YOU agree
that my rights as a HUMAN being have been ignored
and trampled

then please tell their head office for me

OFF200@gov.bc.ca
Suite #910 - 360 West Georgia Street, Vancouver, BC V6B 6B2

because I don't have a lawyer
and they are trying to force me to sign a form
saying I am mentally ill
before I can get
the smallest of pittances

So the cunt files a police report
saying I threatened her
that I said "I'll get you."

The THREAT
pretty much word for word
was THIS

in CONTEXT

"I'll get you back for this you fucking cunt, I'm going to WRITE a letter to your head office detailing your rude treatment of me and then I'm going to write the entire incident on my blog and you can read about it yourself
you fucking rude cunt"

They have video cameras in every welfare office
but when it comes time to go to court
this will conveniently NOT be admissible
or available

Because
as you can see
I didn't threaten her

I threatened TO TELL HER BOSS!

and I get picked up
"randomly"
and held for 12 hours
so I have to sign anything they put in front of me
or they threaten to hold me all weekend.

I was picked up at One in the afternoon
NOT charged with anything
and held for twelve hours
being told
there's no Justice of the Peace
until 9:30 p.m.

So you tell me
on a Friday at 1 p.m.
does it sound reasonable
that there is no JP in the court building?

they've done this to every activist and lefty
in the city
over the last 10 years
if you question Authority
or the Ripoff
we'll incarcerate you.

Social services
working hand in hand with the police
to target the poor
instigating instances like this

pretending to be following "policy"
when everyone knows
Social services leaves everything to their "personal discretion"

They learned it from the KGB
under Putin
anyone inconvenient
gets a mental health label
then no one will take them seriously
and they suddenly have
no rights as a human

That contact info once again:
OFF200@gov.bc.ca
Suite #910 - 360 West Georgia Street, Vancouver, BC V6B 6B2
because it took ME, a former computer tech
3 days to find that contact info

they REMOVED all the contact info for complaints
on all BC Gov websites before the Olympics
just before
they closed down the Human Rights Tribunal offices

so no one could complain
about being evicted or harassed anymore

I think walking an extra 40 blocks each month
and getting harassed weekly by christian brainwashers
is far more serious
than a Jewish man being forced
to move some half pound pointsettas.
on a christian holiday.

I just spent 12 hours in jail
8 hours of which the heat was turned down to 16 degrees or less
without a blanket or headrest, until the 9th hour
constantly shivering
for calling that nasty bitch a cunt

Why did I call her that?

Because she was fucking me over
on purpose
maliciously

She had a huge smirk on
eyes sparkling
as she said
"I'll take him"

and the smirk
with rolling eyes
just got more mean
and vindictive every second

I'm 90% sure
she was a lesbian

which I don't have any problems with

except if they are in the 60%+ or so of them
that HATE "faggots"
maybe its more, maybe its only 50%
but the hatred is there, regardless.

that's just the same discrimination
that they've had against them too for centuries
then they repeat it against others


Kate's boss
Winnie
backed up the "threat" accusation

I've had a few interactions with her
when the Commercial Drive office
was changed a year ago
from a Disability office
to a Social Services office

and Winnie's quiet domain of damaged people
became a horde of the filthy poor
offending her sight
and filling her office
with their smell
and their misery

I stood there one day
more than a year ago
I was surviving outside
I hadn't had a bath in weeks

I stood before her
watching her lips purse with disgust
covered in her gold rings
gold necklaces
bling everywhere

The bling of and old conservative
the huge ring of a married union worker
I've never met an older married union worker
who didn't harbor hatred for "faggots"

It's endemic
if you aren't a conservative when you join the union
you will be before you retire

The bling of a long term union employee
who can fuck you over anyway she wants
and she'll never really get reprimanded
and its her DISCRETION
who she will help or fuck over

I used to support unions
for decades
but years of this treatment
poor service, condescension, animosity, hate
smirking power trips and loafing Entitlement

I cannot support them any longer.

I'm asking for the form
for a welfare pass to the community center
so I can shower more than once every 2 weeks

She's only had welfare people in her office a couple months at that point
and she doesn't actually know
what we are entitled to get

"Oh, no
we don't have those
I have to pay for my pass
so do you"

I'm trying hard to be cool
I was told by a member of the Brittania community centre
that I could get one of these forms here
to take to them

I persist until she gets the form
then she tries to throw it away
right in front of my eyes

"It asks for an address her
so you're not eligible
because you have no address"

It takes me almost ten minutes
of PATIENCE
to get her to stamp it and put NFA

I can see it makes her angry
to have to stamp the page
and write 5 words

I wait for another day to ask about
what my card covers in dental
because she thinks
I get nothing
but the SS site, at the library
says I can get minor work done

Britannia gives me my pass with a smile
they don't give me any
"what's your address?"
They're glad to see
that I can use the shower now AND the pool
properly

even though they did let me
use the shower once in a while without a pass
It nice to be able to soak
my blistered feet and use the steam
before going back
outside


slowly dying as everyone watches
and laughs

anyway.

so I spend 12 hours in jail
because of a lazy, spiteful
nasty unionized
bitch twat

But John Lenic, Robert Cooper, Mike Elliot, Jennifer Patterson
and all the other rip off fuckers from Stargate Atlantis
have never been detained or questioned
for a second
for fucking me over
and trying to have me killed.

not one fucking second.

I watched earlier today
as 2 cop cars and 5 cops
dealt with a shoplifter
at a corner store

overkill

Law is NOT Justice
Law is a consensual hallucination
fed by the programming
of the rich
who fuck over anyone they want

with impunity

Killing and corrupting the hippies, faggots, niggers, and witches...

"Seems pretty boring around here" I said.
I was in a southeast suburb.
The furthest.

Playing music at an "open mic".

I was actually, honestly, trying hard to give it a chance
A lot of crappy places can grow on you
I grew up in a couple
but I knew what I was brought here for

I wasn't sold. Not really.
I've been to a lot of music events in my life.

No pretty chicks, really, not regular.
Just chubby sarcastic ones.
Friendly, but big and sarcastic.
I'm pretty lenient of soft figures myself
And twitchy ex-hard drug users

My kinda people in many ways
maybe a bit too hard,
but I like distortion
that grungy mush of different tones

Sitting on the edge of the most cracked out neighborhood i've seen in a bit
The Main and Hastings of this suburb it feels like
poverty and misery on a wide scale, blocks that stretch a mile
less dense,
but still a menacing tweak,
an angry need that walks for miles
I looked around and wondered why my "friend" thought I'd like this.

It really wasn't about me liking it, I knew.
That's not why he dragged me here.

Anyway,
The guy I'm talking to, chubby, short, balding,
He just finished playing some song from the 60's
A Crosby Stills and Nash one
I've watched him play a lot of songs from that free-love era by now.
Nice singing voice, decent if simple guitar, which seems to improve when you stick a higher grade axe in his hand.

"So where are all fun things in Surrey" I ask
He laughs, a flash of regret seems to cross his face for a second
"Nothing really fun out here, except drinking and fighting, and I don't really drink anymore"

"Isn't there a hippie boho area with groovy music and pretty hippie girls anywhere in this place?"
I chose the words carefully, because I knew where it was going.
I knew it from the start, when I first was brought here, months ago.

"Hippies!" he snorts, "No fucking hippies here, We killed 'em all"

I wonder about this "we", But I know where I am and who brought me.

I came along with the setup,
so I could see the play
and the players.

"Well, we didn't kill them, not all of them" he says, almost softening for a second
only a second, then the sneer is back and he continues
"We corrupted them."

"Corrupted them?"

"Yeah, sure. Get them addicted to drugs, turn them into whores, crack them out, beat them up, fuck 'em, give 'em aids or herpes, steal their shit, fuck 'em all, fucking hippies...make their lives shit so they leave. No more fucking hippies here!"
"GHB?"
"Oh ya, GHB, meth, heroin, crack, whatever, just bring em down, corrupt them. Fuck up their shit. Fuck em all."

That last line spoken with a hatred and vehemence that seems out of place on his lips
he was just singing "Helplessly Hoping"
very nicely

It's a sick conversation,
like we're discussing how they got rid of some "vermin" to use the words of a letter to the West Van Courier right before the Olympics.


I don't know, I have a soft spot for hippie chicks
they look nice.
It's like someone talking about hunting bunnies or something
shouldn't they deserve a warning?
They seem like too easy targets,
obliviously looking at grass or the sky...
gladly accepting a drink
not remembering much after

Kali can only come to them
personally
if they seek revenge

then vengeance they shall wreak

No one will do it if they will not
forgotten
best forgotten

I look around me. pawn shops, liquor store, smokeshop.
trio of crack-ho's half a block down, standing unsteadily near a gas station

I think about the last time I came to play here
another musician offers to smoke some weed with me
and halfway to the store to get smokes,

the meth/crack/pcp/whatever he stuck in the bottom of the weed pipe hits me.

It's not like I haven't been dosed by someone before
but, standing on the corner waiting to cross
with an nasty looking cracked out violent ex-con with home-made tats wanting to "Hey Homie! hug me,
fucking shit....

I haven't seen a brown or black person in this area,
Not even with Delta a few miles away (lot's of brown in Delta)
but none here. I guess they got the same treatment as the hippies.
Not many good looking women that are hanging out, ditto?
The First-Nations in this area look tough as nails, they'd have to be.

But I was prepared for that.
I grew up in redneck rural Alberta, I've heard worse. Honestly.
I once had to sit through 2 hours of nigger jokes
At a family member's house
but that's another story
(sorry 'bout that "N" word)

Hypocrisy always catches my eye, I think about the CSN he was just playing,
"What about your daughter, she's a teenager eh?
She probably loves that hippy shit, all the funky dresses and necklaces..."
I rightly guess the rebellious streak that opposes parental likes.

"Oh ya, she loves that shit"

"So where do you go around here for stuff like that?"
I knew the answer, I was just baiting him

"Oh, we go into Vancouver when she wants to see shit like that, none around here"
"You go into town a lot?"
"A few times a month"

Wow. Enlightening.
I guess that's where the cool artistic culture went
in my old neighborhood
the Eloi fleeing the Morlocks

that's always an interesting thing
to think about
wraith or morlocks sitting
having fun
drinking beer and eating bunnies
laughing

the nice but oddly staring woman
tells me of a dead boy

"guess he was a faggot
set himself on fire in New York
depressed and all"

the look in her eyes is almost glee
"that's the way it should be"
they seem to say,
like some creepy "in" joke"
then move off wildy into the sky
like a poisoner, here have some tea
I'm offered to come to a barbecue

but the cognitive dissonance
is too much
way too much

oh really officer that faggot just immoliated hisself
a cackle laughter blisters

I light a smoke,
she couldn't pronounce immolated,
I'm sure of it.

Almost glee

vein pulsing
targets moving
I constantly watch
encircled
laughing

have a fucking smoke
swill my beer and laugh

My "friend" is going on to me about
"those Stargate people that ripped you off,
you have to talk to my friend,
she's heard lots of stories like that..."
The smirk he always seems to have when he talks about certain things, that"something going on" smirk.

Yeah. Here it comes.
More than 5 months to get to it.
And here she is.

All the eyes around the shop
are fixed on her with admiration
looking at me with that smirk,
a whole shop smirking at once

And suddenly the Priestess is sitting in front of me,
asking me about
my "experiences"
with Stargate Atlantis
and Robert Cooper.

Someone I've never met before,
never spoken to,
sitting there to "listen",
eyes sparkling

I see her vampiric energy swell and glisten behind her eyes
she's expecting me
to pour out my misery at the rip-off

20 other pairs of eyes are locked on us
it's certainly not your average coffee shop
but I knew that months ago

I was waiting to see the Priestess

Sitting amongst the Wraith
playing my guitar
I waited a long time
now it's just Me an d' Devil
to quote robert J.

I am not afraid
here
many sharp things
are in reach

And I know
myself
the face of the man
they will send

to kill me

I've sat with him many times
smoking pot on grass
playing beautiful guitar
he does J.J. Cale

very nicely
so I can play lead

He does not come here
and I
do not play
the guitar

anymore


I walk away to have a smoke
watch her puzzled eyes
I didn't feed her any stories of the misery
of being ripped of by her friends/associates at SGA.

she was expecting it,
practically leaning forward
mouth watering
a pretty mouth
without any real compassion
"listening"

but I have no interest in feeding her
I saw what I needed
I know her mind fuck drill
I'm actually better at it

It's funny, cults like this
she is the only beautiful one,
no,
there is one other young woman tonight
but all the rest
are rather large and plain

I wonder about people
who join cults or gangs
of ugly people.
Seems like you'd want to join the cult with babes.
But I'm not here to join their cult

Their Church of Satan Grotto.
goat horn pentacles tattooed on skin and t-shirts
all around me
Brimming with hate for any "white lighters"
Atheist or not.

No. I'm here because this Priestess and her crew of Hunters

They're connected to the movie business here.

This particular branch
is the "rip off musicians of their original songs" branch
My "friend" constantly urging me
to play something new
They get so angry when I play covers

My favorite
is a blend of Cash and Reznor
on "Hurt"

There are crucifixes in the crowd
eyes gleaming the same as pentacle black bearers
roman torture devices and jewish sigils

symbols of your faith
they certainly are not mine

Myself, I don't get off on pentacles
I'm not Jewish.
Pentacles are a symbol of the Jews from waaay back
and got picked up by gentile cabbalists as a sign of mercantile
they were one of the earliest standard symbols on masonic work
because of their supposed adornment
of Solomon's Temple
but they far predate the temple

Still,
I am not that

I'm a mix of Gaul/Celt/Norse/Scot
and I would not wear a pentacle by choice
upside down or not

if you're going to appropriate something
appropriate something cooler
with so many pantheons
in your own blood
of ancestor memory

Pentacles and goats
Hmmm.
That goat-pentacle thing
is only a couple hundred years old
mostly promoted by a cabbalist anthropologist
Pentacles have never had anything to do with goats
or Pan
except in their role as an opposing force
to semitic tribes

Pan, goatboy
Pan predates Zeus in some greek texts
he was already there
when Chronos still ruled

examination of memes
and dna libraries
memories of ancestors
completely preserved
in blood molecules
holding more
than all our human Archives
in a cell

as Hermes held the Universe
in his mind

superimposed aspects
postures and purposes
recurring forms
given Names

I
tell you

a tale
of mixed observances

you
construct

the rest

Killing time...killing...

The Priestess and her Hunters aren't jewish either
so I wonder at their strange idolatry of this
the oddest of cultural appropriations
in these otherwise sophisticated vampires

I've always thought it odd
when witches self identify
with one of the symbols of the mason masters
with the Inquisition

The Judges, Lawyers, Police, Priests,
and Henchmen
crushing us all to build their pyramids
of of Money and Domination

the fat white male pogrom
rape torture theft murder
of the "infidels" and thinkers
writers,
and loopy hippie chicks...

Taliban of the Cross
and their Henchmen of the Inverted Pentacle
cloying purity and insipid decay
stark black and white

Terrorists and Freedom Fighters
Angels and Devils
Philosophers and Schizophrenics
Memes defined, compared,

recurring, evolving


Galileo
I would sing of thee!

eyes of a visionary
reduced to cinder
before the great white axe
of their fervor and control

the world is not round
Recant!

Did Socrates come upon his face
In that moment?
or Prometheus?

his gift of Reason's fire
forged with Will and quiet Observation
burned
screaming into submission

I imagine the hands
that held him
before the censer
were not the hands of a Thinker

They were the hands
of an ignorant,
programmed, and controlled
Thug


So many Gods we can Become
So many bodies on conquerors Crosses
Pagan Warriors
until they nail us

or we Overcome them

We shall see no singular god in space
or their heaven
for that is their way
not ours

Our Gods come from within ourSelves
Archetypes
of what we can Become
in Moments

Our Light in the sky
a swirl of Humans
The Wild Hunt,
Herne's Host

So many forms
the Wheel does take

a Mass of Living
humans interacting

not spirits of the dead

a Wheel
of living Life
circling,
teeming

ascending from the swirling herd of humanity
of animals that we are in ethereal spirit
as lights we ascend swiftly
to that bright white light
and through it

it is no god to Us

but a pool
a Door

of watery light
with a glistening plateau
which we swim through
to sit awhile upon
looking down as living beings

Meditating,
rebuilding
our understanding
of Sight

the pool does not speak to Us


If You say it does
I would say to you
it is the Mind-Voice
of your Priest

You may call his Voice "god" if you wish
I will not
nor will I bow my head
to "pray"

I will look forward at you

I will not
Recant

We will interact with each other
each ourselves as gods
I will give my Teachers
Respect

Your teachers and priests
counsellors and clerics of psychology
mad priests and priestesses of the urban wilderness
clutching their Objectivity
and Degrees

amidst the maelstrom

They must
Earn this
from me
not
expect it


marijuana and cigar smoke
curls slowly
from my spliff

Herbal Sacraments

They would say it is killing me.
More swiftly
than this
Burning?


Psychology burns Sight
with an unflinching Cultural Bias
pretending to be oblivious
to its own Subjectivity

A Christian Psychologist
prostrates and speaks to their "god" at night

but mine
they define
as Illusion

I will not
forgive them
They know exactly
what they do

we cannot measure visions
or complex conversations
in layers of speech
that cannot be recorded
or parsed

simultaneously we react to
body language
word language
thought language
smell language
ethereal interactions
postural echo

no dictionaries exist
and translating Babel
we are made
another shape
of ourselves


the Tree of Life
sprouts extends grows
evolves up
through me
and fills me
with Life
spreading out
encompassing

on another good day
to die

I stare at the sun
with a man who talks of killing bunnies
next to a truck

big enough
to drag someone into.

Jesus, god of the Vine? Carl Jung gets Pagan in the bushes with Mr. Freud...

I found this in a book called "Jung on Evil"
In "A Letter to Freud" dated Feb 1910
if you can find the whole letter it's very verbose and interesting
coming from a time when smileys hadn't been invented yet
and people still wrote 3 page letters to each other

"Jung's Blasphemy"

"...
But 2000 years of Christianity can only be replaced by something equivalent. An ethical fraternity, with its mythical Nothing, not infused by any archaic-infantile driving force, is a pure vacuum and can never evoke in man the slightest trace of that age old animal power which drives the migrating bird across the sea and without which no irresistible mass movement can come into being...
we must give it time to infiltrate into people from many centres, to revivify among intellectuals a feeling for symbol and myth...to transform Christ back into the soothsaying god of the vine, which he was, and in this way absorb those ecstatic instinctual forces of Christianity for the one purpose of making the cult and the sacred myth what they once were - a drunken feast of joy where man regained the ethos and holiness of an animal...
A genuine and proper ethical development cannot abandon Christianity but must grow up within it, must bring to fruition its hymn of love, the agony and ecstasy over the dying and resurgent god, the mystic power of the wine, the awesome anthropophagy of the Last Supper - only this ethical development can serve the vital forces of religion..."

Of course I'd nitpick him on a few of his more flowery and apologist tones and tangents, but there's the quote for ya, and I am not transcribing any more because my transcription speed is abysmal with four finger typing and a small desk.

I have a very long story
about Jesus and that wine thing
but it must wait until I have money for the wine part,
and one on Pan (another of those dang fertility gods)
which is top secret
but includes a vast and rambling exposition
of the great influence goatboy has had on the world,
and why Christianity
is always trying to muttonize him.

Don't stop playing pretty boy, I'm starting to get over the smell...

.

coming up

a couple things are brewing
first of all,
I was reading a book with a letter to Freud by Jung
in which he refers to Jesus
as a Fertility God
you know,
like Pan
or something

I'll post that quote. It's funny, it looks like Jung and Freud and another body had a little bacchanal somewhere and then corresponded on the "mental effects" of their hedonistic archetypal journey.

They seem quite familiar in the letter.
Hmm.
How deep did that archetypal co-operative exploration go?
but maybe the enthusiasm is just a german-english translation artifact...
all those exclamatories!
;p

and being so spurred on by serendipity
I will tell you my great Jesus Tale(tm) of the Wine.
It's fantastic,
I've been telling it for years
so I have many embellishments.

Not today tho
That's coming up

As well we have chilling extrapolations of clinical eugenics techniques from a sci fi writer
a story about a story by Poul Anderson
a really sick unnamed story...

Smelly old Pan and some horny nymphs? Diana will have a snit for sure...

I hate fucking zombies already....

Anyone had enough of zombies yet?

I needed something to play, to ignite my imagination.

So I grab Resident Evil 5 and Dead Space.
Gorgeus levels, beautiful in game cinematography
what? So I can see entrails better?
Fucking zombie games, zombie movies, vampires zombies werewolves
just fuck off with this shit and give us something else to do than shoot fucking nazis or zombies.
I don't care what new plot device you have for creating another goddamn zombie film or movie
but cut it out already. Fucking gib-porn.

I like games a lot, I write and build them.
The first person shooter, which I love,
lets us all squish our amygdalas into little feral lizard twitches of violence and hand eye co-ordination
and recently in the last few years the wondereful isometric 3rd person rpg's of past glory like Torment or Baldur's Gate have been extruded into 3d space
and fleshed out into immersive environments
open ended worlds of exploration

I'm scrounging around
looking for something where I can do something intelligent as I walk around
not just blow the fuck out of
more goddamned zombies!!!!!

I switch into Oblivion for a while, slower pace, but I'm tired of the fantasy past setting.
Then the skeletons come,
more zombies
I'm disgusted.
Finally, to escape the mutagen infested zombie mind fuck that keeps getting regurgitated through every media orifice in our society, constantly emitting pustulent entertainment of gory brain devouring
I'm going to cleanse my mind
with a fucking puzzle game...

Is your New Year "happy"?

Got everything you need?
Did you get laid off before xmas like a huge chunk of Canadians do every year?

Should be a law against that.

I got jack. Nada.
Seems like a recurring theme.
 The Fat Cats aren't really tightening their belts
But most of us still are
constant

but we get stuck in ruts it seems
zombies for more porn fast food sporting event consumption

I resolved to retire
from working for rip off fat cats
being their go-boy meat robot

speaking of meat robots and zombies....

Merry Xmas you thieving SGA fucks.

To all the BC cast and crew of Stargate Atlantis
have a great holiday season
you evil thieving fuckwad backstabbing asshole fucks.

One day people will spit on you when you go to those sci fi conventions to lord it over everyone.

Fucking pricks.
Choke on a fucking turky bone
you warmongering exploitationist colonialist bootlicker fucks.
Go suck Uncle Sams cock for some Xmas eggnog.

fuckers.

In Rwanda, 200k dead was GENOCIDE. In Canada, 300k people hunted is a secret and silent purge with government consent.

300, 000 people.
It's actually estimated to be larger than 1% of the popuation, more like 1.6%
which would be about 530, 000 humans in Canada.
They have no real rights.
They are an invisible minority.
They are being raped, beaten, tortured, killed.
They are being crushed economically, spiritually, physically.
Twice as many as the Rwandan massacre.
In Rwanda, there are courts trying mete justice
Here, in Canada, police and doctors are involved in the massacre and coverup

A Jewish man in Van won 10k from the human rights tribunal
because his employer made him put poinsettias in the window

these half a million humans in Canada
will be consistently targeted, mutilated, raped, assaulted, murdered, aborted, robbed...
The human rights commission in Canada will never hear them
no provincial court will give them justice.
they won't get 10k, regardless of how much of their blood and tears flow.

They are supposed to accept their fate.

I remember the Rwandan situation on TV.
They tell us now it was 500k - 800k people,
but back then,
when the death toll was supposedly about 200k
It caused an outcry from the world.

Our deaths bring laughter.

Quotes for a continent enslaved by privatized military controlled government/organized crime/Minority Dictatorships/religious puritan hypocrites and greedy fat white men....

Charity is no substitute for justice denied - Aquinas

The lowest stage of humanity is experienced when the individual must labour for a small pittance of wages from others.  - Robert Owen

I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies. If [the people] ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around [the banks] will deprive the people of all property until their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered.  Thomas Jefferson, (Attributed)

Justice denied anywhere diminishes justice everywhere. - Martin Luther King

Washing one's hands of the conflict between the powerful and the powerless means to side with the powerful, not to be neutral. Paulo Freire

The doctrine that might makes right has covered the earth with misery. While it crushes the weak, it also destroys the strong. Every deceit, every cruelty, every wrong, reaches back sooner or later and crushes its author.  John Peter Altgeld

Where justice is denied, where poverty is enforced, where ignorance prevails, and where any one class is made to feel that society is an organized conspiracy to oppress, rob and degrade them, neither persons nor property will be safe. Frederick Douglass

Even strong as they are today, rich countries should have no illusion: nobody is safe in aworld of injustices.War will never bring security.War can only generate monsters: bitterness, intolerance, fundamentalism, and the damaging denial of current hegemonies.The poor must be given reasons to live, not to kill or die. - Lula da Silva

 but I know that society may be formed so as to exist without crime, without poverty, with health greatly improved, with little, if any misery, and with intelligence and happiness increased a hundredfold; and no obstacle whatsoever intervenes at this moment except ignorance to prevent such a state of society from becoming universal.  - Robert Owen

 Overcoming poverty is not a gesture of charity. It is an act of justice. It is the protection of a fundamental human right, the right to dignity and a decent life . . .

Nelson Mandela

A truly free society must not include a "peace" which oppresses us. We must learn on our own terms what peace and freedom mean together. There can be no peace if there is social injustice and suppression of human rights, because external and internal peace are inseparable. Peace.is not just the absence of mass destruction, but a positive internal and external condition in which people are free so that they can grow to their full potential.

-- Petra Kelly

I wonder about putting that Aquinas quote in there, he was one of those ascetic types who was disgusted about bodily functions and sex. Hmm. Its still a nice quote, but the man himself I probably wouldn't like.

How many ideas have there been in the history of mankind which were unthinkable ten years before and which, when their mysterious hour struck suddenly appeared, and spread all over the earth?
-Dostoyevsky

stewed dumpster treasures

I have a lot of things to talk about.
"Important" things.
Heavy stuff.
Deep, divisive topics.

But,
its a sleepy Sunday morning
after a bitter cold snap

so make some tea and listen to music...

Lately I got on a jazz hunt
searching for new stuff
and replaying gems I recently re found

Keith Jarret, a master keyboardist with many projects and releases,
keeps popping back to my playlist
Especially this Sunbear Concert
The Osaka November 8, 1976 first half
just keeps getting replayed

On a search for jazz piano
I stumbled upon Aziza Mustafa
and I keep playing her first album

With Youtube I managed to enjoy some early Larry Coryell
The Jam with Albert, and Lady Coryell from his self titled fusion masterpiece

then I got back to one of my all time favourites
The Lounge Lizards.
No Pain For Cakes, Big Heart Live, Voice of Chunk
I keep listening to these albums
years later

I got some research to do
some ranting and spew
but for a few more hours
I'll relax and cook
stew...
8P

Rats and diseased meat.

She isn't one
she's more than half a dozen
almost an archetype
a repeating historical theme

Something for you !
Ass in my face
a very pretty ass

But a rat in the gutter
even a clean rat
is just a rat

Regardless of who I will be known as
of who I really am
inside

in this time
here

I am a rat
the cool duuuuuuuuuuuuude
with the tats
and his ears stretched wide
Mr. Slick
slides in

Swine snuffling for pearls
and oyster

A serpent tongue
of smooooooth talking
a "playa"

so much better
than a rambling geek boy
gazing at visions
creating worthless things
of beauty...

Slick's got a good slave's job
a proper meat robot he is
aesthetically pleasing to the eyes
he says all the right things
plays the Game well
as playas do
The Game I have no time or energy for

She follows the signals
automatically
she's been trained this way
in the Game
where everything is a lie
with a purpose

I have no time
or soul energy
for Lies
or Games

I avoid them
like plague dogs on the road
a sign of decay
approaching

so I step back to watch

the Play repeated
again
again
watching
how lies
are always better than truth to her
the shallow surface
pretty sheen
pretty things
always dazzle her
like dangling string

I gave her warning
being observant

but when has advice like that
ever been heard by beauty?
It's only ever seen
as jealousy

Now she looks at me with red eyes choking tears
but I have no warmth in my heart anymore
almost none

a small amount of pity
behind a mask of indifference
no point
to show
that I once cared

because I can't
be bothered
with such a simple fool

she's diseased now
mind and body

scarred, scabbed, contagious
wishing she'd chose differently

I wish she had chose differently
I see
that we both wish...

Her face and heart still beautiful
her blood and pinkness
full of parasites

I might
if I was wrapped in plastic
no kisses on the mouth

but trust is at the core of what we seek
and my heart-on my sleeve
is sealed in plastic

empty of trust and playfulness

and bitter

Deviating crawl

I now have one of those "Deviant Art" accounts.
Buy a mug, maybe I'll upload something at poster resolution.
Check my "Favorites" there to see what I personally found cool on the site.

If you're in Vancouver end of this month (Nov. 2010)
some of the airbrush works will be in the Culture Crawl,
in the Redsokil Arts building location (The Hamilton).

and you may have noticed,
I have a donation button now.
Can we get beyond survival into a more productive space?
Hmmm.
We're inside right now. Busted heater.
Beats living in the park like the last 2 years...

Gibran

Khalil Gibran
was a strong influence on my early reading in life.

Lucky for all of us, most of his works can be read online.
The Prophet was in my school library, and when I'd read every piece of fiction in the room,
I found this beautiful, dense little book with watercolors in grey
Filled with a flowing lyrical prose.

My quick favorites to get you interested in browsing there are:
Laws
Freedom
Children

Lest we forget...hypocrisy, eugenics and societal re-militarization...remember the dictators as we listen to the new dictators speeches...

We are becoming militarized
herd animals glued to team sports
our congregation
or skin
against theirs

when we can round people up
cleanly
make life cleaner
would we then
have such an outcry?

Fly our troops
to new lands
where our tyrants
would have a claim
and our sons
will kick in their doors
and search their houses

make way for oil
and afghan heroin
opium of dreams
fueling machines
of death and subjugation

we say we do this
not
for our god
or money

but for some other reason
we save you

yes,
with armour
and uniforms
we save you

from yourselves

and our profit
is a
consequence

Day Against Hate Crimes Vancouver: more of Mayor Robertson's bullshit!!

Under Vancouver Mayor Gregor Robertsons watch, more hate crimes have been perpetuated against queer people than under any other mayor in almost 20 years.

Attacks on gay, transgender, and intersex persons
are not only happening, they are on the rise
but in Roberston's GVRD
under the Coastal Health authority
intersex humans have no specialists,
the doctors involved in assisting Trans people have very low quality of success
The offices in vancouver where intersex and trans people are told to go in government marketing materials
in fact, are helping to target people.

Sig Heil! Mayor Gregor!
Sig Heil! Gordon Campbell

as long as we have tv commercials espousing equality
it doesn't matter that the VPD has no fags or lesbians working for it in uniform,
at least not out ones,
that cops sent to gay areas,
are often homophobic
that people with gender issues have no real specialists here,
not really,
and that the Human Rights Commision has been closed
and anyway, Campbell is trying to pass a law
so the Human Rights jurisdiction doesn't cover employment standards
so no one can sue
if they are fired for being queer

Mayor Gregor Robertson is a hypocrite.

Summer was a bitch...

Spent too much time surviving
now that summer is leaving
I have a few new things to throw at you

Stay tuned
and maybe read some of the Archives
Lots of good shit there
If I do say so myself

Harperpuppet prepares for dictatorship with 650 arrested in Toronto just before Canada Day.

Ahhh.
Good ol' Stevie
look around youtube for crowd camera footage of the G20

The cops were blanket bear macing groups of people face down on the ground
a  number of videos are available of plainclothes police officers provoking violence
and actually destroying property amidst peaceful protesters

The protesters they didn't burn
because a lot of activists
and left wing media
have recently been burned
and disappeared

The paramilitary police forces of Canada,
armed in new kevlar
with "anti terrorist" training from their american consultants
armed with new instructions
to break the law if necessary
in the destruction of "infidels"/"activists"

Blasts away at the right to protest government sponsored corruption and oppression
Stevie gets upset
his rich buds will have a snit
if he lets himself be seen as weak
so he showed us, eh?

Just round 'em up, lock 'em up,
throw baseless charges without evidential backup at them

The dictatorship of this minority prime minister begins in earnest now
his time is almost up
and he has to change the laws and institutions
as much as he can
to make it impossible to unseat him

like every corrupt dictator before him.


6 Billion on a party for the worlds rich
while Canada's poor groan and eke out their lives

Then a year later
1 Billion for just the security
at a conference for the worlds slavemasters

can't spend all that money on gear
and not use it!
So round em up
load em up
take them to the special camp we've made
just for them

so no one will mistake us for a
demon crazy
democracy
again

But the CBC is almost silent
the media has all been bought
by the slavemasters
or hobbled by government manipulation
Canadian State media and Corporate media
are being good pets
and very little is being talked about this attack
on true democracy
by our "benevolent dictator"

All hail the Harperpuppet
Aryan blonde and blue eyed
his christian faith will guide our police
when he has given them leave
to break our hobbled and broken laws
and oppress
unrestrained

Enforced Therapy for Deviations from the "Norm"

I'm reading this excellent book called:
"The Right to Be Different: Deviance and Enforced Therapy"
by Nicholas N. Kittre
I was drawn to it in a pile because it had a front page blurb by Thomas Szasz who I had written about in a previous article.
I could literally pull hundreds of amazing quotes out of Mr. Kittrie's book.
Even though it was written in the mid 70's, most of the information is still actively relevant, and even more frightening is the fact that most of the rights-abusive situations he writes about and examines continue to this day, the horrifying legislations and state/police/and "therapeutic" practices he brings to light are, for the most part, still active 30 years later.
Where this book shines is in its constant confrontation with "scope creep/function creep",
where a legislation ostensibly put in place "for society or the person's benefit" is gradually broadened and its criteria widened
so that a non criminal process can be used for lengthy incarceration of  individuals without due process or recourse to legal mechanisms or representation for the incarcerated.
Whole chapters on juvenile process abuses, forced sterilization, and the culturally biased oppression of alternative lifestyles by "morality crime" legislation will shock and enrage you if you have any conscience left after a day of modern brainwashing.

How to stop Terrorism COMPLETELY...

Trillions of dollars spent on military actions and surveillance worldwide
uncountable added hours of delays for searches and investigations of people and their stuff
deaths, injuries, property damage, incursions into foreign countries
unjust incarcerations, dismantling of Free Speech protections, torture of "insurgents"
Total Information Awareness
Fat White Men collecting info on everyone
Medical records, credit records, tax records, employment data, homeowner data

preparing for the new cleansing
a quiet, silent cleansing
made easy and invisible
by new technology
the cost is huge, to all of us
when we live in a society
that doesn't value people
only their sweat and blood

The fact is,
none of it is enough.
NONE of it.
All the Kevlar, Tasers, Tanks, Drones, Laws, Databases, GPS phones, NSA-OS-backdoors, Wiretaps, Torture, Economic destruction of activists, paramilitary police harassing and targeting the non-conformers, the disbanding and dissolution of all forms of community gathering except for sports,
It's all wasted money filling the pockets of government FEAR PROVIDERS.

The ONLY way to stop TERRORISM
is to make sure everyone has ENOUGH of what they need
Enough food,
enough time to sleep,
a place to sleep,
warmth, food, medical services, water and toilets and showers
shelter they can't be displaced from
human contact
true community
personal growth through education and opportunity
These basic things
are so much cheaper than tasers and batons

fulfilling these needs and creating Ontological Security for ALL CITIZENS
is the ONLY way
to stop terrorism COMPLETELY

Because terrorism, human bombs, sociopathic thinking, murder
is grown in the darkness of hunger, fanned by shivering and cold winds
When the poorest of us has nothing
no shelter, no food, no hope, no opportunity, no medicine, no freedom, no justice, no redress

then each man or woman in their neglected state
Neglected by their State

must say to themselves
I have so much to offer
but I am not allowed
I can learn so much
but I am not allowed
I can create, but I am not allowed here
So why should I not destroy what is here
as it tries to crush me?

Suicide bombers
sprout from ghettos of mind and spirit
where there is no opportunity or hope
where people die daily of malnourishment,
inadequate medicine, poor sanitation, exposure, violence
In these situations
escape by fire while killing your oppressors
is better than slowly starving
in a land of fat cats and plenty

when everyone has the basics
and has true opportunities available to them
in education, starting-a-business loans, buying a house
only when everyone has these things
will terrorism from the forgotten ones disappear

The top of the pyramid
the "masters"
the fat white bastards in their suits and gold rings
these are the life negating true terrorists of our lives

but we are too distracted by by their media blitzes
sound bites and think tank press releases
to see that the terror in our lives
really comes from above us
not below us

Terror doesn't wear a turban as it sows its seeds
it wears a suit, holds a briefcase, sits in a limo
and laughs as we play its game


"By the skillful and sustained use of propaganda,
one can make a people see even heaven as hell
or an extremely wretched life as paradise....
How fortunate for governments that the people they administer don't think." - Adolf Hitler

Unnecessary Begging...the constant game of the new Canadian society...Harper stuck in Reaganism oppression mode...

Fela Anikulapo Kuti  is one of my favourite artists of all time. An amazing multi-instrumentalist who primarily played on sax and keys for long intricate jams with his huge band, he was also one of the most important singer/songwriters of social justice issues.

Over his long career he was jailed many times and was a constant activist for free speech and human rights. Zombie, I.T.T/Original Sufferhead, Roroforo Fight and Unnecesarry begging are some of his best albums. Check out the fantastic songs Unnecessary Begging, Trouble Sleep Yanga Wake Am,
and No Buredi(No Bread).

I saw Fela in the early '90s in Vancouver while I was a DJ at CITR(A Voice of Dissent). It was a fantastic show.

When we look at the puppet military "democracy" in Nigeria its easy to see how a whole nation can be controlled by a US puppet regime that is marketed as "democracy". Sort of how a minority government placed in power by less than 20% of the public eligible to vote in Canada can burrow right in and dismantle the social safety net and personal freedoms that 50 years of INTELLIGENT and humane socialism had built up.

Harper has turned Canada from a country looked at as an example of human rights and dignity, to a country known for its bigotry and corruption. Sending Afghani prisoners to be tortured, sending the Canadian military in the first place to kill people of an opposing religious group in THEIR country, paranilitarizing and dumbing down the STRAIGHT WHITE Canadian police forces, dismantling and privatizing healthcare, municipal and provincial gov'ts riddled with gang insiders and paper bag payout deals, stealing BILLIONS from the E.I. "surplus" that all working Canadians payed into, and worst of all, using this time as PM to allow his Christian cabinet ministers to further erode legislation that once protected Canadians from poverty and illegitimate incarceration for personal lifestyle choices...

Give him a majority and the Charter of rights will be repealed so he can legally target the queers, potheads, and pagans. Harper's goal is the re-christianization of Canada, and the massive implementation of a wage slave class with no rights whatsoever. He's already well on his way, implementing draconian legislation to incarcerate people for smaller amounts of weed (a year in jail for a single pot plant!). Human rights offices all over Canada have been closed, in every province, none of the Canadian Human Rights tribunals/courts/councils can be reached with an email, so there is no tracking of complaints, no one can say they weren't listened to, because their is never any record of a complaint or the process. But on paper, in the phone book, and online, it looks like they have these resources. It's all for show though. It's similiar to that "we don't have a poverty problem anymore, because we don't count poverty statistics" game that the Canadian government has played for years to keep the world from knowing what does happen here.

For 20 years we watched Reagan (ray-gun) build massive jails then fill them with lower class people mostly for minor offenses like smoking pot or putting some other substance prohibited by christians into their bodies. It didn't make the U.S. a better place, and its not going to do anything but make a bunch of Harper's buddies rich off the misery of minor offenders. While millions went without medicare Ray-gun built massive defense initiatives. Harper is about to pay out $500 MILLION to an american firm for a bridge while welfare recipients in Canada are required to pay their own bus passes to trudge around and find work.

TROUBLE SLEEP, YANGA WAKE AM by Fela Kuti

When Trouble sleep,
Yanga go wake am,
Waking him dey find
*[CHORUS] PALAVER, HE DEY FIND
Palaver**, he go get-e o **(trouble)
PALAVER, HE GO GET
Palaver

When cat sleep,
Rat go bite him tail,
Waking him dey find,
cho.

Tenant lost him job,
Him sit down for house,
Him dey think of job,
Mr. Landord come wake am up,
He say, “Mister, pay me your rent”
cho.

My friend just come from prison,
Him dey look for work,
Waka* waka day and night, *(walk)
Police man come stop am for road,
He say, “Mister, I charge you for wandering”
Waking him dey find
cho.

Mr. Husband marry for church,
He make big party,
Then he start to spray**, **(tip, usually musicians)
Because him love him wife,
Him say, “wife come run away”
Bank manager run come,
He say, “Mister, pay me your debt”
Waking him dey find, for Lagos e-o
cho.

When Trouble sleep,
Yanga go wake am,
Waking him dey find
cho.

When cat sleep,
Rat go bite him tail,
Waking him dey find,
cho.

Explanation:

Don’t kick people when they are down,
Nor bother them at inappropriate times:
There is a limit to patience.

When things are calm,
Don’t start trouble by bothering people who are struggling to get by. 

Guaranteed homelessness strategies...

So here's a couple of good suggestions for our spineless idiot leader The HarperPuppet.

1. I already covered this in a previous post, but SS could buy VANS second hand in bulk  and get bulk ICBC insurance. For less than  $700 for each person we could get them out of the elements and into a van where at least they are sheltered and can leave their stuff.

2. Why can't we build those little coffin sized crash pads like they got in Japan? Just big enough to sleep in and sit up, they can be the SS specials.

3. Allow people to sleep in all parks at night from 10 pm until 6 am. That's 8 hours, and nobody else is in the park during that time. So just fucking let them already.

4. Allow people to use parkades at night. Make it a huge fine if they litter, and let them sleep in these massive cement structures that are all over, are always empty at night, and many of them are heated to above zero.

5. Allow people to rent their garage to a homeless welfare recipient. They don't have a toilet or shower outside so they'll be fine without, or you could make it that they could rent a garage as long as it has water and a toilet for the welfare rate ($370/month in BC, sick eh?).

6.Require all Shopping carts to be modified so that they can fit a sleeping person and have greater storage capacity and ability to be quickly modified for a power assist module. Instruct Canadian children in the finer points of shopping cart maintenance and shopping cart survival tips to prepare them for being wage slaves under a Conservative Corporate Dictatorship.

7. We could ask the U.N. to help. They gave us shit for the last 5 years over our massive homeless problem which the HarperPuppet gov't has exacerbated to the point of it becoming a major violation of human rights in a "first world" country.

8. We could continue with the HarperPuppet plan to use the Soft Kill strategy to kill all Canadian born meatrobots that are not happy with slaving 40+  hours a week for some fat rich bastard fuckwad who can't pay a raise to their employees but can buy a second Hummer, while their slaves toil all day to pay 80% of their earnings to another rich fuckwad landlord because they can't get a loan from the rich fuckwad banker to get a mortgage on an overpriced house that's ballooned in cost because of being flipped a dozen times by some other rich fuckwads..

9. Let the CIA just shoot all our dissidents in broad daylight. Its actually more effective since everyone can see the brain matter, so no one will dissent anymore. Nobody sees the results of the slow burning and soft - kill, so lets just wack em all.Or we could just let our cops use the same torture techniques they use in those "horrible heathen Muslim enclaves". It wouldn't take much, they already get massive paramilitary training to go with their Dummies text on "diversity", "racial/cultural bias" and "tension diffusion". Then they won't have to kill anyone outside of the job to get their gang colors.

10. And of course, as I've said before, a crew of non-union casual laborers can take any empty warehouse in the DTES, or anywhere in Van, and convert it into 10x15 cubicles for less than the cost of one Olympic Village Condo after the public servant who buys it resells it....

The HarperPuppet pulls Obama dick out of his mouth long enough to gurgle something petulant about socialism being a greater evil than a gov't trying to kill all its cultural workers with economic duress...slurp, slurp, slurp...

When the Cities Turned Against Their People

When the cities turned against their people
they stopped attracting them to their centres to live

and instead
began to push them out

in
fractions
of
buy-laws

they were displaced


the rows of covered benches
picnic tables
gazebos
stripped away
to leave no shelter for the poorest

public spaces
with "no loitering" signs
no place to sit and eat and dream 

the benches once faced each other in little groups
now they are all spread apart
divided
facing away from the sun

cold wet metal
where once was covered aged wood

People used to sit in parks
for hours
even on cold days

but no seated place now has any shield for wind
or rain
to sit and think

watching the sea

we would sit for hours
and still we do
but there are less of us
and the shivering makes us leave soon

The parks are ringed with community images
of people playing drums and instruments
communicating
but drums bring complaints and police
in a very short time here

When the cities turned against their people
you needed a permit to gather, or even play for change

The accountant has no need for rolling stones
the manager sees no profit
in a slide lick harmonica squeel
the City itself
would rather feel
the screech of a bus braking
hisssss.

When the cities turned against their people
The roof covering the empty seats
of our gladiator stadium
spectacles for those with hundreds to spare
is assured in perpetuity
while a human rat
scurries around corners
searching for an awning that sticks out
one inch more

When the cities turned against their people
the phones in parks
were stripped away
no need for any screaming girl to call
if she has no monthly cell plan
and police,
once a whistle from each others hearing
now speed past domestic abuse on the street
oblivious in sealed air conditioned bubbles
of paramilitary isolation
enhanced tasers and mil grade laptops in their soundproof cruisers


When the cities turned against their people
the poets and violinists
were made to pick rocks and garbage
not because they needed picking
a Machine could easily do that
but the idle hands of poets and painters
the idle lips of bards
need to be flogged daily
lest celebrations be seen
spontaneously
without a permit


When the cities turned against their people
They used traitors within the people themselves
the people
against themselves
turned
against
them
self

When the cities are finally empty of human culture
will they smile?

(W.I.P...)
C. Taylor

The importance of "Telling Stories"...

So I had a couple people I know
accuse me of "Telling Stories"
as in "lying" or "fabricating"
because of my previous "conspiracy theory" sounding articles son
Human Sacrifice,
Pedophiles,
Sects of Satanist's and OTO and (OMG)Masons running amuck in Vancouver,
Gangs as shock troops,
communities altered by the negative actions of small sects acting within them,
ties between foreign gov'ts and domestic gangs,
actual foreign gov't and "enemies of Canada" intelligence activities permeating our societal infrastructure and underbidding for core infrastructure and personal data sub contracting by corrupted puppet domestic local gov'ts,
the american military/project mockingbird, its very real propaganda effects on our domestic media, news, and culture

and of course,

Robert cooper and the US military"vetted"(backed) "Canadian" SGA production ripping me off my agreed upon creative consultant's fee for the pilot series of SGA.


First off,
You don't have to read it if it's bothering you or causing you ontological dissonance.
Honestly, if you think I'm full of shit, then turn your eyes away and surf to cnn or cbc
nothing will hurt you there. Being an ostrich isn't so bad.

Secondly,
I wait a very long time before adding disturbing things to the blog, and I put as much linkage as I can without coming right out and pointing a direct finger, since being vague is the only way to apply free speech in an era of massive litigation. For those with money of course, if you are wronged and have no money there's no litigation. I never wanted to have things like that here, it was supposed to be about spirituality and creative work. I had no choice after what happened.

and thirdly,
the people I'm actually referring to,
have other people, that are involved in the mess
yakkin in their ear
like Wormtongue manipulating Saruman
turning white to an unwitting agent of black

And Fourth, about my claim about consulting with Robert Cooper on SGA:
When something is created, the idea has to come from somewhere.
It's never the money people at the top who come up with the good ideas, its always someone who is paid a lot less who actually comes up with the idea that is reworked by the other various writers and artists(more lower paid schmucks).
Robert Cooper isn't a writer.
He's a rich prick who calls himself a "producer" with a recorder who can rip off other people for ideas, hand the tape over to some other poor schmuck to expand upon it, and he takes the credit and gets all the money, which he scatters a few coins to the real people who did the work.
That's how big american media works, and they're trying to convince everyone that that is just the way it is.
Its for this very same reason that all the best filmmakers in the last 50 years started by making their own films outside of the ripoff L.A. system, which SGA is run from.
The only reason the stargate franchise is made up here is because they can pay people shit, the government gives them money (which they hardly give to REAL canadian productions) and they don't have to pay canadian crews the same residuals they pay to american crews.
I am a writer,
as I have proven over and over here.
I also am specifically a screenwriter,
and I have scripts I recently digitized to post as proof for you to see.

I also study spirituality and mythology seriously,
which is where the the "atlantis" meme resides in our history,
and I have been a hard science fiction fan for about 30 years.

Robert didn't come up with the ideas for the series, other people did and he took the credit and money.
I came up with 7 main ideas that became the core of the SGA pilot series during a consultation with him at Turks Coffee, on the patio, less than a month before he had to pitch his big "atlantis" spinoff from the stargate franchise.

Robert Cooper owns 10 houses in my neighborhood.
He did actually come to see me, made a deal with me, recorded the ideas in the consulting meeting, and then he took that and gave it to his writing team to flesh out.
I'm not delusional or crazy, at all.
I'm a creative writer and thinker who was consulted on a series plot development by a rich producer backed by american money and I haven't been paid my fee.
These things happen, yes, but I do deserve to be paid my fee regardless of how many other stories of ripoffs like mine there are.
There are at LEAST 300 people in my home area of East Vancouver that know R.C. ripped me off. There's even more (mostly IATSE employees and crew from SGA) actively bad mouthing me on his behalf. Not because they are his friends, but because they don't want the guilt of believing that they've been part of a rippoff of a creative artist.

I also need to point out, this is a form of gang theft. It really isn't just Robert, he is acting as the head of a larger group that is backing up his deeds.

Go now and bury your head in the sand!
Its a mixed up messed up fucked up world and its not going to get better if we all be good little meat robot serfs and shut up while the masters murder and pillage us, or set us against ourselves to do the same.

Everything I have written on this blog is the whole truth,
as I have seen and interpreted the events and assholes in my way
as we all do, in our subjective realities
interpreting the signs and actions of the world.
I'd swear on a bible,
but I don't get the concept of telling "truth"
while holding a book filled with misleading and discriminatory passages
So I simply swear, on myself, its ALL true.

And if you don't believe it
You are allowed.

But those of you who know me better,
who understand how important truth is to me
Look more closely around you
because its a continuous process
evolving out of "old ways" that some guru espouses
that pit us more against each other
and cause us more harm
than good

These clans and organizations have built up over centuries
Many have been at war with each other the whole time

So many clans and beliefs
trying to tell other people how to live and act and be
looking down on those with other ways
all fighting over the control of the serfs
and the money they generate

When innocent people or children are murdered or enslaved
when minds are wrapped in waves of brainwashing
when young people are drugged and raped while unconscious
or when a lone person is surrounded by the gang and robbed
shouldn't someone tell that story?

Or maybe we should be good sheep and scurry away watching silently
less the docile community, it's herders, or its masters see us thinking instead of working

And last of all
I tell you clearly
if they try to tell you
"he was on drugs and seeing things
he made it all up"

believe me when I say
you can give me any drug I have used in my life
and I'll tell the story the same and answer questions lucidly
just maybe a bit slower, with pauses.

And when I did the really hard stuff,
it was AFTER I had already realized
who I was surrounded and being attacked by
and I wouldn't be alive if I hadn't done that shit.

believe it
or not.