Nobody Ever Listens to Me Anyway

Xmas Stories

2011-12-11T00:04:00.000-08:00

some of my favourite stories by Oscar Wilde

The Happy Prince and the Selfish Giant for free on Project Gutenberg

these I dig:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Selfish_Giant_(film)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Happy_Prince_(film)

Christian Sects VS. Ass Sex

2011-12-04T18:15:00.000-08:00

I changed the title.
I had to.
The sects pun was too funny to let slide

various other shite will pile up here quickly
I swear...
8P

so for homework:
Watch Bible Black OVA #4 "Black Caress"
(warning: if you are easily slutified by LaVeyan mind programming or disturbed by hermaphroditism, cartoon depictions of rape, and other artist rendered perversity- don't watch!)

Please keep in mind it is a cartoon.
Separate reality at least a bit from the cartoon or you will definitely have problems swallowing that hour of penultimate hentai mixed with weird japanese germanic "magic" as envisioned by slightly mad 5'4" japanese cartoonists who wear dress shirts with no tie and black rimmed spectacles.
Feedback!! Comments? An-ecdotes?

We are of course focusing on the physical, not psychological aspects of the piece mostly.
The drug, and huge mindfuck as they make him watch his long time sweetie get off on a bunch of other men is a completely different aspect and lesson of the film, but we are mainly concerned with it's depiction of anal sex, the fact that it isn't missionary position christian sex in any way is also secondary to our discussion but still relevant.
Hmmm.
I wonder if linking to a wikipedia article about an obscene movie is a crime

Topics for this ever growing article will include over the space of the holidays:

cleansing practices("You gotta wash your ass..." - anon., step by step how-to in progress!)
ass-conducive foods(wine, yogurt, fruit, "white bread, trimmed of crust, with butter and peeled cucumber sandwhiches" - O. Wilde in The Importance of Being Ernest, noodles vs. rice, fasting, bagels...and of course - eating properly when you aren't anticipating all night ass-sex!)
the best type of gloves (try those blue nitrile ones withe texture...)
different lubes VS. different natural oils (hemp oil works for stoners! thicker? what works in a shower?)
the natural VS. "unnatural" view of ass sex (Acquiring humorous diagrams...still)
Dirtiness (how much icky poo is really encountered? If you eat ideally is water necessary?)
Is "tearing it up" gonna work?
Do the size queens and booty whores have it right? Do you want more than X" in there?
Is it dangerous? Aren't there kidneys and stuff in there? Can something break?

=P

deep questions.
ponder them dearly if you are bored or titillated.

What about when a someone digs ass sex in general in their "right" sex way,
then frowns on queer ass sex, whatever that is
Is fairly vanilla doggy style ass sex really very queer these days?
Not if the internet is any indication...

I don't know. I think those folks that wear the Furry costumes and fuck like rabbits or raccoons are waaaaay more weird than vanilla ass sex.

male and female bums are certainly different
do they feel different on the inside?
I'll have to experiment with this

a blind "feel" test...
that's it!
now for some suitable test subjects...

"Free your mind,and your ass will follow.The Kindom of heaven is within..."- G. Clinton

I wonder if bum sex was practiced in Jesus' neighborhood
I mean, I'm sure that whore he kept from getting stoned
probably was packing olive oil and dates
"You who have not eaten olives and dates for 2 days straight cast the first stone..."

I'm sure nobody else in the world was doing that assfucking stuff waaaay back when
in the bush or the barn
eeewww.
sorry, straw + anus = not good
watch out for sand too

no one would ever have sex on a beach
would they?
Seriously though,
one god damned piece of sand can ruin your whole evening...

Actually there is some speculation that 3 of the apostles
dug each other's asses
but that's heretical of course
I'm serious. I don't have a reference link but I swear I'm not lying, it was a trustworthy anthropological source.

just like those 3 boyfriends Hercules had during his life
Well documented
Not at the same time, dirty girls. That was over his lifetime.
Why wasn't that in the Disney version of Hercules?

Horrifying death of a loved one,
his pretty spearboy
on the bed that stretches you to its length

Seven years with the princess of Aegea
playing the lyre and sewing
when he wasn't cleaning those humongous stables

sewing

hmm.
Hercules sewing in a skirt
the ancient book said
the princess made him wear a skirt
and sew
and comb her hair

I secretly wish I had a sewing machine and space for it
this is disturbing me...
I would make costumes, of course
crap.

that's worse
damn

you need a $1200 bedroom suite to have ass sex
don't you?

I mean,
isn't ass sex a modern invention?

surely no one was fucking each other in the ass during the reign of Christianity
I mean

how would they shower eh?
its such a filthy practice
theres no way someone could have gotten clean after that

don't you need expensive equipment
or something?
a huge shower with odd handles in convenient places?

way back
when

oh, wait
what's this randy drunken hedonist monk and friar meme I keep seeing pop up...
geezuz
12-30 men in a big house

nothing to suggest they had fruits and olive oil....
and wine
except these hundreds of paintings

St. Anthony's Temptation
was no demon in the sky
it was the only other person for miles around
the demon tormenting him
and "seducing" him

he had to pray a long time
a good shower
and a bit less guilt
would have made his life easier

that's just my own
heretical interpretation
once again

I wonder how deep I
should go
with this...

lately I've been composing on my wordpress version of the blog
Since the cia own google and chinese style censorship is silently approaching us
=|
actually, just cause
so it has about 6 more articles,
I still post them here a couple times a month
but I usually build them there over a couple weeks first

This article, however,
I'll erect inside blogger first...
for some twisted perverse reason I have yet to divulge

Murdered slowly in plain sight – the Canadian version of the nazi t4 progamme

2011-12-04T07:23:00.001-08:00

There’s this short story by Poul Anderson. I can’t remember what it was called, but it was at the front of a very large collection of his short stories. It was one of his early ’60′s pieces.

I can’t really spoil it, because it’s fifty years old.

Mr. Anderson‘s protagonist ends up in a lab in an “alternate earth” scenario.
I hate them so much, those alternate plots.

The Doctor in the lab is showing him how they process newborns, which are born by a natural process, not cloned (I’m NOT going to spoil THAT sick part of his story, you’ll have to read it yourself). The babies are separated at birth between those who become citizens and have a nurse and then family, and the others.

The Others, are not visibly different upon quick inspection, so a gene analysis is done on each child to determine this. So 2 children from the same birthing set could be split into a citizen and

A cow, or horse, basically. A slave.

These children run through an assembly line shortly after birth. Their genitals are removed, they are blindfolded, shot with various hormones and placed in sensory deprivation for the first few months of their lives and they are basically treated from that moment as a working animal. They are never taught to speak and their vocal cords are surgically damaged to prevent more than grunts. The obviously get no schooling or healthcare later in life.

So, I don’t have the story with me, but I’m going to weave pieces of it’s ideas and wrap them around my experiences and observations of the process I’ve been put through.

The “process” which has denied me a proper medical for the last 6 years. And I’m starting to get to the point where I can’t even move well enough to search for food. I’m dying slowly, and an entire community is so busy thinking happy thoughts they can’t see what’s happening in their neighborhood.

So what is the t4 programme?

It’s related, intrinsically, to the TIA effort, and the use of databases to track record and schedule. They used it to wipe out about a quarter of a million people, using DOCTORS.

You see, the Nazi’s would have never been able to process all those Jews and Queers and anybody else “different”, if it hadn’t been for IBM. Their efforts to catalog everyone and sort the useful from the indesireable was only possible because off their early war investment in American IBM punch card systems. Yes, the Germans bought early computing systems from the americans to sort everyone through their TIA like system of humanity assessment and disposal.

so before they began rounding up everybody, they marked, on punch cards, who was jew/queer/disabled/mentally ill/had a hereditary disease.

The T4 programme focused on a eugenics programme that was tasked with making sure that people with hereditary diseases or mental illnesses would be quietly euthanized (in the doctors office), sterilized, or marked for starvation (why spend money killing someone, just make sure they get nothing to eat).

What would happen is that when the client went to the doctor, the doctor filled out a form, it all got put on punch cards, the patient would be flagged as one of the “undesireables” and then would be called back in to the doctor. If the doctor was one of the select few doctors in the inner circle of this masonic style organization, he would be tasked with quietly offing the person, otherwise they would be then on scheduled with another doctor, one was in the special group.

The person would be injected, or given prescriptions containing poisons, or operated on and then dying in the O.R. (bleeding to death), or, if they were invalid or mentally incompetent, they would just be left without food until they died.

250, 000 patients were murdered by doctors under the T4 Action.

Now, I’m specifically going to talk about one hereditary genetic configuration, intersex, and how the exact same tools are being used by a group of doctors with common religious and political affiliations. Religious affiliations that consider this genetic condition to be “aligned with the devil”

I fucking kid you not.

There are 2 places in vancouver that an intersex person is sent to if they ask about their condition, The Three Bridges clinic, and the Ravensong.

Both places are listed in government media as being the place where Intersex people can get a specialist.

But there are NO SPECIALISTS.

Because the religious order that is in majority control of these two facilities has set them up for the specific purpose of fucking over and even causing the death of intersex patients that show up there.

I’ve been to both facilities. I have been mocked and snickered at in both places. Neither helped me, both tried extensively to make me just give up asking for a specialist, or “be a tranny”. That’s the second option.

I’m not a Transgender person, I’m Intersex.

They aren’t the same.

I started trying to get a specialist here about 6 years ago, because my hernia had gotten bad, but I am afraid to go to surgeons I don’t know because of what was done to me at 15.

I was operated on at 15 and given no knowledge of what the real purpose of the operation was. I didn’t learn until I was after 35 what had happened, because my mother was uber-christian, so I never got told what was happening, and I was never appraised of it by the medical profession in my adult life.

If I go to a doctor right now, and he makes me an appointment for a surgery, unless he personally knows who the surgeon will be and I have an observer, then what will happen is I will die on the operating table. I will be falling under the anaesthetic, and doctor Brown (the evil fucker they keep trying to send me to) or some other Mason, will show up.

Or it will be one of the many doctors and nurses in the lower mainland who are RELATED to Robert Cooper.

I will die on the operating table,

because the Masons have been in control of VCH and it’s scheduling functions for years.

And they have a 600 year old history of tormenting and killing any “hermaphrodite” or intersex person they can find.

It’s not a conspiracy, it’s reality.

Canada tries to tell us that everyone is equal, everyone gets equal care.

That’s not true. I know it for a fact. I live it each day.

And I’m DYING right now, because I can’t get a specialist who actually knows what they generally do to people like me. Because they’ve been doing it to us for decades here.

The nurse who has been holding up my disability application is Anna Cooper. She’s related to Robert Cooper, who ripped me off, and she has control of some of my medical records now. The Kettle doesn’t care about the fact that the olnly place I have left to get to a health provider is run by a relative of someone who ripped me off and has tried to have me killed. They only care about limiting ther liability, not making sure I get actual healthcare after almost dying while this woman revels in a conflict of interest situation that should be enough to put her in jail for a couple of years. She’s laughing, Roberts laughing, the kettle pretends they are good people and I’m being stupid.

fuckers.

The Tranny at the Ravensong is the head nurse, she’s had over $100,000 in surgery and psychologists to flip her from man to woman, and she’s sittingthere mocking me, and telling me that I can’t get a specialist at the Ravensong for Intersexuality.
I think they paid her $20 grand or so to delay my healthcare, for pushing “the policy” of denial of service for the intersex.

Do you know why?
More than half the people who end up “transgender” were actually intersex to begin with, but the doctors wouldn’t tell them that, or tell them that they probably had hormonal treatment applied to them at in utero and shortly after birth. to flip them one way or the other. But through the tool of Therapeutic Privelege, no one who is intersex is given any real information about what was done to them.

This is a horrible crime, because the practices and procedures of modern medicine toward intersex people is that the well being of the PARENTS and their beliefs is more important than the rights of the child to later self determination in care.

So if they don’t know, and feel wrong, the government offers them psychiatrists and specialists and thousands of dollars in surgery and retraining and disability. As long as they are willing to switch

because that immediately takes them out of the gene pool.

Getting Trans surgery done makes people sterile. So that’s why everyone intersex is pushed to forget about it or switch.

If you try to insist on getting an ACTUAL SPECIALIST in intersexuality, you will find there is none and no one will help you, and the associations the government has placed there SAYING you will have services actually have none.

Did you realize that Action T4 was operated through the Charitable Foundation for Cure and Institutional Care. Sounds very helpful doesn’t it?

It’s called DOUBLESPEAK.

Want to know something REALLY interesting?
Throughout this process, I’ve encountered quite a few Germans. Yeah, ones in health care or poverty services that have done something that would fuck me over or cause me grief,

or destroy medical evidence.

The fucking tranny nurse is even german I believe.

My apologies to my trans friends if I sound a bit pissed and use tranny like a swear right now, yes I know at least 5 trans people I drink and talk with. I’m not anti-trans.

But they get specialists
and I get murdering doctors and techs blasting me with xrays
delaying my care until I die
none of it will be investigated

because I don’t have
the human right to proper medical care
in Canada

People like me
are denied their rights
to law and healthcare

Denial of Service attacks
from the government
against people

who they want
to get rid of

Families like Robert Cooper’s
can do anything they want to people
like me
I don’t really
exist

here

So let’s go through it all
step by step
and look at who

is involved

The Beatific Vision from a natural neopagan perspective - The Wild Hunt of Herne

2011-11-19T15:33:00.000-08:00

Nope. I'm not going all theological on you.

I don't get that anyway:
theo - logical?

oxy - moron?

So, if you're not one of the programmed monotheist bots
you might need a different perspective on Ezekiel's Wheel...

Let's put the logical back into it.
Lot's of reference images and descriptive texts
with similiarities
recounting personal visionary experiences

of this whirl
of People

Look at the following images.
Compare.

The text can only describe the methodology,
descriptions ultimately fail

as you will see this with your own projected thought
its form will be shaped by what you yourself expect to see

Since you participate within it
it is not an experience you can will into being
you need to watch for it
like at a full moon or solstice time

This is why they would break your connections to the Moon
and the solstices
but long weekends and other holidays
can precipitate it as well

when people have Time
to think
and participate
as they do what they do
for their trance or meditation
or celebration

if you see it
sit and watch

this is a COMMON spiritual experience
across MANY cultures

to give you an idea how often you might see it
I've seen it about 6 times in the last 10 years.
You might see it less
and still feel like it was an
accomplishment

Entheogens aren't necessary if you're naturally trancy,
like pot, or wine, or mdma
but they won't hinder you
they may even make it easier
and more

exhilarating

What will hinder you?
being ashamed or offended by nude humans

in your room
meditating
in robes or clothing

or dancing in your circles
with your dangling dancer clothes

in the ethereal sight and activity of the "visionary experience"

you, and everyone in it
will probably
be naked

skyclad
in mind

its not some distasteful thing

it's simply that
in the midst of being within that experience
it's really hard to focus an image of clothes around yourself
and its actually detrimental to the experience

Let's take off the training wheels...

its also easier
if you practice being a Tree for a month or so,
a Green Man
or Green Woman

and see if you can have "visionary experiences"
of being an animal

don't push it
meditate, breathe, slow your brain waves down to delta
visualize

start with the Tree
or Fire

because for some reason
some people find Fire easier
and some find the Tree
closer to their
being

in the beginning

I don't believe this is an exclusive experience
you don't have to pay a fee
only prepare your
self

and maybe
thank your Teachers

filling your heart with open acceptance
of the "experience"
seems to help

and breathing sloooooooooooooooow

the process requires no leap of faith
or specific deity

I'm an Atheist,
and I've seen this clearly, many times.
not exactly as pictured, at all
its a bit different
in other cultures and times
but functions the same

Now children.

The big Question
is it Good?
Is it a "waste of Time"
Does it have a purpose to you?

I don't really see "god" in any of it
just
People.

What Canada really needs #27: patient ownership of medical records and a class action lawsuit for adult Intersex persons mutilated or murdered by genocidal canadian doctors

2011-11-18T15:56:00.001-08:00

What Canada Really Needs: 1-2
Everyone needs Justice and Healthcare.

Except those fucking hermaphrodites I guess.
There's only about 300,000 of them in Canada
So that's not many

to torment and kill

If we kill them off
no one will care
we've got lots of cops
to laugh and look the other way

Then we only have about
3,000 per year born
in various shades
and we can rayblast or poisen them
in the womb
once we can see
the difference
in ultrasound

but children have no voices
except for the tears and screaming
in a heartless hospital room

no way to say it hurts
no way to say
what have you done?

No way to remember
no rights to be told
the truth

It only makes sense right?
That don't look right
cut it off doc
sew it up

Can you help us Doc?

Seal up the family secret?

We'll sign a release
and besides
if we work together
they'll never know

Because the hospital owns
their records, and scans
not them
they have no right
to that information

hospitals make profit
off medical records of "freaks"
in a book
in the future
a Doctor will be exalted
for studying them
without their knowledge
right before we made them
extinct

finally

Leukemia comes from ct's, xrays and mri's
most of the time
It's the fingerprint of murder in medicine
silent killer of queer humans

only a few people get Leukemia environmentally
like maybe when they were 3 they had a power transformer in their yard
and they played right beside it
but really, that's rare

usually its a sign

that someone intersex or a fag, or other undesireable
got blasted and killed
you can kill someone in the operating room too
or with poison,
these mason fucks love poison

but radiation is silent and barely traceable

no one will care
the cops won't ever question
a doctor, or nurse
for murder

Accidental overexposure
by "untrained radiologists"
union killers
is just a button and a dial

idiot proof screens
no safeguards for us
no tracking of how much
or how long the exposure

no evidence will be found
it's easily
deleted

or we'll just use
an older machine for them
and a technician with an extra $20,000
in their pocket

Courtesy of
the intersex genocide policy
and masons with deep pockets
evidence cleaned up
by the Order of the Eastern Star

idiot proof
even a redneck with a college diploma
could do it

rays kill cleaner
than anesthetic

they die at home
slowly,
painfully,
like "sinners" should
sinful bodies
like that

better they should die at home
puking and whimpering
while we laugh and toast their agony
not on the operating table

where there might be
but never are
any questions

Besides
after we rename them
divide them into specific types
they will have no identity as

Intersex

a group identity
is dangerous
they might
acquire rights that way

because we'll simply
redefine them
as
Disorders of Sexual Development

malformed humans
which obviously
must be
"fixed"

we do it to dogs
why not them?
We certainly don't want
people like that

to have children

It's better to keep
the gene pool

"clean"

rip off the extra skin from the child
adjust it so it looks more
"normal"
so their parents will feel better about it

who cares about nerves
and Feeling

it LOOKS bad
wrong

just change it
who cares
what they
would want

Appearances
are more important
than
Feeling

never let them know
that the reason they can't get ahead
the Databases of Denial

is because the government and their rich mason cronies
the 3.5% that rule the 96.5% of us

have a grudge against them
a grudge of genocide
taken from jewish cabbalah

killing the children of the Elohim
murdering an entire group of people
because of their genetic heritage

600 years of torturing people
born different
because of their HOLY

bullshit

Once treated with respect
aspects
of Shiva, Kali, Eleusia
the Oracles of Greece
Elohim
"Goddess-men" they were called

We spit and call them Freaks now
trained by our masters in their lodges
to hate their enemy

because of their holy stories
which claim the age old hatred
as a Truth
Above the Law of men

above
the lies
of men

now they are hunted
by the killers
of Christ

the money changers and priests
the "Warriors of God"

Christian Taliban
drug smuggling weapons importers
of god

Those who speak of righteousness
willing to kill for their "god"
for purity

under the table

When you watch those old movies
about nazis

look how self righteous the SS is in those old movies
when talking about
cleaning up
"civilized" society

Ask any VPD or RCMP officer, or conservative politician
about intersex genocide
more than likely they'll say

"it's for the best"

Besides
with the military and the masons in agreement
genetic cleansing can be made child friendly
with a television show

The heroes will save us
from the monsters among us

at least on tv

That killer nurse went undetected for 10 years in ontario
Canadians would rather believe
their own human rights media hype
even though we have some of the most disturbing serial killers

we'd rather believe
that Olson, Bernardo, Pickton
were strange anomalies in this vast land of ignorance
Pickton was the fall guy.
For the East Van Whore Cleanup
Gotta get rid of those whores
and faggots.

it's for the best

Canada is a big place
lot's of killer rednecks
trained on UFC and military television programming
Conservative Big Red filling our Global TV with the bot programming of Uncle Sam and Jesus

"They're all like that" - Stephen Harper and the Babyfuckers of Canada

2011-11-16T14:09:00.000-08:00

“Oh, they’re all like that” she says,
wrinkled old power bitch
puffed up botox lips

She’s talking about getting her ex,
off a child porn distribution charge.
then complaining he doesn’t get any custody

Fucked.

she runs a childcare service

She’s tried a dozen times to convince me
to join the conservatives
all her rich friends are conservatives

She sucked and fucked her way into some money
then started a successful business
but it’s never enough.

There’s never enough flights to hawaii or florida
for the kings who can do what they want
to whoever they want

as long as you have money
you can do anything
in Canada

however you can make
the money

however you can make
the evil kings
“happy”

because they have
the money

only money
matters

the rest
is meat

crushed beneath the
man

what are you willing to do?
to be one of them?

theres only men in that club
cunt

get it straight
only
men

and pictures are worth
a thousand a piece
children can be bought entirely
for a few more

thousands of under 15 year old whores
in Harper’s Christian Canada
desperate for rent and food money
to stay away
from home

to use and
forget
being used

escape

Christianity
gives them
such good
“support”

fornicating whores
nothing is ever done
about what happens to them
they must have deserved this
they eventually
give up
trying

to escape

because that’s just
the Way
it is

I listen to a friend tell me of a father
Canadian Fortune 500 executive,
Conservative
She recounts being fucked and tortured for hours
by her father and his friends
money changing hands
laughter
every saturday
then going to church each sunday
and that started LONG before her teens

What kept her in line more? Saturday or sunday?

I remember the pedo priest in my church as a teen

all the brainwashed lambs
unable to believe
for years he had free reign

all the 5 year olds he fondled freely

it wasn’t until he raped
at paraplegic woman in his home
that he finally went to jail
He never went to jail for the children he touched

I told them he was like that
years before
when I was 13

big meaty hand on my thigh
groping
the priest staring at a 5 year old boy
across the “prayer circle”

eyes twitching
lips licking
like
a lizard

They slapped me for suggesting such a thing
about such a Great Man
so I quickly left
a pariah to their conservative congregation

I have seen many Liars
stand behind
Altars

Fuck your Salvation

I learned to see
beneath the skin
for survival

you believe the masks
if you wish

I detest your rituals
of blindness

looking
the “other” way

in the other way of seeing
I see them clearly
if you cannot

You all spit and tell ME now
of some other Great Man’s “godliness”
I will trust my eyes
that see his lips licking

at an 8 year old playing

I’ve watched him
for 3 days
as my dog plays with her

and he
stares
at her

licking

she’s not
being coy to him

You tell ME
this woman who watches your children
can be trusted
She is no friend to me

I watch her teaching 2 boys in the park
to suck a popsicle
like it was a cock
in and out

laughing at her evil game

so innocent looking an act
such a malignant purpose
invisible in a full playground

just a popsicle
in and out
don’t touch it

how deep
can it go

she can make $100
per picture of Vaselined bums
with fingers in them
that’s ten grand an SD card

everyone has their reason
money
vengeance
madness

what are you willing to do
in the wild west
of the New Kings

I watch a hobo beside me
I’ve been told personally by someone
I trust
about something he did
and something he says now
about teaching them young
makes it concrete

he’s talking about 5 year olds

If I were to make him disappear
the police dogs would catch me
hobbling a block away
“no one left behind”

I can only
Tell YOU then
the stories
of these Tears

holding them so long
is
killing me

But you cannot seem
to hear them

Left
Behind

two girls
sisters
telling me it took them years
to realize

each time starting at like 12
that they were drugged and raped
supposedly unconscious

a couple times a year

auntie had a shitload of money right after
and all the bills that couldn’t be paid
suddenly were

“somebody”
paid them

two pairs of eyes
welling up
with
“me”

lot of
presents
to help
forget

I’m tempted to tell them
to eat some curry and get drunk on tequila alone
young woman

and tell Kali herself
personally

you can tell me, anytime
little one
if you are not
strong enough

but your need for vengeance
is better fed with You
as Her

would you be strong enough to face that auntie
Yourselves?

abandon the cross then hide behind it later
like your auntie

and the take up the knife or tool
personal vengeance
is better than whimpering suicide at the foot of a martyr

you could
just let it
Wash
Away

put it down

and think
its not yourself
that you should hurt

for this
as you Look at IT

the Knife

Who is?
Who specifically is or was it that
you should

Return
the
Favor

and the Presents

To?

focus
breathing slower

they’re all
like that

A young woman
with a bandaged wrist
from the frustration
of suppressed will and freedom
tells me

of staring at
a pool
of tears and drool
on a formica table
not even 12 then
the middle of nowhere
mom
isn’t here

bent over for 2 hours
butter and a 9 inch dick
her mom’s boyfriend in her ass

someone has to pay
for what you eat and have
little girl

I guess
she had
to
Pay

her family wants her to Pray now
years later
and not think of sinful things

things that hurt
but now she can’t
undo them or forget the way
they feel

good little girls
don’t think of such things

but its hard to forget
2 hours

it washes
Away

on the
Surface
only

when I was 11
I remember
a man
2 streets over
with a house
and three
“nieces”
who didn’t look at all
like him

blonde hair
dark haunted eyes

after years
he was
“sent away”

but he
took
them
with
him

so was the
“community”
really “just”

when they sent
them
away?

I pondered that
a few times
in my parka
standing on a frozen lake

sending them
Away
with
him

I don’t believe
they deserved that fate
but I guess
they were

“dirty”girls
then

is that
how it works?

I remember a girlfriend when I was young still but older
that innocent kind of love that never gets laid
Friends
but daddy fucked her body and mind up at 9

big red jacket
free reign

I remember her mom
Who knew her daughter was being raped back then

fat union wife cunt
half a fucking ton
don’t rock the boat little girl
he paid for the roof over your head

don’t rock
the boat
unless you can walk
on water

you have to be willing to
fuck your own children
to own a house
here

that’s just
the Way
it is

her mom is telling me about a woman
after years of getting the snot beat out of her
by her husband
he comes home drunk
he’s got money, a paid for house
he’s drunk

he’s upset
expecting to get his dick sucked
in a rage
till her 20 yr old daughter just says
“It’s ok mom, go to bed,
I’ll take care of it”
and gets on her knees

she tells it like
“that’s just the way it is”
then laughing
laughing
tells me a story

about a fag
who found himself a sugar daddy
then died of aids
rolls of fat jiggle with cackling laughter

so funny
dying faggots

I never fucked her daughter
but people still say I did
I still get burned for it

burned and burned and burned
by Big Red his righteous Christian Taliban
The righteous army of jesus
raping and pillaging , robbing people and selling drugs and
selling people
rob another faggot and burn ‘em
GHB for everyone
pass it around

rape your daughters early in life
so they won’t elevate themselves
above their station

know their
Place

“They’re all like that” she says
the cackle of the privileged

more of many hundreds of stories

I have heard
alone
never ending
always another

they blend together after awhile

a shimmering whimpering tapestry of light blue
through the cigarettes
I remember

they need catharsis

I can listen
I guess

I have time
for that

I can make

time

One pleads with me to tell you
of being chained to a wall
covered in gasoline
while her brother smokes a cigarette
her sister in the background
chained on the floor
covered in puke
after 5 days…

but that tale is too painful
to tell in a single
sitting

for me,
at least.

Do you understand?

I had to get drunk
just to tell you
that much

okay?

If I boil 7 days down
of Daddy’s big red dick and his friends and then her brothers and their friends
to a compressed misery of two hours
of words
how much torture
do I endure?

there is no reward
in it
for me
at all

so this is what
you get

I couldn’t afford
the beers it took
to say it
bitches

but I bought them anyway
for this
useless
shit
I write

The useless shit
that shitfuckers
write

when they do
nothing
as they die
with nothing

Imagine how many I drank
while I listened to every
sobbing
word
and Projected
image

holier than thou
bitches

fuck your temperance
sometimes
humans need more

tears
are made
of liquid…

and there are
too many…

I never get anything good
myself
from the listening

call me
selfish

but I listen to their tears
at night
sobbing
and get scorned daily

by you cunts

yes I stare
like a fucking
madman
you bitches

gasoline…
cigarettes and beer, and
gasoline
and

nothing

If I hadn’t
got off the x-ray table in Richmond

I’d be dying of leukemia right now

courtesy of
Dr. Cooper and his pals
his brother Robert

next to the docks
and the union hall
as they laugh
Big Red
laughing

another dying faggot in the Hamilton
where they send the faggots to die

everyone drink a beer
for the dying faggot
who paid for our houses
with his ideas

and I should give a shit
about these tears

this one I barely know
but have known
a few years

beautiful brunette
a bit
self-conscious

telling me to tell the tale
images I would rather not
remember

I watch
as she remembers…

she was just past twelve
remembering at 15
a “guest” she didn’t like
her mom had over

I guess she might have been a little snotty
at the “guest”

she was still dreaming of princes
on her own bed at knifepoint
because her mom had taken the money on the table
and said “fuck her!”

and left to go shopping and pay rent

I guess her mom figured
since she had whored herself to this brutal man
a number of times to pay the rent
she should do her part I guess

now her mom
has a good union job
with the ass and complacency
that grows from that

and her deflowering
at knifepoint
is just a regret
to be forgotten

I guess
it was only
“one time”

so she should have
“gotten over it”

she more or less has
no choice

Should I tell this young woman crying
she is too young to talk to me?

well past puberty
she spits out a story

of a 9 inch dick
down a 6 year old throat

pissing beer into her stomach

being punched in the head
while choking
told not to bite

and later a spanking

in front of
Everybody

at some Church picnic

for being covered
in puke and beer and piss
and cum

for being
dirty

seeing red
drunk on some ”uncle”‘s piss
praise jesus for salvation

she learned
not to “be mouthy”
and be grateful

you must be grateful
not an Ingrate

you must be Grateful
for what…

you have left.

I guess I should have told her
she was too young
to tell me
that

I should have
sent her

Away

I should interrupt
a half hour story
about a couple of hours
crunched into the corner

of the tub?

I guess it all
really
washes

Away

I can’t cry anymore
at the telling
because I would hold

an ocean
of weeping

you can have them if you want
these tears
of your sisters

I have carried them
a long time

I would put them
in a nicer place
if I could

this is all
I can do
for now

you wonder why
I chain smoke
and drink a couple cans of beer
when I have opportunity

YOU remember then,
YOU remember clearly,
I would rather
dull it

you can have
every
fucking
one of them

every Tear

they Weigh more
than you think

so much
more

fucking
gasoline

The girl next to me is 14
I’m in the big red jacket someone gave me a couple years ago

There are aunties and uncles watching
a hundred feet back

We’re 4 feet apart
and can’t move closer
I expect they’ll throw rocks at me for standing there
burn me alive

listening quietly
to her talk
nervously

She’s a Sweetheart,
and I love her a lot
from 4 feet away

They’d hang me if I held her hand
or gave her a scarf
so we just sort of

stand
and talk

its not like she
can reach out
or me

the most daring thing
she can do
this shy girl
is discreetly
bend over

a little bit
coy

sometimes that’s all you can express
I’m sure we each
have our own feelings

we pretend
we don’t

things
we’d like
to say

Let’s pretend
we don’t
everybody

watch and pretend

She plays with my dog for a bit
being
a little bit
coy

and we talk
about a rough life
gradually getting
better

the end

later someone will try to kill my dog
because we stood
and talked

I haven’t actually fucked anyone
for a couple of years
but that doesn’t matter
in the gossip mill

Down in the lower eastside

we have double the number of whores her age in the last decade
No social support under 15 on the street

in Harper’s Canada

I believe
myself
in freewill

I do not see that they have any
choices
that you talk about

they should have the minimum
safety net
but no one gets anything but pissed on

here
unless they slave or whore
or go to jesus

Fuck
your
Salvation
Stephen

The chick these fucks tried to set me up and hang me with last year
was 15 and near losing it
Sticking her tits and ass in my face
crazy bait twat
completely nuts

heavily dosed on the wrong antidepressent
mood swings and suicidal tendencies
smoothed over
with heart bursting ssri’s and eye-popping ritalin

She’d been molested (raped actually)
more than a couple times in her life.
more

I suspect daddy,
at the start of it all
before the the slide
into

this
need

continuous non stop talking
need
to control and manipulate

everything/everyone
a constant gnawing
from when
there was no control

or

savior

justice has no time
for little girls
with no money
for anyone

anymore

but she’s here so the IATSE fucks

on the other side of the square
can get some BURN footage

“Oh we’re just shooting a movie!”
An entire crew
in the place where I sit every day
convenient

Snarling redhead IATSE cunt with herpes
mocking me, while she talks to a tech
They’re attacking me in broad daylight
with bait cunt and cameras

4 times now
I’ve watched that IATSE redhead herpes cunt
mock me

you fucking slut cunt
where did you get the herpes bitch?
sucking and fucking
your way to a good life?
union Cunt

she’s jazzing me
from 20 feet away
about the crazy 15 year old BAIT CUNT in front of me
who can’t stop sticking her tits and out
in everybody’s face
because she’s an ACTRESS
and it’s a Burn job
a thoroughly plotted one

I watch her pitting people against each other
well trained little Laveyan slut
practically memorized Anton’s work
I wonder what she get’s paid for this

I know for a fact this crazy 15 year old has sucked 3 old dicks
not mine
so I guess
they are the bad guys?

And the slut and IATSE crew are saving society from?
What?
Movie trucks full of guns and coke and GHB crossing the border
courtesy of uncle sam
and you all are going to try and burn me with a cunt?
That YOU FUCKING RAISED?

fucking hypocrite fuckers

I guess it’s understandable
because whoever choked her while fucking her

made her need that
abuse
but I don’t have time for it

Like 60% of the women in this country
raped and molested
who are so much better off here
than “over there”

In Stephen Harper’s Canada
When these little girls run away

from rich dad and his dick
The cops deliver them back home

then speed off to find a terrifying pothead or socialist agitator
to drag off to jail

I remember
an indian girl
14 maybe

long ago
pretty but poor
pushed into a fire
burned on her face and hands
at a bush party

laughter all around

I left before it had happened

The highway of tears will keep flowing
because poor little brown girls
have no money or rich family
to spur the police on

There’s more profit
in speeding tickets
and grow-op busts
no money = no justice

This is still a WIP, so don’t get your panties in a knot

Dog killers of East Vancouver

2011-11-16T14:04:00.001-08:00

My dog is very friendly. A lot of people love my dog. Quite a few hate me but love my dog.

Anyway.

A crackhead named Damiano, I don’t think he’s homeless but he’s on welfare, tried to feed my dog a broken stick hidden in some cheese. My friend saw him feeding LOTS of dogs over the last summer.

I know a couple of people whose dogs have died from poisoning or foreign objects over the last couple years. I look at the park where Koala and I used to play, before all the fag hating, dog hating, dime-bag gangster fuck-wad weed seller indians moved in. The dogs are almost all gone.

Because the crackhead Damiano, wouldn’t be buying cheese and stuff out of his own pocket to kill dogs with. Someone offered him crack or something to kill peoples dogs in the east van area.

It doesn’t help to call the SPCA. Unless you have a photograph of the person actually killing the dog, they don’t have any resources to gather evidence. They’ve become a cruel and insensitive money maker themselves.

So this Damiano guy, short 5’4″, white hair, big bushy mustache, he hangs out with an evil heroin addict that everyone constantly makes excuses for, a filthy nasty person named Grizz.

You can find Grizz in front of the Commercial Drive Liquor store usually. The bleeding hearts inside there have been letting him beg his $100 worth of jib money out front of their shop for the last 10 years.

Grizz has threated 3 times to kill my dog, because I kicked him out of a public toilet that he was passed out on after smoking his heroin. He was passed out on the seat for 35 minutes in a park with kids at 11 am, so he had to get out of there.

So has your dog died recently, or gotten sick, or had a foreign object inside its stomach?

Find Damiano. Grizz knows where he is. And Damiano usually goes to the Kettle on Venables and Commercial for breakfast and to get some clothes.

Because that’s the guy whose killing dogs, and maybe you can find out who was paying him the crack, because they might have paid other crackheads to do the same thing. Maybe check with a couple of the dimebag gangsters, or their mom, who hangs out at the dyke pet store (the one that I like to go to, and Koala likes) even thought she hates dykes with a passion, almost as much as she hates fags. Her boys have threatened to kill me or koala a few times. She’s the one with the bright red jacket and the gnarly teeth. One of their other indian buds just hit Koala in the eye with a stick. She can barely see, and I have no money for a vet.

Not like there’s anything anyone can do about it. If I had money and a car, I’d take care of it.
but I’m dying and in pain so, fuck you. We can play somewhere else. You can have the gangsters. You let them destroy Grandview park and drive away all the nice people, the last 5 years it was a shithole because of them.

The last person who kicked my dog still sells weed in victoria park. Well, her buddy did the kicking, but she was there. Fat evil cunt. anyway.

So, I think my dog will be fine,

I grabbed the stick embedded in cheese out of her throat.

I’d take care of it. But I can only hobble, even though all my medical problems could be fixed in a couple hours of surgery, I’m not worthy of healthcare. My dog isn’t worthy of being checked out after this. If I had money we could be healthy, but I got ripped off by Big Red. I can’t hobble from a police dog. Funny eh? He could have killed 20 dogs or more, but I’d go to jail if I punched him out. and I can’t drive away, so they’d just get a dog to sniff my trail.

So while you bury your dogs and friends

consider how blind you’ve become to what’s happening

you people have been giving some of these most shitty people

hundreds of dollars a week in change.

And I never begged anything from you.

Stephen Harper's bullshit christian drug war hegemoney

2011-11-16T14:03:00.000-08:00

Stephen and his fucking crap about putting someone in jail for growing a pot plant.

increasing sentences for minor ENTHEOGENIC drug offences.

The truth is Stephen

The Canadian Government is the the country’s biggest importer of drugs, including coke and half a million hits of GHB for each Canadian city for your daughters to be raped non-violently with.

It goes right past all of Stephen’s anti-terrorism ass-scanners.

While Stephen and his buddies have you all looking at the evil potheads

Tons of drugs go right across the border in express trucks, get unloaded from airplanes at the airport, unloaded from ships in the port.

All the REAL drugs, the hard drugs, the tons of drugs

GO through your government checkpoints,

Mr. Prime Minister.

And you’ll never stop it
or where will your rich millionaire friends get their fucking coke?

Eh Stevie?

Do you think it would stop if you clamped down?

No. It would get flown in by the military.

Guaranteed.

There’s too much money going on there Stephen

So stop pretending you can stop it by stomping on ground level

Canadians

Throw a crackhead in jail for a dime of rock
While your biggest campaign contributors
snort plates of primo peruvian back

best uncle sam can supply

It’s really fucking crap.

Give that cheap crap to them if they want it and let people buy want they want from the license liquor and drug store.

Christian fool.

You’re party is propped up by organized crime

you can’t give us tv bites about

“stopping it”

just make it more businesslike and real

asshole.

Lest We Forget - remembering the poor sons and daughters killed in wars against DICTATORSHIP and GENOCIDE

2011-11-11T01:32:00.000-08:00

Today all our politicians will gather
reverently before the many war penii
ugly dicks of stone rising up amongst the grass of our parks
they bow reverently
for their photo op

call the police
to arrest the protesting poor
tired of capitalist dictatorship
clear the steps

so we can remember
the dictators
who murdered all dissent and color

All the people, in piles of bodies
piles of fags and dykes
piles of jews and gypsies
piles of blacks and half breeds
musicians, artist, poets, socialists

bones all look the same removed of flesh

but they were different
so they were killed
by the righteous
"majority"

who live the "right way"

wars are good
to get rid of poor people
the sons of the rich
are never sent
to die in them

our culture has gradually allowed the dictators
the killers and their opulent courts
to become kings again
lording over us with their crackberries

their databases full
of information
it's easier now
genocide and social cleansing made

efficient and child friendly
media soundbites proclaiming justice and morality
"freedom"

they don't need boxcars anymore
they can kill us in plain sight now
and fabricate a reason
for the newspapers they own

When they are done
they will go to the Legion
which holds no veterans
and hasn't for a decade

there the brownshirts,
the white gangs of our dictators
laugh and drink and sell hard drugs
like they have for 20 years

and talk about how they will rid the world
of fags and niggers, chinks and witches,
trannies and muslims, and poets
nothing but country or 50's rawk for them

while they buy tickets for the meat draw
and praise their "god"
and their "boys"
who died long ago

for freedom and equality

Treason, sedition, censorship, starvation, and hell-ucinations

2011-11-08T01:37:00.000-08:00

I don't actually have internet.
and it seems
honestly
that after I submit certain articles

the connections I find lock up.
at least we still have libraries
for now
another year or two
they'll just auto wipe blogs worldwide
from any dissenting opinion
the new world
order

a new e-police center in surrey
sucking Bush's TIA cock

streamlined genocide and theft
in the new world order
pats on the back for everyone from Billie and George
great job securing the north for uncle sam

It wasn't just $600 to see the war criminal and the drug importer

honestly, you had to be
one
of their fucking
"brothers"

That's why no ones reporting the contents of the room
fools
slaves
meatrobots

the free CIA programming rags outside every bustop and mall tell us two illustrious former heads of state are here.

I just see a murderous crook and suave drug dealer.
congratulating henchmen

fuck

so that's why I have 7 articles
below this
that are still WIPs
and are going to grow much larger
over a span of time

I could compose offline
and might

but survival and spotty internet
dying slowly without justice or adequate medicare

in a city of plenty
images telling us there are plenty
of both

its kind of dragging me down

so the blog articles grow organically sometimes
and you'll have to look later for changes if you like one.

I wonder sometimes
why no one is ever charged
with treason
anymore

It's like we suddenly have no enemies
except "islam" and the the "communist/socialist conspiracy"

Want to hear something funny?
I mean...
Do you want to read about a "visionary" experience I had?
I swear, during the visit of these two, out there in surrey
I had a vision

(yes I was extremely high, but I'm not making this up)

In this vision
I saw Bill and Georgie
and shook their hands

and
seeing my opportunity

I took them to Hell.

Yeah.
It was really cool.

Bush and Clinton in Hell

It wasn't the Hell of the christians
but it was Hot.

I had some good weed that day...
and it was really late as well, but yeah.

Georgie in Hell...

He actually looked very small
and wrinkled
black and gnarly
and wretched

pathetic

there,
amongst the Majesties

of Fire

Why aren't the Canadian FreeMasons a "Criminal Organization"?

2011-11-06T08:44:00.000-08:00

During the past 10 years
as I've slowly been murdered publicly
as I watch my "community"
turn their backs as I burn

I wonder why it is that the masons and their evil poisonous sisters of the Order of the Eastern Star aren't categorized as a "criminal organization"

I look at the other larger "criminal organizations"

They all do business with rich masons.
Most of the thieving and fraud in our society is masons

the real thieving, the government contract style flip things over turn a profit with a paper bag or offshore account thieving.

When you really think about it
The most expensive of the illegal things
are all purchased by people of this wealth bracket

the cocaine, the kiddie porn

Only people in this social strata can afford the $10k for their fetishes

We look at our society,
controlled and manipulated by 3.5 percent of us

and when we map those to the masons
we see a correlation

people whose "gang" affiliation
is more important than anyone else

sound familiar?

Just because the homies wear suits to hide their bling
don't mean they aren't the real thing

Worst of all
amongst this tribe of fat white kings
is the seeds of genocide and eugenics
when a small group realizes
they are above the "law"

These people can murder anyone, steal anything
break any law, poison anyone,
arrange for administrations under their control to fuck someone over
with impunity

No police officer will investigate
and if they do
they will be bored and unresponsive
flashing their ring

They've programmed us with films and shows they own
to giggle at "conspiracy"

but locally
their gangs are numerous
influential
murderous

genocidal

Our canadian maple leave glasses glow pinker than any rose
and we happily sit at their heels

begging for a few leavings

of the table from what they have stolen from all of us

These people learned a long time ago,
if you have
2 lawyers, 2 doctors, 2 judges, and 2 policemen,
you can take a simple forged signature and rob anyone,
then make it look like they were insane or criminal.
You also have the means to say that a will was "properly distributed".

The robber barons of fat white purity

hunt me

and if I return their attacks
I am labeled "schizophrenic"

So let me tell you
about Family
Houses, clubs, gangs, brotherhoods, fronts, sects,

all are not equal before their "law" of lies
all are not equal

They may burn your houses
you cannot
burn
theirs

So let's talk about a family
named Cooper
here in Vancouver, and in Toronto

The "man" Cooper
Robert.
Robs me.

The clan Cooper
doctors, nurses, administrators
and friends
the club and the family

continue for the last 8 years
to fuck up my medical access
from within the medical system

and of course
the poison

manipulating paperwork
and poisoning people
group efforts
at tarnishing a reputation

bring all your friends
to bring him down

IATSE backs him up because he pays everyone
everyone but me
His mason shithead we are greater than everyone brothers
swarm

chickenshit fuckers
single combat at fjords
you fat rich chickenshit fucks behind your lily white aprons

let's play chess
you fucks

If I were to fight back
I would be a mass murderer
and I would

WIN

..yet they can kill me daily, slowly, methodically
and manipulate my government "protected"
medical access and paperwork
papers shredded
files deleted
scans replaced
teamwork
old bags of the Eastern Star called in as temps to locate and copy and destroy
evidence

face crimped and shriveled and mean
minds nailed to the beginning
of the last century
programmed bitch bots
of money and hate
they don't need to work again for the rest of their life

called in
suddenly
to manipulate
paperwork and people

so know one sees placements or scheduling or records

by doctors or nurses named cooper
or their wrinkled friends with the all important
rings of belonging

the officer has his family ring too
so I don't waste too much time
talking about

justice

someone laughs about a scan being replaced
conspiracy
yes
a few million denari

all we have to do is
get our
"friend"
to lay in the machine right after

What he doesn't know will kill him

I'm telling you all right now
a doctor named cooper diagnosed me with cancer in my abdomen more than 2 years ago, a crucial amount of time. But he never informed me of that.

and the CT of me at VGH diamond centre
I have it
it isn't mine

crucial minute differences
if you don't have the correct information
you can't easily get a cure
can you?

Trust them
they say to me
just trust

the doctors

Every individual is equal before and under the law and has the right to the equal protection and equal benefit of the law without discrimination
- so says the media friendly bullshit of canadian "law"

The Society of Cruelty and Misery

2011-11-05T02:44:00.000-07:00

I was watching one of those sci fi utopias
Star Trek.
All the pretty people in leotards, nobody sick

when they get sick the doctor shows them what's wrong
in full hi-rez widescreen
then fixes it

I look at our society

all the people
hobbling, limping, squinting, broken teeth or backs or hips

not enough money
to buy
painkillers/medicine/...

We actually have the resources to health
for all people
and their pets

but we would surround ourselves with suffering
rather than take our eyes off of the Holy Profit

I watch dogs scratching
Fleas are a big problem in B.C.
but a dose of flea control is $20
even though it was manufactured for 5 cents
there are a lot of people that can't afford that extra $19.50
of Holy Profit

People die in Canada all the time
of curable treatable things

even worse I see people
in pain for years
when the prescription drugs and surgery they need

is in

abundance

it just "costs" more than they can afford

We have become a strange society
of cruelty and misery

cannibal slaves in the garbage heaps below the robber-barons castles

My dog is hurt
money

I am hurt
it shouldn't cost money
but really
that's why I'm not fixed

no money
no money or justice

all these sick people

laughing nurses

I remember the laughing
fucking cunts

(is that
inappropriate?)

directed laughter
they were laughing

cruelly

pretending to be busy

"Oh that's just the way it is
we're not sure what really is happening"

the man was dying

he had been in the bed almost 6 months
he walked into the hospital
something fairly routine

a "mistake" was made

he couldn't get out of bed then
couldn't eat

laughing nurses

I explain to them
the reality
he could eat before the operation
something wrong
someone needs to look

when they finally do
at my insistence
they find an
"accidental"
crimping of the tube
they inserted

accidental

the man should have walked away
5 days after his surgery

he spends 5 months nearly dying

laughing nurses everyday
he was intersex

do you realize that the only reason
they went back and looked and fixed him
was because I told them
their life was as long as his?

modern medicine could
repair me
in a day

would it be a good day
to die?

we have become savages
whores and slaves for credits
miseries forgotten or reveled in
for a handful
of denari

Tech

2011-11-02T21:57:00.000-07:00

I have a few tech items I want to throw at you
I was once going to have a separate tech blog, art blog, justice/philosophy blog

now it's a big mush
maybe one day sorted
a record of what I'm not sure
more than likely to disappear down the memory hole

Game that held my attention more than 3 days of this year:
Deus Ex - Human Revolution.
if you don't care about gfx and dig the "interactive", "non linear", and rpg aspects of the Deus Ex world, the previous one, invisible war, was pretty good.
My machine started chugging almost at once with the new one, and I actually had to crank it down to cartoonlike levels to play it,
but I like inventory management, and it really sucks playing games where you just kill everybody. It's not a part of my daily life, killing everybody, but our modern media trains us to it young.
My first 3 run throughs I killed the entire precinct on the mission, before realizing I could just talk to the front desk clerk.
There are some interactive bits that makes me feel like I'm strapped to a chair with the Diana Troy intoning "I sense some hostility, Cap..."

The Path
A game without any clear purpose. It seems. But nothing is really what it seems in this claustrophobic ramble in the woods. Beautiful music, reminds me of Pooka.
I keep playing it. I actually suggest you don't read the wikipedia article on it, because the game's purpose is really a slowly told creepy interactive set of stories about - rape/murder/childhood/molestation/exploring. It's really soothing. Pretty. Disturbing. Haunting. Sad. Messed up. Original.

Other cool things:

Nevercenter Silo
The coolest, fastest, most streamlined and responsive 3D subdivision modelling application I've ever used. No animation, its just sub-d modelling with everything you need and nothing extra in your way.
It's so fast with complex models it makes me shiver with glee.
really, I was shivering with glee, it totally rocks.
mix it up with Pixologic's ZBrush and you wont want to look at Maya without a gun to your head for modelling.

Virtualbox
In the Time of Terabytes we don't give a crap that our OS is a bloated POS taking up 8G of space. If you are a Tech you need to run many different operating systems, if you're a Geek, you probably have used vbox for years.
Run any server or desktop OS inside a window with full network support.
I stopped using VMware when it became 450 megs, this is 30 or so and its free.
Vbox can also fire up vmware disk images.

Q-Dir
It's free. I'm in love with it. You use it instead of "my computer" or explorer.
multiple customizable panes and tabs to all your folders with saved layouts recalled almost instantaneously. If you have a bazillion things to sort, or lots and lots of folders and different projects, this little program will save you so much time. Donate to the guy, I'm dying on skid row courtesy of the CIA, so I can't.
8P

UDK
I fell in love with level design a long time ago after realizing a certain groundbreaking company had given me the tools to build that they had used.
Fast forward 20 years, and instead of the pixelated ogres of Quake, we have full normal mapping and real time previews.
UDK lets you build a number of game styles. Out of the box you can start building environments similiar to Unreal Tournament or Gears of War. Adding enemies and bots takes more effort, but with patience the entire toolset is available and you can start building immediately. Excellent documentation, good file importing, and you can mix it up with extensive static meshes created in your favorite 3D prog
It's free.

Windirstat
Want to know what's taking up all the space on a drive or in a folder?
Windirstat to the rescue. I've been using it on windows 7 x64.
It literally kicks ass. Tiny program from portableapps.com
shows you visually and lets you delete by looking for the big chunks!
Weirdest name ever, but a great tool.

Sony Vegas
Mac has Final Cut. Windows has... finally something decent.
I love AfterFX but dislike Premiere. Vegas is based on a Sonic Foundry product I used to use for multitracking music. Now it's the nicest software video editing suite for a pro on PC. Expensive but nice and very responsive. Excellent codec support.

Malwarebytes, Avast, and Ccleaner
The first 3 programs you should put on any computer you are trying to clean up from virii or other buggy activity

Unetbootin
It makes flash drives that will boot up to linux. It supports a dozen distributions, and has multipurpose bootloaders that can detect other OS on the HD. Create custom live disks and tool disks with a bit of extra effort.

Trueimage
Techs usually use Ghost, I like Trueimage because it's special boot disk is linux based and excellent at autofinding shares and mounting various usb devices for backing up the target machine. It can save to FTP. It will image 'nix filesystems.
What does it do?
for the non-geeks, it's a drive imager. For backing up. You set your machine up the way you like it, get it all perfect, then make a disk image.
Installed inside windows it can image your machine while you use it, and when you machine dies, the boot disk can start it to retrieve your backup from any number of storage options.

ctupdate/wsus offline
Do you ever need to update a machine that doesn't have the internet?
Or you have 90k/s and your machine wants to dl almost 2 gigs before it will get back to work?
ctupdate downloads all the patches for whatever version of windows you want and creates an update/patch/servicepack disk.
Using this will sometimes fix an xp installation,
since it goes through every update and can be forced to reinstall, it will catch that one update that just didn't work properly and upon which everything else is hanging.
Can save you from reinstalling a wratched machine.

Filezilla FTP client and server/Quick n'easy ftp server
Portable versions available, and lots of similiar products. Maybe people will one day realize that using standard file sharing in any OS is a sloooooow transfer. So. Step back ten years, put filezilla server on one machine and client on the other . Suddenly that 2 hours file transfer between two computers in the same house becomes 20 minutes. Keeps me from resorting to sneakernet in small lan environments.

marriage cults vs. behavioral reality - christianized marriage laws entrenched in legal and administrative hegemony force all other concepts of marriage to be criminalized

2011-11-02T21:21:00.000-07:00

Remember the beginning of that "Braveheart" movie?

Where the "lord" had the right to fuck his wife before him?
Because that was the law right.
She wasn't allowed to wear the scarf that showed she was married to someone
because all marriages had to be before the "authority"
and when the couple applied to get married

the Lords of the area,
and their sons
the rich

had the right to fuck her first.

I was thinking of another situation
today
a Celtic couple

and found the parallels, now
to be so glaring and disturbing

I was also thinking
in conjunction

of an article I was working on
about what christian churches are really about

colonialization

making sure families give to the church
instead of all those sinful undeserving other people in your life
so the people of the conquered land
give their money
to the church

instead of helping each other grow
as strong
as the kings

You cannot create or fuck
unless the kings have an opportunity to profit off you first

That's what money does
combined with "law"
and christian controlled administrations

permits
you are not

permitted

you must submit your application
to the kings

and the "Law" of liars,
who swear on black books of mythology

Marriage cults are strange things.
They work, but not for everyone

for the majority of us
they don't work well at all
yet, like most things

ten percent
order the other 90 percent around
and rob them

"Magical Thinking"

2011-10-26T13:05:00.000-07:00

Psychology is the new tool of the modern Inquisition
defining all spiritual experience outside of the predominant christian cultural bias as “madness” or more commonly, the pejorative “schizophrenia”

Please keep in mind this work is a WIP
and I’ve been working on it over 3 weeks
so it’s changing
significantly
and probably will for another few weeks

“Magical Thinking” is a criteria of assessment for a number of thought “disorders” listed in the DSM-IV
These assessment tools are routinely used against poor people with a consistent (planned) lack of adequate legal or medical representation.

What is magical thinking?
This “empirical” criteria
for which we can be Burned
until we submit
that our minds
are in “error” ?

Big topic really. Very wide.
covers a LOT of things

making it an excellent “blanket” label to pharmaceuticalize someone with

So let’s define the sub-headings which are below the label of “magical thought”

1. Manifestation of Will and Desire
2. Synchronicity and Fate
3. Telepathy
4. Etheric projection, shared mental spaces and interactions
5. Visualizations, meditations, self transformations
6. Manipulation of chi/life energy with thought/will/action
7. Manipulation of objects with thought

we could also add other concepts such as spiritual marriage vs. physical marriage, which would also be a kind of “Magical Thinking”, but since the christians espouse it, it’s usually conveniently overlooked unless the person talking about it is a non-christian. Then it would be crazy of course.

The first 2 and the last numbered one, are, in my own personal view
a lot of crap. But I’ll explain, gradually.

the other 4 are all aspects of spiritual expression found in numerous faiths, even “christianity” and certain spiritualized forms of atheism.

so let’s focus mostly on christianized versions of these “madness” indicators

1. Manifestation of Will and Desire

So the “christian” version of this is called “prayer” sometimes, but it is different from many other forms of prayer or meditation in that you have a specific selfish goal.

This is where you visualize yourself “having” something that you don’t actually have. Then when it “suddenly” materializes or “manifests” you have some form of “synchronicity” or “fate” to revel over for “providing” for you.

Fucking shite.
Usually when I hear some little witchy going on about manifestation,
it makes me want to hurl

because this is the “truth” about the”secret” of “manifestation”

it’s crap. It sold bazillions of new age dvd’s, but..
unless you’re a hot hippy chick with gorgeous boobs and no bra and you’re flailing all about with your “the world is full of love” fucking shite
then,
yeah
a whole fucking lot of cool good shit is going to “manifest” for you
it doesn’t work for everyone that way.
believe me.

What does it mean for the average joe?

It’s really a sort of “mind networking” concept.
You see, Belief #3 is the real working principle

You have people around you,
they know you are looking for this thing/object/person/job
you keep looking for this thing
the more other people in your group
the more potential matchmakers there are for you and your passionate goal

If you are all positive and uplifting and hopeful
it’s easier to get others interested

anything you do as an interaction with people using words
you can do as well using the technique of Belief #4 with your group

If you don’t have a “group”, it’s time to start thinking of who you already use the techniques of Belief #3 with on a regular basis

or of course go read a book
because that usually plugs your brain up enough to stop
talking to shadows
silently

So let’s continue.

2. Synchronicity and Fate

I don’t even want to go into this one too much

except to say
bullshit. Fuck fate.

Really
Just fuck it all to Hell
“fate” is usually a current justification for “consequences” of “the past”
fate is similiar to the christian concept of
“all sinners go to hell”

which is more crap

You can observe and observe,
and yeah, sometimes things line up
but predestination
is really
really
really

dumb

3. Telepathy

Ok.

so now we get to something REAL.

This is actually what 90% of religious wars and oppression
centuries of misery
this is what it’s all about.

You can hold a conversation on two or more levels.

That’s reality.

You can’t sift through someone’s memories or thoughts, usually
but if you love them
or hate them
you can hold a conversation
underneath the conversation

right?
not just:

pheremonal signals generated throughout the conversation
which you could consciously generate or visual cues

but straight up underlying conversations and….
long conversations with people
you can’t walk to
but love enough
to talk to

4. Etheric projection, shared mental spaces and interactions

This is the Big Secret
wrapped in a
story

You could walk
and walk
and climb
and climb to get to the old man’s hut
the old yoda on the mountain guy

but he will just send you back

you weren’t supposed to walk
you were supposed to just

Go
to him

This is where we come to the incubus/succubus part as well
for you demon lover freakazoids

Succubi and incubi make a lot of sense, really.
just…hear me out first. Really

If you can see and feel and project
and you have a lot of love for someone
you can communicate across a distance
including touch and visual representation

Hmmm.

Jerk off thinking of someone you TRULY LOVE works at the start
That’s why jerking off is a “SIN”"
because if you love them and they love you
you might realize theres not just masturbation
but
COMMUNICATION
occurring…sometimes

and if you say that you love someone fully
but you don’t have this etheric connection
try jerking off thinking of someone else

honestly
that’s the trick to it
and
the Purpose of it

Christianity tries to demonize the process (especially the jerking off part)

Incubi and Succubi
are humans trying different lovers out
before settling on the ones
that make them feel

more than human
like treeman or tree woman
or flame people
or two dragons, or cats or something
fucking

that would be a good mate for a while
really
regardless of the car/house/moola/suit/dick size situation

most sects or systems that demonize this form of communication between people
and focuses on the energy drainage and time wasted by engaging in this form of communication to the exclusion of actually being true lovers and then still end up being spiritually divorced because of societal pressures based on religion designed to break such connections between people

you can waste a lot of time interacting with someone this way
if they aren’t honest
so test them early in RL

this also explains the christian/monotheist assertion that a binary couple is supposed to be lifelong, though in truth this is a minority configuration
more lovers = more close communication = OMG I can actually communicate this way with a lot of people = OMG is this god dude real?
playing inccubi/succubi is considered a “gateway” behavior to more advanced witchiness and demon consorting.

Daemon. I’m going to tackle the demonology in more detail in the future,
but really, the origins of demons are in humanity itself
grown into a horrifying fear
from the metaphorical communication of Aspects
which it embodies

this strong connection doesn’t have to be one man and one woman
like the christians are always on about
threesomes really are fine

and many sects
seem to get along
with the idea that if everyone fucks
they’ll all be mentally connected together

its a bit much for me but some people think its grand

but it’s easier to keep the dynamic of 2
and the male-female polarity plays some part
but everyone can find someone to interact with
that brings this out in them

So the basis of the xtian concept of this magic
is a “in theory”
that 2 mates should be in constant connection with each other
kind of hard in the modern world
but it can be done

whether its an “eternal” thing
or a few years
a deeper multilayer spiritual connection
and communication bond
the xtians
basically have the same form of “magic”

its just
legislated
chained to one form
disconnected from its higher
forms and aspects

I will even go
a teeny deeper into this
and say
that in my extensive wanderings perusings and musings on the ass sex taboo and its place in christianity and other more orthodox religions

I’ve come
to the conclusion
that many sects
believe
that ass sex
increases telepathy
and the ability to project an etheric self

not just in the act,
but as an after effect
of the “dirty deed”
I’m actually not kidding
I know its a bit much to swallow
butt I swear it is the Truth

so help me…

back to our topic:

most people are dead
in their minds about this

I figure some people can see better, some hear better, some feel better
just like some people are better with cars, or basketball, or spatial reasoning

some can visualize a secondary layer of metaphorical/symbolical/spiritual/energy/chi

I was trying to measure the “usefulness” of meditation or “spiritual insight” or “etheric visualization” or “etheric projection”

Now.

The Christians and Muslims, and many other formal religions

specifically call this a Sin and make it such a vile practice that it even permeates their practices of Psychology. Hence the Incubbi/Succubi/demon lover stories to fill you with fear. So if someone who loves you pops up in your bed at night you’ll run around screaming and babbling about witches and demons instead of getting it on and realizing you might have found a good partner match.

Don’t want that. The congregation you are part of will almost always try to break up couples(or threesome) that have this kind of connection.

Which kind of makes you understand how IMPORTANT they view it.

Pagans of most nations view it as of Positive importance and an aspect of personal spiritual practice. Many people do.

Not necessarily the jerking off part, mind you

See that’s just where the realization comes from.

That you suddenly aren’t alone, you’re interacting with someone that wants to interact not just the pictures you started with.

and eventually you maybe realize,
when you’re drinking your tea
that you can have other kinds of conversations in this multilayered medium of visualization, and visionary beauty.

Deep, conference call style interactions, with different costumes start to emerge
within the mental space
of your
“meditation”

and that is why you must
always
always
hurry
and be harried
and talked to

or you will start to talk amongst yourselves
quietly

5. Visualizations, meditations, self transformations

Do these kind of things have value?
People pay a lot of money to go to seminars and stuff
and its all labelled “healthy” and “healing”
are they all nuts?

Visualization of “energies”
in yoga, tantra, meditations

books and books and books
and DVD’s
all talk about humans visualizing various energies

Why aren’t those authors all locked up?
Why don’t the mental health authorities bust in
and round up these madmen and women?
I guess it’s not that crazy after all.

Animism isn’t dead
its just finally being understood
the “animal totems”
are visionary experiences of yourself
as another form
taking on some of its qualities and thought processes

as a human ability
it only requires
practice

The LaVeyans have their “wolf” transformation
but maybe you’re not really a wolf
maybe you find it easier becoming a tree
or a deer, panther, lion, satyr, firehuman, dragon, owl, etc.

are you really a tree?
obviously not
but still,
you stretch your branches up,
and roots down

and sip your tea
its not crazy
people have been doing it
for thousands of years!

What benefit it has to you
is up to you to discern
but try these visualizations

while you make out with another person that you see that in them
for some stupendous results

and compare to the written accounts
of the concept called “godforming”
you could follow those instructions
of the theosophist, GD, and masons
and “become” various egyptian deities
whichever one is closest to your being

but myself
I detest egyptian based magic
so you might consider
aiming for a celtic, nordic, hindi, or greek pantheon
to pull your
Ishta Devi
from

These experiences in visualization or “visionary states”

can definitely induce sickness
especially if your world view is rigid

but try reading
“the varieties of religious experience”
by William James

It might help

and I would caution you
to not drive a vehicle
for a few days after you first achieve self visualizing results of any magnitude

it could be messy

you also might find yourself
susceptible to mind games or manipulation
that’s why people do this shit in a quiet place
and avoid others for a little while
other than their lovers or other quiet peers

6. Manipulation of chi/life energy with thought/will/action
This is really an extension of Belief #5

7. Manipulation of objects with thought
This is pretty much
the Bohunk Daddy of all Bohunks.
Fucking crap

you can’t manipulate objects
you can manipulate situations, people,
and in some very focused instances
you can manipulate fields slightly

you can’t actually move objects with your mind
It would be nice
to be able to send all the butcher knives flying at your mom
like Carrie
but the shit doesn’t work like that

Remember
this thing is still a WIP
(Work in Progress)
and its a messy one at that

Harper's dictatorship tightens with new laws and new definitions of "Terrorism"

2011-10-20T13:31:00.000-07:00

Our great dicktator
has made a new law
he can arrest anyone
for 3 days
without charges
or judicial oversight
if the police "suspect"
that the person is involved with
a
"Terrorist"
act

Harper is responsible for the largest mass arrest of legal protesters in the last 20 years.

All the police have to do is define a protest
as "terrorism"
and all those inconvenient lefties
can be rounded up

I consider the private ownership and manipulation of Canadian newspapers and television to be "terrorism".

To Stephen,
A pothead should go to jail
while a white collar fraudster
who steals millions
is an "entrepreneur"

In Stephen's great dicktatorship
human rights
are given lip service
while human rights abuses continue
unabated
as they have
for a hundred years

even moreso
now that he is in charge
ready to make the world
a purified chrisitian
shithole of meatrobots

I guarantee
the police will use this new antiterrorism law
to break up the "occupy" movement
and the propoganda media machine
will paint it as a righteous removal
of socialist vermin
discontent
to be slaves of conservative capitalist greed.

2011-10-20T13:23:00.000-07:00

It's a good thing to discuss I guess,
with this "occupy" thing going on

As a society we are fairly apathetic
even though,
after centuries of being enslaved by kings and popes and capitalists
we still find ourselves

the 90% of us
living with less than 10% of the assets and wealth
while about 5% of the population
has 70% of the wealth

they call it a "free market"
and reassure us with their "controls" and "bailout plans"
but the underground world economy is
4 times the size of their "legitimate" one

The banks, the government, the rich
they enslave us with our own money
the money we pay in taxes is used to enslave us
control our media
destroy and splinter our families
with poverty and misery and injustice
so the capitalists
can clean up

The money of the WORLD
needs to be RESET

let each person keep up to 2 million in their bank account
and everything else
gets redistributed
amongst everyone

take land assets
from the thieving corporations

Corporations don't die
they just get bigger
and in the end
all the land will be "owned"
by business entities
that don't die

they only grow and
consume

What is a Book of Shadows?

2011-10-14T15:22:00.001-07:00

What is a Book of Shadows?

I was talking with a young witchy woman.

Actually.
I was listening to her talk.
Patiently.

She was going on about how she was going to find a book of shadows with spells and stuff in it. She starts talking about a bunch of grimoires and such, most of which are useless or misinformative.

Hmmm.

I think I remember searching for something similiar, long ago.
So long ago.

A Book of Shadows is not a product.
You can't buy one.
It is a concept.

You can buy a pretty book to hold your Book of Shadows
or you can put it in a binder.

It is better if it is a nice book with non-removeable pages.

But no one will ever see it.
Outside of whomever you do your spiritual "workings" with.
Whatever those entail.
It's private, like a diary.
And if properly written,
as dangerous to you as a real diary being read out loud.

It isn't a path specific concept,
but it is a generally important and often misunderstood one.

You see,
most magic isn't about physical things.
The herbology, the chemistry, the metallurgy, all these physical things,
the "spells" and potions
They belong in spellbooks, workbooks, schoolbooks.

90% of what is termed "higher magic"
is about

COMMUNICATION

communication, diplomacy, manners,
and self transformation

These are the contents of your Book of Shadows
The Shadows that you converse with
in your meditations

Our Christianized society controls and crushes our telepathy and empathy

As we gradually realize our ability communicate, and project, to visualize, see, and relate to each other in this medium,

This non-empiric, currently unmeasurable telepathic and etheric communication and projection is extremely dense, full of layers of meaning

When we are in the midst of our meditations
We write, simply, of what we experience

So that later, when we begin to forget,
worn down by the games and punishments of our masters and overseers
we can read in our private places
and remember what we have seen.

If you have a small group
try having group meditations or rituals for a month
silently

and date each set of notes in your books

When you compare
you should see similiarities
otherwise

You might need to find different working partners.

A Book of Shadows will contain references to feelings you have about people
that you meet
or talk to

In the Dark Ages of the burnings
that book would hang you and everyone in it
and thus its great secrecy

in this time of Burning
the contents of a personal Book of Shadows
would, if written TRULY
be used to incarcerate you
in a christianized psychological facility

The visions, transformations, lessons and conversations you recount in your book are to remind you later of your experiences,

do not believe that this is truly a time of temperence for neopagan belief
our associations do not get smaller because of less "witches" or pagans
they get smaller because we are being targeted

Your Book of Shadows will be blank when you first buy or obtain it
3 years later
if you really are on The Path

Its contents will be sacred
and dangerous to you

So protect it.

The Moon, Samhain, Christianized Holidays, and the global war against non-christian beliefs

2011-10-13T13:00:00.000-07:00

This weekend is the full moon before Samhain/Halloween.
When Ceasar created his calendar of the sun
it was specifically set to break apart the societal rhythm of the moon-cults

People often think Samhain and Beltane are on a specific day
That's not really the way
They really are week to fortnight festivals
and they were really tied to the moon, not a specific day
it would be the full moon closest to the first frost

When all the fields were sown
the livestock in
everything preserved and packed, and salted
all the work for winter is finished
and as the work is finally done
before the snow
we would have a great festival
for everyone

eat the extras we think we do not need to preserve
rest
and connect again
with each other
before we all go inside
for winter

Why isn't Halloween/Samhain a Statutory Holiday?
It's labelled as "entertainment"
and since the christianized holiday is earlier in the month
neopagans and earth spiritualists
don't get their time to rest and meditate
communicate and connect
while the moon is full
at their time

I see all the people out at Halloween
for most of them
it is a more important event
than the great and holy christian Christmas
They would prefer to eat their meal at Soltice

So why, after all these centuries
when the christians have tried
over and over to ban Samhain
to make Halloween, all hallows eve
completely secular
entertainment
devoid of the reason for its being

when we all rest
eat
take time
to think
together
we make connections with each other

outside of the control structure of Christianity

This is one of the strongest tools
the Taliban of the Cross
wields against us

this ability to label
our gatherings
and circles
tribal dances
and entheogenics

as "entertainment"
not spirituality

There is a reason for the moon
being central to this
its pull on blood
elongating movements of liquid in our soggy bodies

we gather and relate
telepathically
etherically

Talking with shadows
and relating our conversations
in our books

notes to ourselves to remember

what they would enslave
and tire
and harry
us

to forget

My community needs a new LIBRARY not a new pool....

2011-10-04T17:57:00.001-07:00

I've lived over 20 years in Grandview woodlands.
They have a big push to update the community centre
architects came by
in a very expensive 8 person limo
and all they would talk about
is the pool
and the great new skyline for their uphill condo investments
but what we need is a new library
not a new pool.
The pool is fine
it just had maintenance.
Every time there is any kind of festival on commercial drive people line up to pee
in the library
because there is only one stall in the brand new park they built
During school, people researching in the library
share the library with talking teenagers
and screaming babies listening to stories
nothing wrong with either
but there is a reason the librarian always said
"shhhhh!!"
A 3 floor library
with ground floor bathrooms for community events held near the community centre
a separate floor for kids activities
4 times as many computer terminals with internet access
make that 10 times as many computers
and computers for viewing media, not just internet
new books on technology that are up to date
college level textbooks on subjects
The point of the library is that someone with no money can access knowledge
an interested person can educate themselves in something
libraries shouldn't be just generalized dummies books
Libraries have become essential for community access to knowledge
the Brittania library serves an area larger than the Downtown library
a one floor shared space is not sufficient for this large of a community
The wi fi access around the library should extend into napier square
there should be washrooms, plugins,
lots of books, lots of computers
and in East Vancouver
I honestly believe a new expanded LIBRARY
will benefit the community
far more, way more, soooo much more
than a new pool to replace the one that already works
when there are 2 more within walking distance
The push is for more sports
and less thinking
could we assess our priorities
as a "community"?

Vancouver Pride - "When WE take over, we'll kill ALL the faggots and dykes first..."

2011-08-01T17:28:00.000-07:00

This is a long drawn out multi day/week work in progress for my non existent readership to avoid at their leisure.

"When WE take over, we'll kill ALL the faggots and dykes first..."

that's actually a quote.
A sentiment voiced in multiple
congregations

Fat white men in rooms with their special rings pronounce it
Brown men in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too
Black men in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too
women in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too

All the christians and muslims together
hating
and silently wishing
the death
of all the queers

Groups of interests
like minded people
working together
to rid the world
of queer people

and anyone else who doesn't conform
and obey
anyone too strange

good slave material or not
is all they see

The Great 21st Century Crusade of Monotheist Monogamous Sects
I don't care if the Christian God or Allah wins,
or the secret sects of businessmen
They are killers and oppressors of humanity
They want their own particular
Holy Law
or "right way"
enshrined in
their "ancient books"

holy rules
all the reasons to take from
or kill
infidels/atheists/queers/
women who don't obey
men who don't obey

convert or die
obey
slave

pay

little groups of power haters
with agendas of genocide
and religious/legal "purity"
their fucking purity

not mine
their god is not mine
their way is not mine
I will hand you the first stone to cast

then smash you with the other once you have thrown it.

But I'll take a little longer to expand that, because its really messed up
and true life.

Hey.

"WE"

We got a "parade"
another organized festival of fakery
to make us think that we actually have
Freedom/equality/safety/justice/truth

So,
Why did I have a crappy day
on this great festival day
of gay celebrations

It felt vacuous to me.
empty of substance
a herd of slaves rejoicing
praising the kindness of their masters

I look back
over a few years
and I don't see freedom
or equality
or any kind of cohesive
community
queer or otherwise

fractured factions of bitchy backstabbers
mind fuck head games
and heinous cackles
when we look at what the spectacle
is really about
is it us
or some other marketable image

The fat assed union cunt sits across from me
She's one of the dumbest redneck bitches I've ever known
Funny but dumb
I've known her a few years
This is a couple years ago

less than a quarter of my brainpower
and she's gloating about her truck and vacations
her fucking house
her unemployed boyfriend in his red coat

laughing she says
"I'd never tell anyone I was a bisexual,
leave yourself open to all that public ridicule"
a chorus of snickers around the coffee shop patio

Ignorant redneck shithead union bitch
cottage cheese arms jiggling in mocking idiocy
The stupidest get paid the most
because they make better slaves

The fucking slave is mocking me
She knows her union pals
in another union
have ripped me off

But its ok,
I might have had a hundred semi-intelligent conversations with her
on this patio, over the years
right now
I'm just a ripped off faggot for her to laugh at

Anything good about me
gets shoveled under
the "faggot" shit

gotta love East Van
Safe beneath the christian east van gangsta cross they raise to the sky
an aluminum prayer to their "god"
presented as if it were art

paid for
by
community

to "represent"
us

They should place a brazier beneath it
so we can burn books of law and psychology
and science

We could burn books written by fags
who died with nothing
while some rich fuck
gets richer by the day
printing their works

That's a lot of fucking books.

Maybe we could just strap fags right to the base of the east van cross
a warning

choke on your fucking equality and justice
they're just media sound bites
memes for parrots with roses coloured glasses

You will have only the equality you make
I swear
With your fist or your business alliances
form your queer gangs smaller and meaner

you're halfway there
but realize
there is no backup
Law, Medicine, Databases, Government
Your "Churches"

will wipe you out slowly and quietly

after sucking you in with little bobbles beads
parties and parades
and Stars

glittering aluminum crosses
representing
mixed metaphors
of bullshit and purity

the fat fucking drug dealer
is leaning into my face in Victoria Park
"We don't have any faggots in OUR park" he says
Now there's crackheads trying to kill the faggot or his dog

I've lived 20 years here
and come to this park almost daily with my dog
everyone knows me
no ones ever called me a fag here
I know quite a few lesbians and queers
that come to this park
with their dogs and kids

But this brown redneck fat shithead
who just decided
it was his park,
because he moved his business here

I've never been racist to him
yet

He can threaten me
here
in a park full of kids
and some fucking queers he hasn't got to yet

where I've walked so long
years
slept on this grass
waiting for
justice

I suppose

so keep out of Victoria Park
You hear that?
Faggots?
Get your drugs somewhere else

I do

I don't even really self identify with it
This "fag" shit
I really don't
I never have

what I see rarely represents me,

definitely not
the parade of cheering slaves
who've forgotten
where their inverted pink triangle came from

the flaming baby talk, the drag queens with their sarcasm
Always the flashy loud peacocks in the spotlight
at every one of these queer events
Why would I support that?

Fill your fuckingboots with it sister
but it really just makes me
walk
away

I feel mocked
after an hour of watching a drag queen MC
mocked
NOT enthusiastic

I sit in a park
where I've slept for 2 years
after being ripped off

The circle of dykes in the darkness
is mocking me
singing their song
making fun of the story
of the ripped off writer

union dyke cunts making fun of the ripped off fag writer
iatse cunts
the herpes bitch who runs them
walks up in the dark
"yo my bitches"
half the circle is subservient to her

I guess I shouldn't say "cunt"
but that's what their being

the dykes hate the fags
and round it goes
rip off anyone you like
because its the
wild west
pirateland

I got ripped off by IATSE, Robert Cooper, and Andy Mikita,
Because of this. This "fag" shit.
Which I've never really been into.
But I might as well say what I think about it
now

Really. That's the lame ass reason
at the end of it all
and everything else follows forward

Watch the Stargate episode "The Other Side"
one more time
and swap the concept of clones
for queers
think metaphorically

Think about reality
a movie lot with a dozen
haggard and harassed
overworked, underpaid, mocked and jeered and laughed at queers
that's what I observed
personally
quietly

Because hey
"He'll never DO anything about it, fucking faggot..."
That's what they said to me

and they're saying it to you everyday
Cheer and shout for your freedom to fuck each other your way
then walk home talking about how "their way" is wrong
or dirty

the fags hating the dykes and vice versa
the both of them hating the "breeders"
everyone hating the bisexuals
and all the well paid married people
laughing at the dancing cavorting
carnival of queers

happy with their spectacle
ignorant of their powerlessness

so rip em all off... eh?
You backstabbing IATSE fucks
make a big party
to pretend they're your friends

I have more to say on this,
lots more
but I can barely get an hour on the net

When Harper gains control of the net
you won't be able to read free speech
so look around for it while you can
so
so stay tuned out

Internet surveilance, wire tapping, and net neutrality - watchers, the watched, and the end of information privacy in Canada

2011-05-04T14:10:00.001-07:00

The title almost says it all.

my internet is spotty and survival is a grim chore
so wait a bit...

I wrote something 2 months ago and the internet connection I was using suddenly dried up,

I have a lot to say about it under the harperpuppet administration
this great Christian dictatorship of suppression

Where anyone with socially conscious ideas
is a
"terrorist"

Burka

2011-04-19T10:47:00.000-07:00

at the request of a Muslim woman I was talking to,
I will write a short piece about
the Burka.

I'm not going to go into all the pros/cons controversy involved
But there is a facet of the Burka that western cultural biases just don't get
and I never hear it mentioned

The original intent of the head covering was a form of spiritual protection
not suppression of rights
However its use has evolved over the centuries in a form of religious "function creep"
in its beginning intent
the burka was meant to keep men not married to the woman or in her family
from using ethereal communication to contact her.

In texts by Islamic scholars these are referred to as "witches", roughly

Its a very complex spiritual protection system
I don't want to go into detail,
too many side issues get pulled in
but I don't think that most western media understand the utility aspect,
because its tied to a spiritual belief
that people can communicate by sitting and picturing each others face.

The burka is a tool
to "screen calls"
That is how they think of it.

Of course,
I am obviously not islamic
and my philosophical view would be reason for incarceration in many islamic jurisdictions,

but I think it is important to explain this aspect of the facial covering,
as a devout muslim woman with this view might feel that the burka is protecting her from unwanted spiritual communications with men.

What Canada REALLY needs - Separation of the Court and Religion, digital court recording NOT stenographers.

2011-02-11T11:19:00.000-08:00

I have court date next friday, for which I was not charged with anything but arrested and forced to sign an undertaking under duress.

The duress I experienced made me consider last time I was railroaded through the court system here in Vancouver, with inadequate legal counsel.
Harper had axed all funding to Legal Aid, and Campbell made similiar provincial moves a couple years ago to prepare for the wave of wrongful arrests during the olympic ripoff.
Nobody got "justice", and nobody really does here in British Columbia, not unless you have money. Lots of money.

We can't afford Legal Aid and NON fraternal "DUTY COUNSEL" for anyone who can't afford a PERSONAL lawyer,
yet for some reason it is vital that we purchase $10+ Billion in fighter jets to bomb the fuck out of people with a different religious belief than the Slavemasters of Canada.

During that previous experience I felt my rights as a human being were swept aside numerous times, that my legal rights were infringed or suppressed, that my voice/statement of events was NOT actually heard, and that I was NOT properly compensated for harm done to my person by a member of the VPD acting illegally.
In Court it was stated by the Judge herself that the moment my pack was carried off the property the officer was "no longer acting in his capacity as a peace officer".

We all know the Court is both corrupt and tied to a MONOTHEISTIC RELIGION.
THE BIBLE, a "Christian" text with JEWISH heritage, is still placed on all testimony stands. Every single day.

I protested the inclusion of the "Holy Bible" before I went to court back then, and at least 3 times during court. I actually had to demand that the court clerk remove the bible from in front of me 3 times.

The word "God" was used in court to reference some imaginary spiritual judge of my oppressors no less that twice, possibly as many as 4 times.

There is NO POSSIBILITY of "justice" anywhere that a "god" is invoked as a judge of Truth.

The Bible of the Jews and Christians has NO place within a just and SECULAR system of law. But our legal system is neither just nor secular, regardless of our country's marketing to the world of Canadian "equality"

Equally unjust in the British Columbia bribeable Christian Court System run predominantly by members of British Columbian Lodges (a fraternal RELIGIOUS order) is the fact that courts in BC still use a court recorder sometimes, instead of 100% digital audio and video recording.

Full digital recording of both faces and audio would ensure that future courts can subpoenathe proceedings in a legible format untampered with by the hands of a possibly paid and bought stenographers notes.

Or like my last "judgement" hearing for a crime I didn't commit and was railroaded into by a VPD officer.

Where 3 officers in brown continually squelched their walkie-talkies and made numerous rackets during the judgment so I had to read the judge's lips. No recording of that court judgment is admissible to a civil case against the officer or court because it is illegible due to squelch noise and there is no video of my mouth.

Not that the corrupt Canadian legal system would ever let a poor man actually bring forth adequate evidence that would prove one of the "brothers" of the court fraternities wrong.

We need a full stripping of all religious language and references to this Jewish monotheist "god" removed from the language and Rituals of the Courts throughout Canada.

We also need full abilities to recall and bring forth clear video and audio of ALL interactions before all justices at all times.
Otherwise "justice" is just another bit of lip service paid to us by the Old Boys Network

What Canada REALLY needs 1-27 are here...

American Heritage Dictionary:
rail·road Meaning #3. Informal.
1. To rush or push (something) through quickly in order to prevent careful consideration and possible criticism or obstruction
2. To convict (an accused person) without a fair trial or on trumped-up charges.

Duress has been defined as a "threat of harm made to compel a person to do something against his or her will or judgment; esp., a wrongful threat made by one person to compel a manifestation of seeming assent by another person to a transaction without real volition". - Black's Law Dictionary (8th ed. 2004)

Forced Christian Reprogramming for your measly $260 Vancouver Welfare cheque

2011-02-04T13:07:00.000-08:00

I'm shaking my head
thinking about a Jewish worker getting $10,000 for being made to put pointsettas in a window

Instead of real social workers,
that actually know about social work,
Vancouver Social Services has McWorkers
that don't really want to have to do their job

They have a year or 2 of college
as a "SS representative" or "counsellor"
not an actual degree holding social worker
then they get to lord it over us

a rerun
of the vicious Stanford Jail experiment
created into an institution

So they want to force me to walk,now
with a hernia and damaged cartilage in my knee
an additional 40 blocks
to get my little pittance

I have to beg, for what I am entitled to
at the very base, the bottom
I have to beg
at a Christian Reprogramming Centre

Baptist Medical Plaza II, Suite 800
2021 Church Street
Nashville, Tennessee 37203
says the address of their head office

Government religious discrimination
a Faith Based institution now has the right to hold my cheque
if I do not comply with any whim they may have
Me.
An Atheist Pagan.

seems a bit more serious than putting some pointsettas in the window.

I look closely
at the Christian Reprogramming/Brainwashing/Labelling/BURNING
"services"
Behavior Modification Specialists
Christian Psychology seems like an oxymoron in my personal worldview
They have more scientists in this facility than a conference in Apologetics
all written up to make it sound
like forced Deist therapy
is normal in free societies
a "Service" to the poor

Why? Why am I being sent for electroshock?

Because I actually wanted to talk to a real worker
about what's been going on with my disability claim
but they all were having a nice quiet time in the office

So I got bitched out
for daring to want a human
to actually treat me with some respect and dignity

and listen to my concerns, issues, and questions.

Instead I got a snarling, snapping rude cunt

looking at me like I'm a piece of shit
for daring to ask for a an entitled crisis amount
to buy a bag of dog food
and maybe some peanut butter
after the long holiday of increased canadian poverty.

I'm the piece of shit
because she had to move her fat lazy public service employee ass
her unionized "I want to have a splendid day chatting with my friends" job
was being disturbed
by my very presence

she had to move 2 feet
and sit down to talk to me
while I stand on the other side of her "impervious" motorized barricade

dehumanized

The 7 women in the office
make more money in salaries
than the people their office make from their base welfare cheques

and I'm the leeching parasite
one of "Them"
hobbling in

if we're going to have McNonSocial Workers
why don't we just hire sarcastic rude high school students
give them a uniform and minimum wage
we can line up to the take out wicket
to get bitched out

instead of paying CUPE
or the BCGEU

to decide what rude cunts will "serve us"

Like Ken Kesey's protagonist in One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
I'm getting LABELLED, screwed over, fucked
by a power tripping bitch

Do you think its right?
I think, personally, that I should be able to sue them for religious discrimination
and get twice as much as the Jew got for just putting some pointsettas in the window

The lazy union bitch Kate
and equally lazy supervisor
Winnie

can force me to harm my physical body
and require my attendance
at a reprogramming centre

for the base welfare
that anyone should get?
Oddly enough
its worst at the Commercial Drive office

but this is going on all over Vancouver
well off union employees
gloating
and treating their clients

like fucking shit

If YOU agree
that my rights as a HUMAN being have been ignored
and trampled

then please tell their head office for me

OFF200@gov.bc.ca
Suite #910 - 360 West Georgia Street, Vancouver, BC V6B 6B2

because I don't have a lawyer
and they are trying to force me to sign a form
saying I am mentally ill
before I can get
the smallest of pittances

So the cunt files a police report
saying I threatened her
that I said "I'll get you."

The THREAT
pretty much word for word
was THIS

in CONTEXT

"I'll get you back for this you fucking cunt, I'm going to WRITE a letter to your head office detailing your rude treatment of me and then I'm going to write the entire incident on my blog and you can read about it yourself
you fucking rude cunt"

They have video cameras in every welfare office
but when it comes time to go to court
this will conveniently NOT be admissible
or available

Because
as you can see
I didn't threaten her

I threatened TO TELL HER BOSS!

and I get picked up
"randomly"
and held for 12 hours
so I have to sign anything they put in front of me
or they threaten to hold me all weekend.

I was picked up at One in the afternoon
NOT charged with anything
and held for twelve hours
being told
there's no Justice of the Peace
until 9:30 p.m.

So you tell me
on a Friday at 1 p.m.
does it sound reasonable
that there is no JP in the court building?

they've done this to every activist and lefty
in the city
over the last 10 years
if you question Authority
or the Ripoff
we'll incarcerate you.

Social services
working hand in hand with the police
to target the poor
instigating instances like this

pretending to be following "policy"
when everyone knows
Social services leaves everything to their "personal discretion"

They learned it from the KGB
under Putin
anyone inconvenient
gets a mental health label
then no one will take them seriously
and they suddenly have
no rights as a human

That contact info once again:
OFF200@gov.bc.ca
Suite #910 - 360 West Georgia Street, Vancouver, BC V6B 6B2
because it took ME, a former computer tech
3 days to find that contact info

they REMOVED all the contact info for complaints
on all BC Gov websites before the Olympics
just before
they closed down the Human Rights Tribunal offices

so no one could complain
about being evicted or harassed anymore

I think walking an extra 40 blocks each month
and getting harassed weekly by christian brainwashers
is far more serious
than a Jewish man being forced
to move some half pound pointsettas.
on a christian holiday.

I just spent 12 hours in jail
8 hours of which the heat was turned down to 16 degrees or less
without a blanket or headrest, until the 9th hour
constantly shivering
for calling that nasty bitch a cunt

Why did I call her that?

Because she was fucking me over
on purpose
maliciously

She had a huge smirk on
eyes sparkling
as she said
"I'll take him"

and the smirk
with rolling eyes
just got more mean
and vindictive every second

I'm 90% sure
she was a lesbian

which I don't have any problems with

except if they are in the 60%+ or so of them
that HATE "faggots"
maybe its more, maybe its only 50%
but the hatred is there, regardless.

that's just the same discrimination
that they've had against them too for centuries
then they repeat it against others

Kate's boss
Winnie
backed up the "threat" accusation

I've had a few interactions with her
when the Commercial Drive office
was changed a year ago
from a Disability office
to a Social Services office

and Winnie's quiet domain of damaged people
became a horde of the filthy poor
offending her sight
and filling her office
with their smell
and their misery

I stood there one day
more than a year ago
I was surviving outside
I hadn't had a bath in weeks

I stood before her
watching her lips purse with disgust
covered in her gold rings
gold necklaces
bling everywhere

The bling of and old conservative
the huge ring of a married union worker
I've never met an older married union worker
who didn't harbor hatred for "faggots"

It's endemic
if you aren't a conservative when you join the union
you will be before you retire

The bling of a long term union employee
who can fuck you over anyway she wants
and she'll never really get reprimanded
and its her DISCRETION
who she will help or fuck over

I used to support unions
for decades
but years of this treatment
poor service, condescension, animosity, hate
smirking power trips and loafing Entitlement

I cannot support them any longer.

I'm asking for the form
for a welfare pass to the community center
so I can shower more than once every 2 weeks

She's only had welfare people in her office a couple months at that point
and she doesn't actually know
what we are entitled to get

"Oh, no
we don't have those
I have to pay for my pass
so do you"

I'm trying hard to be cool
I was told by a member of the Brittania community centre
that I could get one of these forms here
to take to them

I persist until she gets the form
then she tries to throw it away
right in front of my eyes

"It asks for an address her
so you're not eligible
because you have no address"

It takes me almost ten minutes
of PATIENCE
to get her to stamp it and put NFA

I can see it makes her angry
to have to stamp the page
and write 5 words

I wait for another day to ask about
what my card covers in dental
because she thinks
I get nothing
but the SS site, at the library
says I can get minor work done

Britannia gives me my pass with a smile
they don't give me any
"what's your address?"
They're glad to see
that I can use the shower now AND the pool
properly

even though they did let me
use the shower once in a while without a pass
It nice to be able to soak
my blistered feet and use the steam
before going back
outside

slowly dying as everyone watches
and laughs

anyway.

so I spend 12 hours in jail
because of a lazy, spiteful
nasty unionized
bitch twat

But John Lenic, Robert Cooper, Mike Elliot, Jennifer Patterson
and all the other rip off fuckers from Stargate Atlantis
have never been detained or questioned
for a second
for fucking me over
and trying to have me killed.

not one fucking second.

I watched earlier today
as 2 cop cars and 5 cops
dealt with a shoplifter
at a corner store

overkill

Law is NOT Justice
Law is a consensual hallucination
fed by the programming
of the rich
who fuck over anyone they want

with impunity

Killing and corrupting the hippies, faggots, niggers, and witches...

2011-01-23T08:15:00.000-08:00

"Seems pretty boring around here" I said.
I was in a southeast suburb.
The furthest.

Playing music at an "open mic".

I was actually, honestly, trying hard to give it a chance
A lot of crappy places can grow on you
I grew up in a couple
but I knew what I was brought here for

I wasn't sold. Not really.
I've been to a lot of music events in my life.

No pretty chicks, really, not regular.
Just chubby sarcastic ones.
Friendly, but big and sarcastic.
I'm pretty lenient of soft figures myself
And twitchy ex-hard drug users

My kinda people in many ways
maybe a bit too hard,
but I like distortion
that grungy mush of different tones

Sitting on the edge of the most cracked out neighborhood i've seen in a bit
The Main and Hastings of this suburb it feels like
poverty and misery on a wide scale, blocks that stretch a mile
less dense,
but still a menacing tweak,
an angry need that walks for miles
I looked around and wondered why my "friend" thought I'd like this.

It really wasn't about me liking it, I knew.
That's not why he dragged me here.

Anyway,
The guy I'm talking to, chubby, short, balding,
He just finished playing some song from the 60's
A Crosby Stills and Nash one
I've watched him play a lot of songs from that free-love era by now.
Nice singing voice, decent if simple guitar, which seems to improve when you stick a higher grade axe in his hand.

"So where are all fun things in Surrey" I ask
He laughs, a flash of regret seems to cross his face for a second
"Nothing really fun out here, except drinking and fighting, and I don't really drink anymore"

"Isn't there a hippie boho area with groovy music and pretty hippie girls anywhere in this place?"
I chose the words carefully, because I knew where it was going.
I knew it from the start, when I first was brought here, months ago.

"Hippies!" he snorts, "No fucking hippies here, We killed 'em all"

I wonder about this "we", But I know where I am and who brought me.

I came along with the setup,
so I could see the play
and the players.

"Well, we didn't kill them, not all of them" he says, almost softening for a second
only a second, then the sneer is back and he continues
"We corrupted them."

"Corrupted them?"

"Yeah, sure. Get them addicted to drugs, turn them into whores, crack them out, beat them up, fuck 'em, give 'em aids or herpes, steal their shit, fuck 'em all, fucking hippies...make their lives shit so they leave. No more fucking hippies here!"
"GHB?"
"Oh ya, GHB, meth, heroin, crack, whatever, just bring em down, corrupt them. Fuck up their shit. Fuck em all."

That last line spoken with a hatred and vehemence that seems out of place on his lips
he was just singing "Helplessly Hoping"
very nicely

It's a sick conversation,
like we're discussing how they got rid of some "vermin" to use the words of a letter to the West Van Courier right before the Olympics.

I don't know, I have a soft spot for hippie chicks
they look nice.
It's like someone talking about hunting bunnies or something
shouldn't they deserve a warning?
They seem like too easy targets,
obliviously looking at grass or the sky...
gladly accepting a drink
not remembering much after

Kali can only come to them
personally
if they seek revenge

then vengeance they shall wreak

No one will do it if they will not
forgotten
best forgotten

I look around me. pawn shops, liquor store, smokeshop.
trio of crack-ho's half a block down, standing unsteadily near a gas station

I think about the last time I came to play here
another musician offers to smoke some weed with me
and halfway to the store to get smokes,

the meth/crack/pcp/whatever he stuck in the bottom of the weed pipe hits me.

It's not like I haven't been dosed by someone before
but, standing on the corner waiting to cross
with an nasty looking cracked out violent ex-con with home-made tats wanting to "Hey Homie! hug me,
fucking shit....

I haven't seen a brown or black person in this area,
Not even with Delta a few miles away (lot's of brown in Delta)
but none here. I guess they got the same treatment as the hippies.
Not many good looking women that are hanging out, ditto?
The First-Nations in this area look tough as nails, they'd have to be.

But I was prepared for that.
I grew up in redneck rural Alberta, I've heard worse. Honestly.
I once had to sit through 2 hours of nigger jokes
At a family member's house
but that's another story
(sorry 'bout that "N" word)

Hypocrisy always catches my eye, I think about the CSN he was just playing,
"What about your daughter, she's a teenager eh?
She probably loves that hippy shit, all the funky dresses and necklaces..."
I rightly guess the rebellious streak that opposes parental likes.

"Oh ya, she loves that shit"

"So where do you go around here for stuff like that?"
I knew the answer, I was just baiting him

"Oh, we go into Vancouver when she wants to see shit like that, none around here"
"You go into town a lot?"
"A few times a month"

Wow. Enlightening.
I guess that's where the cool artistic culture went
in my old neighborhood
the Eloi fleeing the Morlocks

that's always an interesting thing
to think about
wraith or morlocks sitting
having fun
drinking beer and eating bunnies
laughing

the nice but oddly staring woman
tells me of a dead boy

"guess he was a faggot
set himself on fire in New York
depressed and all"

the look in her eyes is almost glee
"that's the way it should be"
they seem to say,
like some creepy "in" joke"
then move off wildy into the sky
like a poisoner, here have some tea
I'm offered to come to a barbecue

but the cognitive dissonance
is too much
way too much

oh really officer that faggot just immoliated hisself
a cackle laughter blisters

I light a smoke,
she couldn't pronounce immolated,
I'm sure of it.

Almost glee

vein pulsing
targets moving
I constantly watch
encircled
laughing

have a fucking smoke
swill my beer and laugh

My "friend" is going on to me about
"those Stargate people that ripped you off,
you have to talk to my friend,
she's heard lots of stories like that..."
The smirk he always seems to have when he talks about certain things, that"something going on" smirk.

Yeah. Here it comes.
More than 5 months to get to it.
And here she is.

All the eyes around the shop
are fixed on her with admiration
looking at me with that smirk,
a whole shop smirking at once

And suddenly the Priestess is sitting in front of me,
asking me about
my "experiences"
with Stargate Atlantis
and Robert Cooper.

Someone I've never met before,
never spoken to,
sitting there to "listen",
eyes sparkling

I see her vampiric energy swell and glisten behind her eyes
she's expecting me
to pour out my misery at the rip-off

20 other pairs of eyes are locked on us
it's certainly not your average coffee shop
but I knew that months ago

I was waiting to see the Priestess

Sitting amongst the Wraith
playing my guitar
I waited a long time
now it's just Me an d' Devil
to quote robert J.

I am not afraid
here
many sharp things
are in reach

And I know
myself
the face of the man
they will send

to kill me

I've sat with him many times
smoking pot on grass
playing beautiful guitar
he does J.J. Cale

very nicely
so I can play lead

He does not come here
and I
do not play
the guitar

anymore

I walk away to have a smoke
watch her puzzled eyes
I didn't feed her any stories of the misery
of being ripped of by her friends/associates at SGA.

she was expecting it,
practically leaning forward
mouth watering
a pretty mouth
without any real compassion
"listening"

but I have no interest in feeding her
I saw what I needed
I know her mind fuck drill
I'm actually better at it

It's funny, cults like this
she is the only beautiful one,
no,
there is one other young woman tonight
but all the rest
are rather large and plain

I wonder about people
who join cults or gangs
of ugly people.
Seems like you'd want to join the cult with babes.
But I'm not here to join their cult

Their Church of Satan Grotto.
goat horn pentacles tattooed on skin and t-shirts
all around me
Brimming with hate for any "white lighters"
Atheist or not.

No. I'm here because this Priestess and her crew of Hunters

They're connected to the movie business here.

This particular branch
is the "rip off musicians of their original songs" branch
My "friend" constantly urging me
to play something new
They get so angry when I play covers

My favorite
is a blend of Cash and Reznor
on "Hurt"

There are crucifixes in the crowd
eyes gleaming the same as pentacle black bearers
roman torture devices and jewish sigils

symbols of your faith
they certainly are not mine

Myself, I don't get off on pentacles
I'm not Jewish.
Pentacles are a symbol of the Jews from waaay back
and got picked up by gentile cabbalists as a sign of mercantile
they were one of the earliest standard symbols on masonic work
because of their supposed adornment
of Solomon's Temple
but they far predate the temple

Still,
I am not that

I'm a mix of Gaul/Celt/Norse/Scot
and I would not wear a pentacle by choice
upside down or not

if you're going to appropriate something
appropriate something cooler
with so many pantheons
in your own blood
of ancestor memory

Pentacles and goats
Hmmm.
That goat-pentacle thing
is only a couple hundred years old
mostly promoted by a cabbalist anthropologist
Pentacles have never had anything to do with goats
or Pan
except in their role as an opposing force
to semitic tribes

Pan, goatboy
Pan predates Zeus in some greek texts
he was already there
when Chronos still ruled

examination of memes
and dna libraries
memories of ancestors
completely preserved
in blood molecules
holding more
than all our human Archives
in a cell

as Hermes held the Universe
in his mind

superimposed aspects
postures and purposes
recurring forms
given Names

I
tell you

a tale
of mixed observances

you
construct

the rest

Killing time...killing...

The Priestess and her Hunters aren't jewish either
so I wonder at their strange idolatry of this
the oddest of cultural appropriations
in these otherwise sophisticated vampires

I've always thought it odd
when witches self identify
with one of the symbols of the mason masters
with the Inquisition

The Judges, Lawyers, Police, Priests,
and Henchmen
crushing us all to build their pyramids
of of Money and Domination

the fat white male pogrom
rape torture theft murder
of the "infidels" and thinkers
writers,
and loopy hippie chicks...

Taliban of the Cross
and their Henchmen of the Inverted Pentacle
cloying purity and insipid decay
stark black and white

Terrorists and Freedom Fighters
Angels and Devils
Philosophers and Schizophrenics
Memes defined, compared,

recurring, evolving

Galileo
I would sing of thee!

eyes of a visionary
reduced to cinder
before the great white axe
of their fervor and control

the world is not round
Recant!

Did Socrates come upon his face
In that moment?
or Prometheus?

his gift of Reason's fire
forged with Will and quiet Observation
burned
screaming into submission

I imagine the hands
that held him
before the censer
were not the hands of a Thinker

They were the hands
of an ignorant,
programmed, and controlled
Thug

So many Gods we can Become
So many bodies on conquerors Crosses
Pagan Warriors
until they nail us

or we Overcome them

We shall see no singular god in space
or their heaven
for that is their way
not ours

Our Gods come from within ourSelves
Archetypes
of what we can Become
in Moments

Our Light in the sky
a swirl of Humans
The Wild Hunt,
Herne's Host

So many forms
the Wheel does take

a Mass of Living
humans interacting

not spirits of the dead

a Wheel
of living Life
circling,
teeming

ascending from the swirling herd of humanity
of animals that we are in ethereal spirit
as lights we ascend swiftly
to that bright white light
and through it

it is no god to Us

but a pool
a Door

of watery light
with a glistening plateau
which we swim through
to sit awhile upon
looking down as living beings

Meditating,
rebuilding
our understanding
of Sight

the pool does not speak to Us

If You say it does
I would say to you
it is the Mind-Voice
of your Priest

You may call his Voice "god" if you wish
I will not
nor will I bow my head
to "pray"

I will look forward at you

I will not
Recant

We will interact with each other
each ourselves as gods
I will give my Teachers
Respect

Your teachers and priests
counsellors and clerics of psychology
mad priests and priestesses of the urban wilderness
clutching their Objectivity
and Degrees

amidst the maelstrom

They must
Earn this
from me
not
expect it

marijuana and cigar smoke
curls slowly
from my spliff

Herbal Sacraments

They would say it is killing me.
More swiftly
than this
Burning?

Psychology burns Sight
with an unflinching Cultural Bias
pretending to be oblivious
to its own Subjectivity

A Christian Psychologist
prostrates and speaks to their "god" at night

but mine
they define
as Illusion

I will not
forgive them
They know exactly
what they do

we cannot measure visions
or complex conversations
in layers of speech
that cannot be recorded
or parsed

simultaneously we react to
body language
word language
thought language
smell language
ethereal interactions
postural echo

no dictionaries exist
and translating Babel
we are made
another shape
of ourselves

the Tree of Life
sprouts extends grows
evolves up
through me
and fills me
with Life
spreading out
encompassing

on another good day
to die

I stare at the sun
with a man who talks of killing bunnies
next to a truck

big enough
to drag someone into.

Jesus, god of the Vine? Carl Jung gets Pagan in the bushes with Mr. Freud...

2011-01-19T14:12:00.000-08:00

I found this in a book called "Jung on Evil"
In "A Letter to Freud" dated Feb 1910
if you can find the whole letter it's very verbose and interesting
coming from a time when smileys hadn't been invented yet
and people still wrote 3 page letters to each other

"Jung's Blasphemy"

"...
But 2000 years of Christianity can only be replaced by something equivalent. An ethical fraternity, with its mythical Nothing, not infused by any archaic-infantile driving force, is a pure vacuum and can never evoke in man the slightest trace of that age old animal power which drives the migrating bird across the sea and without which no irresistible mass movement can come into being...
we must give it time to infiltrate into people from many centres, to revivify among intellectuals a feeling for symbol and myth...to transform Christ back into the soothsaying god of the vine, which he was, and in this way absorb those ecstatic instinctual forces of Christianity for the one purpose of making the cult and the sacred myth what they once were - a drunken feast of joy where man regained the ethos and holiness of an animal...
A genuine and proper ethical development cannot abandon Christianity but must grow up within it, must bring to fruition its hymn of love, the agony and ecstasy over the dying and resurgent god, the mystic power of the wine, the awesome anthropophagy of the Last Supper - only this ethical development can serve the vital forces of religion..."

Of course I'd nitpick him on a few of his more flowery and apologist tones and tangents, but there's the quote for ya, and I am not transcribing any more because my transcription speed is abysmal with four finger typing and a small desk.

I have a very long story
about Jesus and that wine thing
but it must wait until I have money for the wine part,
and one on Pan (another of those dang fertility gods)
which is top secret
but includes a vast and rambling exposition
of the great influence goatboy has had on the world,
and why Christianity
is always trying to muttonize him.

Don't stop playing pretty boy, I'm starting to get over the smell...

.

coming up

2011-01-02T21:15:00.000-08:00

a couple things are brewing
first of all,
I was reading a book with a letter to Freud by Jung
in which he refers to Jesus
as a Fertility God
you know,
like Pan
or something

I'll post that quote. It's funny, it looks like Jung and Freud and another body had a little bacchanal somewhere and then corresponded on the "mental effects" of their hedonistic archetypal journey.

They seem quite familiar in the letter.
Hmm.
How deep did that archetypal co-operative exploration go?
but maybe the enthusiasm is just a german-english translation artifact...
all those exclamatories!
;p

and being so spurred on by serendipity
I will tell you my great Jesus Tale(tm) of the Wine.
It's fantastic,
I've been telling it for years
so I have many embellishments.

Not today tho
That's coming up

As well we have chilling extrapolations of clinical eugenics techniques from a sci fi writer
a story about a story by Poul Anderson
a really sick unnamed story...


Smelly old Pan and some horny nymphs? Diana will have a snit for sure...

I hate fucking zombies already....

2011-01-01T12:01:00.000-08:00

Anyone had enough of zombies yet?

I needed something to play, to ignite my imagination.

So I grab Resident Evil 5 and Dead Space.
Gorgeus levels, beautiful in game cinematography
what? So I can see entrails better?
Fucking zombie games, zombie movies, vampires zombies werewolves
just fuck off with this shit and give us something else to do than shoot fucking nazis or zombies.
I don't care what new plot device you have for creating another goddamn zombie film or movie
but cut it out already. Fucking gib-porn.

I like games a lot, I write and build them.
The first person shooter, which I love,
lets us all squish our amygdalas into little feral lizard twitches of violence and hand eye co-ordination
and recently in the last few years the wondereful isometric 3rd person rpg's of past glory like Torment or Baldur's Gate have been extruded into 3d space
and fleshed out into immersive environments
open ended worlds of exploration

I'm scrounging around
looking for something where I can do something intelligent as I walk around
not just blow the fuck out of
more goddamned zombies!!!!!

I switch into Oblivion for a while, slower pace, but I'm tired of the fantasy past setting.
Then the skeletons come,
more zombies
I'm disgusted.
Finally, to escape the mutagen infested zombie mind fuck that keeps getting regurgitated through every media orifice in our society, constantly emitting pustulent entertainment of gory brain devouring
I'm going to cleanse my mind
with a fucking puzzle game...

Is your New Year "happy"?

2011-01-01T11:43:00.000-08:00

Got everything you need?
Did you get laid off before xmas like a huge chunk of Canadians do every year?

Should be a law against that.

I got jack. Nada.
Seems like a recurring theme.
The Fat Cats aren't really tightening their belts
But most of us still are
constant

but we get stuck in ruts it seems
zombies for more porn fast food sporting event consumption

I resolved to retire
from working for rip off fat cats
being their go-boy meat robot

speaking of meat robots and zombies....

Merry Xmas you thieving SGA fucks.

2010-12-24T10:48:00.000-08:00

To all the BC cast and crew of Stargate Atlantis
have a great holiday season
you evil thieving fuckwad backstabbing asshole fucks.

One day people will spit on you when you go to those sci fi conventions to lord it over everyone.

Fucking pricks.
Choke on a fucking turky bone
you warmongering exploitationist colonialist bootlicker fucks.
Go suck Uncle Sams cock for some Xmas eggnog.

fuckers.

In Rwanda, 200k dead was GENOCIDE. In Canada, 300k people hunted is a secret and silent purge with government consent.

2010-12-09T08:04:00.000-08:00

300, 000 people.
It's actually estimated to be larger than 1% of the popuation, more like 1.6%
which would be about 530, 000 humans in Canada.
They have no real rights.
They are an invisible minority.
They are being raped, beaten, tortured, killed.
They are being crushed economically, spiritually, physically.
Twice as many as the Rwandan massacre.
In Rwanda, there are courts trying mete justice
Here, in Canada, police and doctors are involved in the massacre and coverup

A Jewish man in Van won 10k from the human rights tribunal
because his employer made him put poinsettias in the window

these half a million humans in Canada
will be consistently targeted, mutilated, raped, assaulted, murdered, aborted, robbed...
The human rights commission in Canada will never hear them
no provincial court will give them justice.
they won't get 10k, regardless of how much of their blood and tears flow.

They are supposed to accept their fate.

I remember the Rwandan situation on TV.
They tell us now it was 500k - 800k people,
but back then,
when the death toll was supposedly about 200k
It caused an outcry from the world.

Our deaths bring laughter.

Quotes for a continent enslaved by privatized military controlled government/organized crime/Minority Dictatorships/religious puritan hypocrites and greedy fat white men....

2010-12-08T08:52:00.000-08:00

Charity is no substitute for justice denied - Aquinas

The lowest stage of humanity is experienced when the individual must labour for a small pittance of wages from others. - Robert Owen

I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies. If [the people] ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around [the banks] will deprive the people of all property until their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered. Thomas Jefferson, (Attributed)

Justice denied anywhere diminishes justice everywhere. - Martin Luther King

Washing one's hands of the conflict between the powerful and the powerless means to side with the powerful, not to be neutral. Paulo Freire

The doctrine that might makes right has covered the earth with misery. While it crushes the weak, it also destroys the strong. Every deceit, every cruelty, every wrong, reaches back sooner or later and crushes its author. John Peter Altgeld

Where justice is denied, where poverty is enforced, where ignorance prevails, and where any one class is made to feel that society is an organized conspiracy to oppress, rob and degrade them, neither persons nor property will be safe. Frederick Douglass

Even strong as they are today, rich countries should have no illusion: nobody is safe in aworld of injustices.War will never bring security.War can only generate monsters: bitterness, intolerance, fundamentalism, and the damaging denial of current hegemonies.The poor must be given reasons to live, not to kill or die. - Lula da Silva

but I know that society may be formed so as to exist without crime, without poverty, with health greatly improved, with little, if any misery, and with intelligence and happiness increased a hundredfold; and no obstacle whatsoever intervenes at this moment except ignorance to prevent such a state of society from becoming universal. - Robert Owen

Overcoming poverty is not a gesture of charity. It is an act of justice. It is the protection of a fundamental human right, the right to dignity and a decent life . . .

Nelson Mandela

A truly free society must not include a "peace" which oppresses us. We must learn on our own terms what peace and freedom mean together. There can be no peace if there is social injustice and suppression of human rights, because external and internal peace are inseparable. Peace.is not just the absence of mass destruction, but a positive internal and external condition in which people are free so that they can grow to their full potential.

-- Petra Kelly

I wonder about putting that Aquinas quote in there, he was one of those ascetic types who was disgusted about bodily functions and sex. Hmm. Its still a nice quote, but the man himself I probably wouldn't like.

How many ideas have there been in the history of mankind which were unthinkable ten years before and which, when their mysterious hour struck suddenly appeared, and spread all over the earth?
-Dostoyevsky

stewed dumpster treasures

2010-11-28T09:21:00.000-08:00

I have a lot of things to talk about.
"Important" things.
Heavy stuff.
Deep, divisive topics.

But,
its a sleepy Sunday morning
after a bitter cold snap

so make some tea and listen to music...

Lately I got on a jazz hunt
searching for new stuff
and replaying gems I recently re found

Keith Jarret, a master keyboardist with many projects and releases,
keeps popping back to my playlist
Especially this Sunbear Concert
The Osaka November 8, 1976 first half
just keeps getting replayed

On a search for jazz piano
I stumbled upon Aziza Mustafa
and I keep playing her first album

With Youtube I managed to enjoy some early Larry Coryell
The Jam with Albert, and Lady Coryell from his self titled fusion masterpiece

then I got back to one of my all time favourites
The Lounge Lizards.
No Pain For Cakes, Big Heart Live, Voice of Chunk
I keep listening to these albums
years later

I got some research to do
some ranting and spew
but for a few more hours
I'll relax and cook
stew...
8P

Rats and diseased meat.

2010-11-23T13:10:00.000-08:00

She isn't one
she's more than half a dozen
almost an archetype
a repeating historical theme

Something for you !
Ass in my face
a very pretty ass

But a rat in the gutter
even a clean rat
is just a rat

Regardless of who I will be known as
of who I really am
inside

in this time
here

I am a rat
the cool duuuuuuuuuuuuude
with the tats
and his ears stretched wide
Mr. Slick
slides in

Swine snuffling for pearls
and oyster

A serpent tongue
of smooooooth talking
a "playa"

so much better
than a rambling geek boy
gazing at visions
creating worthless things
of beauty...

Slick's got a good slave's job
a proper meat robot he is
aesthetically pleasing to the eyes
he says all the right things
plays the Game well
as playas do
The Game I have no time or energy for

She follows the signals
automatically
she's been trained this way
in the Game
where everything is a lie
with a purpose

I have no time
or soul energy
for Lies
or Games

I avoid them
like plague dogs on the road
a sign of decay
approaching

so I step back to watch

the Play repeated
again
again
watching
how lies
are always better than truth to her
the shallow surface
pretty sheen
pretty things
always dazzle her
like dangling string

I gave her warning
being observant

but when has advice like that
ever been heard by beauty?
It's only ever seen
as jealousy

Now she looks at me with red eyes choking tears
but I have no warmth in my heart anymore
almost none

a small amount of pity
behind a mask of indifference
no point
to show
that I once cared

because I can't
be bothered
with such a simple fool

she's diseased now
mind and body

scarred, scabbed, contagious
wishing she'd chose differently

I wish she had chose differently
I see
that we both wish...

Her face and heart still beautiful
her blood and pinkness
full of parasites

I might
if I was wrapped in plastic
no kisses on the mouth

but trust is at the core of what we seek
and my heart-on my sleeve
is sealed in plastic

empty of trust and playfulness

and bitter

Deviating crawl

2010-11-22T23:29:00.000-08:00

I now have one of those "Deviant Art" accounts.
Buy a mug, maybe I'll upload something at poster resolution.
Check my "Favorites" there to see what I personally found cool on the site.

If you're in Vancouver end of this month (Nov. 2010)
some of the airbrush works will be in the Culture Crawl,
in the Redsokil Arts building location (The Hamilton).

and you may have noticed,
I have a donation button now.
Can we get beyond survival into a more productive space?
Hmmm.
We're inside right now. Busted heater.
Beats living in the park like the last 2 years...

Gibran

2010-11-21T05:12:00.000-08:00

Khalil Gibran
was a strong influence on my early reading in life.

Lucky for all of us, most of his works can be read online.
The Prophet was in my school library, and when I'd read every piece of fiction in the room,
I found this beautiful, dense little book with watercolors in grey
Filled with a flowing lyrical prose.

My quick favorites to get you interested in browsing there are:
Laws
Freedom
Children

Lest we forget...hypocrisy, eugenics and societal re-militarization...remember the dictators as we listen to the new dictators speeches...

2010-11-10T08:03:00.000-08:00

We are becoming militarized
herd animals glued to team sports
our congregation
or skin
against theirs

when we can round people up
cleanly
make life cleaner
would we then
have such an outcry?

Fly our troops
to new lands
where our tyrants
would have a claim
and our sons
will kick in their doors
and search their houses

make way for oil
and afghan heroin
opium of dreams
fueling machines
of death and subjugation

we say we do this
not
for our god
or money

but for some other reason
we save you

yes,
with armour
and uniforms
we save you

from yourselves

and our profit
is a
consequence

Day Against Hate Crimes Vancouver: more of Mayor Robertson's bullshit!!

2010-10-25T11:13:00.000-07:00

Under Vancouver Mayor Gregor Robertsons watch, more hate crimes have been perpetuated against queer people than under any other mayor in almost 20 years.

Attacks on gay, transgender, and intersex persons
are not only happening, they are on the rise
but in Roberston's GVRD
under the Coastal Health authority
intersex humans have no specialists,
the doctors involved in assisting Trans people have very low quality of success
The offices in vancouver where intersex and trans people are told to go in government marketing materials
in fact, are helping to target people.

Sig Heil! Mayor Gregor!
Sig Heil! Gordon Campbell

as long as we have tv commercials espousing equality
it doesn't matter that the VPD has no fags or lesbians working for it in uniform,
at least not out ones,
that cops sent to gay areas,
are often homophobic
that people with gender issues have no real specialists here,
not really,
and that the Human Rights Commision has been closed
and anyway, Campbell is trying to pass a law
so the Human Rights jurisdiction doesn't cover employment standards
so no one can sue
if they are fired for being queer

Mayor Gregor Robertson is a hypocrite.

Summer was a bitch...

2010-09-14T19:01:00.000-07:00

Spent too much time surviving
now that summer is leaving
I have a few new things to throw at you

Stay tuned
and maybe read some of the Archives
Lots of good shit there
If I do say so myself

Harperpuppet prepares for dictatorship with 650 arrested in Toronto just before Canada Day.

2010-07-03T13:01:00.000-07:00

Ahhh.
Good ol' Stevie
look around youtube for crowd camera footage of the G20

The cops were blanket bear macing groups of people face down on the ground
a number of videos are available of plainclothes police officers provoking violence
and actually destroying property amidst peaceful protesters

The protesters they didn't burn
because a lot of activists
and left wing media
have recently been burned
and disappeared

The paramilitary police forces of Canada,
armed in new kevlar
with "anti terrorist" training from their american consultants
armed with new instructions
to break the law if necessary
in the destruction of "infidels"/"activists"

Blasts away at the right to protest government sponsored corruption and oppression
Stevie gets upset
his rich buds will have a snit
if he lets himself be seen as weak
so he showed us, eh?

Just round 'em up, lock 'em up,
throw baseless charges without evidential backup at them

The dictatorship of this minority prime minister begins in earnest now
his time is almost up
and he has to change the laws and institutions
as much as he can
to make it impossible to unseat him

like every corrupt dictator before him.

6 Billion on a party for the worlds rich
while Canada's poor groan and eke out their lives

Then a year later
1 Billion for just the security
at a conference for the worlds slavemasters

can't spend all that money on gear
and not use it!
So round em up
load em up
take them to the special camp we've made
just for them

so no one will mistake us for a
demon crazy
democracy
again

But the CBC is almost silent
the media has all been bought
by the slavemasters
or hobbled by government manipulation
Canadian State media and Corporate media
are being good pets
and very little is being talked about this attack
on true democracy
by our "benevolent dictator"

All hail the Harperpuppet
Aryan blonde and blue eyed
his christian faith will guide our police
when he has given them leave
to break our hobbled and broken laws
and oppress
unrestrained

Enforced Therapy for Deviations from the "Norm"

2010-05-17T13:13:00.001-07:00

I'm reading this excellent book called:
"The Right to Be Different: Deviance and Enforced Therapy"
by Nicholas N. Kittre
I was drawn to it in a pile because it had a front page blurb by Thomas Szasz who I had written about in a previous article.
I could literally pull hundreds of amazing quotes out of Mr. Kittrie's book.
Even though it was written in the mid 70's, most of the information is still actively relevant, and even more frightening is the fact that most of the rights-abusive situations he writes about and examines continue to this day, the horrifying legislations and state/police/and "therapeutic" practices he brings to light are, for the most part, still active 30 years later.
Where this book shines is in its constant confrontation with "scope creep/function creep",
where a legislation ostensibly put in place "for society or the person's benefit" is gradually broadened and its criteria widened
so that a non criminal process can be used for lengthy incarceration of individuals without due process or recourse to legal mechanisms or representation for the incarcerated.
Whole chapters on juvenile process abuses, forced sterilization, and the culturally biased oppression of alternative lifestyles by "morality crime" legislation will shock and enrage you if you have any conscience left after a day of modern brainwashing.

How to stop Terrorism COMPLETELY...

2010-05-03T09:25:00.000-07:00

Trillions of dollars spent on military actions and surveillance worldwide
uncountable added hours of delays for searches and investigations of people and their stuff
deaths, injuries, property damage, incursions into foreign countries
unjust incarcerations, dismantling of Free Speech protections, torture of "insurgents"
Total Information Awareness
Fat White Men collecting info on everyone
Medical records, credit records, tax records, employment data, homeowner data

preparing for the new cleansing
a quiet, silent cleansing
made easy and invisible
by new technology
the cost is huge, to all of us
when we live in a society
that doesn't value people
only their sweat and blood

The fact is,
none of it is enough.
NONE of it.
All the Kevlar, Tasers, Tanks, Drones, Laws, Databases, GPS phones, NSA-OS-backdoors, Wiretaps, Torture, Economic destruction of activists, paramilitary police harassing and targeting the non-conformers, the disbanding and dissolution of all forms of community gathering except for sports,
It's all wasted money filling the pockets of government FEAR PROVIDERS.

The ONLY way to stop TERRORISM
is to make sure everyone has ENOUGH of what they need
Enough food,
enough time to sleep,
a place to sleep,
warmth, food, medical services, water and toilets and showers
shelter they can't be displaced from
human contact
true community
personal growth through education and opportunity
These basic things
are so much cheaper than tasers and batons

fulfilling these needs and creating Ontological Security for ALL CITIZENS
is the ONLY way
to stop terrorism COMPLETELY

Because terrorism, human bombs, sociopathic thinking, murder
is grown in the darkness of hunger, fanned by shivering and cold winds
When the poorest of us has nothing
no shelter, no food, no hope, no opportunity, no medicine, no freedom, no justice, no redress

then each man or woman in their neglected state
Neglected by their State

must say to themselves
I have so much to offer
but I am not allowed
I can learn so much
but I am not allowed
I can create, but I am not allowed here
So why should I not destroy what is here
as it tries to crush me?

Suicide bombers
sprout from ghettos of mind and spirit
where there is no opportunity or hope
where people die daily of malnourishment,
inadequate medicine, poor sanitation, exposure, violence
In these situations
escape by fire while killing your oppressors
is better than slowly starving
in a land of fat cats and plenty

when everyone has the basics
and has true opportunities available to them
in education, starting-a-business loans, buying a house
only when everyone has these things
will terrorism from the forgotten ones disappear

The top of the pyramid
the "masters"
the fat white bastards in their suits and gold rings
these are the life negating true terrorists of our lives

but we are too distracted by by their media blitzes
sound bites and think tank press releases
to see that the terror in our lives
really comes from above us
not below us

Terror doesn't wear a turban as it sows its seeds
it wears a suit, holds a briefcase, sits in a limo
and laughs as we play its game

"By the skillful and sustained use of propaganda,
one can make a people see even heaven as hell
or an extremely wretched life as paradise....
How fortunate for governments that the people they administer don't think." - Adolf Hitler

Unnecessary Begging...the constant game of the new Canadian society...Harper stuck in Reaganism oppression mode...

2010-05-02T13:50:00.000-07:00

Fela Anikulapo Kuti is one of my favourite artists of all time. An amazing multi-instrumentalist who primarily played on sax and keys for long intricate jams with his huge band, he was also one of the most important singer/songwriters of social justice issues.

Over his long career he was jailed many times and was a constant activist for free speech and human rights. Zombie, I.T.T/Original Sufferhead, Roroforo Fight and Unnecesarry begging are some of his best albums. Check out the fantastic songs Unnecessary Begging, Trouble Sleep Yanga Wake Am,
and No Buredi(No Bread).

I saw Fela in the early '90s in Vancouver while I was a DJ at CITR(A Voice of Dissent). It was a fantastic show.

When we look at the puppet military "democracy" in Nigeria its easy to see how a whole nation can be controlled by a US puppet regime that is marketed as "democracy". Sort of how a minority government placed in power by less than 20% of the public eligible to vote in Canada can burrow right in and dismantle the social safety net and personal freedoms that 50 years of INTELLIGENT and humane socialism had built up.

Harper has turned Canada from a country looked at as an example of human rights and dignity, to a country known for its bigotry and corruption. Sending Afghani prisoners to be tortured, sending the Canadian military in the first place to kill people of an opposing religious group in THEIR country, paranilitarizing and dumbing down the STRAIGHT WHITE Canadian police forces, dismantling and privatizing healthcare, municipal and provincial gov'ts riddled with gang insiders and paper bag payout deals, stealing BILLIONS from the E.I. "surplus" that all working Canadians payed into, and worst of all, using this time as PM to allow his Christian cabinet ministers to further erode legislation that once protected Canadians from poverty and illegitimate incarceration for personal lifestyle choices...

Give him a majority and the Charter of rights will be repealed so he can legally target the queers, potheads, and pagans. Harper's goal is the re-christianization of Canada, and the massive implementation of a wage slave class with no rights whatsoever. He's already well on his way, implementing draconian legislation to incarcerate people for smaller amounts of weed (a year in jail for a single pot plant!). Human rights offices all over Canada have been closed, in every province, none of the Canadian Human Rights tribunals/courts/councils can be reached with an email, so there is no tracking of complaints, no one can say they weren't listened to, because their is never any record of a complaint or the process. But on paper, in the phone book, and online, it looks like they have these resources. It's all for show though. It's similiar to that "we don't have a poverty problem anymore, because we don't count poverty statistics" game that the Canadian government has played for years to keep the world from knowing what does happen here.

For 20 years we watched Reagan (ray-gun) build massive jails then fill them with lower class people mostly for minor offenses like smoking pot or putting some other substance prohibited by christians into their bodies. It didn't make the U.S. a better place, and its not going to do anything but make a bunch of Harper's buddies rich off the misery of minor offenders. While millions went without medicare Ray-gun built massive defense initiatives. Harper is about to pay out $500 MILLION to an american firm for a bridge while welfare recipients in Canada are required to pay their own bus passes to trudge around and find work.

TROUBLE SLEEP, YANGA WAKE AM by Fela Kuti

When Trouble sleep,
Yanga go wake am,
Waking him dey find
*[CHORUS] PALAVER, HE DEY FIND
Palaver**, he go get-e o **(trouble)
PALAVER, HE GO GET
Palaver

When cat sleep,
Rat go bite him tail,
Waking him dey find,
cho.

Tenant lost him job,
Him sit down for house,
Him dey think of job,
Mr. Landord come wake am up,
He say, “Mister, pay me your rent”
cho.

My friend just come from prison,
Him dey look for work,
Waka* waka day and night, *(walk)
Police man come stop am for road,
He say, “Mister, I charge you for wandering”
Waking him dey find
cho.

Mr. Husband marry for church,
He make big party,
Then he start to spray**, **(tip, usually musicians)
Because him love him wife,
Him say, “wife come run away”
Bank manager run come,
He say, “Mister, pay me your debt”
Waking him dey find, for Lagos e-o
cho.

When Trouble sleep,
Yanga go wake am,
Waking him dey find
cho.

When cat sleep,
Rat go bite him tail,
Waking him dey find,
cho.

Explanation:

Don’t kick people when they are down,
Nor bother them at inappropriate times:
There is a limit to patience.

When things are calm,
Don’t start trouble by bothering people who are struggling to get by.

Guaranteed homelessness strategies...

2010-04-20T20:32:00.000-07:00

So here's a couple of good suggestions for our spineless idiot leader The HarperPuppet.

1. I already covered this in a previous post, but SS could buy VANS second hand in bulk and get bulk ICBC insurance. For less than $700 for each person we could get them out of the elements and into a van where at least they are sheltered and can leave their stuff.

2. Why can't we build those little coffin sized crash pads like they got in Japan? Just big enough to sleep in and sit up, they can be the SS specials.

3. Allow people to sleep in all parks at night from 10 pm until 6 am. That's 8 hours, and nobody else is in the park during that time. So just fucking let them already.

4. Allow people to use parkades at night. Make it a huge fine if they litter, and let them sleep in these massive cement structures that are all over, are always empty at night, and many of them are heated to above zero.

5. Allow people to rent their garage to a homeless welfare recipient. They don't have a toilet or shower outside so they'll be fine without, or you could make it that they could rent a garage as long as it has water and a toilet for the welfare rate ($370/month in BC, sick eh?).

6.Require all Shopping carts to be modified so that they can fit a sleeping person and have greater storage capacity and ability to be quickly modified for a power assist module. Instruct Canadian children in the finer points of shopping cart maintenance and shopping cart survival tips to prepare them for being wage slaves under a Conservative Corporate Dictatorship.

7. We could ask the U.N. to help. They gave us shit for the last 5 years over our massive homeless problem which the HarperPuppet gov't has exacerbated to the point of it becoming a major violation of human rights in a "first world" country.

8. We could continue with the HarperPuppet plan to use the Soft Kill strategy to kill all Canadian born meatrobots that are not happy with slaving 40+ hours a week for some fat rich bastard fuckwad who can't pay a raise to their employees but can buy a second Hummer, while their slaves toil all day to pay 80% of their earnings to another rich fuckwad landlord because they can't get a loan from the rich fuckwad banker to get a mortgage on an overpriced house that's ballooned in cost because of being flipped a dozen times by some other rich fuckwads..

9. Let the CIA just shoot all our dissidents in broad daylight. Its actually more effective since everyone can see the brain matter, so no one will dissent anymore. Nobody sees the results of the slow burning and soft - kill, so lets just wack em all.Or we could just let our cops use the same torture techniques they use in those "horrible heathen Muslim enclaves". It wouldn't take much, they already get massive paramilitary training to go with their Dummies text on "diversity", "racial/cultural bias" and "tension diffusion". Then they won't have to kill anyone outside of the job to get their gang colors.

10. And of course, as I've said before, a crew of non-union casual laborers can take any empty warehouse in the DTES, or anywhere in Van, and convert it into 10x15 cubicles for less than the cost of one Olympic Village Condo after the public servant who buys it resells it....

The HarperPuppet pulls Obama dick out of his mouth long enough to gurgle something petulant about socialism being a greater evil than a gov't trying to kill all its cultural workers with economic duress...slurp, slurp, slurp...

When the Cities Turned Against Their People

2010-04-07T11:09:00.000-07:00

When the cities turned against their people
they stopped attracting them to their centres to live

and instead
began to push them out

in
fractions
of
buy-laws

they were displaced

the rows of covered benches
picnic tables
gazebos
stripped away
to leave no shelter for the poorest

public spaces
with "no loitering" signs
no place to sit and eat and dream

the benches once faced each other in little groups
now they are all spread apart
divided
facing away from the sun

cold wet metal
where once was covered aged wood

People used to sit in parks
for hours
even on cold days

but no seated place now has any shield for wind
or rain
to sit and think

watching the sea

we would sit for hours
and still we do
but there are less of us
and the shivering makes us leave soon

The parks are ringed with community images
of people playing drums and instruments
communicating
but drums bring complaints and police
in a very short time here

When the cities turned against their people
you needed a permit to gather, or even play for change

The accountant has no need for rolling stones
the manager sees no profit
in a slide lick harmonica squeel
the City itself
would rather feel
the screech of a bus braking
hisssss.

When the cities turned against their people
The roof covering the empty seats
of our gladiator stadium
spectacles for those with hundreds to spare
is assured in perpetuity
while a human rat
scurries around corners
searching for an awning that sticks out
one inch more

When the cities turned against their people
the phones in parks
were stripped away
no need for any screaming girl to call
if she has no monthly cell plan
and police,
once a whistle from each others hearing
now speed past domestic abuse on the street
oblivious in sealed air conditioned bubbles
of paramilitary isolation
enhanced tasers and mil grade laptops in their soundproof cruisers

When the cities turned against their people
the poets and violinists
were made to pick rocks and garbage
not because they needed picking
a Machine could easily do that
but the idle hands of poets and painters
the idle lips of bards
need to be flogged daily
lest celebrations be seen
spontaneously
without a permit

When the cities turned against their people
They used traitors within the people themselves
the people
against themselves
turned
against
them
self

When the cities are finally empty of human culture
will they smile?

(W.I.P...)
C. Taylor

The importance of "Telling Stories"...

2010-03-07T14:03:00.000-08:00

So I had a couple people I know
accuse me of "Telling Stories"
as in "lying" or "fabricating"
because of my previous "conspiracy theory" sounding articles son
Human Sacrifice,
Pedophiles,
Sects of Satanist's and OTO and (OMG)Masons running amuck in Vancouver,
Gangs as shock troops,
communities altered by the negative actions of small sects acting within them,
ties between foreign gov'ts and domestic gangs,
actual foreign gov't and "enemies of Canada" intelligence activities permeating our societal infrastructure and underbidding for core infrastructure and personal data sub contracting by corrupted puppet domestic local gov'ts,
the american military/project mockingbird, its very real propaganda effects on our domestic media, news, and culture

and of course,

Robert cooper and the US military"vetted"(backed) "Canadian" SGA production ripping me off my agreed upon creative consultant's fee for the pilot series of SGA.

First off,
You don't have to read it if it's bothering you or causing you ontological dissonance.
Honestly, if you think I'm full of shit, then turn your eyes away and surf to cnn or cbc
nothing will hurt you there. Being an ostrich isn't so bad.

Secondly,
I wait a very long time before adding disturbing things to the blog, and I put as much linkage as I can without coming right out and pointing a direct finger, since being vague is the only way to apply free speech in an era of massive litigation. For those with money of course, if you are wronged and have no money there's no litigation. I never wanted to have things like that here, it was supposed to be about spirituality and creative work. I had no choice after what happened.

and thirdly,
the people I'm actually referring to,
have other people, that are involved in the mess
yakkin in their ear
like Wormtongue manipulating Saruman
turning white to an unwitting agent of black

And Fourth, about my claim about consulting with Robert Cooper on SGA:
When something is created, the idea has to come from somewhere.
It's never the money people at the top who come up with the good ideas, its always someone who is paid a lot less who actually comes up with the idea that is reworked by the other various writers and artists(more lower paid schmucks).
Robert Cooper isn't a writer.
He's a rich prick who calls himself a "producer" with a recorder who can rip off other people for ideas, hand the tape over to some other poor schmuck to expand upon it, and he takes the credit and gets all the money, which he scatters a few coins to the real people who did the work.
That's how big american media works, and they're trying to convince everyone that that is just the way it is.
Its for this very same reason that all the best filmmakers in the last 50 years started by making their own films outside of the ripoff L.A. system, which SGA is run from.
The only reason the stargate franchise is made up here is because they can pay people shit, the government gives them money (which they hardly give to REAL canadian productions) and they don't have to pay canadian crews the same residuals they pay to american crews.
I am a writer,
as I have proven over and over here.
I also am specifically a screenwriter,
and I have scripts I recently digitized to post as proof for you to see.

I also study spirituality and mythology seriously,
which is where the the "atlantis" meme resides in our history,
and I have been a hard science fiction fan for about 30 years.

Robert didn't come up with the ideas for the series, other people did and he took the credit and money.
I came up with 7 main ideas that became the core of the SGA pilot series during a consultation with him at Turks Coffee, on the patio, less than a month before he had to pitch his big "atlantis" spinoff from the stargate franchise.

Robert Cooper owns 10 houses in my neighborhood.
He did actually come to see me, made a deal with me, recorded the ideas in the consulting meeting, and then he took that and gave it to his writing team to flesh out.
I'm not delusional or crazy, at all.
I'm a creative writer and thinker who was consulted on a series plot development by a rich producer backed by american money and I haven't been paid my fee.
These things happen, yes, but I do deserve to be paid my fee regardless of how many other stories of ripoffs like mine there are.
There are at LEAST 300 people in my home area of East Vancouver that know R.C. ripped me off. There's even more (mostly IATSE employees and crew from SGA) actively bad mouthing me on his behalf. Not because they are his friends, but because they don't want the guilt of believing that they've been part of a rippoff of a creative artist.

I also need to point out, this is a form of gang theft. It really isn't just Robert, he is acting as the head of a larger group that is backing up his deeds.

Go now and bury your head in the sand!
Its a mixed up messed up fucked up world and its not going to get better if we all be good little meat robot serfs and shut up while the masters murder and pillage us, or set us against ourselves to do the same.

Everything I have written on this blog is the whole truth,
as I have seen and interpreted the events and assholes in my way
as we all do, in our subjective realities
interpreting the signs and actions of the world.
I'd swear on a bible,
but I don't get the concept of telling "truth"
while holding a book filled with misleading and discriminatory passages
So I simply swear, on myself, its ALL true.

And if you don't believe it
You are allowed.

But those of you who know me better,
who understand how important truth is to me
Look more closely around you
because its a continuous process
evolving out of "old ways" that some guru espouses
that pit us more against each other
and cause us more harm
than good

These clans and organizations have built up over centuries
Many have been at war with each other the whole time

So many clans and beliefs
trying to tell other people how to live and act and be
looking down on those with other ways
all fighting over the control of the serfs
and the money they generate

When innocent people or children are murdered or enslaved
when minds are wrapped in waves of brainwashing
when young people are drugged and raped while unconscious
or when a lone person is surrounded by the gang and robbed
shouldn't someone tell that story?

Or maybe we should be good sheep and scurry away watching silently
less the docile community, it's herders, or its masters see us thinking instead of working

And last of all
I tell you clearly
if they try to tell you
"he was on drugs and seeing things
he made it all up"

believe me when I say
you can give me any drug I have used in my life
and I'll tell the story the same and answer questions lucidly
just maybe a bit slower, with pauses.

And when I did the really hard stuff,
it was AFTER I had already realized
who I was surrounded and being attacked by
and I wouldn't be alive if I hadn't done that shit.

believe it
or not.

So? Was it worth 12 Billion? Now we can cut useless things like childcare, education, libraries...

2010-02-27T10:38:00.000-08:00

Was it really worth it?
Time to starve and tighten your belts now.
We got no money for childcare or libraries.
But our cops got $1500 mountainbikes
and brand new $600 tasers.

I live on $1500 total for 6 months.
Yeah, that's right, I scrape by for 6 months on what one of their bikes is worth.
They are nice bikes, to be sure

I'd love one.
But I'd have to sell it to get some HOUSING
which I haven't had for 2 years.

The visiting police got to hang on cruise ships
where the ship employees were paid $200 a month.
$75 million for 3 cruise ships.
For 75 mil they could have bought 2 warehouses and outfitted them like barracks,
and we'd still have those beds afterwards.
Instead we paid for a cop cruise that we can't keep.

I guess they deserve it.
They didn't beat anybody,
and they made sure most of the better activists
were in jail before the olympics came.
They were pleasant and good natured I guess.

We got lotsa camera's everywhere.
Add some function creep to those
and in a couple years they'll get to multiply
None in the rich areas of town though
interesting that...

Another 6 months and real estate
should finally pop its overloaded price point.

All those security guards can go back to being out of work
Too bad.
It really ups any lower class schmuck's life
to have a uniform, with badges, and a big flashlight.
Easiest way to make a serf feel special
let them lord it over the other serfs.

I guess the hockey was great.
I'm not brainwashed into the hockey cult
so I can't really say.
I don't think that one game was worth 12 billion
and nobody really is talking about anything else that went on.

It wasn't worth it for me.
Did you have a great time with it?
I spent the whole time scrounging for some food to eat and trying to keep dry.

YAY!!! Nationalism + Sports!
So inclusive.
All those jock-heads, they really are the cream of Canada
the pride of all. All that pride. So proud and vain.
Sports makes billions in profit
but we have to shell out for their venues
go figure
corporate welfare run amuck.

Just goes to show
the truth is that the white collar criminals
and misogynist queer bashing jock drunkards
always win

I thought it was ironic, as well
one homeless woman dies with a candle
and VANOC can overstep Canadian civil rights
unilaterally
Yet, nobody made any mention
of curtailing peoples right
to hurtle themselves down an expensive hill
on an expensive toboggan...

What do you think, olympic elite? Nice to sit on wet benches with no cover eh?

2010-02-15T16:04:00.000-08:00

So what do all you rich f-wads think about our sprawling metropolis of concrete?
Did you like that downpour? Cool eh?
and isn't it so fine to ramble along the parks and beach paths in the rain,
never stopping to rest because every bench is soaked,
none of them have any covering
and there are no covered tables to sit and eat your lunch?
Is it like this in your country?
Where the city engineering dept. is so intent on punishing people
for wanting to sit in the park on a rainy day and look at the sea?
Unlike your homeland,
you can't sit and drink a bottle of wine legally while sitting in a park
so stick to koolaid.

And all you european smokers
like standing out in the rain to smoke?
Finding good places near olympic venues?
Hah hah.
Cool eh?
You pay 5 bux+ for a beer
twice that or more for your meal
and there isn't a single place in the entire city
where you can sit down warm and covered and smoke
talking to friends
while you drink that beer.
Very "metropolitan"
isn't it?

Are y'all impressed with our "metropolitan" culure?
Hardly any places with live music
the places that do have live music are mostly in skid areas
or they're tiny little boxes that seat less than 100 people.
Yeah, and these people here keep trying to convince everyone they support culture.

Yee haw.
And check out that Art Gallery eh?
You can count the canadian artists there
(other than miss carr) on one hand.

Any of you visitors get snagged for trying to buy some weed yet?
It would be our biggest export. Bigger than oil.

Some nice audio flowers for thee...

2010-02-13T14:43:00.000-08:00

I've posted some lists of influential books and other media in a couple previous posts recently
but they were on topics and had mostly gritty "message" or allegorical content.
So here's a list of stuff that's just great but mellow, or pretty, or about "love".
There's jazz, electronica, folk, etc. Maybe you'll like some! I'll add a bit more over the next few days to the list as well.

My Favorite Things
A Love Supreme
La Llorona
Pooka
Blue
Takk
Mara: Images
McCoy Tyner
Pink Moon
Five Leaves Left

My Life In The Bush of Ghosts
Another Green World
Pentangle
Voice of Chunk
Stranger than paradise OST
The Dreaming
Adventures in Foam
Fourth World: Possible Musics
Music Has the Right to Children
Pause
Security

The Ninth Wave
Bitches Brew
The High Road
Sound Magic
Loud
Remain In Light
Speaking in Tongues
Oh Yeah!
Koln
Aziza
Naturally / 5

Blogger vs. Wordpress - and Wordpress is the winner!!

2010-02-10T20:21:00.000-08:00

I just realized, after checking my analytics and stats
that my wordpress version of the blog
is getting 10 times the traffic of this Blogger blog.

Which is funny, since the Blogger version of "Nobody ever listens to me anyway" has been around at least 2 years longer, and I haven't even marketed the wordpress one.

I'm in the process of switching my marketing materials to point to the wordpress blog,
and after that I will probably focus on spiffing up the wordpress one.

What does Agent Smith look like?

2010-02-10T14:54:00.001-08:00

So, we've all seen The Matrix.
Some of us have learned to unplug from the lies and illusions and distractions,
where they tell us we can all succeed if we work harder,
or pay for more "education"(which is really just credentialism run amuck)
when really you only succeed if you join a pirate gang like the masons/catholics/etc.
Being a good serf will never get you anywhere
and if it does, the Pirates will take it unless you're a loyal peon.

In The Matrix, our friend Agent Smith and his buddies
are metaphorically representing Control, Assimilation, Gov't, Authority,
and basically a human form/face of the CIA/Military agent
The Agent of the machines...

when we look at it closely,
how do we recognize Agent Smith when we see him?
He can be anyone, anywhere, within limits
anyone fully plugged in and happy with the matrix' illusions
can become an Agent at any time

as David Byrne said in "Life During Wartime"
"We dress like students, we dress like housewives
in a suit and a tie
Changed my hairstyle so many times
I don't know what I look like...."

I bring this up because someone was trying to tell me that there are no CIA operations in Canada,
that the administration of our Canadian Medical Records by a company situated a few miles from CIA headquarters was just a coincidence, and that the Americans are our friendly brothers with no ill intent.
That the SPP was completely benign.
That the CIA getting all gov't records and data on every Canadian citizen given to them by our minority Prime Minister is somehow a "good" thing that will make us "safer".

So I asked him what an agent looks like.
Does an Agent of Amerika look like Agent Smith? The Men in Black?

No.
They look like students, housewives, film producers, union laymen, even hippies and homeless people
In fact it's standard practice for agents in espionage/intelligence to take positions as whores.
Anything for their country at the expense of the target nation.
We are, with our oil, water, wood, uranium, and land, we are the target nation.

So, think about it.
without the "men in black" suit, and the give away shades
what would an Agent look like?

Olympic conversations, and spectators needing BC Bud!

2010-02-08T16:55:00.000-08:00

woman #1: I thought this Olympics thing would be a good thing, it would help business amd the economy. But I don't know, all this money, the traffic, the hassle, all these police.

Me: Its a $5 billion party for rich people from other countries. Nobody I know can afford a ticket to anything in whistler, never mind the cost of accommodations. American colonialism in action, 6000 American troops on Canadian soil.

Woman #1: I know, it's disturbing, and it's impossible to find a place to rent right now, for anybody.
Woman #2: I'm more concerned about the possible terrorist attacks, its only olympic stuff that's bringing that possibility

Me: I guarantee you, if anything gets blown up, the person responsible was CIA or set up by the CIA. They WANT something to blow up, so they can import more troops.

woman #2: You're probably right
woman #1: I bet you are right about that....

I was thinking to myself, is there anything good about the winter Olympics?
Well, after the cops bust up the pot dealers trying to "clean things up" for the rich colonialist party, they'll have to do a quick turn about, as thousands of international rich kids start scouring the lower mainland for BC bud...

Angst, Anger, Atrophy, Assholes, Anima, Avengers, and other brooding media of discontent, dirty deeds, revenge, and rages against the dim and dying light

2010-01-24T16:33:00.000-08:00

Performance
Boondock Saints
Donnie Darko
Ghost In The Shell
Innocence
The Pledge
Pitch Black
Carlito's Way
King of New York
Payback
Usual Suspects
The Crow
First Blood
Kill Bill
Kung Fu
Go
Layer Cake

Taxi Driver
Sudden Impact
Grosse Point Blank
Underworld (not the vampire one)
Things to Do in Denver When You're Dead
A History of Violence
Sin City

Break The Cycle
Hybrid Theory
The Crow OST
Make Yourself
13th Step
The Fragile
The Moon and Antarctica
Nirvana Unplugged
Alice in Chains Unplugged

Sad Wings of Destiny
Aenima
Lateralus
Undertow
R.A.T.M.
Battle of L.A.
Spawn OST
Relationship of Command
Acrobatic Tenement
Leitmotif
Big Calm
Who Can You Trust?
Lonesome Crowded West
Closer
Who's Next?
Deliver Us

BC Healthcare medical records and services managed from the states.

2010-01-08T11:47:00.000-08:00

Don't believe me that Harper and Martin before him have sold us out to the Total Information Awareness program and the American Patriot act espionage system? Dismantling Medicare for under the table payouts and CIA databases on EVERY Canadian? Every province in Canada is outsourcing their Health records management to an american corporation run by the CIA/NSA/USA-Fed. Harper basically gave them everything, and he's only a minority PM.

What IS CSIS doing in their role "to protect the country and its citizens...(from)...

espionage, (like US espionage?)

and
foreign interference (Like US foreign interference?)

and "cyber-tampering" affecting critical infrastructure (like medical records)."?
I personally believe that CSIS has a highly placed mole in their top levels for over a decade.

They probably have a dozen.

So check out the great Maximus Corporation!

with an explanation of their Virginia headquarters here

and here's what they do - "for us"

"In Canada, MAXIMUS BC Health Insurance Inc. is responsible for the administration and delivery of two of the Province of British Columbia’s most important health care programs: The Medical Services Plan and PharmaCare. We are constantly looking at new technology, processes and methods of delivering services to the citizens of British Columbia. Because of this, and given our expertise in program information management, claims processing, contact centre services, document processing and information technology, we are positioned for significant growth"

In case it's not sinking in: CIA headquarters is in Virginia as well.

"The CIA's primary function is to collect information about foreign (ie: Canadian) governments, corporations, and individuals, and to advise public policymakers. The agency conducts covert operations and paramilitary actions, and exerts foreign political influence through its Special Activities Division."

Showdown: Poverty "Services" vs. The LIVING Wage

2010-01-06T14:09:00.000-08:00

Living Wage vs Poverty

I'm working on a comparison between the costs that are "spent on the poor" for "poverty services" vs. the amount that people in the bottom of Canada would consume if they were actually given a LIVING WAGE for Social Services like intelligent countries such as Sweden have adopted. We as a society pay over 4 times as much to poverty "service providers" who are run by American corporations/Canadian organized crime syndicates/Christian money laundering religious organizations or combinations thereof than we do to the actual recipients of Social Services/Pensions/Disability.

We waste massive amounts on trying to police their lives for rent/cohabitation/schooling/under the table crapwork so we can instill the fear of "cutting them off", force them to either walk (often with debilitating conditions)for MILES to fulfill various "fence hopping" obligations or pay out of their minuscule living pittance for their own privatized transit pass, gouge them for telephones that are basically printing free money, and then import people as "refugees", most of whom are NOT(ie: they are actually rich fucks in their own country, they are using the "refugee" process to jump the queu), and give THEM a LIVING WAGE of $1800/mo.

When the poor and other non-conformists we drive into the ground complain, we transplant them to the furthest suburbs, incarcerate them in institutions of misery, lock them up for stealing to survive or escaping with substances, and then give little hand slaps to participants in GOVERNMENT corruption, white collar crime, and out of line white supremacist law enforcement agencies that have criminal moles riddled throughout their ranks.

While the government and it's organised crime buddies shovel billions of dollars into their pockets that we paid into the system with our taxes, and then points their filthy fingers at the poorest of us and tries to blame us for their bloodsucking piracy.

Billions are spent on poverty services, while not even a single full billion is paid directly to welfare recipients Canada-wide.

The comparison will shock you, really, the amount that's being siphoned.

Give the poor themselves the money, they'll be healthier, they won't need these idiot service providers that do basically nothing but shovel them around back and for and pocket the money.
The economy will still win, because the poor will SPEND the money on products and services from other Canadians!

People that want more will work and get more, once you raise the SLAVERY that Canada touts as a minimum wage to something respectable like $15, and make PROFIT SHARING MANDATORY in all publicly traded companies.

At the highest levels of Canadian government, medicine, law, culture, the news, we are being manipulated and directed by thousands of lackeys of the American "Intelligence" system, and the big money of criminals, yet we can't seem to see that the same techniques are being applied here as in other countries victimized by American COLONIALISM.

All throughout the government, media, banking, security, and other sensitive essential institutions we have American sympathizers and bootlickers passing info south and manipulating policy to keep us ensalved and neutered and mindfucked.

While I'm at it, check this book out called "Mind Control", it has some fantastic quotes in it and gives a truly frightening account of how psychology is being used today to burn people the way the inquisition and priesthood used to operate. Don't want to conform and slave quietly? We'll drug you into a stupor, pharmaceutically lobotomize you, or lock you up in an institution so we can pay our friends who run the institution 4 times as much as we'd pay for you alone to live. It's important that you conform NOW.....or we'll grind you up into soylent green and make a profit off selling you as protein bars....

Rainy day books and media for Pagans and Witches and Wonderers...

2010-01-04T12:39:00.000-08:00

some more magical stuff for you to watch and read...

Shamanism
Children of Dune
Lord of Light
Carl Jung
Joseph Campbell
Varieties of Religious Experience
The Witches Bible
Eye of the World
Dune
Dresden Files
Witch Hunter Robin
A Wizard of Earthsea
Spawn
The Fountain

Eyes Wide Shut
Great Sky River
Johfra
Serial Experiments Lain
Elfen Lied
Witchblade
The Matrix
3 women
Babel 17
Snowcrash
Carrie
Firestarter
Queen City Jazz
Altered States

Solaris
His Dark Materials

Hellblazer: Haunted

Planescape Torment
Baldur's Gate
Divine Divinity
Morrowind
Arcanum

Changing Minds

I do, of course, include here for you The Wickerman
But you HAVE to promise me you'll read my article on Human Sacrifice and Neo Paganism
Because, as beautiful and creepy of a movie as it is, it is fiction,
Christopher Plummer has been in over 100 horror films, including Dracula...

I also INSIST that if you find some strange deviant that seems to think the Wickerman is too real or a "good old idea", then you should force them to watch the uncensored english dub of Bible Black. Do you realize, that of all the media in my film/book/music lists, that the mere mention of this horrifying piece of button pushing, "EEEW" inducing hentai actually causes my blog to get filtered? For a link to an anime of....hmmm.....its not even subversive, it's just messed up and goes too far....but don't you dare watch the censored one young jedi!

The Death of the "Loser" - Vulture apologetics...

2009-12-28T14:11:00.000-08:00

I have written 2 separate articles on the
practice of Ritual Human Sacrifice in Vancouver

Why?

because I was targeted by a group involved in this abominable practice
more than one House of them

They were set on my tail by another organization
the House above them
which has headquarters in Europe
based on a contract from someone here in Vancouver
I got this directly from a couple of their mouths.

So the 2 articles:
http://christuusgnosis.blogspot.com/2008/10/human-sacrifice-in-canada-spooky.html
on Oct 31/2008 (notice the date?)

and this one
http://christuusgnosis.blogspot.com/2009/05/wickerman-neo-pagan-reconstruction-and.html
on May 15 2009 (the end of Beltane)

Were written after I watched them circle me for a couple weeks each time,
and then settle on an easier prey.
Who, of course, disappeared.
Just another homeless person disappearing, no biggie eh?

Anyway.

I know that many people are trying to say that I am full of shit about this.
Bite me. It's TRUE,
just like a shitload of prostitutes disappeared from the streets of East Van for 10 years
and cries of murder went unheeded until it became a big stink in the media.
Then POOF 50 million bux gets spent to dig up tiny bone fragments from a pig farm.
I bet 50k didn't get spent on that investigation until it finally got the media attention it deserved.

We wish we could make evil go away by not looking,
but it just gets bolder when you feign ignorance.
And that "cover up the shit to save our city's rep"
is the true evil that wears a suit and tie.

So right after the second article
after Beltane was over, and someone invisible had "gone"

I had just written my article.
My "wake up! Don't you see?"
but no one did

So, late May, 2009
I was in the sauna at Britannia.
Standing there, in the men's sauna
naked, drying off from a shower
I had only been in the facility about 20 minutes
It was about 9 am.

This guy pops into the sauna and sits himself down on the top bench
In his shoes, summer shorts and shades.
It's very dark in the sauna FYI
and no one ever wears their shoes
It's bad manners to wear outdoor footwear
you get the lower bench dirty
and its a sauna, its hot
you leave your shoes outside

But he really wasn't there for a sauna
I heard the outside door
he came right in
sat down in there
he came to see ME.

He made a couple of huge coke sniffs
like he'd just horked a huge line
and kept sniffing like that through the next five minutes
in his shades
all jittery and twitchy
as he spoke directly to me
while looking off and away from me
at the wall

I'd seen him before,
with some of the vultures
playing their game
too drunk to play the guitar as I recall
poorly played blues

So he says to me
out of the blue
a stranger in the sauna

"I like funerals
so what do I care
if some fucking loser dies eh?
One less loser"
sniff...sniff...

I check out his physique
he's obviously a possible enemy
so I assess
with my bare feet against his sneakers
I feel I could reasonably defend myself
or kill him if necessary

He continues
"You go to a funeral
everyone's crying
someone's dead
everyone sees them become a light
they're all upset
they become lights too.
Funeral's can be really good for people"
sniff...sniff

I'm thinking by this point I wish I had some of that coke.
Coke is good if you need to fight.
Remember Scarface?

Anyway.
he continues,
something about losers
how it's good to get rid of them
and how he's got an "ascended master" inside him

which sounds mad to most people
but that's one of the basic beginnings
of Godformng/Aspects/God Masks
and there is much literature about these things
and how we interpret these experiences
I understand what he's saying

"Hmm. "
Is all I can really say.
I'm more interested in observing
hearing his Apologetics

like watching Hannibal
lecture to Clarisse

Still, I consider
that must be one evil fucking "ascended master"
for him to try and justify ritual murder
the big finale
for his coven party
the death of a "loser"

It's the fast food of Enlightenment
that quickly fills you
plugs the empty hole
but in the end
damages you more than nourishes you
hardens the arteries of your soul
attacks your heart
clogs your empathy
poisons your morality
the cancer of the soul

hard to clean yourself up
after that kind of awakening
too much trauma
shaky ontological foundations
twisted reasonings
sacrificial apologetics

he left as quick as he came
sniff...sniff...

I saw him a couple days ago
sitting in Turks
next to an IATSE tech
a guy that I talk to a lot
who keeps telling me to give up trying
to get justice and compensation
for R. Cooper stealing some concepts from me for SGA
because it "happens all the time"
and "no one ever gets caught"

What I find funny
REALLY funny
is that all the people I've met
involved in this shit
they all spew the same apologetics
and they're all poor, broke, scraping by
living in poverty
and defending their rich masters

Time for the Truth

2009-12-22T11:02:00.000-08:00

I wrote a piece near last solstice
about "Missed Trust"
This year, parents
consider the Lies you tell your children
"all in fun"
you lie to them
about Santa, the easter bunny, the tooth fairy

yet in daily life
if your children lie to YOU
you feel betrayed and punish them.

Isn't it time to tell them the truth?

Religious Discrimination in Canada: No Pagan Temples? No day off for Solstice?

2009-12-21T12:46:00.000-08:00

They talk about religious equality here.
Seriously, try and start a Pagan Temple or Atheist Gathering Place.
In Canada the folowing "rules" apply:

Only 1 God.
Not 2, (I don't know how the God/Devil schtick gets past that),
definately not 10 Gods.
There "has" to be 1 main god, otherwise you can only start a "Society".
Godless religions such as some forms of buddhism can only have "societies" as well.

If you look at the religions in Canada,
almost 20% are land-based/ancestor based like wicca/druidry/fey/First Nations,
and another 20% are agnostic atheist, so they may be atheists with spiritual belief systems,
just no particular god.
Then there's all those Buddhists who try to reach
the "state" of nirvana, they don't pray "to" it...
Only 37% of Canada is actually christian.

So why don't we have the Solstice off?
Always the xtian holidays
Solstice always was the true holiday anyways,
just the christians couldn't stop people from having their pagan parties,
so they moved "Jesus' Birthday"
from somewhere in late October/early November (when he was really born)
to make sure that everyone remembered him at the end of their big Pagan Feast.
When they were hung over.
We're all hung over
let's get over to the cathedral
or we'll get burned at the stake

I mean
It's really all crap anyway.
The Old Testament is the TORAH
and I'm constantly amazed how many jew-hating white power freaks I meet
who can quote from the the old testament. Wtf?
Its CULTURAL APPROPRIATION
and even worse,

and that, plus the fact that Jewish people don't believe
the man "prophesied" in the Torah is Jesus
is why the Jewish people hate "christmas"
Because they were completely different religious beliefs
the whole christianity schtick
is Jewish Torah, blended together in a nauseating stew
with sumerian/egyptian/persian/IRANIAN influences
and mashed up with a biography of a Rebel
that was written by people 100 years after his death

Nobody who knew the man in life ever wrote a word about him.
Yet we quote the words THEY put in his mouth
the words of Romanized writers
the hired pens of the conquerors
who never knew the man Jesus at all
never hear him speak a word

3 generations passed after his death
before the first words "attributed to him"
were written down.

Its the great god of the oppressors
that created this Frankenstein spiritual belief system
Roman Syncretism at work
mush up all your prisoners beliefs
into one book
and make sure they all pay Rome.

Sort of like, you know
selling glass beads in exchange for furs
or using pieces of paper
to "prove" that you "own the land"
that someone else' family has lived on
for generations.
Usually someone brown, always someone poor.

Oh shit. Did I just burgerify a Sacred Cow?
Ok, let's go to the stable for some mutton too.

The whole nativity/virgin birth/stable and 3 kings thing?
Guess what.

It comes from Egypt!!! and Sumeria before that!!!
The whole Nativity story is depicted on hieroglyphs
and references have been found to elements of the story in Babylonian/Sumerian tablets!!
Thousands of years before the real Teacher Jesus of Nazareth was born.

There's more!
BELIEVE, young Jedi!
(apparently, 3% of the population ARE Jedi, by the census...)

I swear to you, Joseph and Mary had sex.
She might have done this after
But it didn't just "happen"!
Somebody bonked her, and it wasn't a ball of light
The father was human.
That, or someone got off in the springtime bathing pool

"Oops!! I'm getting big and puking?
Oh no mom! we weren't doing anything like that.....
Crap Joseph,
I think we better take the donkey to Bethlehem
or my dad's gonna bust your head..."

I'm sure I'm not the first to say it.

Anyway. Enough of that.
I think we got enough Sacred Cow meat to feed everyone now.
Happy and relaxing Solstice Pagan Celebrating
lotsa Dancing/Feasting/Breeding/Whatever else to you all.

And to the rest of you who are shivering with nothing
thank your government for their great kindness
from the depths of their thieving hearts
they've made sure that
every prisoner in Canada
has a roof, a bed, heat, and 3 square meals
with access to a shower and toilet
as required by the U.N.

While you, the poor
who do not steal or kill
you shiver and starve and find places in the alley to piss
and freeze to death when you are tired of it all.
U.N. rules don't apply to you
because you aren't a prisoner
or even human, really
You must slave to be a human person with rights and dignity

or be a "refugee" claimant
then you get $1800/month to live on

What a great government we have.

Heil, Heil, Harper
Cleansing the poor of his country
to make room for the rich of America and China
to buy multiple homes and properties
while Canadian banks won't give mortgages
to 3/4 of the people
who already live here

Heil, Heil, Harper
who hates all the fags and witches,
dykes and druids
all the resisters of hypocrisy
he sends his brown guard among us
to kill/rape/beat/destroy them
fill their cups with GHB
while the police look the other way
or take part in their off hours in racist beatings
making sure the white christian boss
can finally get around
that stupid "Charter of rights"

While the U.N. looks away
like it has in so many places
while the U.S. looks on hungrily
knowing our oil and water
will soon be theirs
with the Harperpuppet
at the helm....

killing his own people who stray from "his" way
rather than feed them
what a hero our minority leader is

The Testament of C. D. Taylor

2009-12-16T11:01:00.000-08:00

I am under attack
hunted
being killed for money
For speaking my mind

for writing about the spirits of mankind
and the corruption of this society of LIES

the "justice" in my country
has been corrupted
by our neighbor
and tries to kill me,
with tools made for equality
I am slowly unmade

When I am DEAD, remember this
it will never change, even at the last moment:

If they tell you I converted to Christianity, it is a lie.
I never found their God of white in the sky

If they tell you I was mad, it is a lie
I have been clear and sane,

through every drug I took myself and every assassination attempt,
every prolonged psyops assault, I did not crack.

If they tell you I was a junkie, it is a lie.

I have done many drugs in my life,
I believe personally it is every human's right to alter their mind and reason
and senses and spirituality with any plant or human made drug.
I smoke pot, drink beer and wine, do small amounts of cocaine a couple times a year,
occasionally do lsd and mushrooms in small amounts.
I never was a "crackhead" or "methhead" or anything other than a bit of a pothead,
and I don't believe my use was anything ever than normal under the circumstances of my life.

If they tell you I did something evil to innocents,
children or animals, it is a lie. I have never done such a thing, I find the harming of innocents abhorrent.

If they tell you I died from smoking, it is a lie.
I had scans of my body done, no cancer was found,
if I die of cancer it is because of the 3 or more times I have been poisoned.

If they tell you I committed suicide, it is a lie
I will stand against them until I have no more strength
And as I die from the wounds of battle
I will tie myself to a pole and lash my head to it
so I can see the bodies of my enemies
as I myself expire.

I state to you all, a character assassination has taken place here.

If they tell you I attended "recovery" or "mental health" services,
or "volunteered" for "intervention" it is a lie.
A complete and disgusting lie meant to denigrate and lower the social value of my intellectual works.

Many times they have tried to force me into these blatant labeling and stigma regimes
through coercion and starvation and economic duress,
hoping to make it seem that my works are those of a "madman".
It is not true, I do not believe in their labels,
I do not believe in their "recovery"
I do not believe in their right to stamp labels
of "addiction" and "madness" involuntarily
on those who speak out against their tyranny and corruption.

If they tell you I believed I was a messiah, it is a lie
I believe the only way to understand the truth of great teachers
is to become as close to them in their mind and being as I can
to understand the truth of what a teacher or hero or god is
we must wear them upon ourselves
as a mask upon an actor
we must look through their eyes
to see the world as they may have done.

If they ever show you "proof" that I have whored myself for money, it is a lie.
Never did I have sex for money
and in fact since this assassination attempt and blackballing began
I haven't even slept with anyone.
Every woman who gets close to me has been targeted.

I state clearly to the world that I have been attacked.

As surely as the death squads of the south killed revolutionary poets
They try, daily, to kill me.

I state to all of you now:
No one shall ever profit from my works at my death.
My family shall receive nothing,
they have no claim to ownership of my writings, art, poems, music, or sayings.
All of my work may be printed only if it is unedited and is given away.
No profit by anyone other than my living self will be made from my works.
If my works are sold for a profit,
I give any and all the right to sue the distributor of my works for infringement of my copyright.
Any person or group who FREELY distributes my work has my blessings and good will forever.

The Masons/CIA/American military and the elites of my country
will not profit off my works when I am gone,
as they have with Jonathan Swift, Socrates,
and even the teachers Jesus and Buddha.
None shall profit from my works as I have not profited in life.

I will not have my killers make money from my work.

I have been poisoned.

350 cops crossing the line...and no real action...

2009-12-15T09:08:00.000-08:00

So the Vancouver Metro
the voice of American propoganda in our daily programming
tells us that 350 complaints against police had possible truth and minimal repercussions

If there was proper yearly screening and psych testing of police
how much of that would happen?

If every officer had proper micro visual and audio recording attached to them
how many more would there be?
and how many would be contested by police union lawyers?

Every officer that crosses the line from public servant to bully or lawbreaker
brings down our trust in all of them

pay them more, and completely screen out the badasses
that's what I suggest
Like anyone hears me...

Don't like the man? Attack his dog if character assasination doesn't work...

2009-12-11T09:12:00.000-08:00

So Animal control tried to steal my dog from outside the welfare office yesterday.
The nasty woman told me
"It's illegal to leave your dog tied up outside somewhere in Vancouver"
I've heard of them using this before on welfare people
they troll the offices on check day and snag peoples dogs
people who can't afford to pay a pound fee
creating misery
But this wasn't check day

and later an acquaintance told me
the police had been calling the shelters
looking for me
telling them I was unfit to care for my dog
unable to feed her and stuff.
Not true.
She's fed fine
and she grew up in Alberta
so she's used to much colder weather than this.

I tracked down that dick the other day
appears he was a parks maintenance guy
they have a yard at grant and mclean
Most parks people have been very kind to me and Koala
since crappy shit doesn't happen in parks that I sleep in
It dissipates

but they need something else to try I guess
to burn me
and they certainly have the money

anyway
I swear they are going to try
anything to arrest me
because like I said before
the cop who beat me up last year
was a paid setup

so now they can arrest me for any tiny excuse
and put me in jail for a year
and I'll likely get killed there

The U.S. Military has free reign here now
Harper signed it away a few years ago
An Executive Order
from a minority government

The Canadian army
is under American generals
Their commands
and their "intelligence"
their lists of
"terrorist sympathizers"

With that power comes the ability
of the CIA and other American Tools of Oppression
to use all their dirty tricks inside our country

to beat and coerce our Canadian voices
into submission and servility
while CSIS takes notes
and learns tactics
from their Big Brother
their hero
like they really needed
an executive order
from a puppet
but appearances are important
in their media brainwashing techniques
manufacturing consent
for the incarceration of dissent

and I
I speak too much
about Freedom and Democracy
and Canada not being the puppet
of America

Lock up the intellectuals
make the artists, musicians, writers
dig ditches and trenches
socially profitable work
not valueless art and dangerous words

early graves
for dissident voices
serving the masters till they die
kept in place with fear and hunger

It's always worked before...

More C. Taylor paintings...

Hands in your pockets...

2009-12-10T10:32:00.000-08:00

"Anytime
Anybody tells you
to look up at the sky
you know they got their hands in your pockets"
G. Giorno

"Never trust a priest, Son.
The only thing they got the key to
is the shithouse."
W.S. Burroughs

C. Taylor Paintings on picasaweb

Gay bashing in Vancouver - The solution is really simple

2009-12-08T10:32:00.000-08:00

So this morning I walked into a setup
I must have hit a nerve with my last post

I was walking my dog
and a "dude"
a chunky guy with a bald head and black jacket, black toque
comes up behind me
says 3 times
"your a fucking ugly fag walkin your dog...that's what you are"
then he runs off

I could smell a setup, so I needed to see where he went and
I needed a better shot at what he looked like
I pop down the hill and catch up with him at gravely near mclean
by this time he's got a black and red cap
and a tan jacket with red on the sleeves and black trim
and he's stuffing his black jacket into his bag

Not something a random "you faggot" attack would have in it,
the quick change of jacket in a pack only big enough for a jacket

I couldn't grab him because of my bad knee
I was loping down a hill
but I got a great look at his face
and could pick him out anywhere

I don't really think I'm that "ugly"
and I don't really self identify with "fag"
but I guess that would be too much semantics
for a meathead like that

funny how he ran from the "fag"

so on my way back to the drive
I watch 3 coastal health vehicles drive by or parked on the way
and walk by a woman seated in a car filling out a family services form
watching come up the hill

Interesting
looks like the psych burn is on...

It's funny,
because Vancouver Coastal Health
is moving the Transgender and Intersex "program"
to Broadway and Commercial from Davie,
where it is now

I know a few people who've gone to that davie centre
and they got targeted by gangsters and pimps
within a week of contacting that place

And "oddly" enough
in that "plane accident" in the strait
was a counselor who was the first
in a very long time
to push for actual intersex specialists in Van
actual proper specialized treatment for them
not white male general surgeons

Anyway, the burn is on
I hit a nerve

So here's something I've thought about for a while
I thought it up after watching 3 'roid monkeys in Edmonton
chase down a girly man in a pink hoodie
and after watching a transgendered woman
get a pitbull sicced on her
in the dog park righ off Davie in Van
in front of 20 people
and nobody called the cops or stood up for her
while the 'roid monkey who owned the pitbull was laughing his ass off

The Mayor of Vancouver doesn't really give a shit
the rich white male elites in Van are complicit
they want those condos in the DT core cleared of fags
so rich straight folk can move in

So what the great majority of "fags" and queers need to do
is make a few setups of their own
send a couple of really obvious queers
walking about hand in hand
and have "straight looking" tough queers shadow them from a distance
let the shitheads beat the ladyboys/lezzies/trannies
for a minute or so
then descend on them and fuck them up
(give the bait people some light kevlar and lotsa cocktails after!)

The cops aren't any use
and everybody knows it
they hate queers too
no matter what their marketing shit says
they do what the old money wants

So set up the gay bashers
for a half dozen camera pics
or a beating themselves

The pics are even better
you could have a contest across canada
to see which city could catch the most
gay bashers on camera

If you don't do it
you'll keep getting cleansed
and burned
in this
"cosmopolitan city"

and every other Canadian city
where diversity is proclaimed in media soundbites
but the ground level is littered
with broken teeth
and bodies.

Solstice musings...the definition of evil and complicity in silence...

2009-12-05T11:14:00.000-08:00

I really dig those "today in history" things on the wikipedia
The end of prohibition in America
And even creepier, a papal "bull" to allow witches to be prosecuted in Germany

Its time once again to reconsider this Christian-biased prohibition for recreational drugs.
Each person's body is their own, and everyone should have a choice about what they wish to knowingly ingest to alter their personal experience.

The only things that should be illegal is things that are tasteless and knock people out, things that can be used to drug or kill other people unknowingly.

The Burnings and Inquisition never really ended
"They" just turned to the Soft-Kill, something I'm going to go on about in a future article

Most people who were burned or tortured
had their property end up in the hands of their killers.
Interesting and disturbing.
Kind of like police departments being funded by drug bust money.
Or husbands committing their rich wives 200 years ago to get control of the estate.
Or even like gangs/sects/families wiping out artists and musicians
then getting rich off publishing their works.
Production companies contracting ideas for media,
then laughing and not paying the bill
It goes on and on. Even now.
Blake, Coleridge, Bill Reid, Van Gogh....
One leader of burnings/lynchings of Atheists/witches/heretics during the 1600's in and around poland/czech/ukraine caused over 100 incidents, and ended up with almost 90% of the land and property confiscated...

In the mean time, if you are a "good witch",
one of those "white light" types,
or even slightly "black" but not into fucking other people up
perhaps you should converse with your peers
about how to differentiate yourselves
from those "witches" who actually commit "evil" on others.

I know, "witch" is pretty broad and ill defined.
Put a Southern Baptist, a Mormon, and a Catholic
at a breakfast table and instigate philosophy
and you get the idea of how different "witch" clans relate.

Start by defining evil in the context of your "witchy" spirituality though.
Hard one I know, but if you don't do it someone else will do it for you,
and they'll stick ridiculous things like "anal sex" in the "abominable evil" pile.
Pile wasn't a pun, really...
Or pot, look how "evil" pot is portrayed here in Canada,
Even though every book on pharmacology scientifically disputes the claims of legislators
I find it funny how many herbalist witches go on about the "evils" of pot and alchohol,
while happily mixing a half dozen "organic herbal" teas for themselves each day
each of which has strong mental effects
and combined is more than a couple drinks in entheogenic power...
Or some "clean freak" blabbing on about my beer
while they swill coffee by the pot, pop their ritalin and prozac,
and gobble tylenols by the bottle, wellbutrin and pharmaceutical opiates
Hypocrisy is never ending....

I just spoke to a young woman, a very intelligent one,
who stated emphatically that she didn't think someone
using GHB to render someone else unconscious for sex
was actually "evil" or even "bad".
She actually didn't think anything in and of itself was "bad".

I've never liked Crowley's whole "everything is permitted" schtick
that he got from Persia through his masonic readings.
There are most definitely limits and there definitely are things that are evil.
An adult having sex with a 5 year old would be evil IMHO.
Christian Priests may have done it many times,
but I still consider it evil in my world view.
How about violent rape, or any rape. It's evil isn't it?

What about Female Genital Mutilation?
Is that an ambiguous one?
Its bad or even "evil" to our culture
but on its way to being performed clinically shortly after birth
just like circumcision
in some parts of the world...

Evil isn't really defined in a book for us,
we have to define it ourselves
and our cultural bias figures prominently
Its a subjective moral judgement
based on experience and cultural environment
and the sect the perciever belongs to
figures prominently in its definition

Morality comes from within, not from any external entity,
so when we draw lines, we have to have rational justifications for them.
We create our own morality
or we accept the definitions given us by our herd/sect leaders

Otherwise it's everyone for themselves and no one can really be safe because anyone can take anything from anyone for any reason. Does that really work?

It seems to work for a lot of wealthy people, raping and pillaging our world,
but is everyone just meat for larger carnivores than themselves?

Anyways, Winter Solstice is approaching.
They "witches", both light and dark, will gather.
Some crazy "black magic" crew that could barely finish high school
but somehow manages to think they know what's up
will start down the shit-head path of atrocity again

So what do you do about it?
Let them? Stop them? Burn them?
The police won't believe you, or will try to cover it up.
It's bad press if anyone gets caught.
So do you point them out or let them continue?
The greens, and whites and browns and yellows
actually let these things continue,
complicity in silence

they know a great deal about who's doing what
They've watched their own be taken
when straying from their groups

I remember speaking to a Jewish Cabbalist witch
about a man at a bookstore
who I didn't really think of as evil
in five minutes of looking for a book
his eyes wide in horror
the cabbalist shrunk and warned me
of how dangerous this man was
I learned it myself later
through his "minions" and students
but obviously the "good" witch
knew something and kept quiet
for many years...why?

when they burn every "witch" without discrimination
how can witches that consider themselves "good" complain?

The butchers of the cross
ignorant of their own disease
find any reason to kill you here
any reason to disband you
to crush you economically and socially

You need to differentiate yourselves and form larger alliances
Or the hunt for vampires and black wolves
will net every creature in the forest

The legal system in BC is run by the wolves and cross bearers.

So what do you do?
hide? become more secret?
has that been working? really?

I don't have an answer. Just more questions for you....

The irony of the Harperpuppet's bullshit....

2009-12-03T09:21:00.000-08:00

Oh gawd.
It's so twisted I'm getting ill....
Check this story from the CBC:
"Harper refused to attend the Beijing Olympics and declared that human rights should not be sacrificed upon the altar of "the almighty dollar."

I guess sucking Obama's dick while Bushy sticks his little willy up his ass has changed Harper's mind about a few things...he's wishing they'd trade place to make it feel better...

Human Rights abuses in Canada:
The government in Canada has blacked out reams of evidence showing we knowingly gave prisoner's to other agencies involved in torture, queers across Canada have had their gathering spots and nightclubs shutdown, hate crimes have increased exponentially against visible minorities and queers during his reign but are not reported as such by attending officers and nobody ever gets charged with any hate crimes really in 20 years of the law being around. His government pays out half a billion to each province to end homelessness, and instead of giving the poor on social services enough money to actually rent a place, the money is given to faith based organizations with crime links to fill their contractor buddies pockets while the poor freeze and starve and can't get any job retraining. Billions taken from the EI "surplus" that we all paid for and now that the economy has tanked (been brought down) nobody can get any job retraining funding. All our major TV and Newspapers have been owned by a single corporation for the last 10 years, again with crime links, and now Canadian media is owned by the very bank that engineered the world financial "crisis". Forced relocations, gangs being used as shock troops against "unwanted minorities", blatant oppression of pagan and atheist spiritual groups who are not allowed to have church-like centres to gather, food lines that are so filled with violent people that starving women, elderly, children, queers can't go to them, the possibility that at any time the unregulated poverty services system will be used like those proverbial blankets to poison the unwanted scum that gather there, the ever growing popularity of the soft kill in Canada...a Canada made more corrupt and undemocratic every day that the Harperpuppet acts as our Dick of State, where only 20% of the population elect our PM...

Now that Bushies gone Obama's using both hands on the puppet strings, so it ain't his hand up Harper's ass...look at that huge shit eating grin on the Harperpuppet face.

Coming soon:
Australian Minimum wage = $14/Canadian minimum wage = $8,
Canada's religious war in Afghanistan in detail, and Obama the Nobel "Peace" Prize winner?

I guess I'm in a foul mood this morning...

The divide between welfare rates and rent...

2009-11-30T13:05:00.000-08:00

Here's a tip for you journalist types to search on...
Welfare keeps track of what people are paying for rooms, they have rental forms for each "client"
With a Freedom of Information request someone could compare what people ARE paying
and compare it with the $375 they are allotted
to see what percentage of Social Services recipients are paying part of their rent with their already ludicrous food/clothing/util amount of $230...
I bet it's over 70% of them! Happy hunting!

If we just gave people the whole $605 we could probably eliminate homelessness for the Olympics without these purges. The Social Services rental form is a huge stigma here. I've been turned down for a dozen rooms because of that damned form. Everything's great until they see it, then it's over! Those forms also make it almost impossible for 4 people on welfare to get a house or flat, because no landlord wants to fill out 4 forms for a rental.

I apply for over 30 jobs a week, every week. You can't "take any job" if one isn't offered or if you can't afford transit for one far away. Why aren't we giving these people bus passes? But that's another article entirely...

BC just spent 13 MILLION on a single shelter for 55 people in LANGLEY. That's almost as much as they pay out to all the recipients in the lower mainland in a year, for 55 fucking beds in bumfuck nowhere...They'll find lots of jobs out there...but at least we won't see them in vancouver. Sounds like a CAMP.
Another lucrative construction contract for someone's buds, instead of paying the poor a liveable rate...

"In 2009-10, B.C.’s budget for social housing is approximately $450 million, more than three times as much as in 2001."
So why not spend a couple million raising the rates and getting rid of the forms that are screwing people so badly, stop asking for receipts at all and give recipients a flat rate that's higher than it is, and spend these millions on properties that already exist like in-vancouver warehouses that can be divided cheaply into HUNDREDS of 12x12 units, instead of building brand new buildings that house FAITH-BASED business entities.

The actual people on welfare cost us only about $20-$25 million per year for all of them.
Raise their fucking rent rates to something reasonable and you won't even have to build these fucking money sinks that you'll tear down in 20 years.

And while you're at it, give landowners a tax break for every welfare recipient they have as a tenant!

Favourite cautionary tales for rainy days...

2009-11-30T12:34:00.000-08:00

These are my fav books/flicks to make you love tomorrow:

Remember...Winston only gets the bullet in the head when he finally believes, truly, in Big Brother...

If I list the book instead of the film or vice versa, there's a reason!!!

Nineteen Eighty-Four
Farenheit 451
Gattaca
Demolition Man
Blade Runner
The Chrysalids
Brave New World
Island
Mockingbird
A Clockwork Orange
Animal Farm
The Screwfly Solution
Ape and Essence
2112
Brazil
The Prisoner
Conspiracy Theory
Syriana
Pale Blue Cocoon
Texhnolyze
La Femme piège
Mind Control
One flew over the Cuckoo's nest

Arlington Road
Snow Crash
Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep
Serenity
VURT
V for Vendetta
A Scanner Darkly
Equilibrium
The Sprawl Trilogy
The Man Who Fell to Earth
Logan's Run
Synners
Avalon
Bulworth
Capitalism: A love Story
Listening Wind
12 Monkeys
Ergo Proxy
The Road Warrior
The Seige
Fahrenheit 451
Die Toten Fische
The Learning Maze

Wag the Dog
Smiley's People
Apocalypse Now
Dark Blue
Enemy of the State
Cop Land
The Bad Lieutenant
Training Day
The Pelican Brief
Battle Angel Alita
The Rainmaker
Jacob's Ladder
Modern Times
The Lathe of Heaven
Millennium
Where Late the Sweet Birds Sang
Blackwater
Sum of All Fears
The Stranger
The Minority Report

“The CIA owns everyone of any significance in the major media.” -CIA Director William Colby

The Patriot Act Operating System...Shouldn't you reconsider Linux?

2009-11-26T13:13:00.000-08:00

This is something I've been thinking about for a while now.
It's bloody scary.

According to the Patriot Act 1 and 2, companies based in America must give the DOD and other Federal Agencies access to their software products and databases on demand, without giving any warning to their clients during or after an investigation.

It's bad enough IMHO that American companies are in charge of co-ordinating canada wide police information systems integration, meaning that the US has all data on Canadians stopped for any reason, not just people convicted in one of our corrupted and infested courts.

Both Apple and Microsoft, the two major commercial operating systems used worldwide, are based in America.

That means, by the rules of the PA there can be a US gov't mandated backdoor into either of these Operating Systems. A nice little encrypted tunnel, right through your firewall, keyloggers and screencaps for all.

What's even creepier? The head of either of these companies is required by Law to LIE if asked about these activities or applications. The company representatives and executives can be jailed for YEARS if they don't lie directly under questioning about backdoor applications or data mining. Their Privacy statements and acts are superseded by the Patriot Act legislation. Even in a lower COURT they would be required to lie by the powers of the act. Does that sound yummy?

Consider switching to Ubuntu or some other linux distro, especially in business. Keep in mind that economic and business data is part of what the Great Beast of America feeds on, and they could be siphoning it directly from your OS in the future...or right from your Gov't "service provider" desktop.

If they aren't already...most world governments are running Windows or Mac in their Administration. Research facilities, state departments, diplomatic missions, educational institutions, business and accounting systems, everything can be sifted through at will for "the greater good" of the big bully on the world block.

There's 20 acres of mainframe supercomputers underground on the west coast of America to sift through it all...believe it or not. Probably more, that info is 15 years old....

Anyone want to mix that in with the stuff Mr. Moore talks about in his "Capitalism: A Love Story"? Yes, I'm plugging his flick, I think everyone should watch it.

we're all getting fucked in the ass in this world by a bunch of rich fucks who keep trying to tell us it's a "fair game", while they cheat, steal, and kill to win.

Computer backdoors, rigged electronic voting voting machines with remotely flashed BIOS', computerized stock manipulation tools that make instantaneous buy and sells creating cascading effects of money movement, and billions of fucked little serfs all watching tv and believing they have a chance if they just slave harder...and while they starve and die and slave away they keep chanting the mantra of their overseer, to the beat of the oil drums that signal their doom.

chanting to themselves and each other in unison they cry so many times they actually believe it
"I know I can, I know I can, at least its not Socialism!"

The ever increasing gap...Harperpuppet creates more poverty for how many straight years??

2009-11-24T13:40:00.000-08:00

CBC article: 1 in 10 Canadian kids living in poverty

"Over the last decade, inequality between rich and poor in Canada grew more than in any country in the OECD...The average income of the wealthiest share of families with children increased more than twice as much (33 per cent over the past 18 years) as family incomes for the poorest tenth of Canada’s population (16 per cent from 1989 to 2007),"

The article also states clearly: "As Canada has no official poverty line, the report used Statistics Canada's low-income cutoff line." which is $21K, the REAL poverty line in Canada is $35k, if you use the UN rights and percentages spent on rent + utilz + food as a 70%+ ratio of income....

But the Harperpuppet government, too busy trying to shut up it's own people from talking about Canadian forces knowingly sending people to torture prisons, doesn't want you to realize that there is no poverty here because we simply don't measure poverty. There are no "real" gov't statistics, so how can poverty "really" exist? They've been playing this game 30+ years, it's time we have proper accurate reporting of things that the gov't is afraid of people knowing, like poverty levels, child molestation levels, hate crimes levels, numbers of people dying compared to previous regimes, we're being eradicated by a minority gov't....

Let's not forget the 100's of children Canada wide who have disappeared or died while in the "care" of gov't ministries or homes they were placed in by those ministries...

Universal childcare! Welfare rates that actually cover base expenses! Single parent assistance! LIFE!

Anyone living outside is "insane", lock 'em up! Electroshock therapy for all!

2009-11-23T11:30:00.000-08:00

So I'm reading this book by Thomas Szasz, called "Ideology and Insanity". One of the essays in the book is online even, it's called the The Myth of Mental Illness.

It's an amazing read, more or less about how the labels of "illnesses" in psychology are often used as politically correct methods of removing or incarcerating people with "undesirable" traits or culturally inappropriate behavior.

It has a great example in it of Joseph Brodsky, a Jewish poet who was given 5 years in a soviet labour camp for the crime of "parasitism", the crime of being a writer without a "socially useful" job.

It's interesting how the same methods when tried 60 years later with better media conformity can actually lead to a repeat of something once considered "abhorrent" by other European states.

So right now our gov't is planning a country wide program where the police, not trained social workers and doctors, but the police, will be able to decide on the fly that someone is mentally ill and needs support, to whisk them off to a facility where they lose their rights, have nothing that is theirs and everything they had with them on the street is confiscated, and then they have forced retrainment of their minds to a more suitable servantlike mentality.

130 million. They are willing to pay that much to lock people up and take their freedom, but they are not willing to spend that much just making sure people have the basics. Paying actual rent and damage rates that are really available. I believe that it should be a requirement that social services actually find places for each and every person. Because no one seems to get the idea that people don't want to really live outside, but the $375 that SS is paying won't get them a place, and the rental agreement sheet they have to show a landlord is one of the greatest stigma generating devices in their entire arsenal of shame inducing methodologies.

I remember having an argument with a young business guy, never had any problems in his life, born into an upper middle class family. He's trying to tell me that all mental health patients should be made to do something useful, like pick up litter.

"That would make them feel like they are valued and contributing to society" I said.
"Picking up everyone else's shit for minimum wage would make them all feel so much more valued...."

That fat boy that was mouthing off for vanoc about their new plan, chortling with glee. Does he realize that the "shelter" pictured behind him has bedbugs and lice? That half a dozen women or more claim to have be assaulted or raped while sleeping there in the past decade? That anybody who has anything of value will lose it in their? Does he realise that he's talking about taking people to shelters that have been turning people AWAY every single day for the past 3 years? So next, to solve the "space" problem for these homeless and "mentally ill" and "addicts" we will build a camp, where they will do useful, cheap, under minimum wage manual labour such as making license plates or constructing gambling machines...and if they happen to die while in incarceration they'll be cremated at the state's "cost".

I'd also like to suggest R.D. Laing's "Sanity, Madness, and the Family"

#26 - What Canada Really Needs: A comprehensive federal date rape drug policy!

2009-11-16T12:28:00.000-08:00

(What Canada Really Needs 1-26)

I've made a couple of mentions in the last 2 years about GHB/Rohipnol and other date rape drugs being an epidemic in canada.
A far more serious epidemic than the piggy flu,
The huge number of women rendered unconscious and raped without consent or the ability to formulate consent is a far greater number per year than the piggy flu has killed.
If there was a drug that knocked men out when mixed with alchohol but didn't affect women, there would be serious attempts to keep all bar patrons safe.
But since these drugs hit women far harder and lower their inhibitions before knocking them out, they are often even distributed by bartenders.
Everyone loves going to the bar where the women are easier, and I've heard these stories directly from bartenders and waiters themselves.
In one club in Edmonton, about 10 years ago, they tested all the empty glasses before washing.
70% of the drinks in the bar had been dosed, they found none in the pipes or jigs, so it was someone going around dropping stuff in peoples drinks.
I doubt it was one person.
The problem with these things is they are actually very cheap and can be found easily.
I know women who have actually been dosed by their own lover at the time.
Someone they had already had sex with lots, still found it amusing to dose them.
Maybe so they could do things that were off limits, or involve a buddy, she couldn't remember.
It made no sense.
Regardless of physical violence such as beating,
to be drugged and screwed by any number of men and have no recall of the event is most definitely rape.

There are actually people that choose to take GHB as a way of loosening their inhibitions,
but that would be 1 story out of at least a dozen stories I've heard,
directly from women, or seen with my own eyes.
A shot of GHB in a bottle that's passed around
and a young woman who actually can drink and hold her liquor well
becomes pliant and eventually unconscious,
while still able to respond to actions performed on her.

Lives are ruined by this, every day in Canada.
The police do not carry testing mechanisms for GHB/Rohipnol.
Bars and any place that sells liquor should have mandatory coasters that change colour in the presence of these drugs. They should be so prevalent that women can stick an extra couple in their purse free for the party they go to later.

These drugs are liquid rape in a bottle, and their possession should be equal to a rape sentence.
Distribution of them should be equal to running a forced prostitution ring.
A woman who is GHB'd is not just drunk and horny, the standard white male police response.
We need a national strategy for this.
We also need to make sure that every young woman gets information on this rape mechanism when they get sexual health information in junior high. When they have sex ed and learn about how their body works they should get accurate information on how a mixture of a drug with alchohol can take away their ability to consent or deny.
Date rape drugs knock people out and take away the NO from "no means no".
I've seen women on cocaine, ketamine, marijuana/hash, ecstasy, mda, meth, LSD, mushrooms, straight booze, even crack.
They still had the ability to decide what they wanted to do, even at high doses of these drugs and even while mixing the drugs and booze in a night.They might have got a bit more horny, or spaced out, but they could still decide and say no legibly. I watched it, over and over. None of these things removes their choice except at very high complete blackout doses. I've never seen anyone lose their choice with any of them, unless you include straight passing out on booze.
A dose of GHB/roofies in a bottle or drink and that ability to decide is taken from them, chemically, and they appear to want to be doing what they are doing. But they never chose the GHB. It was slipped in their drink, like poison.

I've known women who were knocked out, filmed having sex with 6 men, and it was spread all over the internet. On the film it looks like they are involved. Really they had no recollection of the event, they woke up alone and covered in semen. They were lucky to wake up.

This has been going on for over 15 years. Its getting much, much worse because there is no comprehensive policy, there is no detection, no one is getting arrested, and no one is really doing jail time for this chemical rape of women in Canada.

These drugs are also used regularly by pedophiles on children.
Numerous babysitters have drank something out of the fridge while sitting and woke up at home with no clue.
There is a reason we see film recreations of these events.

And we think the Taliban is screwed up...

The attitudes that spawned our previous wars resurface...remember?

2009-11-15T14:41:00.000-08:00

So I was reading the Province on thursday or friday,
and in the first page, right after the cover , is a right wing goofballs article
he's all up in a tiff over the money spent on the Bacon Bro in pretrial.
I don't care about the Bro or his cell tv.

Hinting throughout the article, and spitting it out at the last second, john forbes, or whoever he really is, let out his punch line....
"Let's send the gangsters to Afghanistan."

Sorry John. It's been done so many times its not funny. Turkish Armenia, Germany, and a dozen other states have used the most violent prisoners of their own system, freed them, put them in uniforms and sent them out to to "protect"/cleanse a group or race.
It's standard practice in genocide, then you can just say it was a "few bad apples".
Canada is so foolish, it doesn't even keep track of how many foreigner visitors are "ex-military".
No, "they" wouldn't think of doing that here, sending ex-cons and ex-military to harass/rape/destroy social cohesion and those pesky artists who might create stories about it. Not here.

While I'm at this topic, I think it's almost time people give up on the UN.
It has no power to enforce peace or human rights, it's unwilling to step in and stop half a dozen genocidal massacres that have occurred in the last 20 years. Darfur, Rwanda, Tienanmen, etc.
It's toothless. Completely toothless. All they can do is cleanup the mess, and they can't throw anyone from the g8 in jail for war crimes.

And a puppet gov't in a rigged election is installed in the latest place where we are trying to sell this "Democracy" with air strikes and and troops, not universities and hospitals.

Shit adds up...

2009-11-12T10:02:00.000-08:00

Puscifer is coming to town.
Wish I could go. Tool and APC are at the top of my favorite rock band lists.
Maynard is probably the best lyricist in rock right now,
and he's the inheritor of the Daltry Best Rock Scream crown IMHO
Excerpt from "Bottom" on Undertow (Henry Rollins speaks this on the song...)

"If I let you, you would make me destroy myself.
But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself.
I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you.
There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you.
I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain.
I will use my mistakes against you.
There's no other choice.
Shameless now. Nameless now. Nothing now. No one now.
But my soul must be iron cause my fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.- And my fear is naked.....dead inside"

The Tool and A Perfect Circle websites...

Loder: What do you make of the current state of the music business, the illegal downloading the record companies say is siphoning off their profits?
Keenan: There is still a future with music, people want music. I don't know if the record labels will be involved. The panic you're seeing now is basically coming from the labels trying to figure out how they're gonna monopolize and manipulate and suck the blood out of artists anymore.
Loder: Are you opposed to file-sharing?
Keenan: Not necessarily. But I wish people would realize what an artist normally makes on the sale of an album. Nowadays, you have to sell, like, half a million or a million records just to break even. And how many bands sell a million records?
Loder: Then there are the acts that get signed to, like, $60 million record deals
Keenan: Well, I've never gotten that deal. I'm not Mariah Carey.

An Unholy Alliance - I call a duel on a chickenshit motherfucker...

2009-11-09T13:07:00.000-08:00

So I've been reading "The Satanic Bible" from Anton La Vey.

It's something I've put off for a while, because I didn't want it's content to influence my work on "The Order of the MEEK" until I had fully fleshed out my own concepts. A man can be an Atheist and Warrior and still be MEEK, alongside a female Hindu garment maker, it's designed to be universal and allow cross communication among different Paths and sects. That's it's purpose, it's not a religion, or cult, it's a framework for communication and multi-path congregational associations.

There are many admirable things in Mr. La Vey's work, and the man himself was extremely admirable and charismatic. It's very Neitschean and is full of satire and humor. Of course there are also some downright disturbing and just plain "evil" components of his religion as well.
Yes it's a religion, regardless of the protestations of his followers in this regard.

Unfortunately, just as with the Xtian bible, there are huge numbers of people who take small amounts of this work, and completely ignore other segments and important notes that the man makes.

Like a weekly Christian who faithfully goes to church, yet despite the church "rules" they indulge in extramarital affairs without the consent of their partner, or the priest who preaches goodness to his flock then goes on to his chambers to indulge in his huge babyporn collection, like these hypocrites, the many splinter groups that generated out of the original La Veyan "Church of Satan" (tm) have very little honor or cohesiveness. It's become a free for all, and despite La Vey's assurances that "no self respecting satanist would harm a child or animal"(sic) such things do regulary occur.

I intend to write a comprehensive article in the next few weeks on the hypocrisy that I have seen in the various satanist sects which have proliferated across Vancouver in the last few years. Someone who diligently follows La Veys work and warnings can, in fact be an admirable human. Those that actually do stick to his true intent are in reality few and far between however, and just like the pedophile bishop in his cathedral they are deserving of the harshest disdain that society can project.

My own personal mythologies and belief system finds the group/congregational "attack" system of general satanism to be as flawed as the same system used by christian congregationalists and the Inquisition for centuries. I've spoken about this at a fair amount of length in my article on "Human Sacrifice in Vancouver". You have to read the links to actually understand that article, it doesn't seem to make sense if you don't open the wiki references.
Here in Vancouver I've seen Satanists using GHB and other date rape drugs with impunity on unsuspecting women, something that La Vey would have found to be a disgusting and cowardly act. The Satanist sects have somehow interpreted La Vey's work to give them license to steal from any creative artist or musician that lacks the means of production or distributution. Instead of being lions or wolves, they espouse the practices of hyenas and vultures.

The Alliance between the Freemasons and the Satanist sects in Canada has allowed Goldman Sachs, the instigator of the greatest bloodless coup in history to use the Satanist sects as tools to destroy all opposition and dissent.

This is mirrored in the content of their pride and joy, their one trick pony that they trot out ad nauseum. SGA is a thin allegory of the process going on at the grass roots level of Canadian society. The SGA team (representing the Masons and the ever friendly american colonialist forces) makes a deal with the wraith (Satanists) "for the greater good" of their aryan survival at the expense of all other races(all other pagan[wicca, buddhism] and non christian religions, and the catholics[priors], and the evil OTO[gould] and their jaffa[black slaves]), and even more importantly, at the expense of their honor, integrity, and righteousness. They become hypocrites, feeding off the serfs and poor while blathering on about their great system of justice and equality for all. Which is all standard colonialist propoganda as seen throughout africa and south america through history.

I know these thinly veiled references fall to the floor in a giggle of conspiracy theorist slurs, but time will prove these words to not be ravings.

Anyway. Now that I have the attention of the Aryan Satanists and Freemasons combined to form the entity known as the "Stargate Franchise", I have to poke their belly and spit on their hypocrite bullshit.

Stargate Atlantis is manned by a Satanist sect as its crew, and is run at its administrative and higher production levels by Masons. Almost none of the crew is of color. Everyone is white. Maybe one or two orientals. Nobody is brown except for a couple of the actors and they play subservient roles in the hierarchy.

As in Mr. La Vey's book, the section on "human sacrice" which is around pages 30-33 in my version is in its basic form the way that I have been brought down through character assasination and corruption of law through money.

It is completely based on the Lesser Magics, and is a cowardly and hypocritical method in its base form. It is a path and process without honor practiced by a herd that misses the true intent of it's original creator La Vey. But then again, who cares if money is involved. A satanist believes in the power of might over the weak, so taking some money from a n american intelligence funded puppet company to fuck up some canadian lefty is fine by them.

Robert Cooper is a Satanist, and possibly a Mason at the same time. A Mason through money, not through intent study, the lowest form of all Masons. The coffeeshop where Mr. Cooper and I made our agreement before the Sun, Mithra, the god of oaths and contracts, is a hangout for a satanist sect these days, regardless of the alignment of it's owner. It is a place where musicians, inventors, and artists get ripped off by people who have the means of production.

I find this coward, Robert Cooper, to be the most despicable of humans. A bottom feeder with no honor.

So I will cut my short treatise on the alignments of this production company and it's methods, and state my claim.

I claim the right to duel the chickenshit Robert Cooper, in a fair duel.
In a ring, I will fight him. To make it even, he can have a sword, a knife, and protective body armour with no helmet. I will face him in my underwear with a standard aluminum bat. I have a bad knee, so I believe this is a more than fair scenario. Face me you fucking chickenshit Robert. Or hide behind the skirts and robes of your peons. You fucking pussy.

Sorry ladies, I like pussy,
but he's a shameful hypocrite and frightened little prick who thinks his money will save him from vengeance. A slimy grimer wormtongue with a bald dome, a crooked nose, and the face of snivelling rat.

I invoke the god of Oaths and Contracts, The Great and Just Mithra, who forms the base of all commerce and business.

If Oaths sworn by men are not upheld, then they are not men, they are carrion.
All of organised crime is run with spoken contracts. No written contract is made for someone to sell a pound of cocaine to another. The contract is made in words and a handshake, as was my firm and precise contract with Mr. Cooper. If a contract is broken it is resolved with violence, that is why such contracts are rarely broken.

Lex Talionis

Poems and other Writings

2009-11-04T10:53:00.000-08:00

I've put a number of my poems up on the blog over the last 3 years,
so here's a short link to some of them.

These are all from my original poems,
most were written by hand (pen and paper) over the last 30 years,
a few were written directly on the blog itself.
I have hundreds more, of course, but I type slow

An Atheist Pagan Spirit
Pyres and Crosses
Missed Trust
The Butcher's block
The Value of Art
The Writers
Poets and Artists
A Slowly Dying Canada
Misanthropy
The Skeleton Maze
Pariah
The Sentence
Good For Nothing
Drunken Talkers
The Clock
In the Mirror
Gods Within the Root of Us
Rituals of Spring
Scour

Books (WIP form)
The Order Of the Meek
The Great Book of Atheist Spirituality

I think there might be a few more poems in the blog, but I didn't tag them all yet, and I will add more to the blog over the next year.

In order to cement my claim to being the creative mind behind the set of ideas stolen by Robert Cooper, I also add My Paintings and My Original Music to this list. I don't think Mr. Cooper has a true creative bone in his treasonous body. Robert Cooper is thieving weasel working against his country for the American Military Propaganda Machine.

I've written a lot of different things in this blog, and a lot about Robert Cooper not paying the clearly agreed upon fee to me for ideas used in the SGA series generated in a script consultation, so I decided I would put enough material up to make it clear that I am actually a writer, not just a mad frothy-mouthed lefty blogger.

I also intend to put my first script up, written in 1988, which is called

Sleeping on the Side of the World:

A Film in 3 parts

Sand, Heathen, Pagan

I know it's a bit over the top sounding, but it was my first written feature (90+ min.)

of which a significant portion of sequences (mostly from the Sand segment) was stolen and abbreviated to a short film by a former director of the Cineworks Independent Film Society in Vancouver, and was produced by Cineworks with funding from BBC Channel 4 and Telefilm in the early '90s.
It is in typewriter print format and needs to be OCR'd to present here.

I know that extreme efforts have been made here in my community to make my IP theft claims appear baseless, and I hope that the inclusion of these creative materials here and a later detailed explanation of the interaction between Mr. Robert Cooper of Stargate Atlantis and myself during a professional consultation prior to his pilot submission of the series will allow people to see past my current circumstances and entertain the possibility in their minds that I might actually be telling the truth about this intellectual property theft referenced elsewhere on this blog. Legal action would take more than a decade, initial cost to retain a lawyer is a minimum of $25k, and in the history of IP law in Canada there are almost no screenwriters that have ever successfully won a similiar case due to the intrinsically unfair nature of the legislation at present. The one with the most money always wins and I have none.

Mr. Cooper and I had a contractual agreement. The percentage of 15-20% was clearly agreed upon. I delivered my part of the transaction, a set of ideas which could be used to create a pilot and first season storyline regarding the ancient city of Atlantis with additional ideas regarding how the story of Atlantis could be worked into the Stargate Franchise. I not only have not been paid the agreed upon fee, I haven't been paid anything at all.

A JUNIOR Carpenter on the SG Atlantis project would have made almost $500k during the last 7 years.
I expect, at the VERY LEAST, to be paid what a junior carpenter or steady extra has made during the run of the show, even though Mr. Cooper and I agreed on a much larger percentage with Andy Mikita as witness to the transaction between us.

If a carpenter had worked all month and didn't get a paycheck, would that be cool? No. So why is it ok for me to receive no payment for the creative consultation I did for the series pilot and first seasons? Why is my work not being credited and why am I specifically not being paid my fee or any fee at all for my creative input into this long running series? I delivered good concepts that carried the show through more than 6 seasons and beyond, so why am I not being paid and yet the JR. CARPENTERS were paid, along with the painters, editors, writers, sfx crew, post crew, location crew, etc.?

I thank anyone who takes the time to consider my claims in the context of what I have presented, rather than based, Ad Hominem, on the current state in which I exist, Persona Non Grata.

To anyone who can take the time to forward these pages to legal or journalistic entities involved in investigations of injustice, I thank you for your efforts.

Christopher Don Taylor,
long-time resident of East Vancouver, Canada

Pariah's Claim

Dimebag gangsters vs corporate gangsters, fearful populations, and getting killed over...not again...does it ever end?

2009-11-03T09:30:00.000-08:00

So I made a link mistake,
http://www.mediademocracyday.org/vancouver
is where I wanted to send people yesterday.
I think it's fantastic, it's basically about what I was spewing
in this article about media monopolization
that the Harper gov't has created by changing the CRTC rules
creating State sanctioned corporate media monopolies.
Then he killed govt funding for documentary films
because he didn't like the fact that documentaries
about bad govt, corporate theft, and queers
were being made in "his" country.
Made it so every newspaper and TV station
could be owned by a single conglomerate
which means we really only hear one voice
our daily programming.

so check it out this weekend and shout a bit.

I'll try to be there.
I might be dead.
Killed by dimebag gangsters
hungry and rabid
who've turned the local park
into "their" hood
dog eat dog.

Not the hippies and quiet drinkers
being mellow, sipping their beers and passing joints
with kids and dogs playing
that's normal life
I like those people in the park

No, I pissed off the Hoodz
who claim to "own" the hood
the ones who tough talk and pose
puffed up and acting "street"
on their little corner of the park
But I've been told it's actually "their" park

something they learned on TV, the pose and talk
from state sanctioned corporate media
selling nikes and bling and homie slang
to kids with nothing,
Uncle Sam rules our cable and radio
teaches them to be cannibals
killing each other over disagreements
with not even big money involved.

I guess I should have let it be
the woman who had a dog with mange
on the patio
but I like dogs, and at least a dozen other dogs
sit where that dog was sitting
I could have not told her
that mange is contagious
I could have let it slide
and watched all the dogs I know start scratching
but I didn't

and now the "posse" wants to kill
drives me from the park
for "dissing" their auntie.

We've become cannibals
for scraps
First nations I've stood up for here
in these pages
suddenly threatening to kill me
if I go to the park
threatening my dog
Some strange pride
I wonder why they don't take that dog to the vet
trade some bling for mercy
and let it live it's last years scratch free

But who cares, really?

I'll be stabbed in the back
walking down commercial drive with my dog.
Is that any different than being dogged by bigger gangsters
and brought down "discreetly"?
same shit different method.

This is a society that is rife with corruption
all throughout the system bigger gangs
have influence
A whole production company can steal from me
try to kill me and pay off anyone who should help
a great big gang of thieves
and nothing is done
So much for "anti gang" legislation.

Then again,
if all the respectable gangsters
the honorable ones
disappeared
where would anyone get good dope?
and who would keep the police
from being the kingmakers?

but the library tells me
my time is up...

Perhaps it is...

And the culling begins...

2009-11-02T14:34:00.000-08:00

So, with this piggy flu thing
I thought I should trot out my old article on The Culling
well, link to it at least...again

Because I think it's interesting that there's a "shortage" of vaccine.
Yet somehow all of the private clinics
you know, the pay for faster service medicine
in the west end and point grey
they all have it.

But there's none to be seen in east van or the DTES

but my library time is up,
so read the culling article
it's a masterpiece
IMHO

And then check out http://www.mediademocracyday.org/vancouver
which I'll talk about tomorrow...

Residual

2009-10-29T13:36:00.000-07:00

Residuals accrue
things still sell
amid the flurry of data bits
idea vampires
accounting schemes
the rip off continues each day
money makes money make money
take what tou can grab and climb
listening to mp3's
I could never afford in total
would I be denied the ability to hear
until I worked enough to pay
the great machine's fee
I will listen
one day buy
today someone else buys
and I would be paid my fee
on the things that do sell
perhaps one day I
can buy
some albums
It seems an impossibility.