I mean
she said he was invisible and that she spoke to him all the time
he was all around us
I asked if he had a penis
She said no and then yes
and then something about being formed in his image
You don't have a penis
I said
Do you actually hear a voice?
Words?
No
she said
but I feel his presence
Oh
I said
You speak to him daily, identify him as male, can't see him, aren't sure if he has a penis, have never heard him speak, are still certain that he's male.
And there. Hmm. You're certain he's there as you feel his presence.
Hmm.
Do you believe in Telepathy?
I said
Not really.
Not like, people talking to each other with their minds and stuff,
that would be wierd
She says.
Oh.
I said.
So you've never been a Tree?
A what?
She says
How long have you believed in this "god" that doesn't talk to you?
I said
I guess
She told me more
about it
him
what she thought
about him
I wondered why someone would work with a Godform
or one projected for them by their "trusted" priest
if there was no direct mental speech
outside of flashy rituals
and private personal workings
speaking
and hearing
and seeing
clearly
would be how to interact with a Godform
since it is your own mind
that must take away benefit from the exchange
and communication of that visionary sort is very metaphorical
it doesn't
make sense
to me
it rarely does
To leap and trust
because that is what is expected
and everyone else does
so...I should too...?
It seems silly
I know
the idea of that
big invisible penis
its kind of like
an elephant
in a tiny room
full of people
who don't want to talk about it
"If you're going to tell people the truth,
make them laugh,
otherwise they'll kill you"
- O. Wilde
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